【Wei Yong】Benevolence

The inpatient floor of the surgical department is under persistent low pressure.

The two little nurses, who were laughing and chatting arm in arm, were shivering from the chilly atmosphere when they passed by the door of Dr. Shengsheng's office. Walk away lightly.

Although Dr. Shengsheng's words and deeds were the same as before, everyone felt that something happened after the Alpha who lived in the 23rd bed was discharged from the hospital, and it secretly fermented and could not be released.

In the situation that lasted for more than a month, the central source of this low pressure is still surging, with dark waves constantly, either perishing in silence, or erupting in silence.

But neither death nor outbreak is what Dr. Minako wants to see.She watched Yuuri grow up, and she was almost his half-guardian emotionally, but in more than 20 years, she had never seen him behave like this.

Except for hearing from the nurse on duty that he ran back to the hospital in a hurry on a day off, and when he got the news that the Alpha he was in charge of had already been discharged from the hospital, he seemed to leave indifferently.But when he went to work again, his eyes were red and blue, and he obviously hadn't slept all night. He was still so scared that all the colleagues around him didn't dare to ask more questions. The director of the logistics department who had been urging him silently took out a The new pillow, just as the one that was taken out and never returned, disappeared in the gap of another dimension. .

There are no mistakes, no abnormalities, the treatment of patients is still gentle and friendly, and even the operation during the operation is more efficient and precise.But this normality made people even more worried.

"Yuuri, you..." Dr. Okugawa couldn't help calling Yuuri who was about to go out to change clothes after an operation was cleaned up. He stopped him but hesitated to speak. He didn't know whether to comfort him or pretend to be nothing. didn't happen. "you……"

Seeing her rare hesitation, Katsuki Yuuri understood her hesitation in his heart.Lowering his eyes, he untied the mask strap tied behind his head, stepped forward and gently wrapped Dr. Minako's shoulders, and whispered, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

A soft and clever sentence turned all of Dr. Okugawa's worries and anxieties into deep helplessness, leaving only a sigh of headache after a thousand words.Watching the little guy who used to sit on a small bench to watch his medical records gradually grow up and mature, and form a thick circle around him, even if he was pricked by the thorns in the circle, he was no longer the one who would cry and beg his elders to comfort him child.

It was close to noon, and as usual, the most difficult evening shift was over and the morning shift was over. Dr. Shengsheng took off his white robe and changed back to his regular clothes, walked out of the office, and looked at the deserted corridor in a daze.

One month is enough to wipe out the little hope left in his heart, for example, this farewell without saying goodbye was just a bad joke.

He knows that the colleagues around him are paying close attention to his status recently. Dozens of people on the first floor even avoid talking about the number 23, for fear of irritating him by saying something.Dr. Shengsheng was helpless and moved. He wanted to say something thankful but didn't know how to say it, so he had to work harder and earnestly, but unexpectedly, it made his colleagues even more worried.

Katsuki Yuuri pulled out his solid-color long-handled umbrella from the umbrella stand at the hospital gate, hooked it on two fingers and walked out of the hospital gate.

Winter is getting deeper and deeper, and the liquid level of the thermometer has dropped and dropped, but there is still no sign of snow.Today, the sky is covered with rain clouds, and the first snow, which has been holding back for a long time, finally has a tendency to fall, but the sudden rise in temperature has turned people's simple expectations into a bubble.

There is a slight drizzle falling from the sky, but it is not wet, and the air is damp, which seems to imply the coming heavy rain.The handle of the umbrella swayed back and forth with Yuuri's walking rhythm. Although his body was very tired and drowsy, his steps were not in a hurry.Tomorrow is a day off, Katsuki Yuuri thought in his mind, he can sleep for a few hours first, then get something simple to eat at night, and go to bed as soon as possible; the two newly admitted patients sent several diagnosis and treatment plans from different hospitals to him email address, I will print it out to have a look before going to bed tonight.oh and...

"Wang!"

Katsuki Yuuri stopped immediately when he heard the sound, and his ecstatic brain quickly returned to his soul.A giant poodle with brown curly hair was sitting upright in front of him, its long tail under its buttocks was happily swinging back and forth on the ground, almost stomping its feet excitedly when the human in front of it noticed him.

Yuuri squatted down, curled his fingers to comb the soft fur on its jaw.Although there is no collar around the neck, the hair is well-trimmed and very friendly. It is obviously not a stray dog.But where did it come from?

Seeing that the person wanted to caress him, the dog happily squeezed forward, put his front paws on the squatting legs of the person, raised his head and rubbed his chin with the top of his head, and stretched out his tongue to lick it when he didn't resist.Yuuri was itchy from being licked by it, and shrank his neck back to dodge, but the little guy came up to him more sticky, with a thin squeak like a bird from his nose, and he couldn't stop being coquettish, which was irresistible.Katsuki Yuuri smiled and rubbed the hair on the back of the dog that was picking on him, but suddenly a sentence he heard not long ago flashed in his mind:

"Do you like animals? Do you like dogs?"

"I have a dog, and it's still in Moscow. If he can see you one day, he must like you very much."

"Because you are so gentle and smell good."

It took all my strength to drive that voice out of my brain, and I laughed at myself for a long time and thought about it, but the next second I heard the same voice coming from not far behind.

The moment he heard the first word, Katsuki Yuuri felt as if he had been struck by a thunderbolt, and his whole body was stiff and unable to move.

"Look, I said it would like you."

The Russian man in a long dark coat came out from behind with a smile, as if nothing had happened, it was just an ordinary day when the two walked their dogs home together.

"...Why are you back?" Yuuri Katsuki's voice was dry, almost trying to squeeze out words one by one from his throat.

Viktor Nikiforov, who had disappeared for a month, had one hand in his pocket, and the other hand was carrying a luggage bag. His fingers buckled the strap of the luggage nervously.Although there are some dark marks soaked by raindrops scattered on the coat, it still looks very relaxed on the surface.After standing still, he didn't speak again, as if he didn't intend to explain or apologize for his behavior of leaving without saying goodbye.It's just that Yuuri's fingertips that were holding the umbrella were red from the cold, and he reached out to grab his hand as usual.

I didn't think about it, but I was thrown away.

The long-handled umbrella hooked on his finger flew out to one side as he moved, landed on the ground with a "snap", and rolled for half a circle due to inertia.Katsuki Yuuri's face sank like water, and the anger and grievances he had held back for a month burned into his brain, but he couldn't make any unnecessary expressions when he was so angry, his eyes were coldly drawn aside, his lips were tightly pressed, and he stood up without turning his head. Going back to the apartment where I live, the dog under my feet can still keep him in place even if he rolls around coquettishly, and I didn't even have time to pick up the umbrella that fell to the side.

Didn't you leave?What are you doing when you come back, watching the fun?

Yuuri walked very fast, he didn't know if it was because he was angry or wanted to escape, but he didn't see that the Alpha behind him stopped smiling when he lifted his foot to leave, and the figure who watched him walk away stood there motionless.

It wasn't until standing at the stairs waiting for the elevator that Katsuki Yuuri, who was in a daze, didn't realize that the big brown furball didn't stay with the owner, but came back with him. At this time, he was standing obediently on the side of his right leg, Follow him and wait for the elevator intently, looking very experienced.

When the door of the house was pushed open a small crack, as if afraid of being shut out, it opened the door with its nose and quickly got in, huddled on the carpet next to the sofa, and did not move.There was a string of dirty claw marks printed on the light-colored carpet, Katsuki Yuuri glanced at it expressionlessly, unable to take care of too much under the confusion, put down the backpack hanging on his shoulders and hid back in the bedroom, Sit down with your back to the window next to the bed.

I didn't draw the curtains before I went to work the night shift yesterday, and it was already cloudy outside, so the room was dark.There was a corner of the cotton curtain hanging down behind him, causing a dull pain in his waist.Suddenly he remembered that sleepless night, he was hiding in the dark bedroom as he was now, trying to shrink himself a little tighter to gain a sense of security.

Katsuki Yuuri endured and endured, and still pulled the corner of the curtain behind him to the side, revealing a small strip of light.It can be seen from a distance that at the place where they just met, the Alpha who was thrown away is still standing there, his eyes seem to be staring at the glass here, but they don't seem to be there.Katsuki Yuuri pulled the curtains tight, turned his head and buried his face in his bent knees.

Even if he stood there for one night, no one cared about him, so he should go back to his country as soon as possible.

I will not soften my heart, never.

I hugged my knees and lowered my head, closed my eyes and felt that it had been a long time, but when I looked up, I found that it was only 10 minutes.Repeated this action, counted in my heart for a long time, and raised my eyes again, only 5 minutes passed.

Only look at the last one, and after this one, I will definitely not look at it again.Katsuki Yuuri made up his mind, raised a little on the other side of the curtain, looked out through the glass, the blurry figure was still standing there, Yuuri fell back under the quilt again, and heaved a long sigh of relief, even if he really hoped for him It's hard to say whether to wait there or leave immediately.

Rolling himself up with the quilt, Katsuki Yuuri couldn't even get the strength to mock himself.He walked away so crisply, did you ever think about what you would think?But that person just stood downstairs for more than ten minutes, and he already felt restless as if someone ordered his house.

I put the quilt over my face and forced myself to sleep. I almost started a large sheep farm in my mind before I finally felt a little drowsy. I didn't know how long I fell asleep, and finally I was awakened by the sound of rain outside the window.

Katsuki Yuuri sat up, and pulled the curtains open with a "shua".It was late in the evening, and the winter sun had already set, leaving only the warm orange light from the street lamp outside the window seeping into the house.There was only an empty street lamp in the area where the person was standing, and the bench that the person had sat on nestled under the lamp, silently accompanying it to accept the baptism of rainwater.

And the person standing there and the luggage he was carrying disappeared together.Katsuki Yuuri felt that when he woke up alone that morning, he jumped back to his chest in panic, his throat seemed to be choked by an invisible big hand, and he could hardly breathe normally.

... Even if he left again, so what, didn't he just want to see him leave in frustration by throwing him outside for an afternoon?isn't it?

Under the circumstances, Katsuki Yuuri felt that what was flowing in his veins was not blood, but scorching hot liquor.The thought that just surfaced in my heart is like a spark falling in my body, and it ignites a raging flame in an instant, all the blood vessels in my body are bubbling, and even my heart trembles with pain every time it beats. .

Katsuki Yuuri gritted his teeth, jumped off the bed, didn't even have time to put on his shoes in a hurry, and ran downstairs stumbling barefoot.

On a winter night, the cold rain mixed with the fine stones on the road pierced the soles of the feet, and a faint red color floated in the puddles of water.Can't even wait for the elevator, and ran downstairs from the fire escape in one breath, Yuuri stood in the increasingly turbulent rain, panting on his knees.

The person who seemed to have left in frustration just now was standing there. It seemed that he had been drenched for a long time. The woolen coat had been soaked, and water was dripping along the hem.The bangs have long been soaked by the rain, sticking to the face wetly, streams of water from the tips of the hair flowed down the contours of the face, and formed a cluster at the chin, dripping down.

Even in such a state of embarrassment, Victor's face always maintained a smug smile of the achievement of the plan, "Are you willing to come down to see me only if you do this, Dr. Shengsheng?"

Hearing these words, the flames in Katsuki Yuuri's body, which were still bubbling just now, were completely extinguished by the icy cold rain, leaving only a cavity of charred ashes, the heat gradually disappeared, from the skin, all the way to the heart .Katsuki Yuuri raised his head, a smile curled up on the corners of his stiff lips, "It's funny to see me in a hurry, isn't it?"

The determination hidden in his words made Victor's smile stay on his face. "Yuuri...?"

"I was still confessing my sincere love the night before, but when I woke up, I disappeared and there was no news at all. Now it's been a month since I showed up, as if nothing happened."

"I know that our doctor-patient relationship is very short, and I know that you will return to your original life soon." Yuuri Katsuki took a deep breath, but he still couldn't hold back the more intense tone he spoke, trembling His voice was tinged with tears, but he was unable to do any more concealment or scruples, "But why did you leave cleanly alone after you led me to fall in love with you?"

The raindrops soaked his cheeks, but Victor knew that there were tears falling under the cover of the rain that he had endured for too long.The reserved and calm doctor in the old days now clenched his fists tightly, crying with red eyes and nose, and sobbing uncontrollably in the torrential rain.

This confession came so suddenly that Victor stood still and forgot to comfort him for a while.

"...Because, I'm just a coward, Yuuri." Victor smiled wryly, stepped forward a few steps, ignored the man's constant struggles, and hugged him into his arms with all his strength.

Victor wasn't about to confess why he had been gone so long without a word, and maybe he never would.

One morning a month ago, he woke up from Dr. Shengsheng's bed.With a slight movement of the arm, the little doctor, who was sleeping soundly in his arms, immediately squeezed the waist of the person next to him unhappily. Seeing that he was no longer moving, he slept with his lips slightly parted, completely trusting and reassuring.

Viktor Nikiforov lowered his head and rubbed the top of Omega's hair with his chin, feeling a burst of warmth.Just like what he said the night before, since he has had the stitches removed, he will recover soon.But after recovering, what reason is there to stay by his side?

Accompanied by Omega's shallow breathing, Viktor Nikiforov seriously thought about the future and life.

Three hours later, with the suitcase he had brought in, Viktor Nikiforov boarded an international flight to Moscow and never looked back.Since the doctor-patient relationship will definitely not last long, let's cut it off without any regrets, and establish a new relationship with Yuuri as an ordinary Alpha.

After more than ten hours, the plane arrived at Sheremycheva Airport smoothly, and it was already half-sunset when I got back to the villa where I lived.Unable to wait for a rest, Victor rubbed his temples that were swollen and sore due to poor rest, and stood at the door of his house to call the multinational moving company.

When the agent rushed over, the staff of the moving company half-packed the large cloakroom filled with the model, and the furniture in the house was covered with dust-proof cloth, and it seemed that he did not intend to take it away.

And the supermodel himself was squatting in the dog house in the garden to clean up his dog's toys and food bowls. When he saw him coming, he pulled him to help him clean up together.Yakov, who rushed over in his pajamas, rolled his eyes angrily, told him to stop messing around and couldn't persuade him, and drove home in a rage.

After hearing the news, the juniors who came stood at the door to watch the workers loading his luggage into the car. A group of handsome men and women aged [-] or [-] blocked the door, which looked like a party was being held from a distance.

The blond junior passed through the crowd, slipped into the gate of the villa, and found Victor standing in the living room covered with white cloth. "Go to that doctor?"

Victor didn't look back, and there was a smile in his voice, "Yes."

"Has he ever responded to your confession?" Seeing his back stiffen for a moment, his blond junior immediately understood, and said straightly, "Why, didn't he? Ha, what a pity, Victor, so it's just you wishful thinking.”

Victor turned around with a rare seriousness on his face.

"You arrogant stupid old man, the doctor takes care of you dutifully, but you are so stupid that you are going to move there with all your belongings." Seeing him angry, the younger generation was not afraid at all, and continued to sarcastically, "You die like this!" Stalking, the doctor can’t tell because of his suffering, I don’t know how much trouble he will cause to others, so think about it before you talk.” After speaking, he turned and went out, leaving Victor standing alone in the empty villa.

Does Yuuri like me?care about me?Or just tolerate the willfulness of the patient?Viktor Nikiforov sat down on the arm of the sofa, stopped the movers working outside, and began to think about this problem seriously.

If the person shrunk in the shell can take the initiative to contact himself, it means that he is still important in his heart.

After returning to No.30 in Russia for three days, Victor stared at the cell phone that hadn't rang since leaving Japan, really couldn't laugh anymore.

After packing a few clothes and putting Macachin in the flight case, after 34 days, Victor still boarded the flight to Tokyo to meet the person he had missed for 34 days.

There are dense clouds outside the dizzy window of the plane, and it seems to be seen in the winter night more than ten years ago in the distance, Ma Kachin, who was wrapped in a blanket and hugged the puppy, ran out of his father's empty house and walked along the road in his memory. Obscure paths find the mother's place on the other side of the city.After walking for several hours, I finally came to the small building in my memory. The tall iron gate was locked from the inside, and there was no light in the room, probably everyone inside had already fallen asleep.

The little Victor wrapped the little Makachin in his arms tightly with a blanket, raised his fist and knocked on the iron door, "Mother, it's me, I'm here to find you."

The sound of footsteps came from far to near, the lights in front of the porch were turned on, and the people standing inside seemed to have never heard the call from outside. Amidst the knock on the door, they turned off the lights and went back to sleep.

The young Victor sat on the doorstep, watching the falling snow gradually bury his ankles, in a daze.In the end, before the sky turned white, his father returned home the same way.

But this time is different.The iron door that will never be opened has been discarded behind him, and the person in front of him has put his key in his hand, silently waiting for him to stay and never leave.

"I'm sorry, Yuuri, I'm sorry." Holding the person in his arms tighter, Victor apologized anxiously, "At least give me one more chance to pursue you again."

"I love you." Victor stepped back half a step, put his hands on the side of the man's face, looked him straight in the eyes and confessed earnestly, "I love you, let me stay, okay?"

The tears accumulated in Yuuri's eyes finally fell down after hearing this sentence.

The mist in the air gradually dissipated, and the humid air condensed on the cold lamp post, forming a full drop of water.

The rainstorm is over.

TBC.