Violent Aesthetics

"Bang!" The takeaway box was thrown to the ground vigorously, the tin foil cover was knocked open, and the soup inside splashed all over the ground, leaving a mess of water stains.

Zhu Yu was startled by the sudden movement. He glanced nervously at the soup scattered on the ground, tried his best to suppress the panic in his eyes and looked up at Pei Shang who was standing by the bed. He asked in a trembling voice as gently as possible. "Pei Pei, why are you unhappy?"

"Shut up!" Pei Shang yelled loudly like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, "Don't call me that, don't speak to me like that!"

Zhu Yu had never seen Pei Shang yelling so uncontrollably. Thinking of the scene last night, his heart sank a bit, "Is this something wrong with Pei Shang..." Looking up again, his eyes were full of distress, and he opened his eyes. He opened his mouth, but was still unable to speak, and could only desperately try to appease the manic Pei Shang with his eyes.

After roaring loudly, Pei Shang seemed to have vented his anxiety and stopped moving. He just stood there quietly with his head lowered, his eyes staring at the ground in a daze.For a while, standing and sitting were all frozen, and the air fell into dead silence again.

Zhu Yu stroked his lower abdomen repeatedly as if looking for a sense of security. At this time, the pain had calmed down, and his heart was filled with uncontrollable joy for the new life.He has been thinking about how to talk to Pei Shang all day long. Just now when he saw Pei Shang coming back with a takeaway, he was thinking about the child's name, so he smiled so softly subconsciously. Who knows what will happen later? so...

There was a stalemate in the air, Zhu Yu took a few deep breaths, and decided to break the oppressive atmosphere first

"Pei Pei, I might be pregnant."

These words were like a stone thrown into a calm lake, causing ripples. Pei Shang suddenly raised his head and locked his eyes on Zhu Yu, "What did you say?"

I wish Yu Xin the next joy, but luckily she reacted, pregnancy is really the breakthrough point of our relationship, "I have been feeling vaguely uncomfortable in my lower abdomen, we have done it so many times, and it was still marked as a knot in the estrus period before." Yes, the chances of pregnancy are so high, and I don’t have a good appetite recently, maybe I’m pregnant.”

He carefully looked at Pei Shang's face and finished speaking, and seeing that Pei Shang was not obviously unhappy, he immediately continued expectantly, "We are going to have our own child, Pei Pei. There will be a child around By our side, he may be as gentle as you or as lively and out of tune as me. It’s good to be like you, and he needs to be well educated like me. You also want it very much. Although it’s a bit vulgar to say so, but he It is the crystallization of our love, you..."

"Stop it...I told you to stop it!" Pei Shang covered his ears and quickly stopped Zhu Yu's words, more like resisting the beautiful scene that Zhu Yu depicted, he gasped heavily and was emotional stand up.

"What pregnancy, you can't possibly be pregnant now!"

Zhu Yu, who was immersed in the fantasy of happiness, was dragged out mercilessly and thrown on the dry shore to receive the merciless exposure to the sun. Like a delusional patient whose fantasy has been broken, his face became paler, his back straightened, and his back was stiff. Leaning against the head of the bed, the whole person became alert and sensitive.

"What do you mean, Pei Pei, you can't talk nonsense."

"I can feel it, I'm going to be pregnant, we're going to have a baby..."

"Stop it! You are a monster now, you haven't completely transformed into an Omega at all, you have lost the physical characteristics of an Alpha and you don't even have the sexual characteristics of an Omega!" Pei Shang covered his ears and screamed sharply. Voice.

"You don't have a genital cavity at all! You asked me what I gave you before, okay, now I'll tell you, it's an upgrade agent specifically for your genital cavity, there are three in total, and now... only the last one now! You still don’t have a genital cavity, and the side effects of this transformation agent are huge, and they will be superimposed..."

Pei Shang seemed to have thought of some terrible consequences, he closed his eyes tightly and tried to shut himself in the safe zone, his voice became hoarse and murmured.

"The first time, just the pain will not have much impact; the second time, not only will there be double pain, but also severe paralysis of the limbs may lead to a rapid decline in body immunity and nerve damage; and the third time.. .Based on the superimposition of the previous two side effects, it is possible to destroy the internal balance of the entire body, brain disorder, and in the worst case...death...an organ is born out of thin air, and it must be fought and killed in the original environment. ..”

The further back Pei Shang's voice became lower, the regret hidden in his brain finally surged out.

He was too regretful that he had used such an injection on Zhu Yu impatiently. He knew better than anyone else the terrible side effects of the injection. After all, his own nerves had already been destroyed by the original version of the experiment regardless of the consequences. Unable to stay in a dark, claustrophobic space, neurasthenia made his sleep a luxury, and social interaction made him even more shy away from being sensitive and suspicious.

He has already become a monster, how can he turn the precious him into the same monster.

At first, he just wanted him to taste his own pain. Who knew that he was the one who felt distressed seeing him being tortured. The countless remorse and pain made Pei Shang powerlessly slump on the ground, letting the oily soup all over the floor soak Dirty coats of clean white cloth.

Zhu Yu listened to Pei Shang's word for word, his fingers curled up and grabbed the bed sheet, his face became paler, and he repeated in disbelief, "No...I must be an Omega. I am an Omega , I can be in heat, I have glands, Gu Ting, Gu Ting also said that I am an Omega...why not..."

"Pei Pei, you may be mistaken. I know my own body very well. I am pregnant. Even if I am not pregnant, I will definitely be pregnant right away...Yes, yes...Pei Pei, let's do it , I can really conceive..."

He knelt, sat up and crawled forward with difficulty, trying to reach Pei Shang, but he was imprisoned by the hard metal handcuffs without moving very far. He could only struggle helplessly. On the hearts of two people in the room.

"Pei Shang, let's do it." Zhu Yu whimpered and begged over and over again, like a desperate little beast howling to protect the last hope.

The sound of metal clashing, pleading sobs, and the rumbling and chaotic clamor of the brain forced Pei Shang's head to explode, and he curled up into a ball, silently fighting against the coming nightmare...

"Soon, I can make it through..."

It was completely dark, and Zhu Yu cried until he had no strength and could only hiccup. His eyes were unbearably red, and Pei Shangcai raised his head from the socket of his knees. The redness around his eyes was comparable to that of Zhu Yu.

They looked at each other just a few steps away, and the two pairs of sad eyes collided. At that moment, the remorse, hatred, and love between them became concrete and heavy, and it was only for a moment. Turning around, the heaviness between them disappeared in an instant.

Zhu Yu suddenly felt his passionate love for him clearly and strongly.

Pei Shang took the lead to look away. He leaned against the wall and stood up wearily and slowly walked to Zhu Yu's side. He opened the handcuffs with a click, touched Zhu Yu's face wet with tears lightly, and decided not to speak.

"You go."

The arm that was stiff and numb due to being handcuffed for a long time could not return to its original shape and still maintained the posture of being handcuffed. The "click" that fell to Zhu Yu's heart was no longer opening the handcuffs, but waving an ax at his own. The sound of a heart slashing.

He grabbed Pei Shang's clothes with his movable hands and pulled Pei Shang down on the bed. His upper body pressed Pei Shang's chest tightly against him, and asked, "What do you mean?"

Pei Shang seemed to be very tired. He didn't have much reaction to Zhu Yu's resistance, but said to Zhu Yu in a tired tone.

"I won't tie you up anymore, you, let's go."

"Why are you going? Pei Shang! I haven't given up. Why do you give up? Well, you are taking revenge on me for abandoning you before, but now you are going to abandon me? I tell you it's impossible, so go and find out who I am. It's different from you. I like you, I love you, and I will always be with you, entangle you, and never try to get rid of me in life or death."

Zhu Yu's lower body also moved forward and sat straddling Pei Shang's waist, hugging Pei Shang's head with both arms and growling in his ear as if venting.He hugged the person under him tightly, and no longer begged for the other person to respond. He thought that it would be fine if he entangled him forcefully, and it would be fine if he couldn't break free. He had long since voluntarily sunk and was bound by Pei Shang with invisible chains.

After a long time, there seemed to be a slight sigh from the person under him, and the cold touch covered him, followed by the feeling of wrapping around his back, Pei Shang hugged him back!

Surprise and joy welled up in his heart at the same time, Zhu Yu's eyes turned red almost instantly, and his stiff neck was finally able to relax into the familiar red sandalwood neck, he took two deep sniffs to fill himself with a sense of security. Rubbing with the tip of his nose slightly, grievances rushed to his heart,

"You're so bad..." he muttered indistinctly, biting the skin of the person in front of him lightly.

Pei Shanghou lay on the bed with his legs still hanging out of the bed. He felt the warm body temperature and the strong heartbeat of the person pressing on him. The darkness was lingering, and they all tried to make trouble.

"What should I do with you? What should I do?"

Suddenly, a "gu—" broke the rare quiet warmth, Zhu Yu's eyes were not only red, but his whole face was flushed with shame and continued to hug Pei Shang's neck without letting go.

"Are you hungry?" Interrupted by the sound of stomach growling, Pei Shang felt strangely that the restless mood in his mind had improved a lot, he rubbed Zhu Yu's messy hair, "It's my fault, get up, I'll get you some takeaway." Then she straightened her waist and signaled Zhu Yu to get out of the way.

“No takeaway...”

At this moment, all love and hatred are swept away in Zhu Yu's heart, and his mind is full of: I am so fucking ashamed!Bury your face deeper into Zhu Yu's neck, huh?Why does it smell like abalone juice?Ah, what he just mentioned is bibimbap with abalone sauce, it hurts... Wait, what did you say?To tie a man's heart is to tie his stomach first...

"Then what do you eat?" Pei Shang couldn't help chuckling, letting Zhu Yulai lie on top of him.

"Let me cook for you!" Zhu Yu raised his head excitedly, resting his chin on Pei Shang's chin, looking eager to try, before Pei Shang recovered from the state of surprise and stopped, he immediately climbed off Pei Shang and picked up the food. He picked up the home clothes that had been thrown on the ground and put them on.

The wound on the lower body has not healed, and it still hurts. Zhu Yu tried to put on the pants several times but failed, thinking that he has read them all, so he no longer struggles. He only wears a loose home clothes top, um, it’s still Pei Shang’s. He walked out of the bedroom and went straight to the kitchen.

Only Pei Shang with a funny face was left sitting in the bedroom, shaking his head and turned around to get the cleaning tools to clean the floor. When he turned the corner, he accidentally caught a glimpse of Pei Shang's expression through the glass window: the corners of his mouth were drawn down for a long time At this moment, he relaxed slightly, and Qing Qing, whose eyes he hadn't seen for a long time, was also looking at him with a doting smile.

"It's been a long time, it's not like this anymore." Pei Pei no longer looked at the glass window, and lowered her head to clean the dirty floor.