Violent Aesthetics

"No, no." Zhu Yu squeezed out these few words almost weakly. Pei Shang had already held his face close to his own, with the bridge of his nose close to his. He stared hard into Zhu Yu's pupils, as if he wanted to Inside, he flayed to find what he wanted to see, but in the dark room, no matter how he looked, he couldn't find his reflection.

Unable to find his own shadow, Pei Shang's emotions began to collapse without warning, as if he had returned to the past, his hands holding Zhu Yu's face began to tremble, his long eyelashes were soon covered by a layer of water mist, Dou Da Tears fell down one by one.

"He, he doesn't like me anymore..."

"He doesn't want me anymore..."

Tears spilled from his eyes one after another onto Zhu Yu's face. At this moment, Zhu Yu subconsciously thought, I thought every part of him was cold, but his tears were still hot.

One fell straight into the end of Zhu Yu's eyes, and slowly slid down along the texture of the skin, making it impossible to tell you from me for a moment.

The moonlight made Pei Shang's tears crystal clear, but the random water stains on his entire face added a bit of indescribable beauty to him.

Pei Shang, who was always indifferent, self-restraining, alienated and even violent, finally took off all his disguise under the action of the dark night and his fragile nerves, revealing the inner self that he tried his best to hide: he would be terrified of being abandoned , the dead self who cried out of fear.

Night, moonlight, lover... At this moment, he spread out the softest part of his heart, holding the face of the most cherished person and crying aloud, but he didn't know who the person in front of him was.He can only fall into the ghost wall of his own emotions, going around and going around, getting more and more lost.

Zhu Yu's heart was in a tangle, and his neck, which had been held up for a long time, was sore, but it was nothing.

In his ears, Yu Yunyang's voice roared as he pushed him against the wall with red eyes, "Do you know how much he paid! Do you know what he has become!"

I really can't even compare to my colleagues who care about him.

Pei Shang suddenly let go of his hand, folded his hands on his lower abdomen and gently stroked it, as if there was still a young and innocent life there, he murmured to his lower abdomen softly and softly, almost as if coaxing a child, "Baby, I Take you to find Dad, he will like you very much."

When Zhu Yu heard these words, his face paled instantly, he opened his mouth but couldn't make a sound, and looked at Pei Shang in disbelief, while a loving longing smile appeared on the other side's face.

Suddenly, the smile disappeared, and Pei Shang started to cover his lower abdomen again. His knuckles twisted the cotton pajamas so fiercely that he was almost torn apart. Become hoarse and low.

"No, don't blame me..."

"Baby, I love you so much, I can't bear to..."

"Baby, don't hate me..."

At the same time, the other hand began to frantically cover the back of his neck, where the Omega glands used to be.

The toes curled up because of the pain, and Pei Shang twisted slightly, making moans of different lengths, mixed with sobbing and crying from time to time,

Zhu Yu was frightened for a moment, but soon overwhelming distress came to him, he struggled to get rid of the shackles and hug Pei Shang into his arms to comfort him, but there was nothing he could do.

The wrists and ankles drove the waist and began to twist, and soon Pei Shang who was sitting on the waist was also affected. He stopped crying, and before Zhu Yu could relax, he trembled more violently, and the tears poured out doubled. Soon, Zhu Yu's chin was wet.

"You want to run away, right..."

"You don't want me anymore, right..." He sobbed intermittently

"Why... why doesn't Zhu Yu like me? He completely marked me, took over me, took over my life without permission, and then abandoned me... why... I like it so much, trust him... he Why did you abandon me..."

Pei Shang couldn't stop crying. He found out that he didn't cry when he was pregnant, aborted the child, and cut the glands, but on such a night of insanity and collapse, the forcedly compressed emotions were completely poured out, and he burst into tears , as if to bid farewell to myself again.

But, he had already died once, how could he give up the second time?

In the ABO world, a fully marked Omega will be tied to his Alpha for the rest of his life, which is the strongest bond.Similarly, if he is abandoned, this relationship will be the most painful shackle for Omega, and he will be tortured to death in the estrus of begging and begging again and again but cannot be relieved.

There are only two ways for the marked Omega to eliminate the effect of the mark: one is to cut the gland which is extremely harmful to itself, and the other is to kill the marked Alpha.

"It would be great if I could kill him..." Pei Shang cried so hard, "But I can't bear it...I can't bear it...I can't do it..."

"Then kill myself, but there is still a child in my stomach, and this child is the only proof that he loved me..."

Pei Shang seemed to be caught in the painful decision that was entangled at the time. Regular hospitals would never accept single Omega abortions. After all, in the eyes of society, the main responsibility is the gender of the child, so how can abortion be qualified.He covered his ears with his hands, closed his eyes tightly, and spit out some vague words trembling with his mouth,

"This is the only connection we have, I can't bear to..."

"But the child was still killed by me, it is completely gone... nothing is left..." In the simple and rough operating room of the black clinic, large swaths of blood flashed in Pei Shang's mind again.

"He doesn't remember me anymore..."

The scarlet blood squeezed Pei Shang to a corner, and despite his terrified struggle, it still cruelly engulfed him completely.

"Pei Pei...Pei Pei...Pei Shang!" Zhu Yu shouted, and Pei Shang's intermittent words made the guesses in his mind more and more concrete. It was hard to imagine how much pain he had experienced at that time.Zhu Yu didn't want to see Pei Shang who was haunted by nightmares like this again, he desperately wanted to hug the trembling man with red eyes.

"It's me, it's me who wants to redeem..."

"It's me, I'm Zhu Yu, look at me!"

The wrist was rubbed with a large red mark by the hemp rope, and he was still struggling suddenly as if he didn't know the pain. He felt that his left wrist was a little loose. Zhu Yu looked anxiously at the rope buckle covering his left wrist, probably because Pei Shang was not awake. In the state of being tied, there is no upper secondary knot at the connection, and it has been loosened during the constant struggle.

Zhu Yu started waving his arms towards that place to break free, and at the same time comforted the manic Pei Shang over and over again, "Good boy, I'm Zhu Yu, I'm Zhu Yu." After repeating countless times, his hands The rough bondage feeling on the body is loosened at once!Break free!

But Zhu Yu didn't dare to move his hand away immediately, he knew that every movement he made at this moment might cause Pei Shang's mood swings, and Pei Shang's current mental state obviously couldn't bear any stimulation.

After his left hand was free, Zhu Yu was able to support his body slightly, and Pei Shang no longer held his face, but sat on his waist with both hands grasping the sides of his waist and crying, "He can't listen anymore How can I comfort him?" Zhu Yu looked at the crying dehydrated man in front of him, his heart was sour, and he wanted to kiss him almost immediately, and then he did the same.

While standing up, she didn't hide anymore, put her left hand around Pei Shang's shoulder, pressed the back of his head, and kissed him.Pei Shang's lips were soaked with tears, and even his mouth was filled with the taste of tears. He struggled to push away, but was held firmly by Zhu Yu. The kiss, which was clearly intended to appease, became more and more intense. It's ironic that the one who should flee becomes the one who pursues.

Just sucking vigorously on the lips was not enough, Zhu Yu bit the skin roughly and accidentally broke the skin, the bloody smell overflowed from the corners of the lips to the corners of the mouth and then spread to the mouth, salty tears, rusty blood drops and The body fluid in his mouth was churning, but Pei Shang stopped crying.Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, Zhu Yu untied the knot on his right hand, and finally embraced Pei Shang with his free hands, holding him tightly in his arms, as if he was going to insert himself into his body.

At the same time, the kiss became deeper and deeper, reaching almost to the soft flesh in the throat. In the dark room, the two hugged each other crazily and lingeringly.

"I'm Zhu Yu, Pei Pei, I really like you, I like you the most..." At last he was willing to separate, Zhu Yu was already dripping with sweat, his two hands controlled Pei Shang's dazed face, The tiger's mouth was stuck in the lower jaw, forcing Pei Shang to look at him, repeating it over and over again to those empty eyes that were absent-minded and out of focus.

"Pei Pei, can you hear me?"

"Pei Pei, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm fine."

"Pei Pei, if you can hear me, please nod your head slowly. Be good, I'm Zhu Yu, trust me..."

It was that chaotic darkness again, unable to see the surrounding scene clearly, big and small voices came to Pei Shang like a tide, he shrunk himself to the smallest size helplessly, closed his eyes and covered his ears, this nightmare has already Repeated many times.

Suddenly, an ethereal voice came from a distance, it kept calling Pei Shang's name, not like those mournful moans but with warmth, getting closer and closer.In a blur, Pei Shang felt a little familiar, as if he had saved himself once before.Suddenly, the voice made him nod slowly, falling into a nightmare state, he could hear and see but couldn't move, Pei Shang tried his best to twist his stiff neck as if it didn't belong to him, and nodded slightly.

Here, Zhu Yu, who has adapted to the darkness, caught Pei Shang's weak movements in an instant. He kissed Zhu Yu's forehead encouragingly, and continued to guide him, "Good boy, I'm Zhu Yu, don't be afraid." , Believe me, can you move now? Look at me." As he spoke, he pressed his forehead against Pei Shang's forehead covered in cold sweat, leaned close to his eyes and gently guided Pei Shang to look at him.

Still wrapped in layers of fear, but that soft voice made Pei Shang feel comforted for no reason.He was always trapped in this dark place alone, wandering around as if he would never be able to break free, "Whose voice is this?" The people shrunk into a ball couldn't help but think this way.

Then, as if perceiving his inner thoughts, the voice began to call softly, "Pei Pei, I'm Zhu Yu, it's me, trust me..."

The moment the name "Zhu Yu" appeared, Pei Shang felt as if he had been soaked in ice water, and his whole body began to tremble even more violently.

"Go away...I don't want to hear his name, go away..."

"He's here to lie to me again..."

"Go away, go away, go away!"

The person in his arms began to struggle violently again, Zhu Yu's heart was torn apart from the pain along with him, he had no choice but to hug the person in his arms and repeat louder,

"Don't be afraid, Peipei, I'm here, I'm Zhu Yu, be good, don't be afraid..."

"Zhu Yu, Zhu Yu, Zhu Yu..." The voice that comforted Pei Shang before became urgent and urgent, poking at the most vulnerable place in Pei Shang's heart one after another, like a poison knife coated with honey Straight to his heart.

Words of love, a knife painted with gentle lacquer.The person who had saved him from the nightmare had become the demon that suppressed him and struggled in the chaos.

Pei Shang suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes returned to clarity. He slowly raised his forehead to push against Zhu Yu. His eyes were full of evil fire and desire that couldn't be hidden. He pushed back and pushed Zhu Yu away.

"Who do you think you are? I let you go"

The wide open legs were squeezed into the hard knees, Pei Shang took out the handcuffs from the side cabinet, the metal collided with the bedside post and made a bang, Zhu Yu looked pale and looked at the wrists that were handcuffed to the bedside, A familiar fear came to mind.

Immediately afterwards, Pei Shang untied the rope around Zhu Yu's feet, put his left knee between Zhu Yu's legs, and pressed his right leg on Zhu Yu's thigh so that he couldn't struggle, and said with a sneer.

"I really want to untie the rope. I'm very smart and know how to untie it."

"Then I want to see if your wrist is broken first or my handcuffs are broken first!"

Then she took off her home pants and moved forward, sitting on Zhu Yu's collarbone, her lower body pressed tightly against Zhu Yu's chin, took out her long-dormant genitals, and used the front end to erotically draw on Zhu Yu's lips Shape, the corner of the mouth evoked obvious ridicule, "Don't you really want to do it? Come on, I'll let you do it all."

The entire mouth was filled with a strong male musk scent, the huge genitals were thrusting and thrusting in the mouth quickly and vigorously without any emotion, Zhu Yu's face was flushed with shame and difficulty breathing, physiological tears and saliva slid down on his face It's a mess.

There must be tears on Pei Shang's face, Zhu Yu suddenly thought, the grievance caused by being violently treated suddenly disappeared.

"I want to make atonement..." Regardless of the numb and congested lips that had been rubbed down, Zhu Yu shivered and contracted his throat as hard as he could to make the person on him comfortable.