Doctor Jiang is very gentle

Going home, Cen Miao thought about these two words countless times.It was as if she had been in the shadows for a long time, and finally saw the sun. The weed-like obstinate thoughts kept growing wildly, arbitrarily occupying Cen Miao's leisure time. She was so eager to see Jiang Lai, and thought of seeing Jiang Lai again countless times Scenes.

When I actually saw it, it was not the same as I imagined.Jianglai is still Jianglai, but things will always change.

Jiang Lai was tired from the journey, but there was no difference in appearance, and his tone was very calm: "I don't want to go back now."

To be honest, Cen Miao was a little surprised, not because he was rejected.Instead, Jiang Lai's eyes were originally a quiet and peaceful pool of clear springs, clear and gentle, but now they are covered with mist, which makes it difficult to see clearly, and even has a sense of seriousness without anger.

This should not be the appearance of Jiang Lai in memory.

Cen Miao began to doubt whether his decision to leave was right.She only considered that leaving would be good for Jiang Lai, but she never thought that the harm to Jiang Lai caused by leaving would actually change her character.At that time, she sank into the vortex of her own spirit, and what she saw was too narrow, or too extreme.When she struggled to climb out of the vortex step by step, she turned around and realized that she only cared about herself but forgot about Jiang Lai's feelings.

Both of them are trapped beasts in the story, and they were originally close to each other, living a dry life with only each other.Suddenly one day, one of them said that they couldn't do this, so they left resolutely.The one who left was about to get out of the woods, but the one who stayed was still stuck in place, relying on the little pond that was about to dry up.

So Cen Miao lost any position, not even the status of a friend.She knew that she could no longer ask Jiang Lai brazenly, and after a long pause, she said, "Okay, you can stay wherever you want."

Jiang Lai was sleepy, and finally chose to stay in Cen Miao's room and sleep.

The bedroom in the temple is very simple, just a single bed, and there is no space for Cen Miao to sleep when Jiang Lai occupies it.Cen Mi felt like sitting on pins and needles all night, and he didn't dare to squeeze Jiang Lai.

She simply opened the door to go out to breathe, and the sound of the door alarmed Jiang Lai.

"Where are you going?"

"Go out and get some air."

Jiang Lai sat up, pinching the quilt with his hands, and frowned: "It's so late, don't you want to sleep?"

Cen Miao looked at the bed that was only 1.2 meters wide, and the meaning was self-evident.Jiang Lai also understood something, and lay down without caring about Cen Miao, probably because it was cold and the quilt was a little thin, so she wrapped the quilt tightly.

Long time no see, even Cen Mi couldn't figure out what Jiang Lai was thinking, was he angry?Or are you really disappointed in yourself?

Whatever the reason, Cen Miao was terrified.

She touched her heart, and since she confirmed that it was the real Jiang Lai, her heart beat several times faster, as if she was jumping for her.If she hadn't been ill for too long and was in a lazy state of mind, she might have rushed forward regardless.

Cen Miao thought about it, but he gave up going out to get some air, and returned to the bed, carefully lying beside Jiang Lai.Afraid of squeezing her, he tensed his nerves and separated a small gap, but the temperature and fragrance of Jiang Lai's body still invaded unavoidably.

Her insomnia situation improved a lot, surrounded by Jiang Lai's breath, she became more relaxed, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

Before going to sleep, there was only one thought in Cen Miao's mind. Her memory, body and character were all traces of Jiang Lai's existence, which could not be washed away in this lifetime.No matter how long or how long the time has passed, Jiang Lai belongs to her and is belonged to.

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It was eight o'clock in the morning when Cen Miao woke up, and Jiang Lai was no longer by his side.

Fortunately, the familiar smell left on the quilt proved that yesterday was not a hallucination.Cen Miao rubbed his eyes, got up and fetched hot water to wash.

As soon as he stepped out of the room, he saw Fu Qizhi and Shen Yuhan sneaking around.

Cen Mi didn't think too much about anything else, guessing that Jiang Lai was just traveling with the two of them, and they just happened to run into each other.So he said hello lazily, and then yawned and walked towards the water room.

Shen Yuhan only saw Jiang Lai a few minutes ago, and then saw Cen Miao coming out of the same room, so he didn't know what happened between them.

Shen Yuhan asked Fu Qizhi: "Do you think they are reconciled?"

Fu Qizhi's heart is like a mirror: "I guess not yet."

"Tch, so sure."

Fu Qizhi nodded: "If you reconcile, of course it will be sticky and you have to do everything together."

Shen Yuhan couldn't help but think of herself and Fu Qizhi, the word sticky is too numbing, and it makes people have goosebumps.After a long time without uttering nasty words, it is difficult to speak again, and it feels weird anyway.

However, Fu Qizhi has become very sensitive again, too fragile to speak harsh words.After thinking about it, Shen Yuhan felt that it was because she gave Fu Qizhi too little sense of security, otherwise she wouldn't have been jealous of this and that all the time.

Shen Yuhan looked at Fu Qizhi, saw that Fu Qizhi was in a good mood, and asked doubtfully, "What are you happy about?"

"I'm glad that your senior sister is going to come to the end of all hardships."

Shen Yuhan: "..."

It's because you don't have to worry about it.

As expected, Fu Qizhi took Shen Yuhan's arm: "You will be able to spend more time with me in the future."

Shen Yuhan looked away uncomfortably, as expected, she was still not used to too close a relationship.But if he didn't make a statement, he would have to coax Fu Qizhi's glassy heart later, so Shen Yuhan hummed lightly.

Afraid that his attitude was not obvious enough, he quickly pecked Fu Qizhi's face again.

Fu Qizhi didn't recover from being kissed for a long time, and stared blankly at Shen Yuhan with wide eyes.

Shen Yuhan was completely discouraged: "Don't look at me like that, as if I have treated you badly."

Fu Qizhi pursed her lips and laughed: "No, I know you treat me well."

Just can't express it well.

That's not important.

Jiang Lai woke up a little earlier than Cen Miao, just after wiping his face, he bumped into Cen Miao who also came to wash in the sink.

The place is small, and there is only one pool, so the two of them cannot avoid it.

Cen Miao moved quickly, finished washing silently, looked at the figure on the left, and opened his mouth to say something.

But he couldn't think of what to say for a while, so he had to give up.

It was Jiang Lai who broke the silence first.

"You guys are really bad."

Cen Mi didn't understand what Jiang Lai meant, so he raised his head to look at Jiang Lai.

Jiang Lai has been half a head taller than her since he was a child, but Jiang Lai's gentle temperament is too heavy, so the half head gap does not make people feel any sense of oppression.

That was once, and now Cen Miao can clearly feel the pressure of being forced into a corner.

She was not used to Jiang Lai's condescending aura, but then she thought, maybe Jiang Lai should be such a person.It is an existence that can sparkle to dazzling, and an existence that can reach heights that ordinary people cannot touch.

Jiang Lai was so talented when he was young, with a rich and passionate heart, and he had plenty of strength to pursue the things he loved.

It's a pity that she chose to break her own wings when she was young, and restrained all the enthusiasm and passion, unwilling to grow and move forward.Stand still and be self-sufficient, draw the ground as a prison.Willing to be a drowning swan.

Cen Miao thought, she should have known this earlier.

But if I knew it earlier, I couldn't do anything. My situation is also bad, and I can't help you.There was really nothing they could do to each other except to cry in pairs.

In fact, all of Jiang Lai's changes were just to force himself out of the cage of his youth, even if the seedlings made him grow, he still had to pull himself out of the past.

If you have tasted the pain of weakness and meekness, you will know the importance of being strong, but the process of transforming from being weak to being strong is not an easy task.Letting things that are carved into the bones separate is like peeling the skin.

For Jiang Lai, every step forward is extremely painful and tormented.

At this moment, Cen Mi really wanted to hug Jiang Lai into his arms and tell her that she doesn't need to be so strong.Tell her she doesn't need to force herself.

If everything could go back to the point in the past, she would rather die than see Jiang Lai live in such a miserable life.

Jiang Lai didn't know what Cen Miao was thinking, so she repeated again: "You guys are really bad." As if venting out years of resentment, she bit the words angrily, "Both you and sister. Just do whatever you want, never ask me if I like it or not, or if I want to.”

This is a late complaint, and it seems difficult to hook up the word complain with Jiang Lai, she is not a person who loves to blame herself or others.Her complaint was more like a helpless complaint, pouring out all the bitterness when the wings were not yet full for the elder sister who died young, and the lover who left.

Cen Miu seemed to see Jiang Lai from more than ten years ago again, his face was still immature, but he was as mature as an adult.

It turns out that Jiang Lai sees her like this, it's very bad, and she always insists on her own way.

"It's my fault."

Cen Miao took a step closer to Jiang Lai, afraid of disturbing the child hidden under the hard shell, so he was careful, with a comforting and coaxing tone.

Except for the different thoughts in his heart, Cen Mi has always regarded Jiang Lai as a sister-like existence. Jiang Lai is a very reliable and reassuring asylum.She hardly thought that there would be a day when she would be turned upside down, and she would become the one who sheltered her.

For some reason, Cen Mi felt that this would be the last time Jiang Lai mentioned Jiang Zhen in such a childish tone.

Saying the last complaint in my heart will relieve me a lot.

Cen Miao sighed, she hoped that Jiang Lai could completely come out of the shadow of her sister, but this expectation was cruel to everyone, so cruel that no one would take the initiative to raise it with Jiang Lai.

"Since we're all so bad, don't feel bad for us."

Cen Miao tilted his head, "Sister Jiang Zhen and I should think the same."

Jiang Lai took half a step back, with a calm expression: "Don't come here, I haven't planned to forgive you yet."

"Okay, I won't go." Cen Miao stopped at the spot, thought for a while and asked with a smile: "Then when are you going to forgive me?"

The corners of Jiang Lai's eyes were red. Hearing Cen Miu's smiling words, he took a deep breath and raised his chin stubbornly: "I'm not in the mood to joke with you."

"Well, then I'll ask you seriously." Cen Miao put away his smile, looked straight at Jiang Lai, earnestly and earnestly, "Are you willing to forgive me?"

Jiang Lai smiled wryly: "Anyway, you know I won't blame you for too long."

The corners of Cen Miao's mouth raised slightly, and he stretched out his hands to Jiang Lai.

Jiang Lai avoided her embrace resolutely, with a bit of harsh provocation.

"Then make me angry for a while."

Very nasty provocation.