I want to break up with the school grass [Cross Book]

Hearing He Yao's words, Lin Qi looked at He Yao's eyes and blinked, then thought about it, "...that is to say, your mother doesn't hate me?"

"Stupid, how could you hate it? Anyway, she is the one I tried my best to catch up with, and I can tell that she likes you very much." He Yao rubbed his face as punishment, "Also, she has already regarded you as a family."

family?

Hearing this word again, Lin Qi's dark brown pupils moved.

The word "family", in retrospect, is not very good for Lin Qi.

Even if other people's mothers leave or disappear, they will leave some memories more or less, but his mother has never existed in his memory. As long as he can remember, there is only a drunk by his side. father.

When he was six years old, he saw those orphanages, those children in groups, wearing nice clothes, playing happily, looked at his tattered and dirty clothes, and his bare feet, and thought that although he He can't dress cleanly and nicely like them, but he knows that at least he has his father by his side. Although this father has a bad temper and is still an alcoholic, he has nothing to do when he is sober, and he likes to beat people when he is drunk. , It's like being possessed by a ghost, and it's very powerful.

But he is luckier than those children because he still has a father.

Until the age of seven, it was a New Year's Eve.

It snowed heavily that night, and the ground was almost as thick as the middle of his calf. The wind was blowing, and it was impossible to stand outside because it was too cold.

It was rare, the New Year's Eve dinner that night was hot and chaotic, and he was taken by his father to the only noodle shop that was still open on the street.

His father suddenly became very gentle. He not only gave him the toys he had bought in advance, but also ordered him a bowl of meat-filled chaos. When he looked at him, there was a smile on his face.

That was all he could remember, the best side of that person.

He happily ate Chaos, and then a few vicious-looking people came and said they wanted to eat with him. Although he was unwilling, his father agreed.

After that, he buried his head down and ate a large bowl full of Chaos. When he looked up again, his father opposite him was no longer there, and the two uncles beside him looked at him with sympathetic eyes. he.

He heard the conversation between the two, as if talking about his father, saying that his father had left with the money.

He was not wearing much clothes, and the wind outside was blowing on his face. It was really too cold, so he followed the two people into the car without much resistance.

When the car started, he lay on the window, looking at the noodle shop that was getting farther and farther away from him, and at the familiar snow scene passing by outside the window.

It was his last night in the place called "hometown".

The ferocious-looking man behind him gave him a lollipop and told him to go to the place after sleeping.

He took the lollipop obediently and asked the man where he was taking him.

The man told him to take him to a place that, to him, was both heaven and hell.

...

in the restaurant.

Seeing Lin Qi's tears pouring down onto his hands, He Yao's eyes widened suddenly, and he asked worriedly, "Is there something wrong? What's wrong? Huh?"

Hearing He Yao's voice, Lin Qi's consciousness was pulled back from his thoughts, and he asked strangely: "Ah? What's wrong?"

Afterwards, his eyes felt a little cold, and when he touched them with his hands, he found that they were wet.

He stared at the wet fingertips in a daze, and after a while, he explained: "Eh...I'm just so happy, and someone treats me like a family when I'm happy."

Hearing this, He Yao paused slightly.

Lin Qi reacted.

No, what are you talking about?

Looking at the person in front of him, He Yao frowned in the middle, with sad emotions in his eyes.

Lin Qi quickly explained, "No, what I mean is, your mother has a good impression of me, so I'm very happy..."

He Yao took him and walked out of the restaurant.

He asked suspiciously, "Where are you going? Your mother hasn't come back yet."

He Yao didn't respond and took him back to the car.

The driver was not there, and there were only two people left in the confined space, and the air suddenly became quiet.

The small space, on the contrary, brings you more sense of security.

Lin Qi was pulled by He Yao involuntarily, and sat face to face on his lap. This posture was too intimate, but Lin Qi didn't have time to think too much, his mind was all about Wei Ya who was left alone by them, "No, He Yao, your mother..."

He Yao leaned over and blocked his mouth when he wanted to speak, and Lin Qi's next words became murmurs.

The two sat in the back row, his head was pressed against the armchair in front of him, and he always felt uncomfortable in the air, so he had to raise his hands to hook He Yao's shoulders.

The movements on the lips were not rough, but very gentle, a little comforting, the bad mood in Lin Qi's heart was gradually softened, and now only He Yao was left in his mind.

After the kiss was over, He Yao suddenly buried himself in front of his chest, like a wronged dog.

It was rare for Lin Qi to see such a weak He Yao. He thought it was fun, rubbed his head, and asked, "What's wrong? It's sudden."

He Yao's voice was muffled in his chest, "My heart hurts."

Lin Qi was puzzled: "Huh??"

Seeing that the person in front of him didn't speak, Lin Qi had no choice but to raise his hand to touch his heart, "Then why don't I rub it for you?"

Although it was a question, before He Yao answered, he started to move directly. Although his technique was a bit rough, his tone was very gentle. He also deliberately imitated the way adults coax children, "It doesn't hurt anymore, rub it Knead the pain and fly away."

He Yao muffled: "It didn't fly, it's still there."

Lin Qi burst out laughing, jokingly said: "I didn't expect our He Xiaoba to have such a weak side? Tsk tsk, do I have to take a photo with my phone as a souvenir?"

He Yao raised his face, Lin Qi saw the sad face, he seemed to be really uncomfortable, so he stopped joking.

I go!

He asked nervously, "Do we have to go to the hospital?"

He Yao said: "The hospital can't treat it."

Lin Qi: "What are you talking about?! Hospitals can cure difficult and miscellaneous diseases, so they can't cure you? Forget it, I'll buy you a box of Suxiao Jiuxin Pills."

He Yao couldn't help laughing.

Lin Qi: "..."

Lin Qi squinted and asked, "Are you pretending on purpose?"

"No pretending," He Yao looked at him, "My heart is really hurting."

Lin Qi clicked "tsk", still thinking that he was pretending, "Then why is it uncomfortable?"

He Yao raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Lin Qi was surprised.

I heard He Yao say: "...I feel uncomfortable seeing you cry."

Hearing He Yao's words, Lin Qi's eyes froze.

He Yao said, "I don't want to see you cry."

Lin Qi was silent for a few seconds, "...why do you feel uncomfortable?"

He Yao's eyes were filled with grievance again, "I don't know, it just feels like my heart has been twisted by a knife. Even if I don't know, what did you go through when I was not here, but it seems that you are going through all your unhappiness again. Once again, it's hard."

Lin Qi choked for a moment, bit his lip, "That has nothing to do with you."

"But I met you, met you, your past, present, and future are all related to me. I will be unhappy when I see you unhappy because of the past, and I will also be unhappy when I see you sad. Sad, that's all."

Lin Qi's voice trembled a little, "Are you stupid?"

He Yao stared at him with a soft voice, "Maybe, anyway, you have seen a lot of my shortcomings, and I don't lack this one."

Lin Qi frowned, and the nerves in his head became tense, but his eyes still gradually became blurred.

The eyes were lightly touched by the warm lips, and the water drops from the eyelashes touched He Yao's warm lips. He Yao said, "I have been with you through all your unhappiness, so it doesn't matter in the future."

The moment he heard this sentence, the nerve in his brain finally couldn't support it and ruptured, his eye sockets became hot, and the tear glands under his eyes seemed uncontrollable, and his eyes were so blurred that he couldn't see anything clearly. Lightly pressed onto a shoulder full of security.

The man gently pressed the back of his head with one hand, and gently stroked his slightly curved back with the other hand, telling him that he was fine and would always be with him from now on...

In the restaurant, Wei Ya held coffee in her hand, looked at the two vacant seats in front of her, smiled and shook her head.

"Lin Qi, brother Qi, Qi Qi, dear, wake up soon!!!"

There was a deafening sound in his ears, and Lin Qi was startled awake and sat up on the grass, "Damn! Fuck! What's wrong?? An earthquake?!"

Lin Suohan: "..."

other people:"……"

Lin Qi looked at Lin Yuhan who was squatting in front of him, and then looked at Zhang Hao, Peng Kang, and Wu Wei who were looking at him with mentally handicapped eyes not far away.

he:"……"

Lin Zuohan helped him remove the leaves from his face, "Get up and eat barbecue."

Lin Qi looked at the lake not far away, and then at the green grass under his buttocks, and then let out a "oh" as if he had realized it.

During the three-day National Day holiday, under the organization of Peng Kang, they went to the beautiful lakeside to have an outdoor barbecue, and lived a leisurely life.

Lin Qi went to sleep on the way, and woke up like this.

Lin Qi got up and walked to the barbecue grill. Zhang Hao handed him a bunch of roasted kidneys and said, "This one is very delicious."

Lin Qi picked it up and took a bite, "It's really good."

Zhang Hao raised his eyebrows at him, "Really?"

Lin Yuhan brought the roasted meat to a small white table not far away, Wu Wei helped to bring drinks, and Lin Qi also helped to pick up a few plates of roasted vegetables.

Several people sat on the ground, and those who sat at the table sat at the table.

They chatted about the math competition that the former respective class teachers said.

Zhang Hao asked: "Lin Zi, which one do you want to participate in? You are so good at mathematics by leaps and bounds, I think you can get the ranking."

Lin Qi put one hand on the table and gnawed at the waist, "I'm not sure, maybe I won't participate. Hey, leave me two of the waists, and I'll take them back to He Yao."

Zhang Hao smiled, "Okay."

Lin Yuhan asked Lin Qi: "Why didn't you participate? I think this is an opportunity."

Peng Kang also said: "That's right, Brother Lin, this competition is national in nature. If you win a medal, it is said that you can get extra points in the college entrance examination."

Wu Wei held the sweet potato with a shocked expression on his face, "Is it so awesome?"

Zhang Haodao: "A cow is a cow, but it's really difficult, so I don't think about it. I think Lin Zi can consider giving it a try."

To be honest, Lin Qi was a little moved when he heard that he could get extra points for the college entrance examination, but after thinking about it, he felt that he might not have the ability, "Let's forget it, I'm not that material."

This kind of thing selects only talents. If we compare real talents to professionals, then he is just a hobby and cannot meet the foundation of others.

Lin Yuhan said to everyone: "Actually, I plan to try it. Although it is unlikely that I will make it to the finals, I still feel that I have to try it. If I accidentally come in, maybe the distance between me and a famous school is just this competition." Yes, hahaha."

Peng Kang gave Lin Zuohan a fist, "Brother supports you! If you make it to the finals, I will hold a celebration banquet for you."

Lin Zuohan smiled embarrassedly, "Hey, why are you so embarrassed?"

What Peng Kang needs most is ideas and money, "Don't talk about it, it's settled like this!"

After finishing speaking, he said to Lin Qi: "Brother Lin, you can go too, we will do it for you two together."

Lin Qi hesitated again, "Tsk, let me think about it."

They stayed until the sun went down before packing up and going back. There was still the last day of the holiday, and they each went home. Lin Qi went back to school with two strings of hot kidney flowers.

When Lin Qi returned to the dormitory, He Yao hadn't come back yet.

He Yao went home and said he would be back tonight.

The smell of barbecue wafting from his body was extremely unpleasant, so he took loose and clean clothes and went into the bathroom.

When he came out, the door had just opened when he was hugged by people outside.

The waist was bound by strong arms, and a heavy head was pressed down on the shoulders. Because of the closeness of the body, Lin Qi had to be forced to lean back a little.

He Yao tilted his head and sniffed at his wet hair, and his fair skin with moisture on his neck, "Hair smells like oranges, and your body smells like oranges too. How do you know I like oranges?"

"?" Lin Qi said, "Who cares what fruit you like to eat, I bought it casually, can I buy it later?"

After finishing speaking, he took the towel in his hand and rubbed the dripping hair, "Okay, let go, my hair is wet, and it will wet your clothes later."

He Yao let go of him a little, and kissed him on the face, "Wet is wet, I haven't seen you for a day, I don't want to let go."

Lin Qi: "..."

Lin Qi cleaned up the dirty clothes in the bathroom, and then washed the clothes on the sink. During the process, he found that the washing powder was used up, and went into the dormitory to get the washing powder. He Yao put his arms around his waist and pressed against him the whole time, and he went to Follow wherever you go, like a pendant, hanging tightly behind his back.

Lin Qi was standing on the balcony rubbing his vest. He Yao chatted with him casually, asking what he did today when he wasn't here, and whether it was fun to be with him. He asked repeatedly, and Lin Qi was caught. He was afraid of asking, so he took the initiative to find a topic.

Thinking of the day when he left without saying goodbye to his mother, he was embarrassed to ask: "By the way, we left without saying hello that day. Your mother wasn't angry, right?"

He Yao rested his chin on his shoulder and shook his head, "Not angry."

Lin Qi breathed a sigh of relief, and asked again: "Should I call her and apologize? I always feel impolite."

He Yao said: "Instead of calling, how about meeting her again?"

Lin Qi resisted all over his body, "No, no, no, I think it's better to make a phone call to apologize first, and it's safer to meet again after she forgives me."

He Yao couldn't help but burst out laughing, "Why are you so thin-skinned?"

Lin Qi "huh" for a moment, "You think everyone is like you, your skin is thicker than the bricks on the Great Wall."

He Yao asked in a questioning tone: "Is there any? I have a very thin skin."

Lin Qi shook his head and said speechlessly: "Wow, look, how ignorant this person is."

He Yao smiled and bit his neck.

Lin Qi's clothes have not been washed for a long time, and He Yao can't stand it anymore. Taking advantage of his long arms, he puts his hand into the basin and picks up a thin piece of clothing, " Why are you washing so slowly? I'll help you."

Lin Qi was so angry that he wanted to hit someone, who was he to blame for washing so slowly?Who has been harassing him from behind?

Lin Qi forced the person who was next to him to the side, "If you want help, wash it right next to you."

He Yao was wearing a long-sleeved shirt, he raised his hands in front of Lin Qi, "roll up the sleeves."

Lin Qi gave him a sideways look, but finally rinsed his hands, dried them and rolled his sleeves up to the middle of the biceps of his upper arm as if on purpose.

He Yao looked at this scroll and somehow felt something was wrong.

Lin Qi suppressed a smile and asked him, "Do you really know how to do laundry?"

To be honest, he has never seen He Yao wash his clothes, it seems that he just throws them into the washing machine every time.

He Yao felt underestimated, raised his eyebrows, "Of course."

Lin Qi stood beside him and looked at him. He picked up the corners of his clothes with both hands randomly, imitating what Lin Qi saw just now, and rubbed them back and forth. You see, it's as simple as that.

Well, my hands were soaked in water, and I rubbed them, but the rubbing was not very clean.

Lin Qi didn't think it would work, so he lifted his clothes and gave him instructional guidance. He Yao listened very carefully, and Lin Qi felt a sense of accomplishment. Then, it became Lin Qi who moved a stool and sat by the balcony door. He Yao stood The picture of washing clothes hard in front of the sink.

Lin Qi gnawed on the two strings of waist flowers that he brought back, clapped his hands from time to time, and enthusiastically encouraged him: "Okay, very good! Student He is extremely serious and hardworking at the same time. I will reward you with a bite of waist flowers!"

Then he handed the kidney flower over to He Yao to take a bite, then took it back and continued to eat by himself.

The clothes that can be done in 15 minutes at most took almost an hour for the two of them.

Lin Qi thought to himself, it's He Yao's obsessive-compulsive disorder that is to blame, not to mention the need for teaching in the early stage, but in the later part of the cleaning process, he has washed it with water five times, touched the clothes and said that it seemed that the washing powder was not washed, so he did it again , and then repeated it over and over again, he didn't want to use it and knew that the pair of jeans he liked must have lost at least one-third of the color.

After washing and drying the clothes, the two of them were exhausted and lay down on the bed together.

Lin Qi turned over and faced He Yao, "What did you do when you got home?"

He Yao also turned over and faced him, "My mother and Aunt Su forced me to ask about my future career plans."

Lin Qi asked: "Then have you thought about what you want to do in the future?"

He Yao thought for a while, "...Doctor?"

Lin Qi imagined what He Yao would look like after becoming a doctor, and then couldn't help but said, "Just thinking about it makes me feel very handsome."

He Yao laughed, "What about you?"

Lin Qi thought for a while and said, "I haven't thought about what I want to do in the future, but I have thought that I must get a good score in the college entrance examination. As for the occupation, I will look at it when the college entrance examination is over and I apply for volunteers."

He Yao raised his hand, touched his cheek, and said with his eyes bent, "If the major is suitable, let's go to the same university."

Hearing this, Lin Qi hesitated for a moment.

You must know that He Yao's grades are not only the top of their school, but also top if they get the city's ranking, and his grades, so to speak, are only a fraction of He Yao's real grades.

Can they go to the same university?Even if the admission scores for different majors in the same school are different, I'm afraid...it's still a bit difficult...

He Yao took his hand and slid his thumb over the back of his hand, "At that time, we can see each other every day like now. We can also rent a house outside the school together. Well, we can build the house well by then Come on, follow the style you like, and be more warm at the end." He Yao said, "In this way, we can have a private space that is not disturbed by other people, maybe we can name it, what name should we choose? Love Cabin? Haha ..."

Lin Qi had to admit that his heart was moved.

But while his heart was moving, he also knew the gap between himself and He Yao.

too big.

Can such a big gap be made up?Is there still time to make up for it?

He Yao can wait for him in the second year of high school exams and class placement, but can He Yao wait for him when the real college entrance exams come?

No, even if He Yao is willing to wait, he won't be the one to be waited for.

He hoped that when he and He Yao were together, they would promote and improve each other, instead of accommodating and regressing each other.

He didn't want to delay He Yao's future because of his selfishness.

Suddenly thinking of something, he took a deep breath and grabbed He Yao's arm.

He Yao took him over, "What's the matter?"

Lin Qi looked at the people who were close at hand, and made up his mind, "He Yao, give me extra lessons."

He Yao tapped the tip of his nose, "Didn't you complain about being too bitter and tired every day before, do you still want to come this time?"

He nodded firmly, "It doesn't matter how tired you are, I...I want to go to the same university as you."

He Yao's eyes flickered when he heard Lin Qi's last words, and then he couldn't help but pull him over and hug him tightly, "Let's work hard together."

Lin Qi had determination written on his face, "Yes."

The head buried on the shoulder moved, "What should I do? I like you more."

Lin Qi narrowed his eyes with a smile, put his arms around He Yao's back, "Come on!"

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