Anxious

Xie Yuyue smiled, pressed him down, and touched his hand down, Xie Songyu was rubbed on his lower abdomen a few times, felt hot flashes, and pushed him away: "Don't..."

"Don't feel like you're asking me to continue." Xie Yuyue took a sip on his face, but still didn't move. The number of times was too many, and he was afraid that Xie Songyu would not be able to bear it.

Xie Songyu said: "You are too heavy, and it makes me uncomfortable."

Xie Yuyue nodded: "Okay, I'll get up."

He stretched out his hand and threw the cushion on the sofa, just enough to make it less than a foot away, he pushed Xie Songyu in: "Brother, lie in."

Xie Songyu originally thought he was going to go down, so she glanced at him silently, Xie Yuyue pushed his arm again, and then passed.The sofa under him was a bit chilly, Xie Yuyue occupied half of Xie Songyu's warm area, Xie Yuyue squeezed sideways and lay on it, hugged his waist, and breathed on the side of his neck.

After lying down for a while, Xie Songyu felt tight and said, "Why don't we go to bed, it's so crowded here."

"I don't," Xie Yuyue hugged him tightly, "You don't do it, don't go to bed."

Xie Songyu: "..."

"Xie Songyu," after waiting for a while, Xie Yuyue suddenly called his name, "Do you know what I'm most afraid of?"

Xie Songyu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect him to ask such a question, he seemed to know the answer in his heart, but he didn't know, he thought for a while, and said cheekily: "You are afraid that I don't like you anymore."

"Well, no," Xie Yuyue said, "but it's about the same."

"I'm actually like this now, holding you, but holding you dangerously."

He seemed to be in a narrow cave on the cliff, there was only room for one person to lie down there, maybe because Xie Yuyue was not on the right path, this was the only place to settle down.The problem is that he also dragged Xie Songyu, so in this small wall hole, only one person can survive.

But Xie Yuyue is very smart. After thinking about it, he decided to connect the two people tightly. If the two people are one person, even if he keeps turning sideways and cannot stretch comfortably, then he can still live.He will cover Xie Songyu well, Xie Songyu will suffer this kind of suffering if he follows him, so Xie Yuyue protects him, neither letting him fall, nor letting him be blown into the cold wind.

But everything is based on Xie Songyu's safety. If Xie Songyu is willing to cooperate, then even if Mr. Xie is so angry that he wants to separate the two, Xie Yuyue has the means and ability not to be separated, but if Xie Songyu moves If you want to push him away and squeeze him down, then he really has no way out.

His family relationship is not going well, and it is impossible to stay for a lifetime. His career is considered successful and he can live, but his love is not yet clear.Xie Yuyue also thought about letting go, but if Neng Xiao thinks about it for so many years and feels that others are boring, isn't it the only option?

This is his last feeling, of course he must hold on to it firmly.

"That's it..." Xie Yuyue suddenly stretched out his hand to scratch his stomach, Xie Songyu was caught off guard, and Xie Yuyue fell off the edge of the sofa, and was hugged by Xie Songyu quickly, but his feet were still on the ground on the ground.

Xie Yuyue said: "That's how I am, brother, I don't want to say more sensational things, but I still want to remind you that I can give you everything, including love, and even life. As long as you don't resist, I can live, but you If I don’t want to, I will die.”

When he said the word "death", he was very calm and expressionless. Xie Songyu looked at him and felt a "thump" in his heart.

"Maybe I'm just a metaphor, I won't really die," Xie Yuyue hugged him, looking helpless, "but you understand, what loneliness is like. You should understand what I mean."

If a person was born alone, it would be difficult for him to understand loneliness, but Xie Songyu has been away for so many years, even if he doesn't like Xie Yuyue, there is still warmth in those days spent together, the temperature disappears, he will be lonely.Not to mention love each other.

Xie Yuyue said: "You may really want to be with me, but whether you are sincere or sympathetic to me, our pressure will only be greater. I have nothing else to fear, I am just afraid that you will abandon me."

Xie Yuyue seldom said this kind of sincere words, it was not like him when he said it, and he seldom showed this side, he always had a way to divert his fear.But the crux of this matter is Xie Songyu. If he doesn't say it, he is afraid that Xie Songyu will never realize it.

Maybe his brother has already opened up, that's good, but Xie Yuyue can't guarantee that he will still be the same when he meets Mr. Xie or encounters more problems. It's not that he doesn't trust him, but that he feels sorry for Xie Songyu. Really really can't take it anymore, Xie Yuyue can only let go.

The imprisonment is true, but there is still a difference between what is said and what is done.Xie Yuyue couldn't make him suffer for the rest of his life. In fact, this is the worst thing-like, the more he likes, the closer he gets, and the closer he gets, the more afraid he gets.

Xie Yuyue also had selfish intentions in saying this passage, he just gave Xie Songyu a vaccination, that is, a showdown, the purpose is: as long as you agree today, you will always remember your promise.There is only one chance to run now, and it will be impossible in the future, so he will not soften his heart.

This is an excuse for his pestering.

Xie Songyu understood what he meant and felt that he was indeed a scheming little baby.

Xie Yuyue looked very pitiful now, Xie Songyu hugged him, tried his best to go up enough, and kissed the top of his hair.

Xie Yuyue muffled a laugh in his arms: "Brother, is this your answer? You have to make a statement."

Xie Songyu let out a "huh", and then thought about it, there was a warm atmosphere in the silence, it seemed that the topic of "resurrection" just now disappeared in Xie Yuyue's muffled smile and Xie Songyu's "huh".

After waiting for a while, Xie Yuyue came out of Xie Songyu's arms a little annoyed, took a few breaths of cool air, and said to Xie Songyu, "Have you thought about it yet?"

Xie Songyu nodded, but he didn't know where to start, his fingertips were caught by Xie Yuyue, and only then did he start something that could be regarded as the beginning.

"I..." Xie Songyu said, "Do you remember the first time I saw you..."

When Xie Songyu met Xie Euanyue for the first time, he actually liked him a little bit. After leaving the comfortable social environment, a child like him who is not good at words realized that this new brother might be the child he would keep in touch with in the future. , it is impossible to say that there is no expectation.

Once people have expectations and fantasies about someone, they will have different emotions even for family and friendship that they have never met before.What's more, Xie Yuyue is very good at acting like a baby, very clingy, and good-looking.

Xie Songyu is not bored with children, but Xie Yuyue accepts it when he understands it. He did deliberately make Xie Songyu unhappy at the time, but in order to bully him later, he always coaxes Xie Songyu, Xie Songyu is soft-hearted If you are as soft as others, you will be deceived in the illusion.

Later, Xie Yuyue liked him, teased him, confessed to him, teased him in the middle of the night, making Xie Songyu avoid him, showed his feet, and was sent abroad by the old man.

"I've thought about it... I'm too hesitant. If I insist that it's nothing, I don't have to go out. It's hard to be alone." Xie Songyu said, "But I thought about it, my mother asked me to treat my father as my own father. , I don’t say it every day, I feel guilty every day, I don’t know how to tell him. He thinks he will beat me to death.”

The fact is, Mr. Xie never hit Xie Songyu once.But because of this, Xie Songyu was even more afraid. He couldn't let down a person who took good care of him and treated him so well.

"I didn't want to see you when I came back." Xie Songyu looked at Xie Yuyue, "I wanted to leave quickly. I won't talk to you." He was really cold when he was in the hospital.

Xie Yuyue felt a little uncomfortable when he heard it, and felt bitter in his heart. He felt sorry for him and himself: "Yes, I said you talk to me a few more words, and I will give you the property company. You don't want it. I want yours. You still have to send me the link for that watch, so I can buy it myself."

Xie Yuyue pinched his chin, kissed him, and said, "Is it too much? Huh? Xie Songyu?"

Xie Songyu thought for a while: "It's a little bit, I should buy it myself, and then ask you for money, and I can also blackmail you for buying on behalf of you."

Xie Yuyue: "...This is even more excessive."

He raised Xie Songyu's hand to his lips, kissed him, and bit his wrist.This time, Xie Songyu left some deep and shallow tooth marks on all the vital parts of Xie Songyu's body.

"Then why did you change your mind now?" Xie Yuyue interlocked his fingers, "Shouldn't we hurry up and buy a plane ticket?"

"Well," Xie Songyu became serious, "Dad asked me to stay in China first."

Xie Yuyue raised her eyebrows: "When did it happen?"

"Dinner that day, I think what Dad meant was that he wanted me to go back and have a good talk, or that he wanted to find me a girlfriend. I haven't met him yet, and I hid when he came today." Xie Songyu in He touched his face and said softly, "I want to visit Dad in a few days."

Xie Yuyue didn't speak, waited for a while, and asked: "When did you change your mind? Today? I think you were so obedient when you did it just now, and you didn't resist. Figured it out?"

Xie Songyu said: "No." In the past, he just felt that Xie Yuyue owed him a share, so Xie Yuyue was always tricking him, but now, he didn't want to just acquiesce, he wanted to respond to him.Like, is to respond.

Xie Songyu felt that it would be better to have a good talk with Mr. Xie. Even if he disagreed, at least he would not leave any regrets, but in fact it was not without regrets. After all, Mr. Xie was so old that he knew what his two sons were thinking. If he leaves, who knows if Xie Yuyue will pester Xie Songyu again.Xie Yuyue has never had any integrity in this kind of matter, and the old man will think about it.

"Forget it, it's okay, anyway, if you let go, I will lose my lover," Xie Yuyue threatened him nonchalantly, "It's nothing."

Xie Songyu was amused, and kissed him with his head: "I just want to tell Dad, don't look for it, I found a boyfriend myself."