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When everything is properly handled, half of this summer is already over. Every day, he nests in the three rooms and one living room, reads a lot of books, a lot of newspapers, and does a lot of things, without letting his thoughts go. Self-fermentation.

Tuza would come here occasionally, and he could see some emotions in Tuza's eyes that shouldn't exist, just like him once; and Kuang Xia, who hadn't been here since that time, but she could always call when she called. Talking about it for a long time, it was so small that she accidentally poured more water on the succulent a few times, so big that she ran to so many social places, good or bad, and went on a few dates, and finally suddenly became some sensitive and humble little girl of hers. thought.

"Have you taken your medicine?" He interrupted Kuang Xia's eloquent talk.

"Medicine, I took it." There was a series of sounds from the other end of Kuang Xia's medicine bottle, "Listen, that's all that's left. I just have to go to the doctor the day after tomorrow, so the doctor can prescribe me some more."

"I can't stay at home recently, so I decided to go to N Bar tomorrow and have a drink."

"Don't drink, and don't make appointments."

"Hi, it's okay, I think I'm fine recently, just take protective measures."

He could hear that Kuang Xia's condition was much worse, and the medicine prescribed by the doctor last time could no longer control her condition.

"Recently, those little brats are always looking for trouble every day. Think about it, my mother didn't figure it out by herself. Have they been happy for too long, and complained that I didn't tell them to do this? They really think they are still little princes what?"

"What time did you go to bed recently?" He changed the subject.

"Recently, I've been very busy with work, and sometimes I've stayed up all night, but I feel okay, and I'm not particularly tired the next day. I usually go to bed at two or three o'clock in the morning."

"You need to rest early."

"Recently, I have more energy, not too sleepy, and I'm fine."

When it was almost 12 o'clock in the evening, the two hung up the phone. He decided to go to the doctor with Kuang Xia the day after tomorrow and ask the doctor about the specific situation.But what he never expected was that at around five o'clock the next day, he received a call from Kuang Xia, asking him to go to the police station to bail her out, and she was caught in the bar by anti-pornography.

And when he learned the reason from the police and saw Kuang Xia who was in a mess but very energetic, he knew that he couldn't delay any longer.

"Kuang Xia, do you know why you were arrested today?"

"Isn't it just that I play too much, just occasionally, it's okay."

"Are you so average?!" He really didn't expect Kuang Xia to become like this, "□□! You actually! Cough cough cough... vomit..."

He wanted to vomit, committed a crime, and could even feel a bloody smell welling up in his throat. I don't know if it was because of the disgusting words or because... His hands holding on to the wall were tightly clenched into fists.

"Don't be so overreacted." Kuang Xia was a little panicked, and panic rarely appeared on her face, "I was wrong, Rui Bai, I was really wrong."

His stomach began to hurt, he covered his stomach with his hands, and sat on the ground leaning against the wall, Kuang Xia wanted to reach out to help him, but stopped after seeing his tears.

"I'm sorry... I don't know why I've become like this lately..."

"I'm sorry, Rui Bai."

—— "Kuang Xia, you are the only one left by my side."

Looking at the dishes he used to love on the table, he just felt nauseated. Recently, his appetite has decreased a lot, and he has lost a lot of weight. Occasionally, he still has symptoms of anemia and a dull stomach pain.

Kuang Xia looked at him with a haggard face, full of guilt: "Some time ago, I really caused you trouble."

He barely moved his chopsticks, put down the chopsticks and smiled: "I ate a lot in the morning, and I can't eat anymore."

"Then let's pack it? It's all your favorite food, you take it." Kuang Xia wiped his red eyes and greeted the waiter.

"Take it back." He felt that he almost lost the strength to speak, "You don't know how to cook."

——"Kuang Xia, Kuang Xia, Kuang Xia."

"Hello, are you a relative of Kuang Xia?"

"No, but I'm her good friend."

"You are the emergency contact in all her previous registration information, so we can only call you, please remain calm."

He calmly listened to the cruel truth on the other end of the phone - Kuang Xia committed suicide by jumping off the building.

"Well, I'll go and claim the body." He was so calm that the other side paused for two seconds before saying goodbye.