What is your choice? ?

You have chosen 【A. Masturbation】

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You want to try to break through yourself in your heart, but Teacher Yu's words linger in your ears, making you hesitate.It wasn't until Director Jiang finally placed the equipment that you hesitated to tell Director Jiang that you planned to use the bedroom as a performance venue.

You thought Director Jiang would be upset by your sudden request, but you didn't expect him to just ask you lightly whether the difference in the venue will change the quality of the entire performance.

You froze, and nodded hesitantly after a few seconds: "Yes... this is essential for the audition."

"Okay, then I hope you don't disappoint me." Director Jiang smiled with great interest, and immediately turned off the camera that had just been turned on.

You walk into your room, Director Jiang is behind you and you are in front.The moment you walk into the room, you start brewing the emotions of the character, trying to minimize the "ego", and stuff the last remaining self-consciousness into the protagonist of the movie.

Yes, you decided not to use the theoretical knowledge taught to you by Teacher Yu in this audition, but to experience acting.You have a strange premonition in your heart—that you can completely enter the play, and even reach the state of being indistinguishable from the play.You don't know where this premonition comes from, but this vision makes you unable to calm down, the heartbeat in your chest becomes louder, and the adrenaline rushes along the way.

You are looking forward to, looking forward to completely becoming a character, looking forward to the moment you step into the camera, looking forward to being governed by the character...

At this moment, you are no longer the mediocre homeboy you used to be—you have become an actor with ambition and pursuit.

You crave acting.

You raised your head, startled by the dazzling sunlight outside the window, walked to the window and drew the curtains, and the whole room was instantly darkened.You heard Director Jiang seem to say that the lighting is not enough for shooting, and you hope to leave a little gap, but you ignore it, and walk to the bed with your head down and lift the neatly folded quilt, making a mess .

You feel that all the noises around your ears suddenly quiet down, and you can only hear the throbbing heartbeat in your chest at this moment.You and the character are gradually becoming one, and the skin is wrapped in the character consciousness, becoming more and more docile.

So you have completely changed from an actor who aspires to act to the protagonist of a movie.

You don't know whether Director Jiang called to start shooting, or whether he pressed the switch of the camera.You turn a blind eye to everything around you, and everything around you has nothing to do with you.

You imagine yourself dragging your schoolbag into the room, the room is dark, the quilt on the bed is pulled into a ball, and there is a decadent atmosphere everywhere.You sighed softly, the pressure and exhaustion made your desire to relieve stronger, so you turned around and locked the door as if nothing had happened.

In reality, you have been living a muddled life, which is completely different from the you who are highly sought after by fans on the Internet.You feel tired and uneasy about this completely different treatment, and while you are afraid of being discovered, you hope that someone can uncover your disguise and see through your inner essence.But now, when someone seems to have really discovered his secret, you have mixed feelings and can't tell what it feels like.

——That person is the Xia you have been secretly in love with, a completely different existence from the dark and closed you.

You think of the group of boys gathered together to read online idols during the day, while you huddled aside and silently corrected the paper that was just handed out.You thought that this situation would continue until the end of the lunch break as usual, but unexpectedly, Xia suddenly stopped you and shook the phone screen in your direction with a strange expression on his face.

He asked you if the girl in this photo is you, and the photo on the phone screen is the women's clothing photo you usually upload on your blog.But before you came back to your senses, the boy next to Xia burst out laughing and said it was impossible, saying that no matter how bad it was, it should be your sister.Xia didn't delve into it any further. He spread his arms and smiled, saying that this was just his whim.

But you couldn't laugh—you knew too well that Xia's remarks did not come from any whim, because he had doubts about whether you had some special hobbies before.

That was not long ago when Xia Gang moved to your house next door.At that time, your parents were chatting in the living room, and Xia Ze came to visit your room.Because it happened so suddenly, you haven't tidied up the room yet, so Xia happened to see the skirt on your chair.In a panic, you describe yourself as a pervert who likes to collect women's clothing, and beg Xia not to spread the word, and Xia also agrees dubiously, but the thoughtful expression on his face tells you clearly that he has not been caught. Totally convinced.

"This is not for you, is it?" You still remember Xia's half-smile look at that time.

You blinked, and a small drop of sweat slid along the arc of your nose to the corner of your lips, and that insignificant saltiness instantly ignited the emotion that had been suppressed in your heart for a long time.

You leaned against the door, closed your eyes, raised your head, and gently rubbed the slight bulge between your crotch with your fingers, a few suppressed murmurs poured out from the gap between your slightly parted lips.

...If I had admitted it then, what would he have said?Will he call me a pervert, or make me take all my clothes off and put on that dress to prove I'm not lying?

When you think of this, your breath trembles, your whole body becomes hot, and the strength of your fingers rubbing your organs becomes more and more rough.When you came back to your senses, you were already sitting on the bed, your trousers were open, and there were some suspicious wet marks on the white underwear inside.

Your hand stretched in from the hem of the T-shirt unconsciously, caressing your sweaty body wantonly.You feel that there is a warm flame licking your skin bit by bit along the sweat stains on your body, making you want to die and unable to extricate yourself.

You fantasized that Xia was standing in front of you, watching with great interest the good show of you molesting yourself, with disdain and amazement on his face.

"Why aren't you a woman? Look at your current behavior..." You heard him sigh with emotion.

"—too obscene."

You bit your lip tightly, and accidentally broke it, so the smell of rust slipped into your mouth along the gap between your teeth, making the fire of desire in your heart more and more intense.

Your eyelashes fluttered rapidly, the whites of your eyes couldn't help turning upwards, and the panting in your mouth had long since turned into broken moans.Your legs, which were so excited that they were cramped, were wide open, exposing your most vulnerable organs to the person in front of you.

look at me...please look at me...

You screamed in pain and joy, warm tears fell down your hot skin.Gradually, the speed of stroking yourself back and forth becomes faster and faster, and the strength of pinching your skin with the other hand also intensifies...

Until a white light flashed in front of your eyes, and the thing in your hand sprayed out several streams of viscous liquid.

You slumped on the bed weakly, and it took a long while to separate yourself from the role.The moment you came back to your senses, a strong sense of shame surged all the way, which made your mind that had been muddled sober in an instant.You sat up abruptly from the bed, blushed and pulled down the hem of your T-shirt, trying to cover your soiled trousers.

But even if such an embarrassing thing happened, you unexpectedly don't regret it, and besides the shame in your heart, you also have an unspeakable pride.

You know your show is working—at least in your mind.

You raised your eyelids nervously, carefully watching Director Jiang's reaction, only to find that he was standing motionless next to the camera, and the red dot on the camera was still on, as if it was still recording.

You were a little confused, but you didn't dare to interrupt rashly, so you could only sit on the bed restlessly, until Director Jiang turned slightly to the side and turned off the camera that was still working, and you breathed a sigh of relief.

You moved your lips, trying to speak several times, but failed.You originally had confidence in your performance, but when you saw Director Jiang's expressionless and silent appearance, your confidence began to waver again.

You suddenly remembered that the last time the audition was over, when Director Jiang told you that you passed the audition but criticized you for using theoretical acting skills, you felt even more anxious.Just when you were about to muster up the courage to break the deadlock, Director Jiang spoke up.

"How do you think your performance can be scored?"

You startled slightly, your heart shrank suddenly.

"I don't know..." You grabbed the hem of your clothes nervously, your eyes wandering, but you still spoke out the words in your heart, "But in my eyes, I'm already satisfied."

Your eyes must be fixed, and now you meet Director Jiang's unfathomable eyes.

"I have no regrets about this performance, even if I failed the audition, I am still satisfied with this performance."

You can see that the corners of Director Jiang's lips are slightly raised, but it doesn't look like a smile. It's quite different from his usual sloppy look, but it's not like the aggressive and solemn look he had when he was working before.

At this moment, you suddenly realize that you have never really understood Director Jiang, how shallow your knowledge of him is, and you can't see through his emotions no matter what.

Director Jiang didn't answer you, but walked around behind the camera and started playing the video just now.

"I'm not satisfied with the performance just now, come and take a look."

Undoubtedly, you felt disappointed not to be appreciated by Director Jiang, but it didn't take long before you got up again and leaned towards the camera screen with a serious face.But to your utter bewilderment, the camera's screen is black and there's nothing in it.

You raised your head in confusion, and bumped into Director Jiang's dark eyes.

A hand touched your ear along your slightly raised jaw, and your long hair covered most of his hand, so his movements suddenly became private and ambiguous.

"When I was halfway through the recording, I knew there was no need to go on with this audition. Your understanding of the role has far exceeded my expectations, and this role belongs to you."

Your eyes lit up immediately, and joy rushed into your heart belatedly, and his fingertips that became more and more aggressive were ignored for the time being.

"But I know you can do better than this," Director Jiang smiled softly, this time it was a real smile, "I am confident that I can bring out the true charm hidden under your skin, you Would you like to give me a chance?"

You were taken aback for a moment, and asked inexplicably, "...opportunity?"

The corners of Director Jiang's mouth curved up even more, but the eyes that were looking at you softened instantly.

"Of course it's a chance to pursue you. No one doesn't fall in love with you after watching the scene just now..."

His fingers caressed the soft and fragile skin behind your ear vaguely, causing you to tremble.

"I am no exception."

At this point, you decide—

【A. Silence】

【B. Tell him it was an illusion】

【C. Tell him you have a secret love for him】

【D. Tell him you already have a boyfriend】