Gu Zheluo Jiutian

There are too many things in this world that we can’t control ourselves. We can only get cruel answers in the end with good expectations. Even if we tell ourselves that it’s okay, everything will be fine one day, but when all this is delayed. At that time, the last thing left is endless helplessness.

On December 12, a seemingly ordinary day, in a coffee shop near Xuancheng University, the waiter accidentally knocked over a cup of coffee that was going to be given to the customer, and quickly pulled a rag to wipe the table and kept apologizing However, she didn't wait for the guest's scolding and complaints. She raised her head cautiously, but found that the guest in front of her didn't want to talk to her at all. Instead, she stretched her neck and looked behind her. The waiter was surprised. He straightened up and looked behind.

"Chu Zhe, let me tell you that even if you give me another chance, I will still choose to leave you, because I don't love you at all," a man with hair dyed like green grass hugged the girl sitting next to him, The girl looked only sixteen or seventeen, with flaming red lips and a low-cut leather skirt, sitting shyly beside the man, and she leaned her head on the man's shoulder flatteringly when she heard the man say this Go up, aiming at the opposite person out of the corner of his eye.

Chu Zhe looked at these two people, not knowing what mood he should be in now, he thought he should be sad, after all he was dumped by the green hair in front of him.But he couldn't squeeze any tears, and even wanted to laugh a little bit.

"Feng Lei, you..." Chu Zhe's thin lips were tightly pressed together so that now he seemed a little bit wronged. "I know you like me, but I don't like you at all. In the past, I just saw that you are good-looking. Don't bother me anymore. I don't like sleeping with disgusting men," Feng Lei looked at Chu Zhe a little bit aggrieved She looked disdainful, with disdain in her eyes, "This is the key to your house, it's disgusting to return it to you," Feng Lei cut, took the key and hugged the woman with contempt and walked away without looking back. .

"Sir, this..." The waiter who had been waiting for a long time saw that the person left and hurriedly handed the list to Chu Zhe. Chu Zhe looked at the backs of the two people leaving through the glass and smiled self-deprecatingly, and took the waiter's hand. After handing over the list and paying the bill, I left the cafe.

On the way home, Chu Zhe didn't drive. He kicked the stones on the ground all the way, with his hands in his trouser pockets, his expression was leisurely, his dark eyes looked into the distance, and the two passers-by who occasionally passed each other didn't care about each other. Any intersection, he seems to enjoy this feeling very much, the brushed hair brushes the broken hair on his forehead, just like this, he walks aimlessly and doesn't know when he will stop.

Countless images of him and Feng Lei being together before flashed through Chu Zhe's mind, and finally he only asked himself in his heart, 'Do I really like him? '

By the time he realized it, he was already standing at the door of his apartment. He smiled mischievously, reached into his coat pocket, fumbled for the key, and took out the key.

After casually kicking his shoes to the entrance, he plunged into his bedroom. After a while, there was only the ticking of the clock in the room.

Chu Zhe has lived away from home alone since he was in college, and he rented an apartment in a community near the university. Although the house is not big, but fortunately Chu Zhe is good at taking care of himself, so the things he should have are also available. There are a lot of them, and living alone is quite enjoyable.

Chu Zhe leaned on the pillow, his eyes were fixed on the ceiling, but he didn't know where his thoughts had gone.

He and Feng Lei met about half a year ago. Chu Zhe was forced to go to the class reunion in the class. Later, he met Feng Lei in a bar. He hasn't been in a relationship yet in college, and he thinks it might be a bit of a failure.Seeing this kid sitting alone in a corner, Feng Lei went up to strike up a conversation. When he got closer, he felt that he was not bad, so he flirted Chu Zhe away with a few words. But Lei said to Chu Zhe, "I don't like sleeping with disgusting men,"

Well, then what am I?Speaking of which, they have been dating for almost half a year, but he doesn't even know what Feng Lei does.It turns out that I have always been self-indulgent.

Chu Zhe covered his eyes with his hands, and opened his mouth wide as if he was smiling, but the tears that fell into the roots of his hair betrayed him, yes, what can I be...

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"You are so kind, you are the first person in this world who is kind to me and the best to me," a boy about fourteen to sixty-six sat on the ground, pulling a white corner of the man in front of him, and raised his head. talking.

The man squatted halfway in front of the boy, and the corners of his mouth could not help but twitch slightly when he heard this. He was all white except for the long ink-like hair, and there seemed to be no other color on his body.

This kind of him gives people a feeling that he will disappear into the world in the next second, as if he was born without color, making it difficult for people to grasp him.

The man stretched out a hand from the wide sleeve robe and rubbed it on the top of the boy's head. It was a bloodless hand, and it was too pale to reveal a deep death, "Your name, what's your name... "

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"Didi, Didi," Chu Zhe was woken up by the constant bombardment of text messages. He sat up and groped in the dark, and finally found a mobile phone with messages flashing on the corner of the bed. The sudden light It made him a little uncomfortable, Chu Zhe squinted his eyes, dimmed the brightness and clicked on the messages, and found that they were almost all New Year greeting messages sent in groups.

Just like that, Chu Zhe lay on the bed with his mobile phone in his hand and carefully looked at each item. It was obviously a group message, but Chu Zhe just clicked through them one by one with a smile.

Accompanied by a roar, the dark night sky outside the window suddenly became more colorful.Standing on the balcony with bare feet, Chu Zhe looked up at the fireworks blooming in the night sky. His focused eyes seemed to keep this beautiful scene in his mind forever, and the brilliant fireworks reflected in his black pupils It seems to be full of dazzling stars all over the sky.

Chu Zhe watched it for a while, guessing whether the fireworks would be over in a while, so he thought about going to the nearby 24-hour convenience store to buy something, went back to the house, found a coat, closed the door and went out.

Although it's New Year's Eve, the community where Chu Zhe lives seems to be deserted at night, the streets full of pagoda trees are quiet, and the street lights on the road are making a 'Zi La Zi La' sound, as if planning to go on strike on New Year's Eve. .

The cool wind of the winter night was biting to the bone, so Chu Zhe wrapped his coat tighter and walked towards the end of the street.

"Hey! It's strange, why is there no place to turn here?" Chu Zhe looked around, and it was still a straight street without any corners.

"There should be a fork here where you can turn to the convenience store. Usually, I can walk there in about 10 minutes from home, why now..."

Thinking of this, Chu Zhe felt a little strange. The fireworks that had been going on just now had disappeared at some point, and there was only endless night looking up.

The road is quiet, and there is only a straight road in front of you.

Chu Zhe tried to walk forward for a while, and he suddenly found that the road seemed endless, like he was walking towards a locust tree in front of him, although the tree felt very close, but he would never reach it Well, after walking for a long time, the tree is still there, as if he has never moved, but Chu Zhe is sure that he is indeed walking non-stop, these scenes are like...

Chu Zhe had never been an atheist, so that when he thought of that possibility, he broke out in a cold sweat on this cold winter night.

It was quiet all around, only the sound of my own heartbeat of "boom, boom, boom" was in my ears.

"No way, is it so unlucky?" Chu Zhe frowned lightly and pulled his coat, "I really won the lottery. I was dumped during the day and met a ghost at night. If I can still go out, I must buy a lottery ticket."

Chu Zhe rubbed his hands and covered his face to relieve the frozen stiff skin, curled his lips and looked around to no avail, he had no choice but to continue on the street.

I don't know how long it was, but it was so long that Chu Zhe felt that his feet had lost consciousness.

When going out, Chu Zhe felt that he would be back in only ten minutes, so he didn't wear socks, just put on a pair of sneakers and came out.

Now Chu Zhe feels that he has the heart to kill himself. When he first realized that he might encounter a ghost, his mind was filled with fear, but when he walked to the back, there was only one thought in his head, 'Damn, why did I I didn't wear socks just now, and my feet were freezing cold.Why is it so cold, so cold...'

Finally, when Chu Zhe was about to lose his feet, he saw a flash of light in front of him. The place where the light flashed was different from the place where Chu Zhe had walked before. There were street lights on both sides of the road here. of.

And the surroundings of the light are all black, like a firefly appearing alone in the dark night.

The fatigue in his whole body seemed to be swept away at this moment, Chu Zhe quickened his pace and walked towards the darkness in front of him.

Finally, he was pleasantly surprised to find that he was getting closer and closer to the end of the road, and that dark place was within reach in a blink of an eye.

Chu Zhe looked at the place without a little light in front of him, and he couldn't help feeling a little timid in his heart, but when he looked back at the endless street, he gritted his teeth and continued to move forward.

"How can it be so dark here?" Chu Zhe thought.

His hands kept groping in front of him because his eyes couldn't see anything, and he walked slowly like this for a while, and a ball of light rose slowly in front of him, floating in the air like a will-o'-the-wisp.

Chu Zhe walked towards the light, feeling that the distance was getting closer and closer. When he came to the light, he lost his mind when he saw it and reached out to touch it.When Chu Zhe withdrew his hand, he found that the light had disappeared, and the surroundings were no longer surrounded by continuous darkness.

Chu Zhe found himself in a sea of ​​red flowers, with only a dark dirt road in the middle. Chu Zhe stepped on it, and the soil under his feet seemed a little damp, leaving a series of footprints behind Chu Zhe.

Chu Zhe looked into the distance on tiptoe, and found that he couldn't see the end of the sea of ​​flowers. He squatted down to observe the flowers carefully, but found that he couldn't see the appearance of the flowers at all. Covered with a layer of gauze, revealing an indescribable haze.

Suddenly Chu Zhe heard a ringing of a bell, the ringing was not urgent, like the sound of a wind chime hanging on the window sill when it was blown by the wind, clear and sweet.

As if bewitched by something, Chu Zhe walked towards the direction from which the bell rang. He was pleasantly surprised to find that there seemed to be many people lined up in front of him walking in the sea of ​​flowers. The shoulder was held by another cold hand in mid-air.

The knuckles of the fingers were clear, but they were as pale as dead ashes, and the hand held Chu Zhe's wrist with extreme force, making him unable to struggle.

Chu Zhe felt that the other party was pushing harder and harder, as if his bones were about to be crushed. He raised his head angrily, but was stunned the moment he saw him.

The one who caught Chu Zhe was a man, dressed in white, with a wide sleeve robe covering his body, his ink-like long hair casually draped over his shoulders, the bell hanging on his waist made the same sound as before, Chu Zhe Zhe was horrified to find that the man's eyes were all white.

At this time, those all-white eyes were staring at Chu Zhe closely, and he actually felt a trace of anger from those colorless pupils, but more of it was an almost crazy obsession and desire.

Chu Zhe couldn't help stretching out his hand to caress the man's eyes,

"I, have I seen you somewhere?"

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May I stop the train of time,

Please give me one more chance in my dream,

Let me chase you one more time,

May I be able to keep up with you this time,

May this time never abandon me again,

May the dawn never come.

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