thirteen letters

[Since when did I like you?

I can't remember exactly, probably since junior high? ]

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He still saw his parents a few times a year until he was in junior high school.Whenever his parents come back, he and his sister will always run home as fast as possible after school, because the return of their parents means new stationery and schoolbags, candies and biscuits that they have never seen before. If you have more money, you will even have delicious milk.

But everything changed after junior high school. It may be that his sister's dropout made his parents feel more at ease to work outside. He never saw his parents back, even during the Chinese New Year.Since then, Yan An and Kuang Xia have become the most important sources of warmth in his life.

"Xiaobai, I asked my aunt to cook more dishes, and we will eat together at noon." Kuang Xia opened the lunch box and showed him what it means to be full, "I only asked my aunt to cook a few dishes, I will go later Two servings of white rice in the cafeteria."

Yan An looked enviously at Kuang Xia's lunch box. Kuang Xia's neighbor's aunt is well-known in the village for her craftsmanship, not to mention his mother's cooking is really ordinary.

Kuang Xia glanced at Yan An's longing eyes, and rolled her eyes: "Your mother cooks you a pot of soup every day, can't you blind your eyes?"

"Hey, guess what my mother stewed today?" Speaking of Yan An's mother's soup, Yan An immediately regained his energy.

"My mother brought me a bucket of crispy stewed chicken soup today, and when the time comes, I will give each of you a bowl, and my mother will stuff most of the chicken into it."

He also wanted to have a bit of backbone, but firstly, the school cafeteria was really too ordinary, and secondly, it was expensive even if it was ordinary. In the end, Kuang Xia and Yan An jointly suppressed him, coercing and luring him to accept eating Kuang Xia's food. , drink Yan'an's soup, and the white rice in the cafeteria is free.

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[Maybe it was from junior high school.

You always serve me a bowl of soup full of ingredients, and Kuang Xia stares with envy; if you have money, you buy me omelets with toppings, and if you don’t, you stalk your mother to make her make all kinds of things Delicious; you still give me milk, juice, and snacks from home from time to time...

By accident, I have feelings for you that are different from others.

So it's stuck with you.

Kuang Xia has complained to me before, obviously she treats me just as well, and the breakfast of the neighbor aunt is also very rich, she will even use the reason "Auntie burns too much to finish" to force me to follow She finished eating together.

Kuang Xia also admitted that she once liked me, although she quickly and hesitantly said that you are actually very good.

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't think there are good people in the world.

So, no matter what you concealed from me, cheated, or even left me decisively in the end, I don’t blame you, I just have a hard time facing those pasts. ]

He actually knew that Yan An was not single-minded in this relationship, even in the eyes of those who knew them, the two of them were a couple of gods and gods.

Yan An is a big boy who was raised by a honey pot. From the very beginning when he pestered him to be together, he didn't just have the feeling of "like", but also sympathy and pity.Occasionally, Yan An did not come back because he was busy with work. He once saw the big boy on the other end of the phone saying sorry that he was too busy at work and had to work overtime for projects or temporary business trips, but when the big boy said this , followed by a girl with a sweet smile.

Coupled with the repeated urging of Yan An's parents, Yan An finally decided to withdraw from this intolerable relationship.When Yan An left, he was as determined as if he had never known this big boy, but he could see the hesitation and sadness from the back of the big boy.

[I know everything.

But I really have nothing but you and Kuang Xia.So I am willing to pretend that I didn't see anything, as long as you are still by my side.

These ten years have really troubled you. ]

When Yan An was with him, he treated him really well, as if he had tried his best to build him a dream castle where cruelty and harm could not be seen.

Therefore, he couldn't hate Yan An, nor could he hate Yan An.

[These ten years, thank you so much.

Fu Ruibai. ]