What is your choice? ?

You have chosen [B. Take the initiative to kiss each other]

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Yuan Yuan's words and deeds really caught you off guard.

All along, Yuan Yuan has never done anything beyond the rules to you.He is your work partner and a friend who has a good conversation with you. He has always maintained a proper sense of distance from you, not too close, but not too distant.

Yuan Yuan is different from any man you have been in contact with during this time, he will not touch you as frivolously as Sheng Dian or Director Jiang, and will not even have any physical contact with you except for the scene; he is not like Ye Zi When you do that, you always take care of your emotions deliberately, and you are never cautious in your words and deeds when communicating with you.

You have always felt that getting along with Yuanyuan is like a spring breeze, because the communication between you is equal and common - and this "ordinary friendship" is exactly what you long for in your heart.

But now, this sense of balance that makes you feel at ease has been destroyed by Yuan Yuan.Since he said that at dinner, the anxiety in your heart has become more and more intense, and you can no longer treat the other party purely as a speculative friend.You can't see through Yuan Yuan, you don't understand his deliberate concealment, and you don't understand what his deliberate deliberations are for.

And after going through that hallucination that was difficult to tell the truth from the fake, you were even more confused about the existence of Yuan Yuan. After all, in that hallucination, he was the only one who was not mentioned but had a close relationship with you in reality. .

Before you decided to meet Yuan Yuan, you imagined a lot of possible reactions he might have, but you never thought that he would conspire against you.

But even though he was so close to you, and his demands were presumptuous and presumptuous, you were not at all offended or frightened, only surprised.

Because although he touched your skin without permission, he didn't rub it dishonestly back and forth, as if he just put his hands on your skin and was not interested in your body itself.

More importantly, you can't find desire in Yuan Yuan's eyes - he doesn't mean that to you.

When you think of the childhood shadow of the other party and what you said just now, you still hesitate in your heart.Even if you are sure that Yuan Yuan has no desire for you, you still cannot understand why he suddenly favors you.

... Is psychological shadow so easy to cure?you thought uncertainly.

"So you've made up your mind?" Yuan Yuan looked at you with a smile, his eyes close at hand were full of teasing and probing, he really didn't have any desire for you.

You shook your head, and spoke slowly after a while: "I don't quite understand...we have always been friends, and you refused to perform a kiss scene with me before, but now you actively want to have physical contact with me... What's more, you You know Ye Zi, you wouldn't be so abrupt..."

You paused at this point, and tentatively asked uncertainly: "Could it be a prank?"

Yuan Yuan kissed you silently for a while, then burst out laughing.He patted your dumbfounded face lightly, the expression on your face was a bit weird.

"I really don't know if you are pretending to be stupid or really innocent," he smiled maliciously at you, "I already understand what I mean, it depends on how you choose, if you miss this time, you won't miss it." Another chance."

Yuan Yuan did not answer your doubts, so you are still full of confusion.But you who are confronting Yuan Yuan know that if the other party is unwilling to speak, you will never be able to get any information, so you have no choice but to put away the bewilderment on your face and cross the other party's eyes expressionlessly.

"Do you mean it?" you ask.

Yuan Yuan smiled, but this time the smile made you feel a little uncomfortable, there was a little sarcasm in the coolness, but in the blink of an eye, the clear contempt disappeared like fireworks, like an illusion.

"Of course." he replied.

Under the aggressive gaze of the other party, you gently held his face.At that moment, you saw your magnified face in Yuan Yuan's eyes.

You hear your vigorous heartbeat, but your heart is calmer than ever.Your face is getting closer and closer to Yuan Yuan's, and your breath is almost entangled with each other's.The moment your lips were about to touch the other's lips, you saw Yuan Yuan's pupils shrank slightly, and your hands subconsciously pressed against your shoulders, but for some reason you didn't push you away...

So your lips are like a feather, gently falling on the other's lips.

——This is a kiss without passion.

You retreated slightly, the sound of heartbeats filled your ears, it belonged to you, and it also belonged to Yuan Yuan.You stared at Yuan Yuan with slightly dazed eyes, and only then did you realize what you had done, and your cheeks blushed uncontrollably.

But it's not embarrassment at the act of kissing that fills your chest, it's an indescribable emotion.

"I once asked a stranger to kiss me out of helplessness. I always wondered why he was willing to kiss me. Later, I realized that he would do it because my eyes were full of inferiority and self-sabotage." You Your hand was still attached to Yuan Yuan's face, so the temperature from your palm was transmitted to his cheeks little by little, warming his cold cheeks.

You stared seriously at Yuan Yuan's eyes that could not see any emotion, and said softly: "I don't know if what you just said was a joke, but I know that if I have the same experience as you, I hope someone can understand me, okay Accept me without any grievances..."

When you said this, a strong desire to confide suddenly surged in your heart.

You know that Yuan Yuan, who is extroverted and has a high EQ, may not need your guidance, and his situation is completely different from yours, but maybe because this situation is somewhat similar to when Ye Zi solved you at that time, you subconsciously opened up My heart and lips moved unconsciously.

"...Actually, I also have unspeakable troubles. I used to imagine that there was a person who was completely opposite to me in the mirror, criticizing me all the time. But I didn't feel at a loss until he really disappeared. It turned out that I was too lonely, and I really hoped that someone could accept the real me. Although the person in the mirror terrified me, he was the only one who understood me and accompanied me..."

You said this and smiled: "Now I don't need the hallucination in the mirror anymore, because I have found the person who can accompany me and will not abandon me. I believe you will be able to find such a person in the future .”

When you said this, you were a little confused. After all, Ye Zi and you have not gotten closer since they dated each other. Instead, there is an indescribable gap. But you believe that time can kill everything, and the relationship between you and Ye Zi will gradually grow. become better.You also sincerely hope that Yuan Yuan can no longer cling to the past and completely come out of the shadow of childhood.

Yuan Yuan's out-of-focus eyes gradually came back to his senses, he touched his lips lightly, and looked at you with an elusive gaze.

"Accompaniment? Won't abandon you?" He sneered, and his contemptuous tone was mixed with a kind of complexity, "You are too confident in your own charm, so you think no one will abandon you?"

Yuan Yuan raised his eyebrows, and the sporadic emotions in his eyes suddenly disappeared, leaving only indifference, which reminded you inexplicably of the time when you met each other in the elevator for the first time.

"If you really think that way, you're totally wrong," Yuan Yuan paused, "Even if you are the protagonist of this world."

The moment Yuan Yuan opened his mouth, your blood seemed to be frozen, unable to move.But at this moment, Yuan Yuan, contrary to his procrastinating attitude before, spoke directly.

"I thought you could figure out the truth by yourself. There are so many suspicious points in front of you, and someone has no ability to stop you from thinking about everything, but I didn't expect you to be more naive than I imagined." He paused when he said this. After a pause, he suddenly smiled.

"No... It's not so much naivety as it is unwillingness to face reality."

Your heart shrank suddenly, and you subconsciously wanted to cover Yuan Yuan's mouth, but you stopped your urge.

You have a premonition that what Yuan Yuan said is definitely not what you want to hear, but at the same time, you can't stop paying attention to what he said.At that moment, you were suddenly a little out of breath, and your whole body trembled, as if you had been prepared in your heart, and it was like trembling under conditioned reflex before the truth came out.

You listened to Yuanyuan recounting everything that happened to you so far—meeting Sheng Jing on Xiaolan, the ceremony where he touched you in the barber shop, Ye Zi who suggested hair extensions to you, the first Once strangled to death by Sheng Jing, in order to get asylum, he agreed to act in a movie directed by Jiang, the kidnapping directed and acted by Sheng Jing, the suicide of Teacher Yu, etc...

The more you listen, the more frightened you become, and you feel helpless as if all your clothes have been stripped off and you are being criticized by others.You don't understand how Yuanyuan is so clear about these things, obviously only you and the world consciousness should know these things.

The tip of the needle is only less than one millimeter away from the surface of the balloon, and as long as it moves forward a little bit, the balloon can be easily punctured.

"Do you know why I am so clear?"

You raised your head in a daze, and Yuan Yuan's indifferent face instantly caught your eyes.But his indifference is like thin ice floating on the surface in winter at this time, and there is an aggressive flame underneath, which is so hot that it makes your heart tremble with fear.

No...can't let him go on.You shook your head involuntarily, and retreated with your heels resisting, but Yuan Yuan quickly grabbed your wrist, approaching you while showing a cruel smile.

"Because I'm the one in the mirror that you don't need. How about it? Are you still used to using my body, Creator?"

At that moment, there seemed to be a "bang" in your ears.

—The balloon was punctured by a needle.

What Yuan Yuan said is too correct, there are so many suspicious points in front of your eyes, but you ignore everything like a blind man.

You can't remember the past memories clearly because those memories don't belong to you in the first place.And the reason why you stand here and become the protagonist of this world is because the original protagonist in this story cannot accept the setting of the whole story, and cannot bear the stepfather who is extremely obsessed with the adopted son that you set in your pen.

——Yes, the psychological shadows that Yuan Yuan said before his stepfather brought him are all experienced by your body.

Yuan Yuan is the original protagonist of this world, and you are the creator of this world—a person who suffers from depression in the real world, adopts Morita therapy under the advice of a psychiatrist, and writes a "novel" actor.

It's just that this "novel" is not the same as the kind of novel that entertains everyone. It is a utopia that belongs to you alone, and is a projection that is diametrically opposed to your painful reality.

You and this "novel" were supposed to be two parallel lines, but everything changed the night you committed suicide.

When you are lying in a bathtub full of blood, and your body is gradually losing consciousness due to excessive blood loss, a voice suddenly pops up in your mind, asking you that since you have decided to give up your life, why not experience life again in your ideal world ?

That voice is the world consciousness that you meet every time you die, the culprit that lured you into this world and completely erased your memory of reality.

And the reason why it chooses you is because the original protagonist of this "novel" world has self-awareness and killed the adoptive father who was originally an attack. Only by letting new people replace the broken character can this world continue work on.

So you, who was erased from the past, replaced the protagonist of this world in this way, and the protagonist who was born with self-awareness was locked in the mirror by the world consciousness, becoming a so-called "illusion", watching with hatred and unwillingness You dove occupy the magpie's nest.

"I don't have any objection to you occupying this body, after all, it's not what I wanted." Yuan Yuan's voice interrupted your thoughts, "I just can't understand your innocent appearance, and I can't bear to see your innocent appearance even more." I'm not used to it locking me up, and forcing me to take the role of that scum as your servant."

You looked at him in confusion, so Yuan Yuan clicked his tongue twice in disdain.

"Have you forgotten what happened in the little black room? If I hadn't mercifully spared your life, you would have been out of your wits by now."

You were startled, and then it dawned on you that the person walking out of the mirror was not a hallucination, but Yuan Yuan who was locked in the mirror.He replaced your adoptive father as the attacker, so his kiss will give you one more chance to go back to death.

"But how did you get out of the mirror?" You asked puzzled.

Yuan Yuan raised his eyes and smiled contemptuously: "You don't want to know the reason, what I can tell you is only those things that have been uncovered. If I say something beyond your understanding, the world will It will suddenly collapse, and then everything will be over."

"Speaking of this, I really have to thank it. If it wasn't too impatient, thinking that it could successfully hypnotize you through hallucinations, you would not be able to detect something wrong," Yuan Yuan said lightly, "The reason why I induced you to have This is also the reason for the idea of ​​being a dual personality - it will only act if you let it smugly think you have discovered the 'truth.' If you don't realize that something is wrong in hypnosis, you will be stuck in that dream forever, Never wake up."

"But why does it do this? What about you who are still in this world?"

Yuan Yuan smiled: "Because you are the protagonist now, as long as you think that logic is reasonable, then this world will not collapse. The previous you have actually begun to test the authenticity of this world, it must be in a hurry , will come up with such a self-destructive idea."

"As for us, once you believe that hypnosis is reality, we will naturally have no value in existence."

You open your mouth, but you can't say a word.

Now you finally know the truth, but you can't be happy no matter what.

If what happened in Dr. Li's clinic before was a trap set by the world consciousness, then you who are still subject to the world consciousness are still trapped in the trap?

More importantly, although you remember the whole story, you can't remember what you experienced in that real reality.You only know that you are an actor suffering from depression in reality, and finally chose to commit suicide, but you can't remember anything other than this...

Your brain was in a mess, and at this moment Yuan Yuan's voice interrupted your thoughts.

"What are you going to do? After knowing all this."

At this time, you choose-

【A. Say sorry】

【B. Tell him that maintaining the status quo is the best】

【C. Ask Yuan Yuan if he knows the way to return to reality】

[D. Ask Yuan Yuan if he knows your past in reality]