[Xunsi]May Be a Dream

A young man with cool black short hair sat on the chair, looking at the slightly weak gay man lying on the big dark blue bed with flushed cheeks.

"Kun, can you close your eyes and take a rest? I'll bring the porridge." This is the second time Shinji said this, but the hand stretched out from the quilt just grabbed him and refused to close it There was water in his eyes.

The white-haired young man didn't answer. Shinji knew about Kaoru's temperament, gentle but stubborn. Maybe it wasn't stubborn, but he had his own way?

The ultimate apostle, who used to be parallel to the word sick, now "falls" into the world and is inevitably attacked by a "cheesy" cold.

Kaoru Nagisa, who was drenched in a heavy rain, unfortunately developed a fever this morning.

In the morning, Nagisa Kaoru, who is used to getting up early, came out of her room half an hour late.

Kaoru, your face is very red, what's wrong?Listless.He stretched out his hand to touch the other's forehead, and the scorching heat swept through his palm.

Shinji-kun, your hand...

After finishing speaking, Kaoru grabbed Shinji's hand on his forehead and moved it to his lips in a daze.

Fool!Don't you know you have a fever?What are you doing? !

Withdrawing his hand abruptly, he immediately pushed the sleepy lover back to the bedroom, lay back on the bed, covered each other's body tightly with the quilt, and then picked up the mobile phone to ask for leave from one teacher after another.

Zhu Xun kept looking at him, with a slight smile on his lips.

He said to prepare food for him, but the patient dragged him and kept silent, and he spent several hours like this.

Seeing that there was nothing he could do, Shinji sighed, "Why did you lend the umbrella to someone yesterday..." Sitting was tiring, so he fell on the pillow next to Kaoru Nagisa, looking at Kaoru.

"She seems to need that umbrella very much, but our house is in a different direction from hers, so we have to make do with it. I think Shinji-kun will lend the umbrella without hesitation in such a situation, right?" Xu Because of his illness, Zhu Kaoru's voice was lower than usual.

"Her?" He didn't know if his expression would reveal something: "You can call me to pick you up. It's raining heavily, running alone on the street, and squeezing the tram again, it's no wonder you don't get sick."

"Didn't Shinji-kun get home at that time? How could you have to come to our school just for a phone call? And two people with an umbrella will still wet your clothes, and Shinji-kun will catch a cold."

It is true that the university they are studying at is far away from home, so it is time-consuming and labor-intensive to go back and forth, and it is not worthwhile.

"You can buy an umbrella, it's better than your current fever." The different temperature on the fingertips of the other party brushed over the hair on his forehead, his temples, and the tip of his eyebrows.

That fragile temperature is refreshing.

"I just want to go home..." A sentence almost dreamlike.

Shinji spread out the opponent's palm, and put his cheek on it, letting the opponent feel himself: "Don't make me worry about you. If you are sick, you should take medicine and rest. This is common sense, and it's no use acting like a child."

"It's as if someone set a fire in my mind, trying to burn all the memories..." Troubled by a strange illness, Zhu Kaoru withdrew his smile, and the brows gathered little by little : "Everything is so vague, I even forget what I just said."

"Because Kaoru is sick." Shinji touched Nagisa Kaoru's forehead, and weighed it on his own forehead for a while: "Take medicine and you will get better, so Kaoru, let me take care of you."

Zhu Kaoru murmured: "It's really hard to be sick... When Shinji-kun was sick in the past, I should have stayed close to him."

"You sent me to Dr. Akagi, and you urged me to take medicine, so I got better soon. Now you should listen to me too." Shinji patted Kaoru Tannagi's hot forehead with his fingers.

"Of course I will listen. But Shinji-kun, can you also listen to the patient's needs?" The water color in the eyes was shining, and the request expressed by the thin red lips was more like a lover's order.

The two have been together for more than five years, and Shinji still can't resist the other's demanding but loving eyes. Those red eyes are like frozen flames, and they will be burned by it when they reach the depths.

He is like a tamed bird, without a cage, he can't walk away from the other party: "Well, you say."

Zhu Xun's complexion slowed down slightly, and a faint smile appeared on his lips again: "Don't go."

Why is it such confusing words again?

"Where can I go?" Shinji asked with a wry smile.

"Don't go back to your room tonight, okay? It's the same as before, the same as before..." The sick body borrowed strength from somewhere and pulled Shinji into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Once upon a time.He used to sleep on the floor in his attic room, under the small skylight where he could see the stars in the sky, bathed in the moonlight, and fell asleep together.

As the years passed, they all grew up, and a lot of time that should have belonged to the two of them was washed away in their different learning environments. Up to now, Shinji has forgotten how long it has been since the two of them slept together , Some small gestures of intimacy gradually disappeared.

The hearts of the two may not have changed, but their lives have been separated. He is still the clumsy and passive Ikari Shinji, and Nagisa Kaoru is still the patient Nagisa Kaoru, and the dormant enthusiasm cools down in clumsiness and patience.

There is nothing more suitable for diluting those greasy but sweet memories than the long stream of water.

Can it, can it, ringing in my ears like a drowning man's cry for help.

"It seems that we haven't been together for a long time..." Hugging Nagisa Kaoru's hot body back, he was about to melt into the heat from the other party's body: "Sorry, I made Kaoru feel lonely."

"Lonely?" Zhu Kaoru shook his head lightly, opened his lips lightly and put them on Shinji's well-defined neck, biting them lovingly, groping along the "silk thread" in his mind, feeling the instinctive shrinking of the person in his arms , Taste the unique beauty with lovers.

Shinji felt that he was also infected with a fever by the other party, and the bodies of the two were intertwined under the quilt. He just wanted to hug Nagisa Kaoru tightly, and let the other party's lips and teeth raging on him, all senses were covered by the heat.

"I don't feel lonely, I just long for you. It's too bad, it's so hot that even Shinji-kun's body temperature and touch are blurred..." Turning over, he pushed Shinji under his body, revealing his slender and fair body under the dark blue quilt, Fiery hands unbuttoned the opponent's clothes, worshiping and lingering on the thin body.

The long fingers and eyes slid down from the chin along the scar-covered neck, and stopped on the flat and slightly thin chest. With a deep smile, Nagisa Kaoru leaned over and listened: "Shinji-kun's heartbeat." In this way, he gradually relaxed his body on his lover, and closed his tired eyes with peace of mind.

"I'm sick and confused, really clingy." Wiping the sweat off Nagisa Kaoru's forehead, Shinji placed a kiss on the other's hair: "It still won't let me get up."

At this moment, he was also reluctant to let go of his hand: "Yes, Xun will not feel lonely, you understand me better than anyone else, I like you, maybe not as much as you, but it is impossible to change." The sleeping face, kissing the red lips, like a superficial touch, not daring to wake up the lover.

"I'm the one who feels lonely."

"Kun, I like you, I like you." Shinji murmured to the sleeping Nagisa Kaoru, regardless of whether the other party could hear him or not.

I don't know if these words reached the other party's dream, but he heard Zhuxun's weak but clear voice: "I know Shinji-kun's heart..." The fiery breath fluctuated and became heavy.

This person who always loves to hold him in his arms can't be liked enough.

After sleeping, Zhu Kaoru finally obediently cooperated with Shinji's various feeding and medicine, and the illness that was not serious at first was over overnight.

At noon the next day, Shinji received a text message from Kaoru Nagisa asking him to pick him up at his school after school.

He didn't think much of it, but rather felt happy.As a result, as soon as I arrived at the gate of Zhu Xun's school, I saw Xun standing with a girl. The beautiful girl was still holding the umbrella he gave Xun.

Is this the girl?Kaoru would rather go home in the heavy rain than lend the girl her umbrella.

"Kunu," Shinji called out, his legs refusing to move forward.

"The umbrella in your hand belongs to him, so don't thank me." Zhu Xun said to the girl.

"What?! Mr. Zhu, he is a boy! I confessed to you the day before yesterday, and you immediately said that you have a lover who gave me an umbrella and ran away, but this boy is your lover?!" In front of the school gate, The girls yelled in disregard of face.

"Come here, Shinji-kun." Shinji looked hesitantly at the annoyed and shocked girl, then at the calm Nagisa Kaoru and walked over, the other party immediately took his hand: "He is the person I like, my lover .Is that right, Shinji-kun?"

"Kun, did you come back in the rain because she confessed to you?"

Zhu Xun didn't answer, and continued to say to the girl: "You want to borrow an umbrella, so I'll lend it to you, but I'm not obliged to accept your confession, right? And it's not good to force a boy to take you home, right? "

Obviously, how could a girl give up so easily: "I didn't force you to accept me, but you don't like me and you can't find a boy to perfuse me, right?"

She deliberately raised her voice, and the pedestrians on the road and the students entering and leaving the school all looked here.

"If I'm perfunctory to you, I won't let Shinji-kun come over."

"How could this be?" The girl sniffed, and her voice began to cry.

"Kun, make girls cry like this..." It was the first time I saw Kaoru show such a tough attitude towards strangers.

Shinji glanced around, obviously, although everyone didn't know what happened, they must know about the relationship between the two boys.

Before the conversation was over, Zhu Xun snatched it over: "Sorry, can you give me back the umbrella? I have to go back."

The girl glanced at Shinji angrily, then threw the umbrella at Shinji, shouted vaguely "I hate Zhu-kun the most", and ran away without looking back.

Zhu Kaoru didn't care about the girl's anger, he took Shinji's hand beside him and said, "Go back, Shinji-kun."

The setting sun reflected on his side face, with a light smile, he leaned into his lover's ear and whispered softly: "My lover will always be you."

Shinji was stunned, and his cheeks suddenly felt hot. He looked around at the crowd staring at them, and said in a low voice, "I know, Kaoru, this is a public place." As Zhuxun strode away, Yu Hui stretched the figures of the two into a long distance.

"Is Shinji-kun shy?" Zhu Kaoru glanced at Shinji who was walking in front, his neck turned red.

"No. Don't do such nonsense in the future."

"My neck is red."

"Kun, shut up. You always want me to listen to you, but did you listen to me once?"

"I have been saying the word "like" for so many years, but Shinji-kun still gets red ears from embarrassment."

Without saying a word, Shinji ran behind Kaoru Nagisa and pushed him, urging him to leave.

"Stop talking, can you go back?" I really wanted to cover Kaoru's mouth.

Kaoru this guy really burned his head!

But, I just fell in love with this smart fool, this big fool who was born in this world just to meet him.