What is your choice? ?

You have selected 【D. Fill in the things about seeing hallucinations today】

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After filling out the form, you can't sleep and you simply get up and read the script.This look lasts for a few hours, and when you come to your senses, the sky is already dawn.

You were so absorbed in studying the script that you almost forgot that you had to meet Lily at 45:[-], and it was the alarm clock on your phone at [-]:[-] that reminded you of this.So you hurriedly changed your clothes and left the room.

When you saw Lily again, your dissatisfaction with him had dissipated a lot.You've let go of the mentality with which he took you to the club.After all, the final result of this matter is good. His recommendation made you meet Mr. Yu.Continuing to dwell on it will do nothing but make you feel worse.

You are sitting in front of the camera with makeup on, in a spacious and bright living room, and the clothes on your body are not the white T-shirt that has been worn for more than ten days and is stained with dust.At this time, you finally realize that you have returned to a normal life, and you no longer have to suffer from both mental and physical torture.

The experience of being trapped in the small black room seems to have long gone, and disappeared with the forgetfulness of the people around.

But can I really see all this as nothing?While relaxing, you feel bewildered.

You only heard a "click", and a flash flashed in front of your eyes.

It turns out that the camera you just set is turned on.

Your appointment with the counseling center is at [-]:[-] p.m., so you head to the counseling center immediately after a quick lunch.

There are not many visitors who come to consult today. After you fill out the agreement form, the assistant will quickly introduce you into the consultant's meeting room.

When the assistant knocked on the door, your eyes subconsciously glanced at the door plate marked with the name of the consultant.

Li Xin.

As you read silently, you suddenly felt that this surname sounded familiar.It takes a few seconds before you finally understand why you react to such an uncommon surname.

"I obviously saw you in Dr. Li's clinic before."

"Although this happened a few years ago, and your temperament and hairstyle were very different at that time, but I am very impressed by your bone proportions, and I will definitely not mistake you!"

——The boy who washed his hair once told you so.

Your heart tightens suddenly, but the assistant who has been granted has already opened the door.So you raised your head, and your eyes met Dr. Li inside.

The luck in your heart was shattered the moment the other party spoke.

"When I saw the appointment application this morning, I knew it was you." A middle-aged man with mediocre facial features sighed, "How have you been these past few years? Did you follow my advice and go to the hospital for a diagnosis?"

Your Adam's apple rolled up and down, but there was no sound for a long time.

But the other party seemed to have expected your reticence, and directly lowered his head, took out a form from the cabinet, and murmured: "Since you are standing here safely, your condition may have improved. I saw the form on your appointment form. I wrote that I had hallucinations, can you describe it to me specifically?"

You are disturbed by the content of his words.He undoubtedly knew you, but you had no impression of him at all.From this point of view, what the hair-washing brother said at the time may be right-you did come to Dr. Li for consultation a few years ago.

"Sorry..." You cautiously avoided the other party's hesitant eyes, "I can't remember much about the past... But I didn't find the medical certificate at home, maybe I didn't go to the hospital for an examination back then."

Dr. Li raised his head in surprise, but the surprise subsided within a short while.He frowned, squinted his eyes and looked at you: "No wonder you seem to be a different person. At first I thought it was caused by the abatement of the disease, but it turned out to be because of amnesia..."

"So your amnesia is due to physical damage or something else?"

You choked, didn't know how to answer, and hesitated for a while: "I can't remember this either... I don't even remember that I lost my memory. It was a while ago that I realized something was wrong."

Dr. Li nodded and handed you the form he took out from the cabinet.

"Amnesia is too uncertain. Some people can't remember it all their lives, and some people can remember everything quickly. According to my previous impression of you, the possibility of amnesia due to self-protection mechanism is relatively small, and it is very likely Amnesia caused by physical damage." He paused, took out a pen from the pen holder and handed it to you, "But maybe it's a good thing if you can't remember, I'm not optimistic about your previous state..."

"Forget it, let's not talk about this, you can fill out this evaluation form first."

After you fill out the assessment form, Dr. Lee takes one quick glance and asks how you are doing.

"You said you had hallucinations, please describe the situation to me in detail."

You carefully recalled the original scene, and replied seriously: "It was more than three o'clock in the morning. I had a headache and went to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water. After washing my face, I looked up in the mirror and saw that it said A string of English."

You paused for a moment, endured the endless goosebumps on your body, and described the upside-down letters in detail.

"But when I blinked again, those letters disappeared." You stared nervously at Dr. Li, fearing that there might be a look of surprise in his eyes, "But I did see that line of words! It was very eye-catching, and I would never Forget it!"

Dr. Li just nodded without any change in expression.

"This is a very typical hallucination." He looked at you with a confused look and continued to explain, "The mirror has the meaning of self-reflection, and the "I am looking at you" revealed on the mirror can be regarded as a sign of your excess self-consciousness. reflect.You may be someone who cares a lot about what the outside world thinks of you.Your anxiety about the evaluation of the outside world is reflected in the mirror, and you imagine that someone is watching you all the time and criticizing your behavior. "

When he said this, he showed a winning smile, as if the examinee saw that the questions on the test paper happened to be the ones he had just reviewed the night before, "Have you been insulted with words recently? Something against your will?"

Dr. Li rubbed the barrel of the pen unconsciously, and his sharp eyes shot out from his cloudy eyes, sticking firmly to your face, "Guilt, shame, guilt... Are you familiar with these emotions?"

You were so stiff that you couldn't even utter a word.

Everything that happened in the small black room is like a picture in a black and white movie, played back in your mind frame by frame.You recalled the note that repeatedly questioned whether you felt guilty, the scene where Sheng Jing scolded you and stabbed a knife into your throat, the moment you injected the poison into Cheng Jin's body, Cheng Jin's pair of calm eyes mixed with relief eyes...

Dr. Li's words are undoubtedly correct.

——Every question he asks hits the heart.

After a long silence, you answered Dr. Li's question.Looking at his complacent expression as I expected, you suddenly feel that your squirming lips are numb, opening and closing like some kind of man-made instrument.

After you finished speaking, Dr. Li's extroverted complacency instantly subsided again.With a solemn face, he solemnly raised his pen and wrote eloquently on the medical certificate.

He handed you the completed medical certificate, with the kind and polite smile on his face when you started.

"Slight stress disorder." He then added, "but don't worry, you said before that the person who caused your mood swings is no longer by your side, and this slight hallucination will probably disappear soon. I After reading the evaluation form you filled out earlier, although the results show that you have mild anxiety and excessive stress, I think these are not difficult to solve."

Dr. Li straightened his expression, and immediately suggested that you listen to more soothing music, keep exercising on weekdays, and use regular living habits to slowly adjust your emotions.

"I'm sure you'll feel better soon," he concluded.

After consulting with Dr. Li, you returned to Director Jiang's apartment without any other itinerary.

You casually put the bag containing the medical certificate on the coffee table, and buried your whole body in the sofa.

You close your eyes, and a sense of sleepiness gradually envelopes you.Your consciousness is gradually blurred, and your whole body is soaked in hazy drowsiness, like soaked pickles.

...Perhaps the hallucination that day was indeed caused by the small dark room, you thought to yourself.

"You can't work anymore."

You open your eyes, only to find that what you see is a mass of grotesque colors, like acrylic paint churned together.

You feel yourself in an extremely mysterious state.You can feel your limbs and your heartbeat, but you can't really wake up.What you open your eyes at this time is not the outside scene, but the messy thoughts in your heart.The voice next to your ear does not come from the outside world, but the words you have heard before.

—Your eyes are the endoscope, and your ears are the doctor's stethoscope.

"I understand that you are now on the rise in your career, but acting, which requires full dedication and high workload, is not suitable for your current state."

"Come back after a period of recuperation - I believe this is not uncommon in the circle, isn't it?"

Your heartbeat starts to speed up.A needle is inserted into your head, sucking out the little oxygen in your brain, so everything in front of your eyes becomes more and more cloudy, black tears white, green and red play with each other, originally colorful The chromophores become grotesque.

At this moment, you feel something patting your cheek.

"what happened?"

You opened your eyes in a daze, and then broke free from the nightmare.

You fluttered your eyelashes quickly, and the beating of your heartbeat in your chest even overwhelmed the voice of the man in front of you.

"It's okay...I'm fine..." You heard yourself choked up in a low voice, so you stretched out a palm again, wiping away the messy tears and sweat on your face.

Under the soft light is a blurred face, you habitually lean forward and press a kiss on the other's cheek.

"Take leave with the crew tomorrow." The man gathered your sweaty collar, "Your condition is not good."

You felt your body stiffen, and your eyes turned cold when looking at the man.

"I'm fine." You murmured, turning sideways to fumble for the medicine bottle on the bedside table.Your gaze involuntarily fell on the note on the bedside table, and the black words on the white paper pierced your eyeballs like needlepoints.

"Preliminary diagnosis: moderate depression"

You open your eyes and realize that you have accidentally fallen asleep on the sofa.

"woke up?"

You followed the reputation and found that Director Jiang was sitting on the other side of the sofa, holding a photography magazine in his hand.

You nodded in a daze, as if your consciousness hadn't been separated from that dream yet.And Director Jiang didn't urge you to answer, and continued to flip through the magazine in his hand.

It's not the first time you've had a lucid dream, but this time it made you feel intensely uneasy.

At this point, you decide—

【A. Silence】

【B. Tell Director Jiang about the dream】

[C. Tell Director Jiang about going to the counseling center]

【D. Find another person to pour out your troubles】

The author has something to say: Generally speaking, a psychological counselor cannot be called a doctor, but for the sake of brevity, I still let the protagonist call him a doctor.I asked my friends in the psychological counseling department beforehand, but I still can't guarantee that the counseling links are 100% correct, please don't get too deep into it! qwq