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The lights in the intensive care unit stayed on.

From Mianyang to Beijing, Lin Xiaoxiao used Nanyang's private jet. This book was prepared by Mr. Hu, the teacher. As she got older, she was a little afraid of death, and couldn't control her love of playing, so she got such a family a few years ago. A medical private jet, thinking about something, don't delay the rescue, it is filled with top-notch medical rescue machines, comparable to a private hospital.Lin Xiaoxiao and Su Min were dumbfounded when they received the news, and the Ministry also gave them the greatest help. They went all the way through the green passage, competing with death for time.

Su Jing'an was also injured, although it was some superficial injuries, but the mental tension brought her close to collapse.

From being sent to the ambulance and then to the plane, no matter who persuaded her, it was useless, she had to follow Gao Xihui all the time.

Gao Xihui didn't have any family members in his life, so it was quite difficult for him to sign.

The doctor looked at Su Min: "Is it your aunt?"

Su Min bit her lip, thinking of Gao Xihui, who was covered in blood and frightening, she felt very distressed.

Su Jing'an sat on the side blankly, her eyes lost focus, Lin Xiaoxiao also looked anxiously, she has always been a sensitive woman, she knew that once the senior department left, her aunt might not be there anymore.

The situation in front of me is quite special, and it was resolved by the leaders of the ministry. It happened so suddenly that people were caught off guard, but the upper management responded quickly at the first time. Fortunately, no one died so far. Gao Xihui's injury It is the heaviest.

The doctor seemed to be thinking about something, but she hesitated to speak after seeing this scene, and called Su Min aside, "You have to prepare yourself."

Su Min trembled when she heard this, "Doctor, doctor... I beg you, she..."

The doctor is used to seeing the parting of life and death, but he still can't bear to say some things, "The patient has intracranial hemorrhage, and the injury on his body is not serious. The whole right shoulder is broken, let alone broken... the bones are broken, we can reconnect them... ... Whether we can pass or not depends on tonight. Experts from major hospitals have come here, and we will do our best, but..." She looked at Su Jingan, "The family still needs to be mentally prepared."

This night, everyone's hearts were on the tip of a needle.

Signing the critical illness notice proves that his life is hanging by a thread.

Su Jingan sat there, motionless like a statue, Su Min brought hot water to her mouth, "Auntie, drink a little."

When she touched Su Jingan's hand, it was terribly cold.

Su Jing'an stared straight at the door of the operating room as if he didn't hear it.

Lin Xiaoxiao walked over and sighed: "Auntie, this operation will take a long time, you can't do this, if... Gaobu wakes up, we have to serve her with iron, if you fall down at that time, you can rest assured to take care of her." Give it to someone else?"

These words were like a shot in the arm, piercing into Su Jing'an's heart, she took Su Min's bread and water, and ate hungrily.

At that moment, Su Min burst into tears.

My aunt didn't eat because she was hungry, but to survive. She swallowed hard, her throat hurt like blood, and she couldn't care less.

gray gray...

She will never abandon her.

She will definitely not leave her just like that.

She won't have the heart to let her blame herself, feel guilty, feel sad and suffer for the rest of her life, definitely not.

Supported by strong beliefs, Su Jingan's spirit has been kept at a high level of tension. Half an hour has passed, and the operation is still going on. Xiao Jiang ran in in a panic. Son?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she turned her head and looked at Su Jingan's bloody clothes that she hadn't changed in time. Xiao Jiang was stunned, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

Su Min hurriedly dragged her aside, "He's being rescued, don't cry."

My uncle has never experienced anything in his entire life as a soldier. Su Min believes that she will be fine.

Xiao Jiang was dumbfounded: "I... Gao Bu made an agreement with me, and I will take her to eat spicy hotpot when I come back... I also bought her Duo Duo's latest record... She..." Tears fell in rows, She never imagined that the leader who had been smiling and lovingly protecting her had entered the emergency room in just one day.

Su Min originally advised Xiao Jiang not to be sad, but now she also shed tears.

Yes.

oh my god.

Why are you so cruel.

Gaobu is such a kind person, must he treat her like this?

The head is the most sensitive part and has always been the most difficult problem in medicine.

Gao Xihui was hit by a falling beam from the roof. Although the collapsed wall had a certain cushioning effect, how could he be able to withstand such a large impact with his flesh and blood.

The operation lasted a full eight hours.

The operating light went out.

The doctor came out of the ward, and everyone surrounded him. Su Jing'an didn't dare to move. Her body seemed to be frozen. She was afraid...afraid of hearing bad news.

The doctor took off the mask and sighed: "I survived, but I don't know when I will wake up. Tonight is also a hurdle. If I can make it through tonight, everything will be fine. If I can't..." She looked Several people nodded.

There are some words, needless to say.

At Gao Xihui's age, it is not easy to survive such a trauma.

The doctor knew Lin Xiaoxiao, and she told her privately: "You have to be mentally prepared, even if the leader wakes up, there are likely to be many complications, to tell you the truth, Mr. Lin, we just After undergoing the same operation, the man woke up quickly, but no one remembered it, and he couldn't take care of himself..."

Lin Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, suppressing the panic in her heart, "Is there a clinical case like this, is it back to normal?"

The doctor nodded, "Of course there are. Although there are various complications, some of them will recover quickly. This is mainly due to individual differences and the will to live. At this time, the help of family members is the most important thing. Let the patient have a strong desire to survive." She sighed, "But I heard that she is an orphan."

Lin Xiaoxiao bit her lip.

The desire to survive.

She turned her head and set her eyes on Su Jingan.

after an hour.

Su Jing'an put on a sterile suit, and she walked into the ICU intensive care unit, seeing that the person who used to be full of smiles was now covered with tubes, and the bandage on his head was no longer visible, she sat there and said It's okay not to cry, but the tears still fell uncontrollably.

Twenty minutes ago, after Xiao Jiang heard the doctor's words, she went back to Gao Xihui's house, took a letter and handed it to Su Jing'an: "This is what the high department released me two years ago."

With tears still in her eyes, Su Jingan stared at Xiao Jiang.

Xiao Jiang also tried his best to restrain his emotions. Gao Xihui had the kindness to support and protect her. Looking at her like this, Xiao Jiang felt the same as his own family. It was just that Gao Xihui solemnly handed this letter to her. Her scene, she can't forget.

At that time, Gao Xihui was very busy every day, traveling between Tibet, Xinjiang, and Beijing, and often had to deal with some extreme incidents. She was afraid that something would happen to her one day, so she wrote the suicide note in advance, "If there is any One day, when I'm gone, I'll hand this over to Bureau Su."

Xiao Jiang was like a hot potato, "I don't want it, you are still so young."

"Take it." Gao Xihui said lightly, "If there is such a day, don't just cry, Xiao Jiang, death is not scary to me, but it is also a kind of relief. My whole life... I'm so tired .”

It hurts too much.

Gao Xihui felt that if it was calculated according to human spirit, her life would be fixed at the moment when Su Jingan pushed her away at the age of 26.

Without her, there would be no bright moments in her life.

Su Jingan's hands trembled, she opened the envelope, and Gao Xihui's words were as free and easy as ever.

——An An, if you open this letter, it means that I am probably over. Otherwise, how could I still have the courage to call you "An An" like this?

The past can't be traced back, maybe I will be so relieved at the moment of parting from life and death.

I have never forgotten those years when I was young and frivolous. I loved you and hated you. I originally thought that I would have nothing to do with you in this life, and I would no longer participate in your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys.

But I never thought that when I picked up the pen and remembered that the day when I really left, you would be the one who would not let go.

You have to laugh at me, I probably underestimate myself.

Love is to humble a person into the dust.

An'an, I love you, I fell in love with you for a moment, and I tried to forget you all my life, but I haven't succeeded yet.

If I leave, I don't have any wish, I hope you are all well and don't live in guilt and self-blame anymore.

Until this moment, I can also say, I don't hate anymore, and for the rest of my life, I hope everything is fine for you.

In that way, I will feel relieved in heaven.

All my deposits are in the small drawer between you and me at the ends of the earth. All these years, my salary has been stored in it. I have nothing to be attached to. I just rescued four poor children who have no father or mother. The password remains the same. It's your birthday, if I'm really gone, remember to send money to them on a regular basis to protect them as they grow up.Oh, by the way, there is also Xiao Jiang, she is also a very poor child, if you can, please take care of her.

Once, someone told us that when a person passes by Wangchuan Terrace after death, Meng Po will give her a bowl of Meng Po soup, and the past is gone.

If I get that soup, will I really forget you completely?

Heh, An'an, I'm afraid you don't believe me, even if it's hurt, because you gave it to me, I don't want to forget it.

After all, in my life, apart from you, there is nothing worth remembering.

Don't worry, I will never do the kind of thing that is nothing to stand on your bedside and scare you. I will probably only secretly look at you, fall into your dreams, and feel the heart-piercing youth again. time.

How much I want to... I am listening to you screaming.

How much I want to... everything after returning from Tibet is a dream, you still stand there with Xi'an, waiting for me.

How I want... to have the happiness I once had.

Okay, okay, I don't want to stop, you're tired of the nagging.

Forgive me, and only in the suicide note dare to talk to you so presumptuously.

Tears wet the paper, Su Jing'an lay on the side of Gao Xihui's bed, weeping in pain, she was trembling all over, she could hardly get up, every single word almost broke her heart.

"Hui Hui, live on... wake up, as long as you wake up... for the rest of our lives, we will never be separated again."

She didn't dare to touch Gao Xihui's body, so she could only touch her hand: "I beg you, please wake up, and let me say sorry to you... Please, let me make it up, I'm sorry... Back then, it was my fault, I was the one who flinched, and had no choice to face it with you. When you wake up, I will tell you everything you want to know, Hui Hui, in this life, I have never loved anyone else except you, please. You, please don't leave me alone..."

Gao Xihui on the bed didn't move, she lay there quietly, her face was as pale as paper, as if she had fallen asleep.

There was only one line of clear tears, sliding down the corner of the eyes.