Good luck and peace

On October 2018, 10, after 28 days, the case of Qu Zhongjiu was closed and filed, and the prisoner Wu Jinting was sentenced to life imprisonment.

Unexpectedly, the evidence for the final conviction turned out to be Lao Li's testimony.Lao Li said that Qu Chongjiu's body seemed to have been transported in the evening of the 14th. Obviously the doctor said the time of death was 14:06 in the afternoon, so why was it sent to the morgue in the evening?He was a little puzzled so he was quite impressed.The police urgently retrieved the surveillance footage from the Third Hospital on the 30th. Sure enough, at around 14:[-] in the evening, a doctor pushed the hospital bed from the first floor to the second basement floor. According to the degree of expansion of the body bag, it was confirmed that it contained Qu Chongjiu. corpse.Officer Song asked him if he remembered who brought the corpse, and Lao Li said it was Yu from the emergency department.Officer Song thought about the monitoring carefully, and asked again, can you recognize this mask and hat so neatly?Lao Li quickly replied, it was written on his name tag!The police quickly found Yu and asked him what he had done on the afternoon of the [-]th. Yu said that he had performed three surgeries in a row, which did not end until [-] o'clock, and went upstairs to the lounge to sleep until the next morning.Come on, the matter is cleared up, now as long as there is evidence that Wu Jinting entered the lounge between [-]:[-] and [-]:[-], the case will be successfully solved.

When Wu Jinting was being tried, he watched the evidence displayed in front of him one by one, and remained indifferent.It wasn't until he followed the police to an old-fashioned residential building next to Z University that he suddenly felt a little familiar.No. 302 on the third floor, the furnishings of the room overlapped with his dream, but there were no traces of life, and it was as neat and clean as a model room.The bathtub in the bathroom is not a pool of blood, but empty.

This is a small world where he and Qu Zhongjiu used to be.

How ironic.

Wu Jinting was locked in a separate cell and received three hours of psychological treatment every day.He's been told all the truth, yet still feels like it's all fake.How can we escape it?He curled up on the bed, motionless.Qu Jiu has been there since he was imprisoned.Sitting on the ground opposite him, staring at him without blinking.

"Brother Wu." No.40 called out for the second time.

Wu Jinting didn't dare to respond, because he knew that his every move was being recorded by the surveillance camera on the upper left, and obviously Qu Jiu was not visible in the surveillance surveillance, and he could only see him chatting with the air, which would only increase his daily psychotherapy time.

But how long will this day last?A week or a month or a year?

"On the 36th, someone is visiting." The prison guard opened the heavy iron door, handcuffed him and led him to the visiting room.

Sitting on the other side of the glass window was an old lady with gray hair and a very poor complexion, her eyes were swollen into two slits and sunken in the wrinkles all over her face.

Wu Jinting picked up the phone: "Which one is yours?"

"I am... Chongjiu's grandma." The voice was hoarse.

Wu Jinting didn't know what to say for a moment, Qu Jiu followed him and stood beside him, he couldn't help but take a look, the man just stood quietly with his head down.

The old lady choked up and said, "I didn't expect to see you in this situation."

"What do you mean?"

"Xiao Jiu called me last month and told me... I want to take you home for the Chinese New Year... Why? Son, tell me why?" With a hoarse voice, she was almost unable to cry, and the tears just kept falling, crossing the folds of her cheeks and pooling into a vast ocean on the table.

I used to always say that there is absolutely no one in the world who loves you more than me.Those who cry for you don't necessarily love you, and those who don't cry for you don't necessarily don't love you.How I wish you can live a long life, then I can love you until I am old and die, and after I leave, you will never meet someone like me for the rest of your life, you can only miss me and spend the rest of your life .But you see now, those who love you both cry for you and don't cry for you.So who will love you more?

As far as Wu Jinting is concerned, he doesn't care about anything, only in the matter of Ai Qu Zhongjiu, he must compete with everyone, and only in this matter, he must take No.1.

But if you pursue one thing stubbornly, your original intention will change in the end.

During the process of receiving psychological treatment, Wu Jinting gradually recovered, because the existence of Qu Jiu almost drove him crazy.That secretive look was gnawing at his body every day, and he couldn't escape it.He finally confessed to the psychiatrist and pinned his hopes on a person whom he saw three hours a day.

The psychiatrist didn't tell him what was going on, but said that it was your hallucination, you need to find out where he violated, no one can help you, you can only free yourself.

Liberation, these words are really tepid, to be free from this and then continue to jump into the next bottomless abyss.

"Brother Wu." 168 times.

"Qu Jiu." Wu Jinting responded to him for the first time, observing carefully, where is the fatal violation point?

Qu Jiu was overjoyed, waiting for what he would say next.

Wu Jinting reached out to caress his face, which was cold and thin.Then the hand slowly moved down again, caressing his chin, and reaching into his turtleneck sweater.

For the first time in a long time, he shed tears.On Qu Jiu's neck covered by the fleece collar, there was a black strangle mark.

"Stop pestering me." He said with difficulty.

There is no one in the world more deserving of punishment than me.

Wu Jinting works part-time at the 24-hour convenience store in front of the South Campus of Z University. He works night shift and has two days off a week.Ever since he came to work here, a handsome guy will inevitably show up at the convenience store at 10:30 to buy a bag of purple sweet potato bread and a cup of Americano coffee.He was very impressed with this person: "Isn't it boring to eat this purple potato bread every day?"

The man probably didn't expect the cashier to talk to him: "Try something else next time."

He has a strong southern accent, and his shy look is quite interesting.

"College student Z?"

"Yeah." The man took out the money, "The access control time is coming, I'm leaving first, thank you."

The next day, Wu Jinting didn't rest at home, and ran to the convenience store door at ten o'clock to guard, smoking cigarettes all over the floor, before expecting that handsome guy to come.

He likes him, but he doesn't know if it's his face or what he likes, anyway, he's fallen madly.Qu Zhongjiu is a five-year undergraduate and master medical student who goes to the library every day to study until the library is closed.Excellent, but lonely.Later, for some reason, he agreed to be with Wu Jinting. This is the most puzzling point, even Wu Jinting himself can't figure it out.

He loves him with a fanaticism he has never experienced, but he can't change him.Qu Zhongjiu lived a very regular life every day, getting up early, going to class, going to the library, and going home.At most, give yourself a vacation on weekends, stay at home with Wu Jinting, go out to watch a movie occasionally, that's it.Wu Jinting asked half-jokingly, what is the meaning of being with me?Qu Zhongjiu smiled sweetly, and replied, be happier.

This is not the answer Wu Jinting wants, and it doesn't even touch the edge.He began to doubt, feel insecure, and anxious every day and night.But there is no one around him who can help him share these emotions, let alone Qu Zhongjiu.No one knew how heavy a love he was enduring, and how unequal a love it was, which almost suffocated him.

There will always be a day when this feeling will explode, but I never thought that this day would come so soon.On their first anniversary, Qu Chongjiu forgot, and even went to the class dinner, but never thought that someone at home would prepare a surprise for them for him.It was a woolen scarf that he wanted to give him. It cost Wu Jinting more than half a month's salary, but in the end it became his easy weapon.

Qu Chongjiu was a little drunk, and fell on Wu Jinting as soon as he entered the room, hugging him weakly, but smiling very beautifully.

Xiaojiu, what did you do?

Have dinner with classmates.

Do you remember what day it is today?

What's wrong on the 9th?

Anger accumulated to the extreme at this moment, it would have been nice if he had waited a little longer, and the ring box in Qu Zhongjiu's pocket would have been taken out later.It took a week to write a thesis, and I bought it with the royalties I earned.

In fact, some things can be understood when you think about them from another angle.Why did Qu Chongjiu agree to be with Wu Jinting?What else could it be for besides liking it? He let himself go to class, eat and study comfortably, and chose to live with two people.Against the pressure of being with boys, I chose Wu Jinting.Besides liking, what else could it be for.But Wu Jinting doesn't understand, he always thinks from his point of view, and denies things that he can't figure out, but he has nothing but Qu Chongjiu, and no place belongs to him except here.

He hated that Qu Chongjiu always didn't care about his thoughts, started talking and didn't mean to continue.I obviously love you so much, more than anyone else, but I have never felt you for a moment.

Qu Zhongjiu gradually lost consciousness in his arms, lost consciousness, and finally lost heartbeat and breathing.

On December 2018, 12, Wu Jinting suffocated to death with a plastic bag over his head in his cell.

I regretted it the moment you died. We have only been together for one year, and there are many more years we can spend together in the future. I don't think I need to be so anxious.But I can't wake you up no matter what, your body starts to become cold, even if you are hugged tightly by me in the bed, there is no trace of warmth anymore.

What to do, I really regret it.Please wake up and hug me, I will never be willful and force anything in the future.As long as you are by my side, that's enough.

Xiao Jiu, wake up.

Little nine.

People are always too selfish, they cannot be treated equally in a relationship, or they think that what you give me is not enough, and my contribution is nothing but ashes, why?If things go on like this, waiting for the last straw to crush people and crush them to death.

Suffering from regret, suffering from suffering, suffering from not being able to find any way out, not even the source of this emotion.Grief drains away, leaving nothing but despair.

In the end, there is only hope, auspiciousness for the living and peace for the dead.

The author has something to say:

After losing his memory, Xiao Wu lived himself as Qu Chongjiu.

Qu Zhongjiu's character and thoughts are similar to Xiao Wu's character in Chapter 1Chapter 2.

Qu Jiu was a hallucination caused by schizophrenia because he missed Qu Chongjiu too much.

It's over.