What is your choice? ?

You have chosen [D. Ask him why he is so silent]

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You didn't know what to say to ease the atmosphere, so you had to ask Ye Zi why he was so silent.

Ye Zi's expression was a little surprised, as if she didn't expect you to speak up.He stroked back the hair that was scattered around your shoulders, and then walked around in front of you.

"...Because you seem to be thinking about something very important," he said solemnly, with a slight smile in his eyes, "I don't want to disturb you."

After Ye Zi finished speaking, she turned and walked towards the kitchen.

"Want something to drink? I'll pour it for you."

You don't want to bother the other party, but you also don't want to refute his kindness, so you have no choice but to hold back the phrase "No thanks" abruptly.

Ye Zi came out of the kitchen after a while, holding bottled water and a pot of hot water in his hand.

"I forgot that there are only mineral water and tea leaves at home." A rare trace of embarrassment crossed Ye Zi's face, "the tea leaves are all in the cabinet."

You followed his gaze, and sure enough, you saw a dozen different kinds of tea in the glass cabinet under the TV.You don't know the tea ceremony, but you only know the most famous teas such as Pu'er and Tieguanyin, so you can only take out a can of tea from the cabinet at will.

You shake some of the tea into the cup, belatedly realizing that you don't yet know what it is.

"This is white tea." Before you could ask the other party, Ye Zi took the initiative to answer your doubts, "White tea has the effect of calming the mind and improving sleep, which is just suitable for your current situation."

You paused as you poured water into the teacup, with a look of surprise on your face.But Ye Zi lightly pointed to the skin under your eye sockets, with a helpless expression: "The dark circles under your eyes are a bit obvious."

The moment he pointed out your dark circles, you couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and you didn't know where the reaction came from.You feel that after coming out of the small dark room, you seem to be startled, and any subtle things will cause you unnecessary vigilance.

Seemingly aware of your uneasiness, Ye Zi didn't continue speaking.Through the thin layer of steam, you can see Ye Zi drooping his eyes and sipping his tea—it was made from the same can of white tea leaves.Your tensed shoulders collapsed, and the last vigilance in your heart relaxed.You hurriedly looked away, and dipped your lips in the tea in the cup.

You feel sorry for your inexplicable wariness, so you are even more embarrassed to sit still and let the awkward atmosphere continue to spread.

"I'm sorry, I was really absent-minded today," you subconsciously apologized, rubbing the uneven wall of the teacup cautiously, "Actually, I was just worrying about the audition script..."

You glanced up at Ye Zi, but found that the other party didn't look at you, but focused on the tea leaves floating on the water.His expression was extremely calm, and he didn't seem to care much about what you said, as if even if your words stopped right there, he wouldn't hesitate to ask.

This makes you feel inexplicably at ease, so your heart to pour out your inner troubles to the other party becomes stronger.

You didn't tell Ye Zi about the two scripts, you only told him that you finally selected the part of the protagonist's female clothing as the audition content.You said that although you have selected the content of the audition, you only need to concentrate on preparing for this part in the next few days, but you are still a little uneasy deep in your heart.What makes you even more uneasy is that Mr. Yu told you that if he comes to audition, he will choose another part to perform.

"I think Teacher Yu's selection is much better than the one I finally decided to perform." You said, "But I can't do it... I know it's a better choice, but I don't have the confidence to perform that kind of performance." Feel."

"...it frustrates me."

You murmured, hanging your head in frustration.

After being silent for a few seconds, Ye Zi slowly opened his mouth: "Acting skills need time to develop, no matter how talented an actor is, there is no way to have proficient acting skills immediately, you are too harsh on yourself."

"But maybe you're just not confident," he paused. "Would you mind telling me what that clip was?"

You short-circuit your brain for a moment, then stammer and tell him that this clip is a bit awkward.A trace of curiosity flashed in Ye Zi's eyes, but she didn't continue to press you.So the living room fell into silence again.

You start to think back to the conversation with Teacher Yu an hour ago, and remember his interpretation of this clip at that time.

"In the story of women's clothing, the protagonist is more communicating with himself. But in this clip, the protagonist is talking to the audience in front of the camera." Teacher Yu combined the script with a chuckle, "The protagonist is imagining that someone Looking at him, this obscenity of privacy being pryed into makes him fascinated. He hopes that his privacy will be discovered, and that someone can join his delusion, so the key to this scene is how to use his own sexual attraction to confuse the camera people before."

"Only when the person in front of the camera is attracted to you can this be a qualified performance full of tension."

You understand what Teacher Yu means in your heart, and you know that this scene is too difficult for you now-after all, you have neither experience nor courage.But at the same time, your attitude towards Teacher Yu is a little hesitant.

When we first met, he was very interested in your "pureness".The garnet earrings used as a teacher's ceremony also symbolize "chaste".When meeting you today, he repeatedly mentioned that he does not want you to understand what carnal desire is, and hopes that you can always maintain a "pure" heart.

You feel that in Teacher Yu's eyes, you are as innocent as a newborn baby who doesn't understand the malice of the outside world.

But is this really the case?You question yourself, as if your heart is being tightly squeezed by someone's hand.

No, you are no longer the pure you.In order to have more opportunities to go back in time, you will not hesitate to ask for kisses from different men, even if you have no affection for them.You've even injected poison into other people's bodies, and witnessed a body twist and deform before your eyes, and finally become cold and rigid.

You imagine the tongues of different men churning in your mouth, the muscles that have lost their elasticity...

I'm an executioner without a moral bottom line, you thought blankly, I don't deserve Teacher Yu's careful treatment and favor.

You start to be in a trance, and suddenly a ridiculous idea pops into your mind.You really don't have any relevant experience, but you can learn, as long as you have experience, then this kind of scene will no longer be boring for you.You feel that as long as you dare to take a step forward, things will go much smoother in the future.It's as if you refused to ask others for a kiss at the time, but finally abandoned your shame completely.

You start to feel that your refusal to tell Ye Zi the content of the script is extremely hypocritical, like the heroine in a vulgar idol drama, coy.

Isn't it just fantasizing about the person you have a crush on looking at you while masturbating in a skirt?It's just part of the movie, there's nothing too embarrassing about it.You thought to yourself, the focus in your eyes gradually lost.

You feel as if you have fallen into a strange state, shyness and restraint are like a hydrogen balloon that has been released, getting farther and farther away from you, and finally disappearing.

At this time, the crisp sound of the teacup touching the plate makes your wandering thoughts come back in an instant.

Your slack eyes focused again, and the leaf sitting opposite the sofa came into view.

At this point, you decide—

【A. Silence】

【B. Tell Ye Zi about the content of the script】

[C. Ask him if he finds you sexually attractive]

【D. Ask him if he can watch your performance as a spectator】