Strong tease

Recently, Su Min often suffers from insomnia.

In just ten days, she lost eight catties.

She wasn't fat in the first place, but she became thinner and weaker, as if she could be blown away by the wind.

Lin Xiaoxiao was distressed and anxious now, and the people sent by her side checked Su Min's recent whereabouts, and found that she had basically never been to other places except school and Xu Lingna.

It's just... Whether it's work or study, they are so harsh that they are almost self-torture.

She knew that something must have happened to Su Min, but she couldn't figure out what it was.

She sent someone to check on Su Pei, and the person who came back said that there was no change in Su Pei, and everything remained the same.It's just that his people seem to have checked Xu Ling recently.

After all, he is Su Min's master. As a father, he should check his background, but... Could it be a coincidence at this time?

at night.

Xu Ling looked at Su Min: "Minmin, you can't overdraw your body like this, what do you think you have become?"

She felt that Su Min had reached a certain point, once it passed, it would be easy for her whole body to collapse.

Su Min lowered her head. She is now like a well-trained machine. She has implemented Xu Ling's words to the letter, and has made rapid progress in all aspects, even beyond Xu Ling's imagination. "Master, there will be an inspection in Nanyang tomorrow. , do you want to go in person?"

Xu Ling stared at Su Min and sighed, "Yes, I will go in person, and you will follow."

She didn't want to see her apprentice like this.But why is she not? The future between her and Hu Feifei seems to have no light in sight, but fortunately, both of them are sticking to it, and neither of them said they would give up.

Su Min blinked her eyelashes, and she looked at Master: "Master, is there any fastest way to go up?" There was a touch of melancholy in her eyes, "I am not afraid of suffering, I am not afraid of being tired, even if it is desperate It's okay, I just wish it could be faster."

Xu Ling stared at her for a long time, took out a document from the drawer, and handed it to Su Min: "Look at this, it's just that you haven't graduated yet, even if you want to go, you have to be a senior at the earliest."

Su Min lowered his head, looked at the two big characters "Aid to Tibet" on it, and remained silent for a long time.

Su Min left after nine o'clock.

Xu Ling is always uneasy. Although she has been in the officialdom for more than ten years, she will still go to her master when she encounters problems.

A cup of tea, a ray of light.

Feng Yan listened to Xu Ling talking about Su Min, she was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Okay, I probably know what's going on."

"You know?" Xu Ling's big eyes were full of shock, and Feng Yan's black eyes were like ink, "Ling'er, this child may be destined for me, and what she experienced may be what I also experienced back then. Come, I want to see her."

Seeing that Master had spoken, Xu Ling immediately called Su Min.

Su Min had just arrived home, Lin Xiaoxiao made her dinner, thinking about having a good talk with her today, but could only watch helplessly as she was called away by others.

Lin Xiaoxiao's heart also seemed to be pricked by something, and it hurt.

It was the first time for Su Min to formally meet Feng Yan. She had heard what her master had said about the character of this master. She had already been indifferent to her official career and rarely cared about the disturbances inside.

When Su Min arrived, Feng Yan stared at her for a long time, then suddenly asked, "Who is Su Jingan?"

Su Min was startled, "She is my aunt."

Feng Yan shook his head lightly as if in disbelief, "So there is still such a relationship, is she okay?"

According to age.

My aunt is much older than Feng Yan, and the two of them have no meeting point in the officialdom.

Su Min was a little confused, "She's fine."

Feng Yan stared at her, "Still alone?"

Su Min nodded: "It's... alone."

Xu Ling was also surprised, how did Master know this?

Feng Yan drank tea quietly for a while, she didn't speak, but the aura in her gestures was convincing.

I don't know how long it took.

Feng Yan stared at Su Min with dark eyes, "Minmin, your master doesn't know much about your affairs."

Su Min was silent.

Feng Yan: "You and I are very similar back then. Even in our relationship, I won't teach you how to make choices. I just want to tell you that in this life, there is only one person who loves you deeply. Don't take it lightly. To hide, to hurt her heart, not everyone can wait endlessly."

Even gods have their days of pain, don't they?

Sometimes love is too deep, to the extreme, it is easy to touch her other side, hate.

Deep love, hate all.

Everything happens for a reason.

Feng Yan didn't say much that day, but Su Min was silent for a long time. She felt that her heart, which had been confused for a long time, seemed to be thrown into a rope, but she couldn't see the person at the other end of the rope. It was her own choice not to catch it.

After Su Min left.

Feng Yan told Xu Ling, "Go and check on Su Pei, he is probably holding something that Su Min is afraid of."

Xu Ling nodded, "He's been checking on me recently, and he may have checked on Master."

Feng Yan held up his teacup, thoughtful, "I hope the Su family can continue to search."

These words made Xu Ling a little confused, but she always worshiped her master's words like a god. In these years, Feng Yan held her back at critical moments for many times of life and death.

on the way home.

Su Min's mind was complicated, she thought a lot, thought about the past, the past, and the future.

She imagined the final direction of many things, but that was not the final outcome after all.

At night, Lin Xiaoxiao stared at Su Min for a long time, and she said softly: "Minmin, you know that every time I want to know what you are doing or thinking, I have to rely on others to check. How uncomfortable is it?"

She is obviously the person next to her pillow.

Su Min's body trembled, and the feeling of distress spread all over his body.

During this period, she and Lin Xiaoxiao went home.

Lin's mother and Lin's father are still enthusiastic, but Su Min's heart is not in a good mood, but on the surface, she is still pretending.

While cooking at noon, Mama Lin looked at Lin Xiaoxiao worriedly: "Daughter, you've been haggard a lot these days." She sent Ruo and the other two when she came here last time.

Su Min accompanies Papa Lin to tidy up the vegetable garden. Papa Lin is too old to do a lot of physical work, but luckily he has good skills.

Rest time.

He lit a cigarette, took a puff, and then secretly looked into the room, "Would you like one? Well, I have to avoid these girls."

Su Min took a cigarette, stared at Papa Lin for a long time, and asked lightly, "Uncle, do you know a woman named Ruohua?"

The smile on Papa Lin's face froze, he stared blankly at Su Min, as if he had lost his mind.

Su Min showed no expression.

She just wanted to verify something, and there was no need to delve into it. On Father Lin's face, she had already got the answer.

Neither of them was talking, but their moods were already different.

There are still three days left in the countdown.

Su Min received a message from Su Pei.

--quick.

One word, like Mount Tai pressing down on her head, took away even the last gasp of breathing air.

Lin Xiaoxiao also started to suffer from insomnia recently. Many times at night, she knew that Su Min was staring at her, and her heart couldn't help the pain.

Has their love really reached the point where they have to hurt each other?

Su Min deliberately alienated and concealed, she knew it all.

Lin Xiaoxiao also firmly believes that Su Min must have a hard time, but... she is human, and her heart still hurts.

The last day has finally come.

Lin Xiaoxiao invited Su Min to a western restaurant.

Elegant music, magnificent crystal chandeliers, both of them dressed intentionally, just like the first day of the date before.

Eating quietly.

There was a sense of sadness in the air.

Lin Xiaoxiao mechanically chewed the steak and drank the red wine, her eyes couldn't leave Su Min even for a moment.

Is this the last time?

Su Min's performance these days let her know that she may never have her again.

It is a dream, after all, it belongs to the dream, even if it is a temporary bloom, it is just a dazzling stroke in the dream.

Su Min looked at Lin Xiaoxiao, took her steak, and carefully cut it up, "From now on, don't go drinking late at night, your stomach has grown quite well recently."

"Smoking less."

"The clothes at home, I told Sue, don't buy one and throw one away."

"When cooking, you must turn on the range hood, over there..."

Following Su Min's words, Lin Xiaoxiao's tears fell drop by drop, her shoulders trembled slightly, and she lost control of her emotions, "Stop talking."

She has already chosen to leave, why should she use the memories of the past to hurt her?

She raised her head and looked at Su Min with tears on her face: "Minmin, as I said, I only have such a heart, and I give it all to you, so you can hurt it casually."

She knew what Su Min meant. After today, they really won't know each other anymore, right?

She really wanted to let go freely and freely as she had agreed at the beginning.

But she can't, heart, dripping pain, even breathing will hurt.

Su Min was also crying silently. She looked at Lin Xiaoxiao, and she had already seen the eyeliner sent by Su Pei on the right side behind her.

A meal is like chewing wax.

The hearts of both of them are not in the same mood.

No matter how indifferent and cruel Su Min was, Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't believe that she wasn't tempted.

Expressions can be faked, actions and words can be faked, but when her heart is moved, can she fake it?

Back, Lin Xiaoxiao called Sue over and got into the car, she couldn't control her heart, grabbed Su Min's hand, pulled her over, and kissed her deeply.

It was a kiss of vengeful pain and sorrow.

Lin Xiaoxiao hoped to keep something, but her lips were filled with the bitterness of tears.

Since you are so reluctant, why do you still have to separate?

arrived home.

Su Min went to the bathroom, she seemed to be calming down, and she walked out after a long time.

Take the box.

She quietly packed up her things. It has only been two months. There are too many marks of her in this room, big and small.

Lin Xiaoxiao stood aside and watched helplessly.

She grabbed Su Min and burst into tears: "Does everything you told me back then count?"

The luggage can be packed away, but what should I do if my heart is disturbed?

Su Min didn't answer.In half an hour, she finished packing and walked to Lin Xiaoxiao's side, hugging her.

Lin Xiaoxiao didn't move, like a puppet, she had already lost her soul.

She didn't even know what Su Min said at the end, she saw her lips moving, and then the door was opened.

Su Min left, leaving behind a room full of her scent and her lonely self.

Every corner of this whole house is filled with sweet memories of the two of them. How is she going to face it?Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know.

It took more than ten minutes.

There was a crack in Lin Xiaoxiao's frozen heart, and large swathes of sadness began to flow in. The memories of Su Min and her had now turned into waves of pain, filling her heart without leaving any room.

Her whole being was frozen.

The only thing that moves is the warm tears.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Xiaoxiao walked into the bathroom numbly, wanting to flush her face.

After entering, Lin Xiaoxiao looked at the words left with lipstick on the mirror, and she was suddenly stunned.

After a brief blank.

Lin Xiaoxiao covered her mouth, tears streaming down her face, she was still crying, the same as before, but her heart seemed to be reborn from ashes.

Min Min.

She knew that she would not abandon her so cruelly!

On the glass of the bathroom, the red word "Account" fell into Lin Xiaoxiao's heart like a reassurance.

She told Su Min.

She doesn't need a vow of eternal love.

I just want her to say a word, even a single word, to let her know that her persistence is not in vain.

Now, Su Min has done it.

Lin Xiaoxiao will keep her promise, she believes in her.

She will wait for her.