I still have your pendant

Fu Hang only received a call from An Qingya when the magazine was almost finished shooting in the afternoon.

The two discussed it and had an interview. After all, they didn't declare their divorce before, and Fu Hang has never been free, so he didn't even divide the property by the way. Now it's all right, and they are not afraid of being exposed. It is no problem to go directly to the bank to complete the formalities. .

It was almost 6 o'clock when Fu Hang came out of the studio after shooting the magazine, dismissed the makeup artist, and went alone to the coffee shop where he met An Qingya.

The coffee shop is downstairs from the studio, and An Qingya often came to pick him up sometimes.

As soon as Fu Hang walked in, he saw An Qingya sitting in the corner.She is dressed very simply and elegantly today, with a light-colored sweater paired with a white shirt and a pair of denim leggings, looking like a female student who has just entered college.Fu Hang has always felt that An Qingya's clothing has changed a lot, or in other words, she can actually manage any style.

Fu Hang sometimes wondered if there was anything worthy of his love for An Qingya, and later found that there were countless reasons to love her, such as she was gentle, intellectual, dignified and kind.

In fact, An Qingya is indeed suitable to be a qualified wife from a certain point of view, or in other words, she is the kind of woman that every man dreams of. It's just a pity that she is not his yearning.

"Fu Hang, you asked me to bring the divorce certificate back in Yunnan, but you haven't given it to you." An Qingya smiled at him, with a little apology, "I ordered your favorite mocha for you , whole sugar and half milk, right?"

Fu Hang took the divorce certificate, looked at the steaming coffee on the table and felt a little weak, "Qing Ya, I've actually been sorry for you all these years."

An Qingya didn't speak, and said after a while, "It's all over. I was actually quite happy when I married you. I understand that you are busy with work, but sometimes I look at you."

An Qingya paused, "I don't know if it's good to say this, I think you can see everything in my eyes, tenderness, kindness, distress, and self-blame, but there is nothing - nothing. Love. You know, I always know what I want, so I'm sorry."

After hearing this, Fu Hang laughed at himself, his mind was full of those four words "no love" that An Qingya just said.

After a while, Fu Hang seemed to be confessing, and asked, "Have you seen an answer on Zhihu? If you could get something back from your ex, what would you want?" Fu Hang asked. Hang picked up the coffee and took a sip, "The answer with the highest praise is, 'I want to get back all my yearning for love'."

An Qingya didn't speak, just looked at him like that, waiting for him to continue.

"I, Fu Hang, may be an ordinary person. I actually admire you a lot. When you went to Yunnan to find me and asked me if I wanted a divorce, I knew that, in fact, for you, I have always been a person who is not suitable for you. , you have courage and pursuit, but I may not have that kind of strength. I may be like this in this life."

An Qingya smiled at Fu Hang as a comfort.

Because before she knew Fu Hang, she didn't know what Fu Hang had experienced. In her eyes, the man in front of her was once very warm and wanted to be approached.But after getting along for a long time, you will find that no matter how hard you try, how close you are, you can't understand this person's heart, or that person is not willing to hand over his heart at all.

I don't know if it's An Qingya's delusion, but she always feels that Fu Hang is curled up in her own world, living her own life, and surprisingly closed.On the surface, he looks like the glamorous man on the screen, but in private, he is like a man living in the shadows, imprisoned all his life, huddled alone in his corner.

For the rest of the time, Fu Hang didn't say much, and An Qingya didn't ask too much, both of them are understanding people, no matter how much they say, no matter how much they apologize, some things have passed, after all, there are some things to say Even if you say it, it won't help, but may form a knot in your heart.

At the end of this meeting, Fu Hang discussed with An Qingya about the distribution of property and the handling of the public relations draft.An Qingya will send the PR draft directly to Li Qun for processing, so Fu Hang doesn't have to worry about anything.It's just that he didn't expect that until the end, the woman kept asking him whether such a sudden divorce would affect his career.

When Fu Hang heard her question, he smiled noncommittally, "Take care of yourself. If Zheng Ciren is really good, then marry him. I have wronged you these few years. Live well in the future."

An Qingya was taken aback for a moment, and then gave Fu Hang a warm smile, "Yes."

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When Fu Hang informed Li Que to come pick him up, An Qingya had already left, and Fu Hang was sitting in the cafe by himself, scrolling through Weibo boredly.Just finished the interview this morning, and the "warm-up" video in the afternoon has been edited and released.

Most of the professional marketing methods are for attracting people's attention, so Fu Hang didn't take a closer look. If he thought about his answer carefully, he might not be able to tell where there was a wrong answer except for the last question.

Besides, his words were originally used as an excuse to play on the director's team. It's the same, of course, ambiguous hints are actually better, such as what he answered today.

Fu Hangshao in the entertainment industry said that he has been in the past four or five years, and he has seen clearly the hands and feet of the director team, the editing methods, and the behind-the-scenes operations of the investors behind them. After seeing these things too much, he became numb.

And the few relationship questions asked by the host today were just because of the appearance of hot searches, and he wanted to use his hot search topics to bring traffic. Fu Hang has experienced this kind of thing many times.It's just that when I asked about my relationship today, I don't know why my brain suddenly seemed to twitch, and I just wanted to go back for no reason.

Fu Hang laughed a little, feeling that he was living more and more, and he couldn't bear a little bit of upset.

Fu Hang turned to look at the trending search list. Among the top ten rankings, two of them were related to him. It was probably An Qingya who bought the trending searches. Anyway, the trending searches about her and Zheng Ci have gone down. On the other hand, Fu Hang was on the list again because of that "preheating" video, and the title was the phrase #不是Every Heartbeat Has Results#.

Fu Hang looked at the trending search interface, smiling or not, and didn't know what to say for a long time.

Because in the comments below, they all said that Fu Hang was infatuated, or they said that An Qingya didn't know how to flatter her, so Fu Hang didn't have to cheat.

Fu Hang looked at it, thinking whether he should explain something to An Qingya, but he meant what he said, but he didn't say it to An Qingya.What exactly does this mean? Fu Hang knew it in his heart, and An Qingya knew it in his heart. It was troublesome to explain, so he didn't send a message to explain it. Besides, if Zheng Ci really cared about An Qingya's reputation, he probably wouldn't He didn't deal with it, so Fu Hang didn't bother to care about it.

Why not kill someone with a borrowed knife.

After a while, Li Que drove up. After Fu Hang got into the car, the first thing he said was, "Did you read the hot search?"

Fu Hang sat on the co-pilot and fastened his seat belt, so he naturally knew what Li Que was referring to, "During the interview, I felt that the director team was using my enthusiasm to stir up traffic, which annoyed me, so I gave it to him by the way. Go through a hole."

"Are you cheating? It's clearly a gift," Li Que sighed, and turned the car around, "Let me tell you, when the divorce statement comes out, it may not be clear whether you will be scolded or praised. Now you set up a The flag of the idiot, if you get slapped in the face later, have you thought about what to do?"

Fu Hang didn't speak, he glanced at the back seat and noticed something, "Why did you bring the Earl here?"

Li Que ignored him, and continued on his own: "I'm talking about business with you, don't change the subject. This matter is not over yet. Before the divorce statement is released, I can't say anything. And since you divorced for a year, You have also brought An Qingya to some important occasions. You will definitely lose one or two endorsements, and the attitude of the fans is unclear. Once this video comes out, do you want to explain it to An Qingya? What? To avoid misunderstanding."

Fu Hang didn't look at her, but silently patted off the dog's paws stretching over from the back seat of the car, and said lightly, "Over there, Zheng Ci will deal with it for An Qingya's sake, and that hot search will be gone soon. If it is withdrawn, maybe the video from the director team will not be posted by then. It is just a marketing tactic, and it will be on the trending search. An Qingya should also understand what I mean by that sentence, it doesn't matter if I explain it or not. "

Li Que glanced at the stupid dog in the rearview mirror, and sighed. Fu Hang has always been more open and predictable than her in such matters.She has no reason to say anything more.

"The old lady wants you to go back. It's not a problem for Earl to leave a dog in your apartment. I don't have time to walk it recently. You take it to live in this house for a few days. I will tell you about the announcement in these two days." Push it, you relax, I will pick you up for the "Heavenly Questions" press conference two days later, Director Yin made an appointment with you," Li Que may be afraid of Fu Hang's misunderstanding, explained, "The old lady called me phone, I can't help it."

Fu Hang didn't answer, turned his head to look at the stupid husky in the back seat, nodded lightly, and after a while seemed to remember something, he said again: "He Qucheng may return to China in a while."

Li Que didn't speak, and wanted to hear if Fu Hang had something to say, but after a while, no one said anything, and said slowly, "So?"

Fu Hang didn't seem to hear her question, but turned sideways as if he was fishing for something beside the car seat.Li Que looked at him from the corner of his eye, and it took a long time to see that what Fu Hang took out was a somewhat old molar stick, and then he saw Fu Hang casually throwing the thing into the back seat. He rushed towards the molar stick.

Li Que was a little ashamed, so he had to say again, "It's best if you can think clearly, then I won't say anything. If you can't think clearly, then I can't help it. If you fall a few times, you will always remember the pain. "

Fu Hang turned his head to look out of the car window. The street lights at night were a bit dazzling, and all the scenery on the side of the street was receding. The breeze blowing in from the gap in the car window was mixed with the smell of barbecue on the roadside and the voices of people at the roadside stalls. noisy.

The city seems to have always been like this. It has not changed since that person left, regardless of anyone's emotional changes, and also regardless of any ups and downs in the world.

This probably means that happy people are always alike, but unhappy people are unhappy in their own way.

Just when Fu Hang was about to answer something, he heard Li Que say suddenly, "But Fu Hang, sometimes don't fall, it's not worth it."

Fu Hang raised his eyes and glanced at Li Que, and responded softly, "I actually thought about what I would be like without He Qucheng, but after thinking about it, I found that I couldn't think of anything. I live a very casual life, and you You know, when An Qingya wanted to marry me back then, I let it go, and if she wanted to leave me, she left, so life is just like that, it doesn't matter."

Li Que didn't answer him, because in her peripheral vision, Fu Hang's expression revealed a deep indifference, so that she swallowed the "bullshit" that came to her lips again.

Li Que had noticed before that whenever Fu Hang mentioned He Qucheng, there was a deep sadness in his eyes, but now it is different.Going around for so long, Fu Hang felt a bit like he was going around in circles. After going around for so long and then returning to the far point, he was really speechless.

The author has something to say:

Xiaoan: You see there is no love in my eyes.

He Ruoji: That's okay, as long as he sees something in my eyes.

Fu Sensei: Get out.