【Zero Akira】Last bus

Sweat was streaming down my forehead, I didn't want to go home, and I didn't know where to go.Every cell in the body is longing for something. If it is destined to be unavailable, it is also good to get a bottle of carbonated drink at this moment.There is only the sea on both sides of the road, and the sound of splashes hitting the bridge can be heard. It seems that there is only one sea, one bridge, one lamp, and one him in the world.This feeling made Dashen Akira feel at ease.The moonlight broke through the clouds and mist and poured down softly, wiping off the water on his forehead. He ran along the street lamps, which gradually became redundant, facing the deep black sea.

Leon is not around.I have been trying my best to make up for it in the past year, but my math performance is still terrible. If this continues, I will be in danger of graduating.Although the family has always been laissez-faire, when I saw the report card, it still reached the warning line of the parents' tolerance. "You are not required to study hard to go to college, but at least you have to graduate safely from high school."

Knowing that he was at fault, and arguing with his parents was futile, Leon was taken back to his hometown like this.There was only one person left in the rental house at once, and Dashen Akira spent more and more time at school, and he didn't want to go back to his own room at night. He began to like running at night.

The phone was ticking. There was an English test this morning, and I had to go to school, so I had to go back and change my school uniform.When I opened the door, I saw the envelope stuck on the door. I thought it was an advertisement or a payment notice, but when I opened it, I found out that it was a message from the landlord.

He was tactfully asked if he was willing to renew the lease. The implication was that if he didn't plan to live in the house, he would start looking for new tenants.Half of November had passed, and the contract was about to expire at the end of next month. I didn't take the initiative to raise the issue of contract renewal. No wonder the landlord became anxious.Decisions must be made as soon as possible.The headache is that the contract can only be renewed for at least half a year, but he graduated in March.An extra three months of rent is not a small amount. I understand that it is understandable for the landlord to do so, and moving is not a difficult task, but thinking that there will be a steady stream of tenants coming to see the house in the next month, I feel overwhelmed.

But this kind of thing can't be decided in a moment. Dashen Akira hurriedly took a shower, changed into his school uniform and went to school.

The recent schedule is full, and I understand why transfer students like work so much.Be fully busy every day, and go all out for the future at any time, so that your head will not be cranky.

So much so that when the climax came one day, he didn't react for a long time.

The initial symptoms are only a rise in body temperature/heartbeat, and the mind is not so easy to go offline.Dashen shook his teeth in a daze for a while, climbed out of bed and closed all the windows, then called the school to ask for leave, then locked himself in the bathroom and turned on the exhaust fan.

There are pills to suppress symptoms at home, so I took one just to be on the safe side.Sitting on the toilet staring at the lock screen of the phone, not knowing what to do.

The last time I met Senior Sakuma was on his birthday, and then I lost contact completely. He didn't take the initiative to look for him again, and the other party had no news. Except for his face being seen through the monitor, he almost completely walked out of his home. world.

Dashen Huangya also felt that he must have a brain problem.Being trampled on such an almost cruel self-esteem, but still can't forget him.No matter how you numb yourself with work, when your mind is empty, you still think about Rei Sakuma.

Emotional matters cannot be forced.Originally, I always thought that as long as I liked him, it didn't matter what Senior Sakuma thought of him, but when I was really rejected, I still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.

Why is one person so attached to another?Even if you offer your most precious thing with both hands, it is just trouble for the other party.

Even so, he couldn't give up.

He just likes Rei Sakuma masochistically, and gave him all his heart, what else can he do.

Ogami Akoya grabbed the phone as if holding a life-saving straw, and dialed the phone number.

He felt that he was irrational, but he was so full of desire to meet up that he was about to overflow, even if it was a shameful use of the climax period, he didn't care.

The phone rang for a long time, so long that he couldn't hold the phone with one hand, so he quickly turned on the loudspeaker and put the phone on the washing machine.After holding his breath for another ten seconds, the call finally got through.

"Shaking teeth?" The background voice over there was very noisy, and Rei Sakuma's tone was as steady as ever, "Sorry, I didn't have my phone with me just now."

Greeting him calmly like this, as if nothing had happened that night, it seemed like an idiot for him to be worried about it.The palms of Dashen Koya's palms were all sweaty, and he couldn't say the lines he had planned at all.

"A little personal matter," he said vaguely, "take up a moment of your time, are you busy now?"

"It's okay. Wait a minute."

After saying this, footsteps sounded on the phone, and the background became quiet. Sakuma Rei seemed to have reached a convenient place to talk, and the electromagnetic waves sent him breathing evenly: "Why are you calling at this time, what happened?"

Dashen Huangya's heart was beating very fast.What did you say when you encountered this situation before?I have no impression at all, and it seems that I just let it go.It's too useless to repeatedly struggle with one sentence. He gritted his teeth and cut straight to the point: "Senior Shuo Jian, my climax has come."

"Ah." The other party yelled in surprise, as if he just remembered it, "Where are you now?"

"In the apartment."

"That's it." Shuo Jian's tone relaxed a little, and his slightly apologetic voice was particularly harsh in his ears, "I'm sorry, Wang Kou, I can't get away."

"..."

"We will notify the private doctor to pick you up later, and they will find a way. If you have inhibitors around you, use some inhibitors first. Although it is a bit difficult, it will be fine when the doctor arrives."

"..."

"Shaking teeth?"

"Are you kidding me!" Dashen shook his teeth furiously.

Sakuma Rei said with a little embarrassment: "But Wang Kou, we still have work to do..."

"Stop using work as an excuse. What the hell are you planning? Is it fun to play tricks on me? Just tell me what's wrong with me. What kind of man is a man who beats around the bush!"

A fool can also see that Sakuma Rei is avoiding him, maybe it is his intention to completely separate the relationship, and everything else is just an excuse.

"I'm really busy..."

"Don't make excuses!"

The response was a long silence.

Dashen Akira felt angry, and besides being angry, there was also some grievance.It would be too shameful to cry out of anger, it's all due to the climax of the damn omega, which made him feel wrong, he grabbed a few tissues from the side, and rubbed his face vigorously like he would kill his father and enemy .

"Then I'll be frank. It doesn't matter whether you plan to find a boyfriend or use drugs in the future, but I won't help you get through the orgasm anymore. You can use my personal doctor at any time. I decided to continue to hide the omega It doesn’t matter whether you live or make your identity public, and it has nothing to do with me whether you want to be an idol or not, it’s up to you to decide.” Rei Sakuma sighed deeply, “I shouldn’t be the only one in your life.”

"...What do you mean, draw a clear line?"

"Don't think so seriously, Wang Kou is still Wang Kou, the most beloved child of our generation." Rei Sakuma's voice was as gentle as ever, "We still belong to the same group, but first we have to end this sick relationship, after that, our generation Only my beloved Akiba can start a new life."

"Sickness? In your eyes, is this uncle an idiot who can open his thighs to any alpha? What do you think in your heart these past few years, to help o?" The god shook his teeth and laughed angrily, "You said these things today Do you want to draw a line with me?"

Sakuma Rei's tone became more relaxed: "You think too much, Shakiya."

Dashen shook his teeth and squeezed out a few words: "Are you kidding me?"

"It's been so many years. Everyone knows what I want. Don't pretend to be ignorant. You have clearly confessed your love in public, but you blur it out. Every time you have sex, you don't know it clearly. Because of you I don't want to reveal the relationship, so I have no choice but to give up. What kind of mood do you think this uncle has in sleeping with you? It's ridiculous to say such nonsense now!"

"You haven't grown up yet, you can't tell the difference between longing and love, keep a distance from me, and you will understand slowly."

"Do you think my uncle is so idiotic that he doesn't know what he thinks, you're a thousand-killer."

"Look, you're still angry."

Too angry, Dashen shook his teeth with a dull pain in his head: "What bullshit. You just dare not admit that you like me too, and use me as a shield to make excuses for yourself. How did the Sakuma Rei whom I admired at the beginning become so? A coward."

"Xiao Ya, don't get into a dead end." Sakuma Zero said helplessly.

"Who's being so stupid? It's obvious that you're deceiving yourself. You still want me to accompany you to pretend to be blind. There's no way! If you have the ability, just tell me that you don't like me at all. Can you say it?"

Shuo Jian paused for a moment, and said calmly, "I just love you as a junior, and I don't have any other thoughts."

"..."

"This kind of thing has to be said in person, it's common sense." Dashen Huangya's eyes were red, "You come to my house to see me now."

"I won't go," said Shuo Jianling in a flat tone, "Wang Kou, you are in a hot period, and meeting now will only increase unnecessary troubles. Let's talk about this later. We really have a job in the future. That's it for now."

"When is the future? You always try to fool me. Is this so easy to deceive? If you don't come, I'll go find you. "

"Stop messing around. You can't find it. I'll contact the doctor right now, and Wang Kou will wait at home obediently for a while."

"You bastard!"

"You stupid."

Dashen Huangya was about to reply when the other party hung up the phone directly.The blind voice echoed in the bathroom, and he slammed his fist on the glass door of the bathroom. He was so angry that he calmed down.

The mobile phone has turned into a voice mail after dialing. Shuo Jian Ling claimed that he didn't know how to use the mobile phone at all, and it turned out that this man didn't say a word of truth.The reality is in front of him, he really doesn't know Rei Sakuma's itinerary today, but it's not impossible.

There was still a dull pain in the fist, but it didn't matter anymore.Dagami Akira grabbed his phone and wallet, and rushed straight out of the house.