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Well... just want to.A lot of things are stuck here," Lu Yuan hammered his chest with his fist, and looked at Yu Qing more wantonly through drunkenness, "It feels like... As long as I think about you, those things can come out of here. "

"... "

"But I dare not come to you, because I don't know what will happen to me. I dare not look Uncle Meng in the eye. I never thought he would leave me."

"... "

"Qingqing, if you send me home, I'm really not sure if I'll let you go." Lu Yuan closed his eyes after finishing speaking, took a deep breath and let go of his emotions, he took a step back and rubbed his temples , avoiding Yuqing's gaze, and slowly said, "I know you want me to stay away from you, the choice is yours." In less than twenty words, Lu Yuan consumed all his willpower.

Yu Qing was at a loss, his eyes were struggling to advance and retreat.Lu Yuan spoke to him with the same tone as usual all night, and the content was also innocuous.If you don't know what happened to him, you probably won't notice that subtle difference.

However, once it is clear, it is like clearing away the fog, and every movement throws Lu Yuan's uneasiness into Yuqing's heart, with perfect precision.

Seeing that he was in a dilemma, Lu Yuan probably didn't have the strength to resist the 'no' word when he resisted, so he said for the first time, "You go back, I'll call a substitute driver. I can't drive after drinking, and I can't see you off."

"... "

Lu Yuan took the car keys that Yu Qing was clutching in his hand, and while taking out the phone, his legs became weak, and he staggered and almost fell.

Fortunately, Yu Qing stepped forward to bear Lu Yuan's weight, wrapping her arms around his waist, "I...see you off."

I send you...

After the words fell, Lu Yuan's consciousness hadn't reacted yet, but his body had already taken a step forward, pushing Yu Qing against the car door, lowering his head and pushing his tongue into Yu Qing's mouth, murmuring in his breath, Qing Affection.

Yu Qing was struggling at first, but Lu Yuan's figure was dominant, and he used his weight to completely suppress Yu Qing. The kiss was devoted, desperate, full of lust, but holy and pure.

"Hmm..." Yu Qing grabbed Lu Yuan by the collar, pushed him into the car with great effort, and put on his seat belt, "Sit down."

Lu Yuan grabbed his hand, afraid that he would run away, looked into his eyes, afraid that everything was just a dream.

9-5

"I never thought that he would be sick. He is getting old. I have watched him suffer from the treatment these days, and all I think about is how disobedient I was when I was a child. Not only Uncle Meng, but also my dad. ..I have been looking at him carefully for the past few days, only to find that there are some white hairs on the sideburns and behind the ears. But in my impression, he still scolded and beat me when he was young, when did he change? "

"My mother left home when I was very young. Since then, my daily life has been taken care of by Uncle Meng. Two days ago, I helped Uncle Meng go home to get daily necessities. After entering the door, I always felt that he was still there. Li. When I took my things and was about to leave, I suddenly realized that he was really not at home, as if the air had changed because of his absence. At that time, I wondered if I insisted on letting him go earlier Go to the hospital, can things get better?"

"I seldom go home after I go back to China. I always feel that they are in that house, and it doesn't matter when I go to see them. I think my father is nagging, and I feel that Uncle Meng still takes care of me as a child... All these make I'm uncomfortable. But I never thought they would leave me, how could they leave me?"

Lu Yuan took advantage of the drunkenness to make his temper, murmured and rubbed back and forth while hugging Yu Qing.He closed his eyes and let his mind go blank, saying whatever came to his mind, "There will always be people around who will leave, as if this is the result of everything."

Yu Qing helped Lu Yuan get off the car and walked into the elevator, and then helped him to the door. After taking out the key to open the door, she had to help Lu Yuan take off his coat, "Slow down."

Lu Yuan opened his arms to embrace Yu Qing into his arms, lowered his head and buried his cheeks on his shoulders and neck, biting his collar with his teeth from time to time, exposing his collarbone so that he could kiss him more conveniently, "I was just at the door of the restaurant, I'm really afraid you left."

"You stand still, be careful not to fall..."

Lu Yuan rubbed back and forth in other people's arms like a child, seeking comfort and support.He clung to Yu Qing's ear, with the earlobe on his lips, "I said the choice is yours, but I also told myself in my heart, if you dare to touch me again, I won't let you go."

Lu Yuan was drunk, and was very depressed when he said these words, but other than that, he couldn't see any other more tearing emotions.

Yu Qing has experienced the death of her mother, understands the fragility and helplessness of life, and empathizes with Lu Yuan's words.

"My mother told me before she passed away," Yu Qing helped Lu Yuan go to the bathroom, and took off most of his clothes, "From childhood to adulthood, many things can be experienced repeatedly, such as the college entrance examination, marriage, childbirth, Looking for a job... Only the final parting is a lifetime of preparation, and a person will only experience it once."

Lu Yuan's hotness and paranoia were forged by those "leaves" once or twice, and Yu Qing's indifference and persistence were also tempered by the ups and downs since he was a child?

"You seldom talk about your mother." Lu Yuan looked at Yu Qing blankly, and only mentioned a few words when Sun Cheng was mentioned in his memory.

"I used to really want to leave her and my adoptive father's house. Sometimes I feel that the three of them are a family." Yu Qing followed Lu Yuan's words, distracting his attention and resolving his sorrow.

Lu Yuan smiled, it seemed to be similar... Did he just say that? "It's like I want to leave my dad and Uncle Meng..."

They are completely different people, but their similarities are far more than Lu Yuan imagined.

The shower head in the bathroom sprayed water and steamed.Lu Yuan's fingers were wet with water, he used his fingers to trace the shape of Yu Qing's lips, leaving a rough mark, "Qing Qing, they will all leave me..." Huadie, and now Uncle Meng, and his aging father, Lu Yuan looked into Yu Qing's eyes and asked, "You want to leave me too, right..."

Yu Qing helped Lu Yuan stand underwater, and was pulled in by him without paying attention, "Don't leave me." Lu Yuan stuck his fingers into Yu Qing's hair, "I don't know who to tell these words, I thought I will hurt you, I will force you...I didn't expect to say so much..."

The warm water hit Yu Qing's cheek, like a tear streak formed, and the tears dripped on Lu Yuan's heart.There is an abyss where the tears fall infinitely, and I don't know where it is exhausted.

"Don't leave me, please."

Lu Yuan's 'begging' was lighter than any of his past times, full of fragility, like a helpless child.The breath is quick and slow, and the voice is faint.He leaned into Yu Qing's ear and repeatedly 'begged', begging for love and happiness for himself.Yu Qing was held in his arms, and her clothes were all wet.

Lu Yuan's arms are strong, forming an inescapable net, tying Yuqing tightly, using 'desire' to tie his body, and 'love' to tie his heart.

Yu Qing swallowed, raised her eyes to meet Lu Yuan's.In Yu Qing's eyes, there are seas of flowers all over the mountains, golden wheat fields under the warm sun, and Lu Yuan's shadow imprinted in them.

Lu Yuan kissed him, kissing him madly.The falling tears finally touched the wobbly volcano at the bottom of the abyss, and when it turned into a wisp of green smoke, it was excruciatingly painful. Lu Yuan gasped for breath in pain, and his blood pulsed from the pain.

That drop of tear is like the last straw, when it disappears, it is the beginning of the world falling apart and the volcano erupting.

Lu Yuan deepened this kiss, it was very real because of the pain, and it was heart-piercing and refreshing because of the bloody flesh.

He was waiting every second for Yu Qing to push him away, waiting for him to say 'no', to say 'stay away from me', to say more harsher and crueler things.

But... until this kiss made the surrounding air boil, Yu Qing's eyes were full of resistance, but he didn't struggle.

No, there's something in his eyes...

Lu Yuan looked at it carefully, and felt that it was what he was looking for, that was the flame that was about to be extinguished, that was the emotion that was hard to suppress in his heart.

This layer of ice surrounds Yu Qing's whole body, and the scorching body temperature can melt the ice, revealing a soft and sensitive heart.Cut open the heart, knead it and crush it... After Qian Fan passed away, it was a blood-red emerald, standing upright until the last moment and sticking to its defense line and principles.

It was Yu Qing's pride and self-esteem, and it was the sharp weapon he used to counter Lu Yuan's offensives again and again.

Emerald is hard but also fragile, just find the deadliest place.With just a light blow, it can fall apart and fall apart in an instant.

Lu Yuan used all means to deceive and deceive, he broke through the shell of his remaining feelings, broke into his body, and even walked into his heart while being torn apart.

Only this last persistence forms a gap like an abyss...

But he didn't expect that the mechanism is not as good as the most fragile expression, Lu Yuan directly penetrated into Yu Qing's heart with a softness that he had never mentioned to others.

Crack... Broken, all broken.

The broken body is incomplete, and the broken one is dilapidated.

"Qingqing," Lu Yuan swallowed, before he could find his own voice, he said, "I love you." He couldn't hold back, couldn't think, and only these three words filled his heart, "I love you .”

9-6

"I love you."

It turned out to be love, the 'love' that Lu Yuan hadn't said or even experienced for a long time.

The volcano in the abyss erupts with love, turning the black into red, like the rising sun.

In the past few years, Lu Yuan has used sex as an outlet for his emotions and dubbed it 'addiction'.I don't know when it started, he equated sex with Yuqing, and captured Yuqing's body and his heart in a state of extravagance and lust.

Remnant feelings exist