Hello and goodbye!
Chapter 11
Under the oppression of his parents, Han Shengming agreed to his mother's blind date because of his younger sister's guilt.
It was supposed to be an ordinary blind date, but when we meet and say that we are not satisfied, the blind date is over.
It's just that this "good!" changed the trajectory of his life.
He went, and later, later, it was different, everything was different, he lost Han Han, lost him forever.In the countless nights that followed, thinking about him made my heart ache, I couldn't sleep because of thinking about him, and I was tormented by daily life.
The agreed place is a coffee shop.
It was an afternoon and the weather was bright and sunny.
Han Shengming took an afternoon off and went to the agreed coffee shop. There was a wind chime hanging at the door. When he pushed it away, the wind chime jingled, a very pleasant sound. The furnishings in the house were simple and chic.
Han Shengming ordered a cup of Americano coffee. Two hours passed, and the other party still didn't come, so he understood that the other party was also being persecuted.
When he got up to leave, a gentle and pleasant young woman sat down opposite.Carrying a flaxen bag, he sat down and stuffed the book in his hand into the bag.
"You are Han Shengming, right? I'm Lin Qian. I'm sorry, the company worked overtime temporarily and made you wait so long." The woman said with an apologetic smile.
Han Shengming glanced at the book in the woman's hand, and it looked familiar.
"What would you like to drink?" Han Shengming asked.
"latté."
Han Shengming waved, and the waiter came over and ordered an Americano and a latte.
After a while, the waiter came over with two cups of coffee.
I remembered that the cover of the book that I helped Han Han return on the way here was very similar.
"I haven't waited for a long time. What do you do?" Han Shengming asked with a smile.
"I am the editor of "Spark" magazine. When I came here just now, the editor-in-chief asked me to edit an article, so it was delayed." Lin Qian explained with a smile. "I heard from my aunt that you teach mathematics, and you study mathematics and applied mathematics? I am the editor of the magazine, and I am from the Chinese department. The two of us really complement each other."
"Really?" Han Shengming took a sip of coffee and put it down. "You came here from the library, right?"
Lin Qian was taken aback, the excuse she had thought up on the way here was seen through like this?
"You... saw me there?"
Using the excuse of a blind date, she took a day off and read books in the library for a day. If her parents hadn't called and urged her, she wouldn't have come.Before leaving, I saw this book in the box next to the returned book, which I hadn't had time to put back. It had a beautiful cover, and it was Hirokazu Kore-eda's "Next Stop, The Day Is Over", so I borrowed it.Saw it all the way on the bus.
"Chongshan Library!" Han Shengming said.
"Did you see me there?" Lin Qian asked suspiciously.
"I don't see it, but I returned the book you're holding when I came here, and I accidentally got some... coffee on it." Han Shengming hesitated.
Lin Qian suddenly realized, her face changed, "I'm still thinking about that immoral person who messed up the book cover..." Looking up, she saw the unattractive expression on the other side, and swallowed the following words back.Realizing that he said something wrong, he smiled awkwardly but politely.
"I'm sorry, I was so fascinated by the book that I forgot the time, and I solemnly say sorry. But, did you write the things in the book? It's really insightful, and I have the same concept as me."
Han Shengming slapped his head and forgot about it.Han Han likes to read books, and also likes to take notes. He writes some of his own opinions on a piece of paper, and forgets to take it out when returning it. Fortunately, otherwise, he will be bullied again when he goes back.
"It's a friend who likes to read very much. I returned it on behalf of him. It may have been written by him. Give it to me." Han Shengming asked for it.
"I thought it was written by you." Lin Qian was reluctant to hand over the few pages in the book, and hesitated to find an excuse, "You can invite him out to introduce him and make friends.
"If you have time."
Han Shengming reached out to ask for it.
Lin Qian unhappily opened the bag, and handed the few pages in the book to Han Shengming.
Han Shengming took out a paper towel to wipe his hands, and after wiping off the coffee that got on it accidentally, he took it and put it in his schoolbag, which contained the students' homework and put it inside.
Lin Qian also likes to read books.She majored in Chinese language and literature as an undergraduate. After graduation, she joined a magazine as an editor.Because of work, I need to get in touch with a lot of books, so I developed the habit of reading books after that.
"You were also forced to come here by your parents." Han Shengming asked straight to the point.
Lin Qian choked on Han Shengming while drinking coffee, and coughed violently.
"What did you say?" Lin Qian kept coughing.
"Since we are both forced by our parents, we can be an excuse for each other."
"What do you mean?" Lin Qian looked at him with interest.
"Let's have a fake relationship, get rid of the persecution of our parents, or even a fake marriage, without interfering in each other's lives, how about it?" Han Shengming thought for a long time, and only this method can solve the current predicament.The method of reassuring parents and being able to continue living with Han Han, I don’t know what the other party thinks before coming here.
Now, he was a little sure that the other party would agree to the proposal.
"How do you know that I'm not interested in you now? I didn't want to come because I didn't expect the person I was dating to be so handsome." Lin Qian said with a smile.
Han Shengming turned cold for a moment.
Lin Qian looked at him and didn't speak.
a long time.
Han Shengming was about to get up and leave, but Lin Qian spoke.
"Don't worry, I'm more interested in that friend of yours now."
Han Shengming's face turned darker when he heard this, and he was really tired of working if he dared to play Han Han's idea.
"He has someone he likes." Han Shengming said displeased.
"married?"
Han Shengming hesitated for a while, "No."
"That's all right. He's not married, so I'm still married. But, is your friend handsome? What books does he usually like to read?"
Han Shengming felt depressed.
However, Lin Qian still agreed to Han Shengming's proposal, and now she agrees to pretend to be a boyfriend and girlfriend.
In the evening, Han Han came back early, and as soon as he entered the door, he heard Han Shengming's incomplete singing from the kitchen.
After changing his shoes, he walked to the door of the kitchen and leaned against the door to watch Han Shengming cooking.
Han Shengming was busy in his home clothes and apron, and seemed very happy, with a smile on his lips all the time.
Han Shengming never noticed that there was someone behind him.
"What good thing happened to make you so happy." Han Han leaned against the door and asked with a smile.
"You're back." Han Shengming turned around, and when he saw Han Han's bright smile, he couldn't help but sigh.Immediately, I felt that the spring was bright and beautiful, just like the April day in the world.
"The soup is ready, do you want to drink the soup first?"
"Is there anything I can help with?" Han Han loosened his tie, tore it off, took off his suit and threw it on the sofa, wearing only a white shirt.
Han Shengming was dumbfounded by the series of handsome moves.No matter how many times I watch it, my heart still skips a beat because of this action.
The dishes are all mushy, so hurry up and serve them up.
"Does this vegetable need to be cut?" Han Han pointed to the cutting board and said.
"Okay, I can't concentrate anymore when you're here." Han Shengming pushed Han Han to the door.
"You are really happy today, did you win the lottery?"
"No, I'm glad to see you."
Han Han stood at the door and refused to leave, and said coquettishly, "I really want to help, I finally came back early."
"Really?"
Han Han nodded.
"Then I can't help it." Han Shengming turned around and turned off the soup and the gas, and covered the finished dishes with a big basket.
Seeing this, Han Han was about to run away, but when it was too late, Han Shengming grabbed his arm, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him horizontally.The advantage of being thin is that you don't feel tired when you hold it.
"What are you going to do?" Han Han exclaimed.
Han Shengming carried Han Han into the house.
☆、Chapter 12
After Han Shengming had this "girlfriend", his parents never called him to ask him to go on a blind date.He only occasionally asked about the progress of the two of them, when they would take them home to see, and when they would get married, and Han Shengming's answer every time was to see when he was free.
After Han Shengming introduced Lin Qian, his "girlfriend", to his colleagues, they didn't introduce anyone to him. The female teachers in the same office also knew that they had no chance, so they stopped looking at Han Shengming. .
After getting along for a period of time, Han Shengming found that Lin Qian and Han Han were similar in some respects.For example, the same stubbornness, likes to go to the library to read books, take notes while reading, and is also a workaholic.Sometimes in a trance, Lin Qian seems to be a replica of Han Han.
The relationship between Han Shengming and Han Han is also the same as before. No, it is more harmonious than before. They are not as repulsive to eating out or watching movies together as before, and they don’t feel irritable. The whole person is happy, isn’t it? few.
Living with Han Han for eight years, eight years of living in the kitchen, eight years of ordinary life, eight years of hiding, made him urgently want to find an exit, and then Lin Qian's words moved his heart.
That day, Lin Qian took him to attend a cousin's wedding. In the neighboring province, it was already late at night when the two came back that night.
The cars on the road are very good, only a few here and there.
Lin Qian drank a little too much, fell asleep in the back seat all the time, and woke up clamoring for a walk.
Han Shengming stopped the car on the side of the road and followed Lin Qian.
Lin Qian opened her arms and walked along a balance line in front, her face was red like two apples.
The two walked for a long time.
Lin Qian didn't speak, and Han Shengming didn't speak behind.
"Han Shengming!"
"Ok?"
Lin Qian stopped suddenly, turned her head and looked at Han Shengming seriously.
Han Shengming's hair was stared at by her.
"Han Shengming, what do you think of me?"
"He is very nice, gentle and considerate, and he is also good-looking." Before meeting Han Han, the girl he liked was Lin Qian, who was knowledgeable, knowledgeable, and generous in dealing with others.
"After getting along for the past few months, really, I want to develop into a real boyfriend and girlfriend with you. Let's...be together." Lin Qian said seriously.
Han Shengming was a little moved by these words.Even after knowing Lin Qian's intentions, she still didn't completely sever this relationship and let it develop naturally.One day in the future, this relationship suddenly expanded.
"You're drunk, I'll take you back." Han Shengming took Lin Qian's arm and walked back.
"I'm not drunk." Lin Qian grabbed Han Shengming's hand.
Lin Qian's hands are very soft and can completely wrap her hands, which is different from Han Han's sharp-boned hands.
It was already one o'clock in the morning when Han Shengming sent Lin Qian home. He had been here a few times before, and he still remembered the house number for minor things like unblocking the sewer and changing light bulbs.
When the wind blew just now, Lin Qian woke up a lot from the wine. She didn't drink much at all, but she just confessed her love because she was drunk, and the other party didn't seem to refuse.In the days to come, Lin Qian officially started her pursuit of Han Shengming.
Lin Qian got out of the car and went upstairs with confident steps.
Han Shengming drove away.
Back at the apartment, turn on the light in the living room, enter the room, turn around and find Han Han lying on the sofa in a gray nightgown.
Han Han sleeps lightly and wakes up at the slightest sound. Seeing Han Shengming come back, he sits up and rubs his sleepy eyes.
"Why are you sleeping here?" Han Shengming said distressedly, "Didn't I tell you not to wait for me?" He stepped forward and held Han Han's hand.
"Who's waiting for you? I fell asleep watching TV."
Han Shengming was startled, "Why are your hands and feet so cold?" Looking down, Han Han was sleeping in the living room without a cover. Although it was April, the weather was not hot enough to sleep without a quilt, and he was angry. , shouted angrily, "Are you stupid? You don't know how to cover yourself with a quilt when you sleep." He hurriedly took off his coat and put it on Han Han.
"Shout one more time, try again." Han Han said loudly.
"Aren't I worried about you? If you don't answer the phone, if you It's so late, can I go back to bed, ah? If you don't appreciate it, just don't come back once you come back. " Han Han got up as he spoke, slipped on his slippers and went back to his room.
After a while, he opened the door and came out again, and sat down on the sofa.
"But this cousin of yours is too difficult to deal with. You can rely on yourself to get married. If you keep you so late, don't forget about this cousin."
"That's my cousin." Han Shengming said angrily.
"What cousin, let you go to the wedding. Either I will keep you for one night, or I will let you come back early. It's so late now, what's going on. Really, it's so annoying, I will help you Picking such an expensive gift makes me feel bad."
"Don't think about it, go take a shower first, don't catch a cold tomorrow." Han Shengming pushed Han Han back to the room.
The next morning, because it was the weekend, Han Han didn't get up until nine o'clock. When he woke up, the people next to him were already empty, and Han Shengming had already woken up.
From time to time, there was a sound of ping-pong-pong in the hall. It must be cleaning something again. It is really clean.The corners of Han Han's mouth raised unconsciously.
The door rang, Han Han closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, someone came in, the smell of rice porridge wafted, and his stomach rumbled.
"Still asleep, I saw it all." Han Shengming's voice was getting closer and closer.
"I was woken up by you." Opening his eyes, Han Shengming sat by the bed, and on the bedside table was a tray containing a bowl of rice porridge and two dishes of side dishes, pickles and fried meat.
"smell good!"
"If you don't hurry up and have breakfast, you will have to take medicine again if you have a stomachache."
Han Han sat up and changed into the gray-blue pajamas beside him.
"Where's the striped pajamas I was wearing yesterday?"
"It was dirty yesterday and I washed it."
Han Han blushed immediately, jumped out of bed and went into the bathroom.
After a while, Han Han finished washing and came out of the bathroom.
"Are you going out?" Han Han asked.
The pajamas Han Shengming was wearing had already been changed, and he changed into new clothes.
Han Shengming nodded. "My friend invited me to play golf. I won't accompany you today. I've already prepared the meals and put them in the refrigerator. Remember to heat them up at noon. I'll cook them for you when I come back at night."
Before Han Han could react, Han Shengming had already left.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, I took a sip of the porridge, and it tasted so-so, not as good as before, and it didn't smell as good as it did before.
☆、Chapter 13
Han Shengming likes going to the movies with Lin Qian, walking down the street holding hands, having candlelight dinners for the two of them, and doing things like couples with Lin Qian... that's how the illusion came about, thinking that he loves fucked her.After Han Han left, I realized that I just regarded Lin Qian as Han Han, and did Lin Qian what I couldn't do with Han Han.
While enjoying Lin Qian's tenderness and consideration, Han Shengming lived with Han Han at the same time. In such days, the anxiety and uneasiness before were gone.Having a girlfriend makes him feel that he is a normal person, and he will not see that strange feeling in the eyes of others, and will not be regarded as a monster by others.Being with Han Han will make him feel that he is abnormal. He wants to cut off this feeling, but finds that he has no way to get out. Until this feeling is pinned on Lin Qian, when Han Han says to leave, he will So easy to choose to leave.
☆、Chapter 14
Han Han was lying on the bed and fell asleep. Han Shengming gently opened the door and came in. He took a look at Han Han and found that he was not awake. He took off his coat and went into the bathroom.
Suddenly, Han Han opened his eyes and kept the same posture listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom.
Where did you start to discover it, the faintly scented perfume on your body?Got long hair left on your shirt?When you come back from get off work, you don't find that the person who should be busy is missing, and you always come home late?Always talk on the phone behind your back?I can't tell, it's too obvious.
Han Han once followed Han Shengming, and saw him walking hand in hand with a woman in a bookstore, dating... many times.The smile on Han Shengming's face was something he had never seen before. When he was outside with him, Han Shengming was always in fear, afraid that others would see it.
Later, Han Han asked someone to investigate the woman. She was an editor of a magazine and her family background was not bad.Once the woman brought a photographer to interview him, but he didn't accept interviews. Many magazines wanted to interview him, but he refused. He just heard the name, Lin Qian, and the woman's name was Lin Qian agreed to Lin Qian's interview.The article is well written, and his personality is also very good. In this interview, he has a bad personality and picks and chooses, but Lin Qian handled it calmly.
That woman should be a good wife, good wife and mother, husband and son, if he doesn't like Han Shengming, he should like a woman like Lin Qian, Han Han thought.
For Han Shengming, he didn't say anything, didn't accuse, just waited, waiting for him to come back, as long as he didn't say break up, then he would never say break up.
Facts proved that he was wrong, he was far from being as generous as he thought, he was jealous, jealous that Lin Qian could be with him in an open and aboveboard manner, and jealous that Lin Qian was worthy of him.
Han Han's personality became more and more bad, and he got angry easily. He lost his temper in the company, and his subordinates had to endure it. He lost his temper when he returned home. What he faced was Han Shengming's departure many times.Facing the facts, he chose to escape.
Just like this time, it was a small thing, magnified by bad emotions.
"Han Han, don't make trouble for no reason." Han Shengming reprimanded loudly.
Han Han half leaned on the sofa, typing on the computer.
When Han Shengming came back from the outside, he saw the leftover unfinished takeaway on the table. He was in a bad mood at this moment. Why should he do the housework? He didn’t even throw away the takeaway by himself. There will be such thoughts.Pushing open the door of the room, dirty clothes were piled up in a mess on the bed, the clothes that must have been changed after coming back were thrown on the bed.
Han Shengming couldn't help ridiculing a few words. At such a time, Han Han would usually say a few soft words to deal with it.
Han Shengming also knew that when Han Han was busy with work, he would put things in disorder. He didn't intend to blame him, but he was just used to say a few words.
The thorn in Han Han's heart suddenly exploded, and he said, "It's none of your business."
Han Shengming had been irritated by Han Han's words recently, and this time he was provoked by Han Han, so the cruel words came out like this.
Han Han didn't want to be noisy at first, but he couldn't control his emotions. It has been many years since his emotions got out of control, but recently his emotions have become worse and worse.
"Han Shengming, I think you're used to training students. I'm not your student, so you're not qualified to make irresponsible remarks here. If you don't like it, don't read it. It's not the first time I've done this." Han Han snapped He closed the computer with a bang and looked up at him.
Standing in front of him, Han Han opened his mouth angrily, wanting to say something.
"I……"
"Don't bother me." Han Han got up and entered the room.
Han Shengming slammed the door and left.
That day, Han Shengming didn't return, and he didn't return all night.
Han Han sat in the living room and waited all night, the temperature in April was not very high, Han Han let the coolness in his body, Han Shengming still did not come back.
Picked up the phone several times, and finally put it down.
Han Shengming was correcting the test paper, and a student put the homework in front of him neatly.
"Mr. Han, the homework is all done."
"Okay, hard work!"
Students leave.
The phone rang, and it was Han Han who called, answer it.
Before he could speak in the future, Han Han's voice rang on the phone.
"Your parents are here, I don't know how to cook, you come back."
"I will now..."
"Your mother asked you to bring your girlfriend back to discuss your marriage."
For a moment, there was a disconnection sound from the phone.
Han Shengming's first reaction was did he know?Returning home in a hurry, I found that my parents asked Han Han various questions as if they were investigating the household registration.
"What does Han Han do?"
"He is the deputy editor-in-chief of a publishing house." Han Shengming spoke quickly and answered questions for Han Han.While making dinner, while observing Han Han's facial expression, his face was black all the time.
"Do you have a girlfriend? I heard from Sheng Ming that you have a local registered permanent residence."
"He's busy with work and doesn't have a girlfriend yet." Han Shengming replied timidly.
Suddenly Han Han turned off the TV, got up and went back to the room to get a coat.
"I have something to do. I'll go out for a while. You guys eat first." The door slammed.
It's over, Han Han knows, the matter has finally come to this point, Han Shengming thought.
The father complained to the mother in a low voice: "Eat your grapes, so many words."
Mother Han walked over awkwardly: "Is it because of us...he is upset. We only know this place, other..."
Han's father touched Han's mother with his elbow: "Stop talking..."
Han Shengming paused: "It's okay, that's just how he is."
On the street, Han Han walked past the place where the two of them walked, and went to the fast food restaurant and library that they often went to. In fact, there was no place that the two of them often went to together.Walking alone on the street, looking at the intersection, hundreds of vehicles driving to different places, at a loss.
He didn't want to point it out, he just thought that there was still a chance to be together. Now, with his face torn and the facts in front of him, what should he do?Don't want to go home, but find that I have nowhere to go.
When I got home from the outside, it was already two o'clock in the morning, the lights were not turned on in the room, it was pitch dark, I should have slept.Turning on the light, he found Han Shengming sitting on the sofa waiting for him.
"You're back."
Han Han didn't answer, he gave Han Shengming a cold look, and turned to go back to the bedroom.He doesn't know what to do now, and has a bad temper.
Han Shengming came over in three steps and two steps, and stopped in front of him.
"Han Han, listen to me, listen to me, I was lying to them..."
"Are you still lying to me?" A subconscious sentence completely tore his face, and Han Shengming looked straight at him.
Han Han realized that he shouldn't have said this, and wanted to say something to relieve his anger.
"Where do your parents live?"
"A nearby hotel."
"That's good!" Han Han turned and went back to the room, Han Shengming also came in, pushed the door in with a glass of water, and walked in front of him.
"Take the medicine first."
"You... when did you start?"
Han Shengming faltered and refused to answer. In fact, Han Han knew everything about the two of them.
"We are not what you think?" Han Shengming answered with his head down.
Han Han suddenly wanted to vomit and felt nauseated. It turns out that everyone is like this.
"You did it?" Han Han said bluntly, fixed his eyes on Han Shengming, paying attention to his every move.
"She's pregnant." Han Shengming avoided Han Han's sight and didn't look at him.
That night, after quarreling with Han Han, there was no place to go, nothing to find, and Lin Qian was invited out for a drink, and then things happened naturally.
"I'm pregnant." Han Han smiled bitterly, this world is really disgusting. "Do you remember what you told me before? You said that I will never leave you and we will always be together."
"We can't be together forever, without marriage, without children, and even if we could, they, we were so naive at first."
"do you like her?"
"She... is fine." There was no positive answer, but he didn't know it, he liked the feeling of being with her, the kind of open and honest relationship, he thought.
"When are you going to get married?"
"Han Han, don't do this."
"Which one?" Han Han looked straight at Han Shengming, with anger gushing out of his eyes.
"What do you want me to do? Really live with a man for the rest of my life? No children, no... can't introduce to friends and colleagues, can't take home, is this what you want? Han Han, don't be stupid, you will also want to Marry and have children."
"That's you, not me."
"It's your ideal life." Han Shengming stood up excitedly.
"You never thought about our future." Han Han looked at him and shook his head.
After a short silence, Han Shengming spoke.
"I used to think that two people work hard to make money to buy a house, just me and you, and if we go on like this forever, we will adopt a few children when we get old. But we can't be naive, we can't live for ourselves, we still have relatives ,friend……"
"I want to ask, if I haven't found out and your parents didn't come, when are you going to tell me? The day before the wedding? Is it fair for you to do this to me? Han Shengming, you are a bastard and a coward, you just opened your mouth No courage."
Han Han angrily threw the pillow at Han Shengming.
Han Shengming didn't hide, he was still hit by the pillow on the face, and said, "I just... don't want to hurt you."
☆、Chapter 15
One morning three days later.
The weather is fine, with a cool autumn breeze.
The staff was cleaning Han Shengming's bedroom. A large number of college entrance examination books and test papers were packed into dusty boxes. Someone was carrying desks and wardrobes...
Han Han sat on the sofa and watched TV leisurely, switching channels back and forth from time to time, the anxiety and sadness in his heart had reached the point of collapse.
Two staff members carried the wardrobe out of the bedroom, it was heavy and unstable and had to be lowered.One of the fat people turned his head and said to Han Han who was watching TV.
"Hey buddy, help me?"
Han Han heard it, but he pretended not to hear it and continued watching TV.
Fatty was afraid that he might not hear, so he raised his voice, "Brother, help me."
Han Han deliberately turned up the volume of the TV, and the fat man's voice was blurred and he couldn't hear it clearly.
The fat man realized that he heard it, and his face changed, as if seeing the nausea of a dead cockroach.
Han Shengming heard the fat man's words, saw Han Han's movements, said nothing, and helped carry the cabinet to the elevator door.
There are not many things, and they will be moved soon.
In the end, Han Shengming's bedroom was empty, and the staff left.
Only Han Shengming and Han Han were left in the living room.
Han Shengming came out of the bedroom dragging a suitcase, stood beside the sofa without moving, looked at Han Han, as if expecting him to say something.
Han Han turned his head and looked at him, suddenly wanted to keep him, wanted to show weakness, wanted to beg him not to leave, but he opened his mouth and couldn't say anything.
He was the one who said to separate, he was the one who said not to be friends, he was just a stranger in this life, he was the one who drove him out.
After a while, Han Shengming spoke.
"I am leaving."
"Have you packed your things?"
"En!" Han Shengming nodded in response.
"That's good!"
Another moment of silence.
Han Han suddenly turned off the TV, got up and looked at him. "Let's go, don't keep the moving company waiting."
A generous move, without the slightest nostalgia.Han Shengming was instantly chilled, and pushed the suitcase out the door.
Han Han delivered it to the door in person, Han Shengming wanted to say something, but Han Han slammed the door shut.
Facing the door in front of him, Han Shengming's eyes were red.
Han Han seemed to have no strength, and slid down the door, tears rolling down, crying silently.
Not a single goodbye was said.
He was really a stranger in this life, Han Shengming stood at the door and couldn't get out no matter what step he took.Once you leave, there is really nothing you can do.
Han Shengming sniffed.
At this point, no one can complain. He was the one who was sorry for Han Han, and he was the one who betrayed him first.I also thought that if there was no parents' arrival and no mother's showdown, I might let Lin Qian kill the child, but Lin Qian told the parents, so Han Han knew, and things turned into the current situation.
Han Shengming gritted his teeth, took a deep breath, lifted his foot and took this step, walking farther and farther, out of Han Han's world.
Many years later, Han Shengming still couldn't figure out why he gave up their eight-year relationship like this.Lin Qian said she was pregnant and her parents said to get married, Han Han said to go.Then he really left.
The world will change without anyone. After Han Shengming left Han Han, he found a rental house. Without Han Han, he was less busy, and with Lin Qian, his life was very leisurely.
You don’t need to take care of Han Han anymore, you don’t need to worry about what he eats, how to get a balanced nutrition, and you don’t need to try to make him happy, but you will think of him at midnight, thinking about how he is doing, and thinking about what he is doing.
Lin Qian is different. She can cook and do housework. She will come to live for two days every weekend, and all the housework in the rental house is covered.
One doesn’t seem to have to worry about food. There are steamed stuffed buns downstairs for breakfast, school for lunch, a cup of instant noodles for dinner or pasta downstairs.
When Lin Qian was not working overtime, the two would make appointments, have a meal, and then go to the cinema to watch a movie.
The days went on like this, but Han Shengming lost interest in these things, and he paid more attention to work. He went to work early and tried to work overtime at night, giving students questions and making up lessons, because he was alone. When I was sleeping, Han Han's shadow lingered in my mind.
In October, Lin Qian's belly protruded, and her marriage was imminent.
Han Shengming couldn't resist anymore and agreed to the marriage.
Both parents determine the date of marriage.
Lin Qian was an only daughter, and her parents used most of their savings to pay Han Shengming the down payment.
I bought a three-bedroom house in this city, and the two names were written on the real estate certificate.The two will jointly repay the mortgage in the future.
The child will be born soon, and the happy days will come.
Under the introduction of others, the younger sister also confirmed the wedding date for next year.
Everyone is very happy, but Han Shengming is not happy.
It was supposed to be an ordinary blind date, but when we meet and say that we are not satisfied, the blind date is over.
It's just that this "good!" changed the trajectory of his life.
He went, and later, later, it was different, everything was different, he lost Han Han, lost him forever.In the countless nights that followed, thinking about him made my heart ache, I couldn't sleep because of thinking about him, and I was tormented by daily life.
The agreed place is a coffee shop.
It was an afternoon and the weather was bright and sunny.
Han Shengming took an afternoon off and went to the agreed coffee shop. There was a wind chime hanging at the door. When he pushed it away, the wind chime jingled, a very pleasant sound. The furnishings in the house were simple and chic.
Han Shengming ordered a cup of Americano coffee. Two hours passed, and the other party still didn't come, so he understood that the other party was also being persecuted.
When he got up to leave, a gentle and pleasant young woman sat down opposite.Carrying a flaxen bag, he sat down and stuffed the book in his hand into the bag.
"You are Han Shengming, right? I'm Lin Qian. I'm sorry, the company worked overtime temporarily and made you wait so long." The woman said with an apologetic smile.
Han Shengming glanced at the book in the woman's hand, and it looked familiar.
"What would you like to drink?" Han Shengming asked.
"latté."
Han Shengming waved, and the waiter came over and ordered an Americano and a latte.
After a while, the waiter came over with two cups of coffee.
I remembered that the cover of the book that I helped Han Han return on the way here was very similar.
"I haven't waited for a long time. What do you do?" Han Shengming asked with a smile.
"I am the editor of "Spark" magazine. When I came here just now, the editor-in-chief asked me to edit an article, so it was delayed." Lin Qian explained with a smile. "I heard from my aunt that you teach mathematics, and you study mathematics and applied mathematics? I am the editor of the magazine, and I am from the Chinese department. The two of us really complement each other."
"Really?" Han Shengming took a sip of coffee and put it down. "You came here from the library, right?"
Lin Qian was taken aback, the excuse she had thought up on the way here was seen through like this?
"You... saw me there?"
Using the excuse of a blind date, she took a day off and read books in the library for a day. If her parents hadn't called and urged her, she wouldn't have come.Before leaving, I saw this book in the box next to the returned book, which I hadn't had time to put back. It had a beautiful cover, and it was Hirokazu Kore-eda's "Next Stop, The Day Is Over", so I borrowed it.Saw it all the way on the bus.
"Chongshan Library!" Han Shengming said.
"Did you see me there?" Lin Qian asked suspiciously.
"I don't see it, but I returned the book you're holding when I came here, and I accidentally got some... coffee on it." Han Shengming hesitated.
Lin Qian suddenly realized, her face changed, "I'm still thinking about that immoral person who messed up the book cover..." Looking up, she saw the unattractive expression on the other side, and swallowed the following words back.Realizing that he said something wrong, he smiled awkwardly but politely.
"I'm sorry, I was so fascinated by the book that I forgot the time, and I solemnly say sorry. But, did you write the things in the book? It's really insightful, and I have the same concept as me."
Han Shengming slapped his head and forgot about it.Han Han likes to read books, and also likes to take notes. He writes some of his own opinions on a piece of paper, and forgets to take it out when returning it. Fortunately, otherwise, he will be bullied again when he goes back.
"It's a friend who likes to read very much. I returned it on behalf of him. It may have been written by him. Give it to me." Han Shengming asked for it.
"I thought it was written by you." Lin Qian was reluctant to hand over the few pages in the book, and hesitated to find an excuse, "You can invite him out to introduce him and make friends.
"If you have time."
Han Shengming reached out to ask for it.
Lin Qian unhappily opened the bag, and handed the few pages in the book to Han Shengming.
Han Shengming took out a paper towel to wipe his hands, and after wiping off the coffee that got on it accidentally, he took it and put it in his schoolbag, which contained the students' homework and put it inside.
Lin Qian also likes to read books.She majored in Chinese language and literature as an undergraduate. After graduation, she joined a magazine as an editor.Because of work, I need to get in touch with a lot of books, so I developed the habit of reading books after that.
"You were also forced to come here by your parents." Han Shengming asked straight to the point.
Lin Qian choked on Han Shengming while drinking coffee, and coughed violently.
"What did you say?" Lin Qian kept coughing.
"Since we are both forced by our parents, we can be an excuse for each other."
"What do you mean?" Lin Qian looked at him with interest.
"Let's have a fake relationship, get rid of the persecution of our parents, or even a fake marriage, without interfering in each other's lives, how about it?" Han Shengming thought for a long time, and only this method can solve the current predicament.The method of reassuring parents and being able to continue living with Han Han, I don’t know what the other party thinks before coming here.
Now, he was a little sure that the other party would agree to the proposal.
"How do you know that I'm not interested in you now? I didn't want to come because I didn't expect the person I was dating to be so handsome." Lin Qian said with a smile.
Han Shengming turned cold for a moment.
Lin Qian looked at him and didn't speak.
a long time.
Han Shengming was about to get up and leave, but Lin Qian spoke.
"Don't worry, I'm more interested in that friend of yours now."
Han Shengming's face turned darker when he heard this, and he was really tired of working if he dared to play Han Han's idea.
"He has someone he likes." Han Shengming said displeased.
"married?"
Han Shengming hesitated for a while, "No."
"That's all right. He's not married, so I'm still married. But, is your friend handsome? What books does he usually like to read?"
Han Shengming felt depressed.
However, Lin Qian still agreed to Han Shengming's proposal, and now she agrees to pretend to be a boyfriend and girlfriend.
In the evening, Han Han came back early, and as soon as he entered the door, he heard Han Shengming's incomplete singing from the kitchen.
After changing his shoes, he walked to the door of the kitchen and leaned against the door to watch Han Shengming cooking.
Han Shengming was busy in his home clothes and apron, and seemed very happy, with a smile on his lips all the time.
Han Shengming never noticed that there was someone behind him.
"What good thing happened to make you so happy." Han Han leaned against the door and asked with a smile.
"You're back." Han Shengming turned around, and when he saw Han Han's bright smile, he couldn't help but sigh.Immediately, I felt that the spring was bright and beautiful, just like the April day in the world.
"The soup is ready, do you want to drink the soup first?"
"Is there anything I can help with?" Han Han loosened his tie, tore it off, took off his suit and threw it on the sofa, wearing only a white shirt.
Han Shengming was dumbfounded by the series of handsome moves.No matter how many times I watch it, my heart still skips a beat because of this action.
The dishes are all mushy, so hurry up and serve them up.
"Does this vegetable need to be cut?" Han Han pointed to the cutting board and said.
"Okay, I can't concentrate anymore when you're here." Han Shengming pushed Han Han to the door.
"You are really happy today, did you win the lottery?"
"No, I'm glad to see you."
Han Han stood at the door and refused to leave, and said coquettishly, "I really want to help, I finally came back early."
"Really?"
Han Han nodded.
"Then I can't help it." Han Shengming turned around and turned off the soup and the gas, and covered the finished dishes with a big basket.
Seeing this, Han Han was about to run away, but when it was too late, Han Shengming grabbed his arm, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him horizontally.The advantage of being thin is that you don't feel tired when you hold it.
"What are you going to do?" Han Han exclaimed.
Han Shengming carried Han Han into the house.
☆、Chapter 12
After Han Shengming had this "girlfriend", his parents never called him to ask him to go on a blind date.He only occasionally asked about the progress of the two of them, when they would take them home to see, and when they would get married, and Han Shengming's answer every time was to see when he was free.
After Han Shengming introduced Lin Qian, his "girlfriend", to his colleagues, they didn't introduce anyone to him. The female teachers in the same office also knew that they had no chance, so they stopped looking at Han Shengming. .
After getting along for a period of time, Han Shengming found that Lin Qian and Han Han were similar in some respects.For example, the same stubbornness, likes to go to the library to read books, take notes while reading, and is also a workaholic.Sometimes in a trance, Lin Qian seems to be a replica of Han Han.
The relationship between Han Shengming and Han Han is also the same as before. No, it is more harmonious than before. They are not as repulsive to eating out or watching movies together as before, and they don’t feel irritable. The whole person is happy, isn’t it? few.
Living with Han Han for eight years, eight years of living in the kitchen, eight years of ordinary life, eight years of hiding, made him urgently want to find an exit, and then Lin Qian's words moved his heart.
That day, Lin Qian took him to attend a cousin's wedding. In the neighboring province, it was already late at night when the two came back that night.
The cars on the road are very good, only a few here and there.
Lin Qian drank a little too much, fell asleep in the back seat all the time, and woke up clamoring for a walk.
Han Shengming stopped the car on the side of the road and followed Lin Qian.
Lin Qian opened her arms and walked along a balance line in front, her face was red like two apples.
The two walked for a long time.
Lin Qian didn't speak, and Han Shengming didn't speak behind.
"Han Shengming!"
"Ok?"
Lin Qian stopped suddenly, turned her head and looked at Han Shengming seriously.
Han Shengming's hair was stared at by her.
"Han Shengming, what do you think of me?"
"He is very nice, gentle and considerate, and he is also good-looking." Before meeting Han Han, the girl he liked was Lin Qian, who was knowledgeable, knowledgeable, and generous in dealing with others.
"After getting along for the past few months, really, I want to develop into a real boyfriend and girlfriend with you. Let's...be together." Lin Qian said seriously.
Han Shengming was a little moved by these words.Even after knowing Lin Qian's intentions, she still didn't completely sever this relationship and let it develop naturally.One day in the future, this relationship suddenly expanded.
"You're drunk, I'll take you back." Han Shengming took Lin Qian's arm and walked back.
"I'm not drunk." Lin Qian grabbed Han Shengming's hand.
Lin Qian's hands are very soft and can completely wrap her hands, which is different from Han Han's sharp-boned hands.
It was already one o'clock in the morning when Han Shengming sent Lin Qian home. He had been here a few times before, and he still remembered the house number for minor things like unblocking the sewer and changing light bulbs.
When the wind blew just now, Lin Qian woke up a lot from the wine. She didn't drink much at all, but she just confessed her love because she was drunk, and the other party didn't seem to refuse.In the days to come, Lin Qian officially started her pursuit of Han Shengming.
Lin Qian got out of the car and went upstairs with confident steps.
Han Shengming drove away.
Back at the apartment, turn on the light in the living room, enter the room, turn around and find Han Han lying on the sofa in a gray nightgown.
Han Han sleeps lightly and wakes up at the slightest sound. Seeing Han Shengming come back, he sits up and rubs his sleepy eyes.
"Why are you sleeping here?" Han Shengming said distressedly, "Didn't I tell you not to wait for me?" He stepped forward and held Han Han's hand.
"Who's waiting for you? I fell asleep watching TV."
Han Shengming was startled, "Why are your hands and feet so cold?" Looking down, Han Han was sleeping in the living room without a cover. Although it was April, the weather was not hot enough to sleep without a quilt, and he was angry. , shouted angrily, "Are you stupid? You don't know how to cover yourself with a quilt when you sleep." He hurriedly took off his coat and put it on Han Han.
"Shout one more time, try again." Han Han said loudly.
"Aren't I worried about you? If you don't answer the phone, if you It's so late, can I go back to bed, ah? If you don't appreciate it, just don't come back once you come back. " Han Han got up as he spoke, slipped on his slippers and went back to his room.
After a while, he opened the door and came out again, and sat down on the sofa.
"But this cousin of yours is too difficult to deal with. You can rely on yourself to get married. If you keep you so late, don't forget about this cousin."
"That's my cousin." Han Shengming said angrily.
"What cousin, let you go to the wedding. Either I will keep you for one night, or I will let you come back early. It's so late now, what's going on. Really, it's so annoying, I will help you Picking such an expensive gift makes me feel bad."
"Don't think about it, go take a shower first, don't catch a cold tomorrow." Han Shengming pushed Han Han back to the room.
The next morning, because it was the weekend, Han Han didn't get up until nine o'clock. When he woke up, the people next to him were already empty, and Han Shengming had already woken up.
From time to time, there was a sound of ping-pong-pong in the hall. It must be cleaning something again. It is really clean.The corners of Han Han's mouth raised unconsciously.
The door rang, Han Han closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, someone came in, the smell of rice porridge wafted, and his stomach rumbled.
"Still asleep, I saw it all." Han Shengming's voice was getting closer and closer.
"I was woken up by you." Opening his eyes, Han Shengming sat by the bed, and on the bedside table was a tray containing a bowl of rice porridge and two dishes of side dishes, pickles and fried meat.
"smell good!"
"If you don't hurry up and have breakfast, you will have to take medicine again if you have a stomachache."
Han Han sat up and changed into the gray-blue pajamas beside him.
"Where's the striped pajamas I was wearing yesterday?"
"It was dirty yesterday and I washed it."
Han Han blushed immediately, jumped out of bed and went into the bathroom.
After a while, Han Han finished washing and came out of the bathroom.
"Are you going out?" Han Han asked.
The pajamas Han Shengming was wearing had already been changed, and he changed into new clothes.
Han Shengming nodded. "My friend invited me to play golf. I won't accompany you today. I've already prepared the meals and put them in the refrigerator. Remember to heat them up at noon. I'll cook them for you when I come back at night."
Before Han Han could react, Han Shengming had already left.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, I took a sip of the porridge, and it tasted so-so, not as good as before, and it didn't smell as good as it did before.
☆、Chapter 13
Han Shengming likes going to the movies with Lin Qian, walking down the street holding hands, having candlelight dinners for the two of them, and doing things like couples with Lin Qian... that's how the illusion came about, thinking that he loves fucked her.After Han Han left, I realized that I just regarded Lin Qian as Han Han, and did Lin Qian what I couldn't do with Han Han.
While enjoying Lin Qian's tenderness and consideration, Han Shengming lived with Han Han at the same time. In such days, the anxiety and uneasiness before were gone.Having a girlfriend makes him feel that he is a normal person, and he will not see that strange feeling in the eyes of others, and will not be regarded as a monster by others.Being with Han Han will make him feel that he is abnormal. He wants to cut off this feeling, but finds that he has no way to get out. Until this feeling is pinned on Lin Qian, when Han Han says to leave, he will So easy to choose to leave.
☆、Chapter 14
Han Han was lying on the bed and fell asleep. Han Shengming gently opened the door and came in. He took a look at Han Han and found that he was not awake. He took off his coat and went into the bathroom.
Suddenly, Han Han opened his eyes and kept the same posture listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom.
Where did you start to discover it, the faintly scented perfume on your body?Got long hair left on your shirt?When you come back from get off work, you don't find that the person who should be busy is missing, and you always come home late?Always talk on the phone behind your back?I can't tell, it's too obvious.
Han Han once followed Han Shengming, and saw him walking hand in hand with a woman in a bookstore, dating... many times.The smile on Han Shengming's face was something he had never seen before. When he was outside with him, Han Shengming was always in fear, afraid that others would see it.
Later, Han Han asked someone to investigate the woman. She was an editor of a magazine and her family background was not bad.Once the woman brought a photographer to interview him, but he didn't accept interviews. Many magazines wanted to interview him, but he refused. He just heard the name, Lin Qian, and the woman's name was Lin Qian agreed to Lin Qian's interview.The article is well written, and his personality is also very good. In this interview, he has a bad personality and picks and chooses, but Lin Qian handled it calmly.
That woman should be a good wife, good wife and mother, husband and son, if he doesn't like Han Shengming, he should like a woman like Lin Qian, Han Han thought.
For Han Shengming, he didn't say anything, didn't accuse, just waited, waiting for him to come back, as long as he didn't say break up, then he would never say break up.
Facts proved that he was wrong, he was far from being as generous as he thought, he was jealous, jealous that Lin Qian could be with him in an open and aboveboard manner, and jealous that Lin Qian was worthy of him.
Han Han's personality became more and more bad, and he got angry easily. He lost his temper in the company, and his subordinates had to endure it. He lost his temper when he returned home. What he faced was Han Shengming's departure many times.Facing the facts, he chose to escape.
Just like this time, it was a small thing, magnified by bad emotions.
"Han Han, don't make trouble for no reason." Han Shengming reprimanded loudly.
Han Han half leaned on the sofa, typing on the computer.
When Han Shengming came back from the outside, he saw the leftover unfinished takeaway on the table. He was in a bad mood at this moment. Why should he do the housework? He didn’t even throw away the takeaway by himself. There will be such thoughts.Pushing open the door of the room, dirty clothes were piled up in a mess on the bed, the clothes that must have been changed after coming back were thrown on the bed.
Han Shengming couldn't help ridiculing a few words. At such a time, Han Han would usually say a few soft words to deal with it.
Han Shengming also knew that when Han Han was busy with work, he would put things in disorder. He didn't intend to blame him, but he was just used to say a few words.
The thorn in Han Han's heart suddenly exploded, and he said, "It's none of your business."
Han Shengming had been irritated by Han Han's words recently, and this time he was provoked by Han Han, so the cruel words came out like this.
Han Han didn't want to be noisy at first, but he couldn't control his emotions. It has been many years since his emotions got out of control, but recently his emotions have become worse and worse.
"Han Shengming, I think you're used to training students. I'm not your student, so you're not qualified to make irresponsible remarks here. If you don't like it, don't read it. It's not the first time I've done this." Han Han snapped He closed the computer with a bang and looked up at him.
Standing in front of him, Han Han opened his mouth angrily, wanting to say something.
"I……"
"Don't bother me." Han Han got up and entered the room.
Han Shengming slammed the door and left.
That day, Han Shengming didn't return, and he didn't return all night.
Han Han sat in the living room and waited all night, the temperature in April was not very high, Han Han let the coolness in his body, Han Shengming still did not come back.
Picked up the phone several times, and finally put it down.
Han Shengming was correcting the test paper, and a student put the homework in front of him neatly.
"Mr. Han, the homework is all done."
"Okay, hard work!"
Students leave.
The phone rang, and it was Han Han who called, answer it.
Before he could speak in the future, Han Han's voice rang on the phone.
"Your parents are here, I don't know how to cook, you come back."
"I will now..."
"Your mother asked you to bring your girlfriend back to discuss your marriage."
For a moment, there was a disconnection sound from the phone.
Han Shengming's first reaction was did he know?Returning home in a hurry, I found that my parents asked Han Han various questions as if they were investigating the household registration.
"What does Han Han do?"
"He is the deputy editor-in-chief of a publishing house." Han Shengming spoke quickly and answered questions for Han Han.While making dinner, while observing Han Han's facial expression, his face was black all the time.
"Do you have a girlfriend? I heard from Sheng Ming that you have a local registered permanent residence."
"He's busy with work and doesn't have a girlfriend yet." Han Shengming replied timidly.
Suddenly Han Han turned off the TV, got up and went back to the room to get a coat.
"I have something to do. I'll go out for a while. You guys eat first." The door slammed.
It's over, Han Han knows, the matter has finally come to this point, Han Shengming thought.
The father complained to the mother in a low voice: "Eat your grapes, so many words."
Mother Han walked over awkwardly: "Is it because of us...he is upset. We only know this place, other..."
Han's father touched Han's mother with his elbow: "Stop talking..."
Han Shengming paused: "It's okay, that's just how he is."
On the street, Han Han walked past the place where the two of them walked, and went to the fast food restaurant and library that they often went to. In fact, there was no place that the two of them often went to together.Walking alone on the street, looking at the intersection, hundreds of vehicles driving to different places, at a loss.
He didn't want to point it out, he just thought that there was still a chance to be together. Now, with his face torn and the facts in front of him, what should he do?Don't want to go home, but find that I have nowhere to go.
When I got home from the outside, it was already two o'clock in the morning, the lights were not turned on in the room, it was pitch dark, I should have slept.Turning on the light, he found Han Shengming sitting on the sofa waiting for him.
"You're back."
Han Han didn't answer, he gave Han Shengming a cold look, and turned to go back to the bedroom.He doesn't know what to do now, and has a bad temper.
Han Shengming came over in three steps and two steps, and stopped in front of him.
"Han Han, listen to me, listen to me, I was lying to them..."
"Are you still lying to me?" A subconscious sentence completely tore his face, and Han Shengming looked straight at him.
Han Han realized that he shouldn't have said this, and wanted to say something to relieve his anger.
"Where do your parents live?"
"A nearby hotel."
"That's good!" Han Han turned and went back to the room, Han Shengming also came in, pushed the door in with a glass of water, and walked in front of him.
"Take the medicine first."
"You... when did you start?"
Han Shengming faltered and refused to answer. In fact, Han Han knew everything about the two of them.
"We are not what you think?" Han Shengming answered with his head down.
Han Han suddenly wanted to vomit and felt nauseated. It turns out that everyone is like this.
"You did it?" Han Han said bluntly, fixed his eyes on Han Shengming, paying attention to his every move.
"She's pregnant." Han Shengming avoided Han Han's sight and didn't look at him.
That night, after quarreling with Han Han, there was no place to go, nothing to find, and Lin Qian was invited out for a drink, and then things happened naturally.
"I'm pregnant." Han Han smiled bitterly, this world is really disgusting. "Do you remember what you told me before? You said that I will never leave you and we will always be together."
"We can't be together forever, without marriage, without children, and even if we could, they, we were so naive at first."
"do you like her?"
"She... is fine." There was no positive answer, but he didn't know it, he liked the feeling of being with her, the kind of open and honest relationship, he thought.
"When are you going to get married?"
"Han Han, don't do this."
"Which one?" Han Han looked straight at Han Shengming, with anger gushing out of his eyes.
"What do you want me to do? Really live with a man for the rest of my life? No children, no... can't introduce to friends and colleagues, can't take home, is this what you want? Han Han, don't be stupid, you will also want to Marry and have children."
"That's you, not me."
"It's your ideal life." Han Shengming stood up excitedly.
"You never thought about our future." Han Han looked at him and shook his head.
After a short silence, Han Shengming spoke.
"I used to think that two people work hard to make money to buy a house, just me and you, and if we go on like this forever, we will adopt a few children when we get old. But we can't be naive, we can't live for ourselves, we still have relatives ,friend……"
"I want to ask, if I haven't found out and your parents didn't come, when are you going to tell me? The day before the wedding? Is it fair for you to do this to me? Han Shengming, you are a bastard and a coward, you just opened your mouth No courage."
Han Han angrily threw the pillow at Han Shengming.
Han Shengming didn't hide, he was still hit by the pillow on the face, and said, "I just... don't want to hurt you."
☆、Chapter 15
One morning three days later.
The weather is fine, with a cool autumn breeze.
The staff was cleaning Han Shengming's bedroom. A large number of college entrance examination books and test papers were packed into dusty boxes. Someone was carrying desks and wardrobes...
Han Han sat on the sofa and watched TV leisurely, switching channels back and forth from time to time, the anxiety and sadness in his heart had reached the point of collapse.
Two staff members carried the wardrobe out of the bedroom, it was heavy and unstable and had to be lowered.One of the fat people turned his head and said to Han Han who was watching TV.
"Hey buddy, help me?"
Han Han heard it, but he pretended not to hear it and continued watching TV.
Fatty was afraid that he might not hear, so he raised his voice, "Brother, help me."
Han Han deliberately turned up the volume of the TV, and the fat man's voice was blurred and he couldn't hear it clearly.
The fat man realized that he heard it, and his face changed, as if seeing the nausea of a dead cockroach.
Han Shengming heard the fat man's words, saw Han Han's movements, said nothing, and helped carry the cabinet to the elevator door.
There are not many things, and they will be moved soon.
In the end, Han Shengming's bedroom was empty, and the staff left.
Only Han Shengming and Han Han were left in the living room.
Han Shengming came out of the bedroom dragging a suitcase, stood beside the sofa without moving, looked at Han Han, as if expecting him to say something.
Han Han turned his head and looked at him, suddenly wanted to keep him, wanted to show weakness, wanted to beg him not to leave, but he opened his mouth and couldn't say anything.
He was the one who said to separate, he was the one who said not to be friends, he was just a stranger in this life, he was the one who drove him out.
After a while, Han Shengming spoke.
"I am leaving."
"Have you packed your things?"
"En!" Han Shengming nodded in response.
"That's good!"
Another moment of silence.
Han Han suddenly turned off the TV, got up and looked at him. "Let's go, don't keep the moving company waiting."
A generous move, without the slightest nostalgia.Han Shengming was instantly chilled, and pushed the suitcase out the door.
Han Han delivered it to the door in person, Han Shengming wanted to say something, but Han Han slammed the door shut.
Facing the door in front of him, Han Shengming's eyes were red.
Han Han seemed to have no strength, and slid down the door, tears rolling down, crying silently.
Not a single goodbye was said.
He was really a stranger in this life, Han Shengming stood at the door and couldn't get out no matter what step he took.Once you leave, there is really nothing you can do.
Han Shengming sniffed.
At this point, no one can complain. He was the one who was sorry for Han Han, and he was the one who betrayed him first.I also thought that if there was no parents' arrival and no mother's showdown, I might let Lin Qian kill the child, but Lin Qian told the parents, so Han Han knew, and things turned into the current situation.
Han Shengming gritted his teeth, took a deep breath, lifted his foot and took this step, walking farther and farther, out of Han Han's world.
Many years later, Han Shengming still couldn't figure out why he gave up their eight-year relationship like this.Lin Qian said she was pregnant and her parents said to get married, Han Han said to go.Then he really left.
The world will change without anyone. After Han Shengming left Han Han, he found a rental house. Without Han Han, he was less busy, and with Lin Qian, his life was very leisurely.
You don’t need to take care of Han Han anymore, you don’t need to worry about what he eats, how to get a balanced nutrition, and you don’t need to try to make him happy, but you will think of him at midnight, thinking about how he is doing, and thinking about what he is doing.
Lin Qian is different. She can cook and do housework. She will come to live for two days every weekend, and all the housework in the rental house is covered.
One doesn’t seem to have to worry about food. There are steamed stuffed buns downstairs for breakfast, school for lunch, a cup of instant noodles for dinner or pasta downstairs.
When Lin Qian was not working overtime, the two would make appointments, have a meal, and then go to the cinema to watch a movie.
The days went on like this, but Han Shengming lost interest in these things, and he paid more attention to work. He went to work early and tried to work overtime at night, giving students questions and making up lessons, because he was alone. When I was sleeping, Han Han's shadow lingered in my mind.
In October, Lin Qian's belly protruded, and her marriage was imminent.
Han Shengming couldn't resist anymore and agreed to the marriage.
Both parents determine the date of marriage.
Lin Qian was an only daughter, and her parents used most of their savings to pay Han Shengming the down payment.
I bought a three-bedroom house in this city, and the two names were written on the real estate certificate.The two will jointly repay the mortgage in the future.
The child will be born soon, and the happy days will come.
Under the introduction of others, the younger sister also confirmed the wedding date for next year.
Everyone is very happy, but Han Shengming is not happy.
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