[Comprehensive] Let me go and let me die

Leaning his body back against the wall, Osamu Dazai tilted his head slightly.

"There is another task to get some files in the headquarters of [Sea Tide]."

"[Sea Tide]?"

"Well, the organization named [Sea Tide] is also one of the best mafia forces in Yokohama."

Looking at Ayou who was puzzled, Osamu Dazai explained to him softly.

"It is also Mr. Mori's biggest enemy now. Mr. Mori promised me that if he successfully obtained the information..."

Speaking of this, Osamu Dazai deliberately paused, his eyes were bent, his smile was filled with joy, and even the end of his words floated.

"Just give me the euthanasia drug~"

!!!

Ann... euthanasia!

Ayou's eyes widened in an instant, and she rushed towards Osamu Dazai, her words were very excited.

"Euthanasia! It's that euthanasia!!!"

Raising his arm to catch Ayou with a warning, Osamu Dazai tightened his arms slightly when Ayou didn't notice, but the smile on his face was still showing off.

"Yes~oh~"

"Hey--"

Ayou dragged out her voice, not hiding her emotions.

"so envious……"

Ahhh, the friends who committed suicide together will soon be euthanized as they wished, but I...

Fuck, my heart hurts so much!

Thinking of this, Ayou lowered her eyelids a little aggrieved.

but……

"Congratulations, Dazai."

After sorting out her emotions, Ayou sat up straight, raised her eyes and looked at Osamu Dazai seriously, her tone was more of blessing than envy.

"After all, Dazai, you are still quite afraid of pain. It would be great if you can euthanize."

Although I can shield his pain, but leaving him, the pain will still be painful when the mental power in his body is exhausted.

Didn't you see so many bandages wrapped around this child, it's miserable.

It is impossible for him to divide half of himself. Put yourself in the shoes of yourself, if you can really euthanize yourself, you will definitely not give out the medicine. What if the divided amount is not enough to die?

"So say..."

Osamu Dazai looked at the serious Ayou and couldn't help sighing. He turned his face away and muttered softly.

"The gentleness of this place..."

"Huh? Dazai, what did you say?"

Ayou looked suspiciously at Osamu Dazai who suddenly whispered.

"I said..."

Osamu Dazai rolled his eyes and revealed a pure smile.It was clearly a dark dungeon, but his eyes seemed to be even darker than the surroundings which he could hardly see clearly.

He raised his hand, palm up, in an inviting gesture.

Just like their first meeting.

"I'm Osamu Dazai."

He chuckled lightly, then spoke solemnly.

"After this, can I invite you to go to the underworld with me?"

Then, just crash with me...

Ayou looked at Osamu Dazai who suddenly became serious and blinked, then smiled and raised his hand.

"I'm Quyou."

She looked at Osamu Dazai, his expression did not change at all.Ayou couldn't help but bend her eyes, the color of her eyes was darker black than this prison cell, but there was an unknown light shining in them, full of tenderness that could be seen everywhere, she opened her mouth, gently Said the other party's answer when they first met.

"This is……"

She put her hand in the other's palm, and was held tightly by the other.

"My pleasure."

The task is done, and with the help of Ayou's illusion, it is very easy

It was easy to get the mentioned documents, and even Ayou thought that since it was a hostile organization, it would be good to know more about other information, so, whether it was various secret munitions locations or general records of various accounts, All of them were recorded by Ayou with [Learning Makes Me Happy].

"Ayou...why do you have such a good memory all of a sudden?"

Looking at Ayou who was flicking through the document, Osamu Dazai rubbed his chin to express his puzzlement.

After all, I have committed suicide hand in hand with Ayou for so long, and I have not seen how good Ayou's memory is. On the contrary, Ayou's forgetfulness is sometimes terrifying.

"This……"

Ayou stopped her hands, frowning in thought.

How to explain personality?

"You just treat it as... one of my abilities? Because if you feel happy, your memory will be good."

"hapiness?"

Dazai Osamu read these two words a little strangely.

Ayou tilted her head and explained.

"That is, if you feel happy doing this, don't you think you remember it very quickly?"

Dazai frowned in thought.

Do you feel something... Will you be happy?

In the end, Ayou thought about it and felt that the explanation was not clear, so she put down the document in her hand and came to Osamu Dazai.

"I'll show it to you."

She looked at Osamu Dazai seriously, took out a book from the side and stuffed it into his hand.

"Looking at this, you're thinking in your mind that you're going to study."

"Huh? Oh."

Osamu Dazai held the document curiously, and responded with his mouth.

Ayou's 'illusion' and her own [Disqualification in the World] can't be offset, if this...

I'm really curious.

Looking at Osamu Dazai who was obediently looking at the document, Ayou raised his hand and stroked his head, and activated his learning personality.

Dazai suddenly opened his eyes wide.

This kind!This kind! ! !

Strong emotions pounded his heart, and then quickly occupied the high ground. This instant violent attack made Osamu Dazai's expression blank.

This is not physical happiness, but spiritual extreme happiness.

A strong desire clamored in his mind.

study!quick!Look at this document in your hand!It is the most wonderful thing in the world!Not even suicide!look!

Involuntarily, Osamu Dazai glanced at ten lines, just like Ayou before, and flipped through the documents in his hand.

One minute later, Osamu Dazai paused in vain. He raised his head in horror, with a trace of fear in his eyes, as if he was looking at something extremely frightening. Emotions surrounded him, tempting him like honey.

Perhaps for ordinary people, happiness is not a hard-to-get emotion, but for Osamu Dazai, he has never clearly known what happiness is.

Is this...happy...?

Osamu Dazai looked at Ayou who was flipping through the documents rapidly, his heart flickered with confusion, but his thinking told him clearly.

No.

— This is drugs.

"Hey, Ayou."

Ayou looked up, and saw Osamu Dazai smiling the same as usual, but his tone was light as if he couldn't fall to the ground.

"Exert your ability on me, let me help you."

"Huh? Good."

Ayou readily agreed. After all, it would be good for her to memorize a little less if there is one more person, and she can walk faster. She is hungry after such a long time.

Half an hour later, relying on illusion, Ayou and Osamu Dazai swaggered out of the headquarters of the [Sea Tide] organization in full view, and saw Alice not far away.

"Alice?"

"Pomelo sauce? Wow

Very good!Are you OK!I'm so worried about you! "

Alice was looking at a mobile phone in her hand. After seeing Ayou coming, she put away the mobile phone, stood up immediately, and hugged Ayou happily.

Osamu Dazai looked at Alice, and then glanced at Alice's satchel with the mobile phone in his eyes.

Oops, it looks like it's just arrived, and to be able to pinpoint such an accurate time point, it must be...

Osamu Dazai's eyes flickered, and then his eyes fixed on Ayou.

The only thing that Ayou never leaves her body is...

——The key chain with the rabbit on it.

Led by Alice, she returned to the Hong Kong Building. Facing Mori Ogai who wanted to rush over as soon as she entered the room, Ayou slumped, took a step to the side, and moved behind Alice.

"Rin Taro, go away! Do you think everyone is doing nothing like you?"

Alice lived up to expectations, raised her hand and pushed Mori Ogai away in disgust, pulled Ayu and ran to Ozaki Momiji on the other side.

Relying on his age and face, Osamu Dazai managed to get into the women's group. He sighed while patting Ayou's shoulder.

"Ayou, look at Mr. Mori like this, tsk tsk tsk, why don't you go to sister Hongye."

Anyway, no matter who it is, it's better than Mr. Sen's trash.

"Oh, is there something wrong with my appearance? Dazai-kun."

Mori Ogai narrowed his eyes, staring at Osamu Dazai seemingly 'friendly'.

"It's scary~ Look, Ayou, Mr. Mori's expression is so scary!"

Osamu Dazai suddenly hid behind Ayou with a 'frightened and pale' face, and put both hands on Ayou's shoulders. Mori Ogai's expression was smiling and provocative.

Mori Ogai's expression did not change, but his eyes on Osamu Dazai became sharper.

Sow discord!Sure enough, I shouldn't have accepted Dazai Osamu as a disciple in the first place!

"Can you two stop being so childish..."

Alice on the side really couldn't bear to watch the double talk between the two scheming men, she put her hips on her hips and scolded each other, and Ayou nodded frequently.

Koyo Ozaki raised her sleeves to cover half of her face, the corners of her mouth slightly raised.

Oh, it was really a good show.

"So we can get down to business..."

Mori Ogai, who was being trained by Alice, looked at Alice and said weakly.

"Okay, hurry up."

Alice stopped talking unsatisfactorily, and waved her hand to signal Mori Ogai to hurry up.

Foreign Minister Mori Ou breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the chair. He crossed his hands on the table, with a serious expression that a leader should have.

"Then, Dazai-kun successfully obtained the file, right?"

He looked at Osamu Dazai and said with great certainty.

"of course."

Osamu Dazai took out the file from his jacket, shook it in front of Morio, and put it on the table.

"I hope Mr. Mori won't make a mistake."

"that……"

Just as Ayou was about to speak, Osamu Dazai covered Ayou's mouth.

???

He blinked at Ayu, then turned his head and looked at Mori Ogai with a smile.

"Of course, there are actually some windfalls, such as [Sea Tide] organizing the coordinates of various warehouses, the operation of the capital chain, and the organization of important personnel. just got it."

Osamu Dazai said that it was a very easy process, as if it had been hard work for many years.

"So Mr. Mori."

Osamu Dazai's tone was somewhat floating.

"What you promised me..."

"Oh, I really didn't think

To, unexpectedly can do so. "

Mori Ogai raised his eyebrows in surprise, and then opened the drawer. Next to some odds and ends, there were two vials. He took out one of the vials and put it on the table.

"Can we speak now?"

"Mr. Mori, don't you think there are too few copies? You must know that people like me who always fail must prepare more."

"Really?"

Mori Ogai stared at Osamu Dazai with his dark purple eyes, and released a powerful aura, pressing directly on Osamu Dazai.

However, Osamu Dazai's expression did not change at all.

"can."

Mori Ogai's aura suddenly subsided, he opened the drawer again, took out another bottle, and put it on the table.

He narrowed his eyes and spoke in a low voice.

"Can we talk now? Dazai-kun."

"Yes."

Osamu Dazai happily picked up the two vials on the table. He turned his head and gestured to Ayu, who nodded fiercely. Then, the indigo mist gathered on Mori Ogai's table, and within three seconds, the A large stack of files has been formed.

"These documents can last for a day, so it's best to write them down quickly."

Ayou knew that she had a lot of forgetfulness, maybe all these memories would be blurred tomorrow.

After all, no matter how happy you are, you can't make people remember so many things that are never used for a lifetime.

but……

Do you want to experience euthanasia yourself?

Coming to the other side with Osamu Dazai, both Ayou and Osamu Dazai looked at the small bottle containing the euthanasia liquid with bright eyes.

Like little hamsters about to share melon seeds, the two huddled together in the corner and whispered.

"today?"

"today!"