Anxious

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Xiao Songyu is nine years old this year. He is wearing a school uniform and sitting on a bench with his schoolbag in his arms.The school uniform is blue and white, because it is newly bought, so the white is very white, and the blue is very blue, and his skin is even whiter by the blue.

This summer is not too hot, it is the rainy season, there are a lot of rains, the wind blows cool, the skin is smooth and comfortable.

The bench was under the eaves, and when a little rain came in, the tip of Xiao Songyu's nose moved, like a little squirrel.

He is very small, and he sits obediently on the bench. When he gets tired, he puts his elbows on his knees and supports his head. Because of the range of movements, the clothes fall off his shoulders in a short while--my mother said that he grows fast and buys new ones. The school uniform needs to be one size bigger, but when Xiao Songyu went, they told him that the size he wanted was no longer available, and that boys grow up fast, so they asked him if it was okay to go one size bigger, but Xiao Songyu didn't know, anyway, in the end After coming and going, I took a dress that was two sizes bigger than myself.

He had nothing to do with his clothes, so he had no choice but to pull the slightly wider neckline of the school uniform, then propped his head up, staring at the small puddles splashed by ripples on the ground in a daze.

The raindrops were falling, and water was dripping from the tips of the green leaves on the side of the school road. Xiao Songyu looked at it and thought it was fun, but without an umbrella, he would get wet when he touched the leaves, so he still sat on the chair.

Someone talked to him and asked him, "Why don't you go home?"

It's a teacher I don't know, Xiao Songyu said: "I'm waiting for my mother."

"Wait for mom to pick you up?"

Xiao Songyu nodded, and the voice said with a smile: "Then go home early, the teacher is leaving first."

Xiao Songyu said goodbye to her obediently.

After a while, the school became very quiet. Except for the cleaning aunt who was still mopping the floor, all the other students went home, only Xiao Songyu was still in school.

He sat on the chair, if he sat back, his feet would not be able to step on the ground, his two little feet were dangling, staring at his little shoes, as if he was playing some fun game.

Suddenly, a handful of fluffy grass appeared in front of his eyes, approaching Xiao Songyu's face, he leaned back with a "wow", and heard the laughter of his good friend.

"Brother Yu! What are you doing?!" Xiao Zishu and Xiao Songyu live in the opposite door, and they have a good relationship. They are at the same level and go home together every day.

"You...you haven't gone back yet..." Xiao Songyu always thought he was the only one left in school.

"No, we won't be together if I go home?" Xiao Zishu said, sitting next to him. He was shorter than Xiao Songyu, and his feet didn't touch the ground unless he leaned against the back, so he was also swaying. , Talking to Xiao Songyu, "My mother said she has something to do, and my father is still on a business trip. In the morning, she said she wanted me to go home with you, but it was raining so hard, neither of us had an umbrella, how could we go back... And my puppy, I haven't played with him today."

After waiting for a while, Zishu remembered that there was Xiao Songyu's mother, so he asked him: "Ah, by the way, where is Auntie? Is Auntie coming to pick us up today?"

"Mom should come, I called her just now," Xiao Songyu blinked, looking at the small puddle on the playground, seemed to be looking forward to it, but a little lonely, "But she said she was stuck in traffic, it would take a while to get to school. We may have to wait a while."

"What time period is it?"

"I don't know," Xiao Songyu thought for a while and said, "But it should be soon."

"That's good, I'm afraid I won't be able to go home." Luo Zishu chuckled, and then ran into the rain without paying attention at all. He bounced in the puddles, not caring about the muddy water at all.

Xiao Songyu's eyes widened in surprise, and he looked a little silly. He stood up, as if he wanted to play with Luo Zishu, but he thought of the clean clothes on his body, and dared not move again.

"Brother! Come here!" Kid Shu shouted at him.

Xiao Songyu bit her lip and shook her head.

Xiao Songyu's mother finally arrived, and she was very surprised when she saw the two of them. Zishu was soaked all over and was still smiling foolishly. Xiao Songyu was sitting on the bench with his schoolbag in his arms. It was flooded by the rain that came in.

Xiao Songyu's mother gave Xiao Songyu the umbrella, then wrapped Zishu in clothes, talking about how to make it like this, and pulled the two children to the car.

Although her hand was being held by her mother, Xiao Songyu still thought, if only she had gone to the rain just now.

two

When the two children came home, it was already dark. Zishu said goodbye to Xiao Songyu, and left his favorite little robot at Xiao Songyu's home. As a return gift, he got Xiao Songyu's favorite food chocolate.

The chocolate was given to Xiao Song by his mother. As long as his mother comes home late, she will bring him something to eat.

Xiao Songyu liked this chocolate very much, but after a while he didn't like it so much, because Xiao Songyu later learned that it was not something his mother bought, but an uncle gave it to his mother——

One day, but I don’t know which day it was, Xiao Songyu saw an unknown car parked downstairs at the window, he poked his head out to look, and saw his mother getting off the car, looking a little angry, Soon an uncle got out of the car. That uncle followed her and held an umbrella for her. He said something under the umbrella, and the umbrella stopped there.

Xiao Songyu looked at it for a long time at that time, and felt that the umbrella was like a small flower, which would bloom in the rain for a long time, every day.There is his mother under Xiaohua, but the color of Xiaohua is not good-looking, and Xiao Songyu doesn't know whether he likes it or not.

Later, Xiao Songyu always gave delicious chocolate to Zishu, but he refused to eat it himself, so his mother found out about it.Mom asked him if he didn't like it anymore, Xiao Songyu shook his head and said no, but he just didn't like it.

Later, his mother brought him other candies. Xiao Songyu was very stupid. He couldn't hide his thoughts. He looked at the candies and asked his mother, "Mom, did that uncle give you this?"

That day, after he finished asking, his mother said generously, "It was uncle who spoke to Xiao Song."

But later, my mother would never bring those candies to him again. Instead, a man would come and enter the house, and my uncle would give him the candies himself.

When I was in school, Xiao Songyu and Xiao Zishu went to school together. It was Xiao Zishu's father who sent the two of them to go together. Ask Zishu and say, "Your father can drive, your father can take your mother with you, and your father can hold the same umbrella as your mother."

"That's right," Xiao Zishu said, "Because those are father and mother. Hey, brother, why are you always called by your father and mother today, instead of uncle and aunt?"

Xiao Songyu didn't care, and said again: "Then do you think, do I have a father?"

Mom said that Xiao Songyu's father had turned into a cloud and floated in the sky, but Xiao Songyu felt that his father could only be a human being, and a human cannot always float in the sky.

"There must be!" Xiao Zishu's mother told him that if the brother next door asked him that, he must answer him that way.

"Then will I have a new father?" Xiao Songyu asked.

"This..." He didn't know about this, because Xiao Zishu's mother never told him what to say.

The kid thought he was smart, hugged Xiao Songyu's shoulders, and said with a smile, "You don't care about anything else, anyway, if you want a new father, the new father will fall like rain from the sky."

As for why it was raining, neither of them could tell. After a long time, Xiao Songyu felt that what Xiao Zishu said made sense, because his new father came to the house on a rainy day.

three

It rained a lot that day, and the temperature was a bit cold at the end of autumn.

Xiao Songyu's mother brought the man back. It's not the first time the man came back to their house, nor was it the first time seeing Xiao Songyu, but today was different. They had a big meal together, and Xiao Songyu happily gave herself There was food in the bowl, but at this moment, my mother suddenly called Xiao Songyu's name and said that she had something to tell him.

Xiao Songyu felt that this was an unusual thing, so he stopped eating, glanced at his uncle, then turned his eyes back to his mother, looked at her, and asked obediently: "What's the matter?"

Mom said: "Song Yu, do you want a younger brother?"

younger brother……

Xiao Songyu blinked, then frowned uncomfortably, and said, "Why do you have a younger brother? Is mother going to have a baby?"

The woman laughed, and the uncle laughed too, and said to him, "It's my brother who has grown up, a kid who is two years younger than you."

Xiao Songyu nodded ignorantly: "He is younger than me, so he wants to call me brother."

"Yes, he wants to call you brother," the man asked him, "do you want to?"

Xiao Songyu doesn't know the relationship between elder brother and younger brother, and he doesn't know why his mother can have a younger brother without having a baby. He only knows that the younger brother is a younger brother. If there is a younger brother who is two years younger, then he has a little partner. up.

Xiao Songyu is a very quiet and well-behaved child, but at the same time, he is also a child without many friends. If there is one more person who can play with him and call him brother, he is actually willing.

Xiao Songyu said: "Okay, I like my brother."

The affairs of men and women are always decided by themselves. Even parents, relatives and friends sometimes find it difficult to dictate love, let alone a small child. Even if Xiao Songyu doesn’t like it, things will always Proceed in a logical manner.

On that day, Xiao Songyu was asked again whether he wanted a new father. He looked at the man and saw a gentle smile, but in fact, he still didn't know what a "new father" was. Dad, too. Can there be old and new?

But Xiao Songyu didn't say anything.

As if acquiescing, I used evasion to agree with this relationship.

four

In the following days, life was no different from usual. After the winter vacation, Xiao Songyu spent the New Year with the uncle named "New Dad", but on the night of the New Year, after Xiao Songyu fell asleep, the new father left their home.

The next day, Xiao Songyu's mother told him that it was because his younger brother also wanted to celebrate the New Year with his father.

Xiao Songyu asked her mother: "Who is the younger brother?"

Mom said: "It's the brother I told you about before, it's Dad's son."

Xiao Songyu didn't understand, and asked: "Then am I my father's son?"

Mom just smiled, nodded and said, "Of course you do too."

So Xiao Songyu still doesn't know why everything is, but he doesn't have to ask anymore, he feels that no one will really answer his question-no one knows what he is thinking, and he has too many questions, who I can't finish answering.

Speaking of this new brother, we have to talk about when they met for the first time.

That day, it was also the rainy season, and there was also no one to pick it up. After school, Xiao Songyu sat on the bench as usual, wearing the same clothes as last year, which was just right. .

He is now in the fourth grade, and he is considered an older child at school, but he still needs to wait at school. It's not that he can't go home alone on a rainy day, but that his mother has already called him Waited at school, said to pick him up later, and then went out to eat.

Another meal with my uncle, for sure.

Xiao Songyu leaned on the chair and thought.

Seeing a few senior brothers on the playground rushing towards the door with their schoolbags against the rain, Xiao Songyu also wanted to run like them. In fact, he no longer has to worry about his clothes getting wet, but he Still can't go in the rain, he doesn't want to get his hair wet.

Sure enough, the people who came to pick him up that day were his mother and uncle.

Xiao Songyu got into the car, sat in the back and listened to two people talking about something he didn't understand, and saw her mother's smiling side face, feeling very happy and happy, so there was nothing more to say, as long as her mother was happy , Xiao Songyu felt that she was also happy and happy.

The restaurant is a little farther away. Because Xiao Songyu was going to see his younger brother, he was sitting seriously all the time. He felt a little nervous, and he was really nervous. He followed his mother to the restaurant door, and his mother told him, He absolutely can't quarrel with his younger brother, and he can't steal his things. He should treat him as his best friend.

Xiao Songyu nodded, curious but also felt that his brother should be very small and delicate, otherwise his mother would not have told him so.

Xiao Songyu walked into the restaurant with the adults, and they walked towards a table. Xiao Songyu saw a place by the window at a glance, and a child who looked about his own age was sitting there.Xiao Songyu's heart was pounding, he grabbed the corner of his school uniform, then pursed his lips, opened his eyes slightly, and secretly looked at the so-called younger brother.

The younger brother was sitting alone, not tall, but wearing a beautiful little suit, well-behaved, looked over with some feeling, and for a moment, a cute smile appeared on his indifferent face.

He is a very good and beautiful younger brother, Xiao Songyu blushed and thought, he looks so pretty when he smiles.

Xie Yuyue walks sideways in school. He spends a lot of time in a bad mood, and his sarcastic appearance is common. Punks are afraid of him. One is that Xie Yuyue’s family is rich, and the bodyguard picks him up after school every day. He is not easy to mess with. It's because he has a lot of cronies at school, and relying on his ability to pretend, the school teachers like him very much.

But even so, there are many people who don't like Xie Yuyue, most of them are boys, because Xie Yuyue has a cold and ruthless arrogance, which can't be seen when he pretends, and reveals his true colors to the students who don't care .

Elementary school students hate arrogant people the most, and they hate children from rich families like Xie Yuyue even more. If they put themselves on the frame of justice, then people like Xie Yuyue will definitely be the villains who will be defeated.

An Qingshui and Xie Yuyue had a good friendship, followed behind him, and said, "As for it? We didn't do anything just now, why blame us? Tell the teacher? Didn't you just stare at him? It's strange."

"I didn't stare at him, but what's the matter if I stare?" Xie Yuyue snorted, "I just see him upset."

"Then you haven't stared at him yet?"

"Yeah," said Xie Yuyue, "it doesn't take that much effort."

An Qingshui laughed, and after a while told Xie Yuyue about the interesting things that happened to him recently. When it came to his sister, he said that the little girl An Qingqing beat someone, and was arrested and educated by her family.

Xie Yuyue didn't want to hear a word, he didn't bother to bother his ears, but the ear is the kind of organ that can hear noise without exerting effort, and it is difficult to block the noise, so Xie Yuyue still listened to it.After waiting for a while, he asked An Qingshui: "Your sister, what do you think?"

An Qingshui was stunned: "What are you talking about?"

"I said, what does it feel like to have a brother or a sister?" Xie Yuyue looked at him and asked, "Is it fun?"

An Qingshui thought for a while, but couldn't figure out what he wanted to ask, so she said: "It's okay, it's quite fun to play, but my sister knows martial arts, and it hurts when she hits someone."

Xie Yuyue nodded, without saying anything, An Qingshui elbowed Xie Yuyue and said, "Why are you asking this?"

Xie Yuyue seemed to be thinking about something, and after thinking about it for a while, he looked at An Qingshui with a smile and said, "It's nothing, I just thought of something fun."

His eyes narrowed slightly, his childish little face was slightly rounded, and he was able to show an expression of interest.

The author has something to say: If there are no accidents, the next chapter should be included in v. The update time is this Friday, which is the 11th. For v, v will start from serial number 39. Hurry up and read it, friends! !grateful! !