[Boom Out Win][ABO] Untitled

09.

The first time Hong Jiaodong felt "disgusted" with himself was in junior high school—boys at that age, especially Alpha, who had just been gender-differentiated, were particularly hot-blooded, and at the time when he felt that he was the only one in the world, Hong Jiaodong's taciturn and Maverick children are very easily classified by them as outliers.However, this kind of boy actually likes the opposite sex very much, Hong Jiaodong receives love letters and confessions almost every week, he is simply the public enemy of all Alphas.

So a small group of them stopped Hong Jiaodong on the small road one evening after school, told him how annoying he was, and threatened him in a vicious voice that he had better restrain himself in the future, otherwise he would "" Tell you to walk around if you can't eat."

That was the first time that Hong Jiaodong felt his "weirdness".

He was almost in a daze listening to these boys talking about "good-looking, good at studying", "pretentious", "how dare you refuse Rumiko's confession", he couldn't imagine that these people stopped him just to say these meaningless nonsense —Are they thinking about these things all day long?Time seemed to be chasing after him, he wished he could grow up overnight and have the power to fight against Hong Yansi, but these people with plenty of time were thinking about these insignificant things?

Thinking of this, he watched the other party surround him and took out wooden sticks and iron rods like a child playing house, and he felt a little ironic, as if he saw a toddler playing with an adult slapstick --

In the next second, his face suddenly changed.

He woke up as if he had been beaten with a sap.At that moment just now, he was exactly the same as Hong Yansi's "superior" attitude.The way Hong Yansi looked at himself was like looking at this group of people, and that cold scrutiny was like looking at a defective commodity - at that moment, Hong Jiaodong had already counted himself How to get out, and even began to think about how he would silently "handle" this batch of troubles if this group of people continued to persist.

He was shocked to find that he had unknowingly turned into the person he hated the most.

"That was the first time I had auditory hallucinations," he pointed to his ears unconsciously, and Izuku was already stunned, "I clearly heard my mother's voice, she called me a 'monster' ——At that time, I was at a loss, trapped in my own world and couldn't hear anything, and I was punched before I realized it."

He was already in a state of turmoil at the time, his disbelief and inexplicable anger made him lose control of his strength, and almost killed those guys who found fault... Hong Jiaodong swallowed the second half in his stomach, he was afraid that the green Gu was startled.

Before that, he had always regarded Hong Yansi as the object he wanted to defeat, with a clear goal and a firm will, just like the brave man in the game who was determined to slay the dragon—but the fate is so ironic that the dragon slayer eventually turned into a villain. dragon.

"I went through a period of confusion, not knowing what I should do...Should I accept myself as ugly? Should I continue to resent that guy? What was it that I insisted on? Now that I think about it, I feel a little bit It's funny, it's probably what they call the 'secondary period', thinking about these illusory things all day long.

"So I decided to run away. I couldn't move forward, and I couldn't compromise, so I could only escape. I planned several escapes back and forth, and I was caught the first time I ran to the station; I was still taken by that guy Heavy weapons running in alleys, I tried to get out of the guy by going to jail - but he paid a fortune to get out of it."

Hong Jiaodong said with a blank expression that these things did not seem to be done by him at all: "During that time, I was in an unstable state, and I could almost hear my mother's voice when I closed my eyes, so I was very manic and hated And loathing turned me into a pretty horrible person.

"One time I was sitting in the shop eating and there was a shootout next door and I was just sitting there looking at the faces of people crying in pain and thinking - what's the point of crying, isn't it because you're so weak , Weak people are destined to be trampled under their feet, what's the use of you just waiting for others to save you, this humble gesture is really ugly.

"When I thought about it, I suddenly felt very sad—that I had become such a person."

He can't go on like this, or he will go crazy like his mother sooner or later.

Hong Jiaodong thought so at the time and made a decision.

Hong Jiaodong paused, the story has already been told here, and Lugu Deku didn't say a word.The more he talked about it, the less he dared to look at Lu Gu's face. His mother's expression full of disgust and hatred was still clearly engraved in his heart-people often say that maternal love is the most selfless and great, but even mothers hate her. He, what qualifications does he have to ask others to accept him?

He slowly turned his head to look at Lu Gu, and saw that his eyes were filled with tears, and the moment his eyes met, the tears fell down, leaving two long wet marks on Lu Gu's face.

Hong Jiaodong: "..."

He moved his lips, feeling that his storytelling ability was very average, and he deliberately concealed some bloody parts in it. Unexpectedly, Lu Gu cried, and he was a little at a loss. As a result, Lu Gu wiped it off with his sleeve She shed tears and sniffed her nose hard: "Mr. Hong, do you want your father to regret what he has done?"

Hong Jiaodong subconsciously nodded, and the next second, Lugu stretched out his hands and slapped him hard on the cheeks!

The crisp "snap" sound shocked all the birds perched on the branches, and they stared at Lu Gu in a daze, because they were so shocked that they didn't feel much pain.Seeing Lu Gu glaring at him, he shouted loudly: "Are you an idiot——!!!"

Hong Jiaodong: "..."

Hong Yansi, who was eavesdropping nearby: "..."

Green Valley let go of his hand, he took a deep breath, but he still couldn't suppress his angry voice: "There is only one way to defeat an invincible enemy, and that is to become stronger!

"—At any time, it is unwise to attack the enemy by weakening yourself! That's just wishful thinking!"

Before Hong Jiaodong could speak, Lugu Izuku said again: "As for the others... I can't say that all mothers in the world will love their children, but Mr. Hong, your mother must love you very much."

Green Valley said word by word: "If she doesn't love you, your subconscious mind will not take her words as a warning signal-every time you stand on a cliff and are about to fall, isn't she the one who pulls you Did you come back?"

Hong Jiaodong froze for a moment, then immediately retorted: "This is just your guess—"

"Then you go and prove that what I said is wrong," Lu Gu persisted, his emerald eyes fixed on him firmly, "Are you afraid, Mr. Hong?"

Being questioned on this sensitive issue, Hong Jiaodong was almost instantly aroused by his eyes, his pupils constricted, and the competitive spirit that had been suppressed for a long time rose like a raging fire: "You obviously have nothing! Know--"

"Look, that's what you look like when you're angry!" Lu Gu choked back without showing any weakness, "Everyone gets angry, everyone has a dark side in their hearts, human beings are such capricious animals, and Mr. Hong is just like that Just an ordinary person!"

"Sealing up and obliterating all the dark sides in one's body, this is an arrogant and indifferent way!"

After he finished speaking, his brain was starved of oxygen, and a thin layer of sweat broke out on his back.Seeing that Hong Jiaodong seemed to be frightened by him again, he stared blankly at him with two bright red palm prints on his face, the anger in his belly leaked like a balloon that had been pricked by a needle, what reprimand? Unable to speak, he stood there for a while like a fool, and then whispered: "My words are a bit harsh, I'm sorry."

Hong Jiaodong asked him, "Why were you crying just now?"

"..." Lu Gu paused for a moment, and said angrily, "It's nothing, I just have well-developed lacrimal glands."

"But you stopped right away."

"..." Lugu was soured by Hong Jiaodong's slightly doubtful tone, and said after a while, "I feel distressed, and I want to help you."

"Did you pity me?"

"I didn't think about it that much," Lu Gu said in a low voice, unwilling to look into the frozen eyes, "I can't leave you alone like this."

He stood up straight, seeing that Hong's scorched eyes seemed to be glued to his body, filled with shock and confusion, he slowed down his tone a bit: "Mr. Hong."

Hong Jiaodong subconsciously nodded.

Green Valley bent down, turned his back to a pool of glances, and gave him a hug.

"Don't worry," he said, "you're going to be what you want to be."

What you want to do, you will definitely do.

His scorched chin rested on Lu Gu's shoulder, and the other party's vigorous heartbeat was transmitted to his chest through his flesh and blood, like the bell ringing back in time, turning him into the person who used to be nestled in his mother's arms. little child.

But his hands have become powerful, able to grasp more things, touch higher places, and hug the person he wants to hug effortlessly.

So he didn't hesitate anymore, stretched out his hand, and hugged Izuku Midoriya tightly in his arms.

Green Valley was originally bent over, and he almost lost his footing when he was hugged by Hong Jiaodong. He thought that Hong Jiaodong was excited (or shy) and wanted to hug him, but in the end, Hong Jiaodong hugged him twice. After a few minutes, Lugu felt that he was almost unable to stand, and Hong Jiaodong said: "I will verify what you said, thank you."

Before Lu Gu could say no thanks, Hong Jiaodong continued, "But you provoked me first, so it should be your fault."

Green Valley: "...Huh???"

Hong Jiaodong tilted his head, and took a final sniff of Green Valley's scent - the smell of Beta was very light, mostly the scent of the body wash and shampoo that Green Valley used.He rubbed against Green Valley's neck, and the tip of his nose touched the skin through the collar of his shirt, but he felt that this was enough to let go of Green Valley, and said seriously: "I owe you once."

Green Valley was still a little dazed: "What do you owe?"

Hong Jiaodong looked at him.At this moment, he is completely different from the previous Hong Jiao Dong, he looks like an ordinary young man in his 20s, his strange eyes are full of gentle kindness, making him look extraordinarily reliable: " I owe you a wish."

He asked: "Mr. Lugu, do you want to break off the engagement with Katsuki Bakugo?"

TBC.

Listen to Hong Yansi in the corner: Are you finished?I want to eat...