thirteen letters

[Ah, hello.

I don't know who read this letter (laughs).

Not surprisingly, it was Yan An, right?

I have nothing of value to my name.

The house in City B has been sold, and all the money I got has been stored in the ICBC card; all the money I have earned from writing books over the years has been stored in my CCB card, and will be automatically transferred to my ICBC card after I die. The love fund that I set up with Fox and the others is specially used to help poor students; there are also some odds and ends and other valuable things, and the process is almost gone. After my death, the lawyer will carry out the final Steps: I donated all the things that Kuang Xia left to me to that love fund.

There should be nothing else, and if there is anything else, the lawyer will contact me again to discuss.

Seeing this, you may be wondering why I was so determined to write something similar to a suicide note when I was still very young.

(Paste a hospital inspection report)

Gastric cancer is advanced, and I even suspected that they made a mistake when I got this inspection report.But the second, third, and fourth inspection reports from different hospitals all told me that the result was correct.

When I write this letter, I'm so thin that I don't even recognize myself.I couldn't eat anymore, I tossed and turned in pain, and vomited after eating.

I don't want to suffer like this anymore.

In my short life, the first half is unhappy, and the second half is happy because of Yan An's existence.The birth was an accident, my family couldn’t afford to raise me, my parents had to go out to work, and when I woke up one night, I heard my parents discussing whether to adopt me or my sister to a distant relative, but in the end they Reluctant, would rather suffer.When I was in elementary school, except for the fact that my parents were not around, I was struggling, but it was okay.After junior high school, it was very hard.

If there was no Yan An who came together with me later, even if I was still alive, I would still be a walking dead living a miserable life. It was Yan An who gave me courage and hope.Sister Luoli's great help is also the most important part of my writing career. Without her, I would not be as successful as I am now.And Kuang Xia is also a good friend who supported me all the way. She has given me too much help in too many ways.If Kuang Xia is still in front of me, I will definitely thank her well.

My parents passed away, and I didn't admit that it was my sister's sister who also passed away, Sister Luoli also passed away, Kuang Xia also jumped down from a tall building and walked away, Yan An also left me and walked on the right path in the eyes of the world.

There seems to be nothing around me that can remember me and prove my existence, except for my few books, telling the world that I have been here, and then disappeared for unknown reasons.

Thank you so much for watching to the end,

We, see you in the next life.

Fu Ruibai. ]