You have selected [B. Ask Lily how to face up to women's clothing]

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"I feel that although I understand women's clothing, I still can't fall in love with it." You honestly told Lily your inner thoughts, "How can I face up to women's clothing?"

Lily was silent for a long time without answering.He didn't speak slowly until he finished all your makeup.

"That's because you are a 'normal person' in society." Lily said blankly, "In a sense, we are psychologically handicapped—at least that's what the outside world thinks."

You are a little dazed, not understanding where the change in Lily's attitude came from.Not long ago, he clearly swore that it was the fault of those who did not understand him, but now he has turned around and self-criticized?

"This reminds me of a philosophical issue—do you think what other people think of you is more important than what you think of yourself?" Lily finished speaking, and before you could answer, she continued in a sharp and bitter voice, "No one will admit that Other people's opinions are more important than self-affirmation, because it sounds disgraceful. But in reality? Humans are social animals. Even if you tell yourself a thousand or ten thousand times that you are normal, as long as one person tells you that you are a bad person If you are a pervert tolerated by the world, then your previous psychological construction will be completely destroyed."

"Other people's impression of you is your true self, and your impression of yourself is just a fantasy, an unrealistic dream."

"It's like I think I wear women's clothes because I don't pretend, but most people only say that they are psychopaths and their brains are not normal." He curled his lips disdainfully, "Who cares about my own thoughts?"

You think Lily's words are extremely depressing, even though he talks to you in a brisk tone.His words make you feel that everyone is being criticized by others all the time, will always be watched by the world, and will never be able to be the true self.

Suddenly, you felt strangely unwilling, and spoke involuntarily.

"Is there no way to escape the eyes of the world? I don't think you are as self-pitying as you said. I don't think you think that others' opinions of you are greater than your perception of yourself."

Lily laughed loudly after hearing your words, "That's because I locked myself in a utopia-like small circle, a place that the eyes of the world can't touch."

You blinked curiously, not understanding what he meant.

"Come on, I'll take you to a place that might inspire you to perform." Lily smiled mysteriously, "But the condition is that you must wear women's clothing to go out, can you do it?"

Your heart tightens.You've never gone out in women's clothing before, and it makes you very uneasy.

However, after going through a period of psychological struggle, you still gritted your teeth and agreed to Lily.

You know very well in your heart that your state is not as good as the protagonist in the movie, and your thinking needs to be more extreme-and this is undoubtedly an opportunity.

Going out in a skirt makes you feel weird, especially today when the wind is still strong, you feel your lower body is cold from time to time, and you don’t feel safe at all.

Lily seemed to be speechless at your awkward appearance, and she couldn't help mocking, "The more unnatural you are, the easier it is for people to notice. You have to imagine that you are a woman, don't always be nodding." Embarrassingly arched."

After you give psychological hints, you do feel that the shame in your heart has disappeared a lot.Lily was also surprised at your self-regulation ability, and said with a complicated face that he finally knew what Director Jiang was looking for.

You feel very confused, but you can't help but feel a little happy and shy.

You secretly asked Lily if you are talented in acting, but Lily dismissed it lightly.

"No, I don't think you have any acting talent." Lily rolled her eyes at you, and pointed to your chest with her cardamom-dyed fingertips, "It's your strong empathy ability——I think he likes it." That's the point."

Lily leads you to a shop on the corner of the street.It was a building with frosted glass on the outside, so that the inside could not be seen from the outside.You were a little dazed, but your thoughts were interrupted by Lily's voice urging you to follow.

"The first floor is a coffee shop during the day and a bar at night." Lily casually led you around, "But this is not what I want to show you, follow me."

As he spoke, he turned to one side and walked towards the staff room.

Your curiosity was immediately aroused, and you followed Lily's footsteps to the staff room.

The staff room is unexpectedly long and narrow, you walked for a long time until Lily led you to the door at the end of the staff room.

"This is the place where my sisters usually gather. No one knows this place except those who have received the invitation." He blocked your figure as he spoke, and pressed a few passwords on the electronic lock at the doorknob.

The door opens, and what you see is a descending, extremely steep staircase.

You thought the space below would be as shabby and shabby as the staircase, but to your surprise, everything downstairs is extremely luxurious, revealing a sense of capitalist corruption.

The interior design of the entire space is also something you have never seen before.This is like a large circular theater, with several leather sofas and lounge chairs outside, and a slightly sunken circular stage in the center.There are some lighting equipment dotted around the stage, and there are several large projection lights hanging directly above.In the center of the stage is a dark and slender iron rod, extending from the sunken stage all the way to the ceiling.

The tones of the entire space are mainly black, red and gold, with a mysterious and bewitching atmosphere for no reason.

You are a little nervous, feeling that this has surpassed your cognitive range, but at the same time you are more curious.

Lily didn't give you time to stop and watch, she turned around and dragged you to a room at the edge of the whole floor.

"This is the dressing room and pantry. They are probably in there now. Don't show me a surprised and confused expression when you go in. They are all more extreme and ruthless people than me." Lily bared at you like a warning Grinning his teeth, he unscrewed the door.

Inside the door is a row of vanity mirrors and high stools, and on the other side of the wall are rows of colorful clothing.

You feel a little terrified when you see the mirror, so you have to keep your eyes on the clothes on the other side.

You stared at it for a long time, but you didn't figure out where the fluorescent green cloth in the front was used to cover up.

"Is this your newly found seedling?" When you came back to your senses, your chin had already been picked up by a slender finger.

When you look up, you see a pale and magnificent face, with slender eyeliner that outlines his eyes enchantingly and charmingly, and above the lips filled with dark red lipstick is a small silver nose ring.

He raised his eyebrows, wiped away the cigarette in his mouth with his index and middle fingers, and then flirtatiously blew a smoke ring at you.

"Innocence, I like it." He looked at your slightly flushed cheeks, and stroked the delicate skin on your cheeks with his fingers.

Just when his hand pinched your earlobe and was about to continue to touch the side of your neck, Lily stopped him.

"Don't tease him anymore, can he look like you?" Lily scolded at the other party, "He is the subject of my work, the protagonist of Jiang Yiran's new movie. He is now in a bottleneck , I thought you might be able to help him."

The man tilted his head to take a puff on his cigarette, and withdrew his fingers from your face.

"Actor, that's a bright future," you hear him say with a smile, and for a moment you can't tell whether it's a compliment or a sarcasm.

"Anyway, I'll hand him over to you first. You are the most reliable, so I can rest assured." Lily pushed you in that person's direction, then waved at you and left the room.

The man saw the look on your face and realized that Lily didn't tell you beforehand that he was going to leave you here alone.

He leaned over the edge of the ashtray on the table and shook the ash, then glanced at you, "You can leave at any time, or you can choose to stay here."

"I was also a half-baked actor before, so I might be able to give you some advice that doesn't make it to the stage. But, if you want to seriously study acting with me, you must ask me to be your teacher and come over at a fixed time. If you don't want to be a teacher, you You can also choose to listen to my experience, just like listening to a story to relieve fatigue." A subtle arc was drawn at the corner of his mouth, not like a smile, giving a perfunctory meaning, "Of course, you can also Wait for the other sisters and see if they can help you."

Looking at that palpitatingly bright face, you fell into deep thought.

At this time, you choose-

【A. Get out of here】

【B. Listen to his experience】

【C. Worship him as a teacher】

【D. Wait for other sisters to appear】

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