Violent Aesthetics

When Zhu Yu woke up from hunger, the sun was already drying his buttocks, he rolled several times on the bed unimpeded, his hair was messy, opened his eyes while yawning, and sure enough he was alone in the room again.

"Goo..." His stomach growled urgently. Zhu Yu, who hadn't eaten for almost a whole day, was so hungry that he put on some clothes and walked out of the bedroom slowly.

"This is Pei Shang's house, isn't it? It's really his style, little cleanliness." I didn't get to observe well last night, Zhu Yu is now looking at the surrounding environment with great interest.

But there is nothing to look at. The first thing you see is a large area of ​​white, gray and black. Everything is neatly arranged, the white floor is wiped clean, and the whole space is simple and orderly, like a model room, without popularity.

Faintly smelling a scent, Zhu Yu groped towards the dining table, and saw an avocado and egg sandwich beautifully placed on the table, next to it was a fruit salad and a glass of poured milk, and next to it was three A bun with a cup of soy milk next to it.

Zhu Yu's eyes lit up, and he walked over quickly. A sticky note was pasted on the soy milk cup, which was a line of delicate and powerful pen writing, "I don't know what you like to eat, so I went to buy steamed buns again. Going to work, don't worry." disturb."

"Again" went to "buy" steamed stuffed buns, Zhu Yu focused on the key points in his heart, "What does this mean! The sandwiches are made by him himself! Children only make choices, and I want everything!" He took a big bite of the delicious sandwich, "What a good wife!" Zhu Yu, who was so delicious and star-eyed, kept sighing, and the wind and clouds wiped out all the breakfast on the table.

After eating and drinking, Zhu Yu lay on the sofa, held up the note and looked over and over again, thinking about something, "Going to work, don't disturb... What does that sentence mean? If you say no, you will, say If you don’t like it, you just like it, so doesn’t Do Not Disturb just want me to go find him! You also specifically stated that he is going to work and where he is, so you just want me to go find him!” Zhu Yu, who had figured it out, sat down anxiously. Standing up, he slapped his head, "Yes! It must be so! Pei Shang must have missed me and I'm embarrassed to say it, it must be so! I'll go find him now!"

On the other side, ASH a hidden storage room

Pei Shang squatted on the ground, carefully took out the safe, looked around vigilantly to confirm that there was no one there, and then quickly opened the safe to look at the only two light blue injections left inside.

"You can only keep going forward, you can't turn back."

Without further hesitation, he took out an injection and put it inside, using force until his knuckles turned slightly white.If someone passed by at this moment, they would find that Researcher Pei, who was always calm and indifferent, was hunched over at this moment, trembling slightly uncontrollably, his dark hair made his skin pale and transparent, and his eyes were undisguised stubbornness.

He stood up quickly and walked out of the storage room. The metal mirror frame covered up the surging emotions in his eyes. When he walked into the light, he was still that alienated and indifferent ordinary researcher.

And just as he walked out of the storage room, a figure appeared behind the door. Yu Yunyang frowned tightly, and sighed silently as he watched Pei Shangyuan's back.

"Pei Pei, did you still do something stupid?"

"I won't let you go..."

At the same time, a burst of noise came from outside the door, Yu Yunyang was a little surprised, the institute prohibited loud noises.He frowned and walked towards the source of the sound, wanting to see who was so unruly. Turning the corner, a familiar figure appeared in front of him: wearing a suit, looking around casually, with a few interns and assistants behind him She surrounded him with flattery, opening her mouth just to make fun of him.

This is not Zhu Yu, who else could it be?

Yu Yunyang's temples twitched, and he suppressed the unhappiness in his heart and walked over, "Mr. Zhu, what is the reason for your sudden arrival? There was no notice in advance, and we were not prepared."

Zhu Yu was obviously in a good mood, forgetting the potential "rival in love" threat from the person in front of him, and put Yu Yunyang's shoulders with a smile, "It's nothing, just inspect and look around, hey, you know Researcher Pei is here Where? I've been looking for him for a long time."

Yu Yunyang snorted coldly in his heart: If he really came to look for our Pei Pei, I don't know what An's heart is, I can't let our Pei Pei be harmed by him.So he opened his mouth with a false smile, "Pei Pei, he is in the laboratory. This experiment is very important, and it will take at least four or five hours. I hope you are very busy. I am afraid I won't be able to see you today." Go away, go away, don't pester him.

"Huh? It's been so long...it's okay, I'll be waiting for him, just in time to pick him up for dinner after get off work."

Zhu Yu believed it without thinking too much. To have dinner with Pei Shang, it is right to wait a little longer. The ancient emperors had to bathe and change clothes before doing big things. Thinking about it like this, Zhu Yu couldn't help but giggled, "Tonight What to eat? Take him to my favorite shop, but I don’t know if he likes it or not. The sandwiches in the morning are so delicious, I don’t know if Pei Shang can cook, can I eat his meals? Forget it, He worked so hard..."

Yu Yunyang didn't expect that the legendary playboy would stay and wait for a playmate. He was about to open his mouth to extend Pei Shang's so-called "working hours" to make Zhu Yu give up, when suddenly a cold voice rang, "Zhu Yu? What are you doing here?"

"Eh? Aren't you doing an experiment? I'll wait to pick you up for dinner after get off work." Zhu Yu looked at Pei Shang who suddenly appeared in surprise, his joy overshadowed his doubts, and he walked over in a few steps, "Missing you, miss you."

Pei Shang's face was a bit ugly, and the cold touch inside reminded him all the time, he just forced a smile at Zhu Yu's coquettishness, "Leave a note to keep you from disturbing, you still chase me, you are disobedient."

Zhu Yu didn't notice anything wrong with Pei Shang, grabbed Pei Shang's forearm and shook it, happily reported, "I ate all the breakfast on the table! The avocado sandwich is so delicious, Pei Pei you Really virtuous... no, really amazing."

Pei Shang felt a sudden irritability in his heart after repeated caresses. Recently, he has become more and more unable to control his emotions. At this moment, Zhu Yurou's caresses made him upset, and his desire to destroy rapidly expanded.

Regardless of the people around him, he held Zhu Yu's arm with his backhand, and dragged the still dazed person to the other direction.

Zhu Yu was in great pain from being clamped vigorously on his arms, and was almost dragged away. The assistant behind him was nervously trying to keep up, but he stopped him with stern eyes.

"Pei Shang...what are you doing...are you unhappy?" Zhu Yu asked in a low voice, observing the side face of the person in front, with the corners of his mouth tightly pursed and clamoring for dissatisfaction.As expected, there was no answer.

After entering a small room, Pei Shang slammed the door and locked it, and roughly pressed Zhu Yu against the door, trapping him between his body and the wall.Pei Shang's eyes were burning with complicated longing and entanglement. He stared at the bewildered Zhu Yu in front of him, and said in a low voice,

"What do you mean? What are you going to do? Why do you keep pestering me? Why do these ambiguous false behaviors and tell these sweet lies?"

Zhu Yu was completely dumbfounded. In front of him was Pei Shang's abrupt and fierce questioning, piercing his already ignorant heart with every sentence.

"It's not interesting...you are very gentle to me, I think you are very good..." His voice trembled slightly, Zhu Yu was a little flustered, he didn't know what happened to Pei Shang who made him breakfast in the morning and suddenly became so strange , just like that time before, frightened him.

"I am gentle to you? How did we know you and you forgot so quickly? I kidnapped you, raped you, and gave you illegal injections. Am I gentle? Oh, gentle?" Pei Shangxiang was stabbed To the point of embarrassment, the hands that suppressed Zhu Yu's shoulders were even more forceful, as if they were about to be crushed alive.

"But you will adjust the temperature of the water for me, kiss me, and..." Zhu Yu was pinched in pain, he felt a little wronged for no reason when he looked at the out-of-control person in front of him, yes, he bullied me like this, why did I still Hurry up to coax him.

"Can't remember? Well, look at this, can you still remember?"

A light blue injection was taken out from the inside, and brought to Zhu Yu's eyes. The moment Zhu Yu saw the blue color, Zhu Yu's pupils shrank, his body became stiff, and the pain of every cell in his body was clearly reflected in his body. Into his brain, it was the injection that Pei Shang gave him.

Although he hasn't felt any changes in his body yet, the painful torture during the injection is still fresh in his memory, and he shrank subconsciously.

"Am I still gentle?"

"You said you miss me, heh, you like me, you want to stay with me..."

"Then I want you to inject yourself, will you?"

"The injection may turn you into a monster, it may make your life worse than death, it may make you crazy."

Pei Shang leaned very close, almost muttering against his face.

Extreme self-hatred and extreme fanaticism intertwined on his pale face, which made his eyes even crazier. Zhu Yu's eyes turned red when he looked at it,

He stared hard at the other person's pupils, trying to find a trace of love in them.

"Ding" was the sound of breaking the glass nozzle and replacing it with a syringe, and the white dangling needle with a cold luster looked down at Zhu Yu.

Suddenly, the syringe was snatched away, and without hesitation Zhu Yu stabbed it at his own gland.The moment the needle pierced, he subconsciously frowned because of the pain, and forced himself to hold back, trying to show the brightest smile to the person in front of him,

"You are really gentle."

"I'd love to...stay with you."

The boundless stinging and dull pain was overwhelmingly covered up, and the last second of losing consciousness seemed to fall into a cool embrace.

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"If you sleep, I'll wipe sleep out of your eyes."

"If you become a mountain, I will melt you into the fire."

"If you become the sea, I will drink up all your water."

(Note: citing Rumi)