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, Throwing Xiang An on the chair alone, turning around and disappearing.When I came back later, I held the easel and toolbox in my hand, threw a book to him, and smiled: "I haven't painted for a long time, my hands are itchy, you are reading a novel on the chair, how about I paint you a watercolor?"

Xiang An hadn't been painted before, so he was a little awkward and looking forward to it: "Then, how should I sit?"

Qu Lijia set up his pen and smiled at him: "You can sit however you feel comfortable. Anyway, I mainly paint landscapes, and you are just a foil."

Xiang An's enthusiasm was quenched by a splash of cold water, and he opened the book angrily and ignored him.

First draw a rough outline with a pencil, and you can see a bench on a large drawing paper, surrounded by dwarf flowers and willows. On the bench, a big boy wrapped in a scarf is half-hanging his head to read a book, wearing glasses is very gentle.

Qu Li chatted with Xiang An while drawing, and Xiang An said a few perfunctory words, but Qu Li didn't stop, just smiled and didn't care.

He remembered the first time he noticed Xiang An when he was in the freshman year of high school. He had just been divided into subjects, and he was not familiar with the students in the class. After the Chinese class the next month, the teacher asked Xiang An to read his composition to the students on the podium.

During those days, Qu Li was still pretending to be cold, sitting by the window.He saw patches of sunlight slanting on the classroom floor, and Xiang An was tall and thin, standing in the middle of the light and shadow, reading the article without haste.

The title is Yangzhou Remnant Dream, which is said to be derived from the poem "Yangzhou dream once every ten years", and writes a short story in the Qinlou Chu Pavilion in Goulan Wasi.

At that time, he propped his head up, as if fascinated, listening to Xiang Anping's unruffled, but unusually pleasant voice, thinking, how can a person write such beautiful and lingering words that linger on lips and teeth?

Elegant like a green jasmine floating in the tea bowl, rich and beautiful like the rich and noble peony hanging on the wall at home.

He had a dream of Yangzhou every ten years, and in a trance he felt that Xiang An was that dream, a dream that could not be kept for a short time standing in the soft sunlight.

Like now, even though it is in front of his eyes, even though it is on his drawing paper, it is still untouchable.

The paintbrush in his hand paused half an inch away from the paper, and Qu Li pretended to casually mention:

"Hey, I heard that many talented people, such as writers, cartoonists, and designers, are gay."

"Oh? Are there many?" Xiang An didn't look up.

He is usually not in the mood when he is reading hard, and it is not bad to be able to make a perfunctory conversation.

Qu Li: "Yeah, you're almost a bookworm, tsk tsk, it's dangerous."

Xiang An turned a page, and said in a neutral voice, "I don't think there's anything wrong with homosexuality."

Qu Li flicked the brush in his hand, almost hitting his foot.

Then I heard Xiang An continue to say, "Look at what is written in this book - loving people and being in love with others is originally born out of heartbeat and emotion, where is there a right or wrong statement? I think, like it is like it , don’t care if he’s a man, a woman or a shemale, ha.”

Those cross-species loves with big brain holes in ancient and modern China and abroad, the love between humans and ghosts is not over, Xu Xian sleeps with snakes, which part is not epic, is sought after by the broad masses of the people, and earns enough tears?In reality, if two ordinary people want to be together, they will be excluded by society instead. How can there be such a reason?

Qu Li froze behind the easel, his heart beating wildly like a drum.But I heard Xiang An say again:

"Qu Li, my grandfather said don't talk about people's rights and wrongs. They don't bother you. Why are you in charge of the world? Anyway, it's not you who is crooked, right?"

Qu Li's hand trembled several times, and finally he took the pen and put it on the drawing paper, with a smooth stroke.

He thought that Xiang An's nose bridge was the most beautiful, but luckily it wasn't crooked.

It was a bit cold from the wind, so he looked up at Xiang An, buttoned his neckline and said nothing.

After the drawing was finished, the paper was removed, and Xiang An hurried over to look at it, but was left by Qu Li, who just found an excuse to prevaricate, and put it away on his own.Xiang An pushed the glasses and did not insist.

Qu Li didn't talk much on the way back, but Xiang An kept looking for topics, what to say--the winter vacation is coming to an end, I wonder what delicious food Xiao Liu will bring to the dormitory? "Secretary Cui" promised to treat him to a big meal when he returned to school. Xie Wenjun was sent on a blind date by his family's elders during the Chinese New Year. The other party was a freshman girl, and both parents were too anxious.

It's all trivial.Qu Li just listened to him and didn't comment.

Xiang An was not good at talking at first, seeing his cold face, his voice became lower and lower, and then he simply fell silent.

Once home, Qu Li dragged Xiang An to the bedroom, a little serious, but not angry, but asked him seriously: "Tell Xiang An, do you like Gu Xiaoran?"

Xiang An felt his heart tremble, recalling the dream he had once had, closed his eyes and thought in a bit of loss, this moment finally came.

Somewhat unpleasant, he hesitated and replied: "Why, how come, don't worry, I have no intention of her, and I won't snatch it from you."

These days, Qu Li spends time with him and enlightens him. He is very grateful, and he doesn't want any grievances to arise between the two of them because of these trivial matters.

Well, he thought he should think so.

Hearing what he said, Qu Li frowned, turned and opened the closet, and said in a muffled voice, "Who stole it from you, and I don't like her."

"Oh yes, you like Zhao Yueyan." Xiang An said, "But listen to my advice, Zhao Yueyan already has a boyfriend, so stop thinking about her."

Patting him on the shoulder like a big brother, he persuaded, "She and you are both my friends, the two of you are so entangled in your relationship, it's hard for me to hang in the middle."

Qu Li snorted, his face straightened, and he took out a tea-white jacquard cross-neck Hanfu from the closet.

The Hanfu has long breasts and wide sleeves, and the blue lotus leaf weaving pattern on the cuffs, which is elegant and elegant without losing coquettish style, and is stuffed for Xiang An.

"Here, I ordered it on a whim in high school, but you know I'm not in this style, and I've never worn it. Just... thinking you like it, why don't I give it to you."

Xiang An took the clothes, touched and couldn't put it down, couldn't hide the surprise in his eyes and face, and burst out laughing: "Huh? This is the surprise you said to accompany you on the road?"

Qu Li turned his head away, his eyes drifted, pretending not to care and said: "You go and try to see if it fits well, it's made in high school, I'm afraid it might be too small."

Facts have proved that Qu Li really worries too much. Xiang An grew up early, and he is still tall in the first year of high school.He came out of the indoor toilet cubicle after changing clothes, a little uncomfortable with the wide sleeves, raised his hand to adjust his glasses, and asked Qu Li how he was.

Qu Li looked up and was stunned for a few seconds, as if in a dream.

The sky is a little dark, and the bamboo shadows are slanting outside the large floor-to-ceiling windows, but the interior is bright with glazed lights. Xiang An is wearing an antique Hanfu, as if from a painting of smoke and clouds, no, it is from a dream, from a misty dream Come out, come out from the leisurely dream that he Quli has had many times, from the willow bank, modi, and the dream of luxuriant grass.

"Ah, I haven't researched how to wear this kind of clothes before." Xiang Anmo wiped off her smooth long sleeves and adjusted her belt. She was full of embarrassment visible to the naked eye. Seeing Qu Li, she didn't answer, thinking it was ugly, Nervously ready to go back and replace.

Just as he took a step, Qu Li yanked his hand and asked in a daze, "Xiang An, do you like it?"

Xiang An hesitated for a few seconds, wanting to restrain himself and say it was okay, but he always felt that the atmosphere was weird, so he heard Qu Li whisper, "When I drew it, I thought you would like it. It should have been It fits on you."

This feeling was really strange, and Xiang An wanted to stop in embarrassment.This kind of words doesn't sound like what he and Qu Li should say, but it should be Gu Xiaoran who listens?

But Quli didn't want to let go of him, his eyes stared like he was insane, and he asked nonchalantly, "Xiang An, have you been drinking?"

Without waiting for him to open his mouth, he took off his glasses and said, "Why did I ask about your alcohol breath?"

Then by a strange coincidence, she cupped his face and kissed him.

The distorted face was in front of Xiang An's eyes for a moment, and his lips were touching his lips, soft to the touch, tossing and sucking without any rules.

The brain is blank.

In the blink of an eye, Xiang An seemed to be flicked on a switch, pushed Qu Li away, and shouted, "You're fucking crazy!"

This is the first time in his life he swears.

Qu Li was pushed away abruptly, and fell to the edge of the bed unsteadily, holding Xiang An's glasses and slowly regaining consciousness, scratching a handful of hair in pain.

Xiang An pushed open the compartment door with a "bang", quickly changed back into his clothes, and when he came out, he didn't make a sound, and just threw the Hanfu on the bed.When he was about to walk to the door, he whispered: "Qu Li, you didn't rest to get sick, let's pretend that nothing happened today, and get up tomorrow morning as friends... okay?"

A low and hoarse voice sounded behind him, helpless and full of depression: "Xiang An, do you really not know or are you pretending not to know? Zhao Yueyan liked you from the very beginning!"

Xiang An's back froze, and after a while, he still raised his hand to open the door.

"Me too." Qu Li said again.

she likes you.

me too.

Qu Li looked up at him, with a pair of drooping and dull eyes, the emotions in his eyes were turbulent but suppressed, it was an expression he had never seen before.Qu Li said in a hoarse voice, "Xiang An, do you think I'm sick?"

The voice spreads out:

"Xiang An, I like you, do you think I'm sick?"

"Qu Li, stop talking!"

Xiang An twisted open the door and strode out without looking back.

I beg you to stop...

How did that happen?How did it become like this.

Isn't it good to stop at a place where you can talk and drink?Why do you want to tear it apart, tear everything apart?

Who likes who so what, why do you have to say it?

If he looked back at that time, he might see Qu Li curled up his legs in the brightly lit room, buried his head deeply in his arms, like an innocent child, like a little beast licking its wounds.

It's not good to tell who you like, why hide it in your heart?

Wouldn't it be nice to say it?

【Irrelevant Theater No. [-]: (Wetland Park, Benches)】

Qu Li (in the process of painting): Hey, do you know the painting of "Mona Lisa"?

Xiang An (reading the novel): What?

Qu Li (looked forward): It is said that you can see the pores on her face with a magnifying glass.

Xiang An (indifferently): Why didn't you say that it was shot and framed?

Qu Li: ...

☆、2007 Hening

Early the next morning, Xiang An dragged his luggage back to Hening, but he didn't say goodbye to Qu Li, and Qu Li didn't call to ask.

They seem to have never known each other, and they return to their own lives.

After a few days of busy school, Xiang An still wore the large scarf that Zhao Yueyan gave her every day in the classroom, cafeteria and dormitory at [-] o'clock and [-] line, and it took three weeks until it was too hot to wash it and put it away. .

In the dormitory, Secretary Cui introduced Xiao Liu's girlfriend, a junior from the foreign language department, Qi Liuhai tied into a ponytail, very pure.Xie Wenjun probably blamed the secretary for not introducing him, and it was hard to show it. He just didn't bring Xiao Liu a meal every weekend when he went out, which made Xiao Liu's life very difficult.

During this period, Zhao Yueyan called once, saying that he and Quli had quarreled, although he didn't know why, but Quli was a very nice person, and told Xiang An not to argue with him over trivial matters.

Xiang An answered "Yes" bluntly, and wanted to ask something, but he opened his mouth and said nothing.

In Xiang An's heart, although Qu Li's short-circuited his mind and dragged him to confess his confession indiscriminately, he was shocked by a virtuous young man who had received more than ten years of formal education, and it was really hard to accept and digest emotionally for a while.

But these are all caused by hormones, it is because Qu Li has not been nourished by love for a long time, some chemical substances such as phenylalanine in his body are rampant, it is not impossible for him to have the illusion of liking him.After this period of time passed, Qu Li figured it out, and there was nothing wrong with it.

Even though it's nonsense, other people are good after all, and friends should continue to be friends.

Thinking about it this way, Xiang An actually calmed down and forgave most of Qu Li, and tried to call him a few times out of kindness, but no one answered.

Later, the more he thought about it, the angrier he became, hum!He obviously did nothing wrong, so why should he bow his head first?Simply never fight again.

When Zhao Yueyan called, Xiang An was already very unaware of Quli's movements. He knew that Quli had paid a year's rent for the house on the north gate, but thinking about it, he probably didn't care about the money, and he didn't know that there was any. Didn't move away?

Actually nothing bad.

Open up to Ann.

Qu Li doesn't bother him anymore, he spares a lot of time, the leisure time after class is his own, he can curl up in the corner of the bed and read big books, and he doesn't have to be pulled to cook as a cook, or he doesn't have to cook by himself. Scenic spots with unclear directions are wandering around.

It's just that I always feel empty in my heart.

He has basically searched and read all those well-received novels. He went to the library a few days ago and couldn't pick out the books he wanted to read.There are a few covers that look good, but after looking through the introduction, I have no desire to read.Heading back to the dormitory to stock up on inventory, I saw the set of books that Qu Li gave me on my birthday last semester, beautifully packaged, with large gold-plated characters, it looked like a collector's edition, and I felt bad.

To him, Qu Li is a very worthy friend.

He has a dull temper, he is not warm and has no one to make friends with, only Qu Li keeps getting here, now that he thinks about it, even if this friend's behavior has changed a little bit, after all, Qu Li is really good heart.

People need to know kindness, even though it is often said that one does not expect to be rewarded for one's kindness, it still cannot make others feel cold.

Well, how about finding a time and meeting him again?Anyway, in the same city, you can't just say that and stop it.

Xiang An made up his mind, and his heart flickered, but he felt a little weird, but he didn't think deeply about it, but suppressed that feeling and turned to think about other things.

It's April.As the saying goes, spring is the season for animals to die. The school responded to the call, thoroughly implemented the scientific concept of development, and asked each class to organize a themed class meeting on AIDS prevention. "Secretary Cui" was obliged to undertake the organization and publicity work.

Xiang An was threatened with a link between attendance and the final general evaluation, so he rushed to the class meeting in high spirits, and picked a corner by the window. Xiao Liu and Xie Wenjun sat at the front table, playing with their mobile phones, chatting with each other.

Looking at them, Xiang An thought sadly, this is the normal relationship between classmates and friends, right?You can get close, but always maintain a certain degree, and will not make any strange moves.

Just thinking about this, she tilted her head, and happened to see Gu Xiaoran sitting down in the corner near the door, so as not to die facing him, Gu Xiaoran raised her eyes and saw him too.Before she had time to think deeply, she turned her head away again, expressionless.

He lowered his head, at this time the secretary on the stage cleared his throat, and began to read the content on the webpage with a straight face.

"In today's society, AIDS has become a serious problem... College students are a special group... Risk of infection... Awareness of AIDS prevention..."

Every sentence was read out by the secretary, and Xiang An found it funny. Every theme class meeting basically used these formulas, replacing AIDS with pyramid schemes, fires, bird flu, and the opening remarks were the same. Too much trouble.

Still slandering in the bottom of my heart, I heard the secretary cough in embarrassment, and continued: "... Homosexuality is a kind of mental illness. According to the survey, the risk of HIV infection among gay men is 19 times that of the general population. The World Health Organization warns ..."

His ears perked up, and Xiang An's heart pounded, his mind was full of that huge number - 19.Mother, 19 times!

He suddenly remembered the night when he separated from Qu Li, under the bright glazed lamp, that person was as dark as a shadow, looked up at himself in pain and said, do you think I'm sick?

Do you think I'm sick?

how come……

Just as I was thinking irritably, a high-pitched voice suddenly came out: "Since this is a class meeting and everyone has the freedom to express their own opinions, I would like to raise objections to the two opinions of Cui."

Then a figure stood up and continued loudly,

"First, there are only three ways of AIDS infection, blood, mother and child, and sex. In terms of sexual behavior, as long as protective measures are taken, this risk can also be avoided. In fact, more and more gays have already Aware of this problem and taking measures to prevent it, the figure of 19 times is too sensational..."

It sounds reasonable, but wait...why does this voice sound familiar?

Raising his head suddenly, Xiang An couldn't help but stare blankly.

It was Xie Wenjun who made such a high opinion? !

He distractedly squinted at Xiao Liu at the side of the front table, and also looked up to the point where his eyeballs almost fell out in shock. The colorful game characters on the screen of the mobile phone beat themselves in confusion for a while, then fell to the ground and never got up again.

On the stage, Secretary Cui closed his mouth a few times, with an innocent expression on his face—please, he didn't write this, he just responded to the call and downloaded a relevant document from the Internet!

And Xie Wenjun continued, "Secondly, as early as 1990, the World Health Organization had officially removed homosexuality from the list of diseases, believing that homosexuality is a normal category of human sexual orientation. In 2001, The 'Chinese Psychiatric Association' removed homosexuality from the classification of mental illness, and homosexuality has been 'non-disease' in mainland China. It is also incorrect to say that homosexuality is a mental illness."

After finishing speaking, he stood straight on the spot with his back straight, looking directly at the secretary.

The secretary shook his hand when he stared at him, and wanted to say, we are all just walking around casually, don't worry too much, don't worry too much, hey!But I don't know which boy's voice interjected: "Who said that if you are not on the register, you are not sick? Is what the experts say true? The experts also said that the corpse of the child in Cao Cao's tomb was when Cao Cao was a child, haha..."

Another person ridiculed: "I said Xie Wenjun, you know so well, you can't be that yourself, right?"

Suddenly there was laughter.

"That's right! Xie Wenjun, you look gay! Haha..."

Xie Wenjun's face was blue and white, and he was stiff for a long time. He wanted to explain but couldn't find time to interject. Xiang An was anxious for him as he looked at him.

"So what about homosexuality, what about heterosexuality? So what if it's a disease, so what if it's not a disease? How other people want to live is none of your business."

The sound was clear and cool, dripping water and hitting rocks, and there was no sound for a while.

Looking at Xiang An from a distance, Gu Xiaoran was wearing a blue single-clothes wrinkled leaf dress, the corners of his eyes were slightly raised, his eyes seemed to be intentional or not, and Xiang An always felt that he was looking at him.

That weird feeling came out again, making my heart numb.

Going back to the dormitory at night and lying on the bed, Xiang An tossed and turned, unable to sleep, Gu Xiaoran's chilly eyes turned sideways, Xie Wenjun's straight back and legs straightened when curled up, and he remembered the time when Qu Li slept with him, I love to put my legs on him.

"Xiang An. What are you afraid of?"

He lay flat and asked himself this inexplicably.

What are you afraid of?

Xiao Liu was annoyed by him, and poked his head out from the bathroom sink on the balcony: "I'll go, Xiang An! It's nine o'clock, and you'll be a ghost if you can sleep!"

Before the words finished, Xiang An suddenly turned over and got off the bed, which startled Xiao Liu.I saw him put on his clothes quickly, and quickly opened the door to go out. The whole set of movements took less than a minute.Xiao Liu took a mouthful of mouthwash resentfully, slandering in his heart, what happened to the dormitory people today, why didn't the group take medicine?

He didn't know, Xiang An only thought at this moment, yes, don't run away anymore.

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☆、2007 Hening

The stairway was quiet, and the sensor light was on for a while and then dimmed.Sitting on the third step, Xiang An felt the colder under his buttocks, and he felt mixed emotions.

He just knocked on the door of Quli's house for about 10 minutes, and he didn't know how many calls, but no one answered.Feeling a little flustered, he even thought, Qu Li wouldn't just leave, right?Cut off the relationship with him, delete the contact information, disappear from his world abruptly, and never see him again in this life?

How could this be?

He doesn't want to do that.

He still has something to say, and he finally mustered up the courage to say it, so it's too late?

Xiang An took out his phone and checked the time, it was 10:30.If you don't go back to the dormitory, it's time to close the door.

He pushed his glasses, sniffed, and when he looked up, he heard footsteps going up the stairs. The sound stopped on the same floor for a while, a shadow took out the key, and turned on the light without noticing.

His vision brightened in an instant, Qu Li was standing at the door holding the key, wearing a slim student suit, hair glue on his hair, and some shiny confetti stuck to it, no matter how you look at it, he looks capable and handsome.

Xiang An felt his heart beating fast, and he didn't know if it was a surprise or something, so he stood up at a loss.

Qu Li also saw him, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, but his face remained calm.

The two were silent for a while, and Qu Li smiled first, and said, "How are you doing recently, are you doing well?"

"I... I came to..."

Xiang Antun hesitated for a long while, but did not say a complete sentence. Qu Li glanced at him, lowered his head and opened the door: "Why don't you go in and talk?"

I don't know where the courage came from, Xiang An suddenly pulled Qu Li over at the moment the door opened, grabbed his shoulder and kissed him, like a brave man who died heroically.

After the kiss, he took half a step back and said with a forced breath, "Qu Li, I like you!"

squeak.

Like the world is as bright as day.

The ice, snow and darkness melted away, leaving only the two of them standing at the end of time and looking at each other.

Endless gazes, racing heartbeats, clumsy breathing.

"What did you say?"

Qu Li let go of the doorknob, and subconsciously touched his lips that had just been kissed, "Xiang An, what did you just say?"

"I said I like you..." Xiang An was frightened by his appearance, and took a step back unconsciously, "I thought about it carefully, you are right, your kindness to me has always been different from that of ordinary friends. I know it clearly, but I always avoid it and dare not face it..."

He secretly clenched his fists, as if he had the courage to say it, "Qu Li...I never thought about being with you before, but then I thought about it...if...if we were together, it seems pretty good .”

"You... Seriously?"

Qu Li still couldn't believe it, so he grabbed Xiang An's shoulder, "Are you serious?"

Xiang An was held in pain by him, and he couldn't respond. Suddenly, his mind was broken and he felt embarrassed, so he wanted to retreat: "You don't believe it? Then, just pretend I didn't say it."

Qu Li let him go, stepped back half a step, his expression darkened.

"Hey, you really..." Xiang An was about to speak, but was suddenly dragged into the room by Qu Li, the door slammed shut, and before he could turn around, he was directly pressed against the door.

Qu Li's eyes turned dark, his Adam's apple moved, and his voice was hoarse: "Xiang An, I gave you a chance to go away, you come back now, I won't let you go!"

"I……"

Before the words could be uttered, they were sealed in the throat by Qu Li's passionate kiss.

There was a very tempting voice in my ear: "Xiang An, you don't know how to kiss, do you? I'll teach you."

Hey, let me teach you...

When we were in high school, we lived in the dormitory, a group of half-sized guys who were not enterprising, and talked nonsense at night, and a few honest-looking boys sat around the quilt in the dark, with excited faces, and listened to the only buddy who had ever been in love. Blowing the experience of kissing girls.

"Actually, it's nothing, it's almost like kissing your own thumb, here, so..."

While talking, the buddy also made gestures and taught himself.

Xiang An was also curious, so he hid under the quilt and tried it out secretly, put his mouth on his thumb, turned it around, sipped it twice, and felt a chill...

Obviously, Qu Li's experience in this area is much better than that buddy.

[The word XX is omitted here]

Then, Xiang An froze.

He suddenly pushed Qu Li away, and said in a panic, "It's too fast, Qu Li, I'm not ready yet, it's too fast..."

Qu Li smiled evilly: "Don't be afraid, aren't we together? You have to know, what should come will always come."

"No, no, let's talk about it in two days. For the time being, I will..." Xiang An tidied up his clothes in a hurry, "Well, I have morning class tomorrow, you... You should go to bed early, and we will... That, meet..."

As he spoke, he turned and pulled the doorknob.

"Okay, I'm kidding you." Qu Li took his hand, giggling, "Your dormitory is closed now, don't go back tonight, live here?"

"But..." Xiang An still hesitated.

Qu Li took him back into his arms, and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't do anything."

That is to say, who wouldn't play a guaranteed ticket?But it's a little difficult to actually cash it out.

A gentleman in the world is as stable as Liu Xiahui. Those heroic deeds have long been spread everywhere. Qu Li has heard and seen it, but he always believes that a man, a man who dominates the lower body, and a man who dominates the lower body If a man who is well-developed and free from diseases and insect pests can be stable, it must be because he is pregnant with someone who is not his favorite.

Just imagine if one day, the person you have loved for many years finally lies beside you, watching his eyes close gently, and you can touch him with just a little stretch of your hand——

His skin is warm, his breathing is real, he is in front of his eyes completely, and those [] fantasies that only dare to exist in the mind may come true at any time. [The word XX is omitted here]

May I ask who in the world thinks of such a scene, and doesn't feel his heart beat faster and his blood boil, wishing to realize everything he imagined right now?

Qu Li is a man, a normal man with a vigorous blood.

Although it was true to be gentle when holding Xiang An, the promise not to do anything was really from the bottom of my heart.But I couldn't bear to come out of the bathroom after taking a shower and wiping my hair, and saw Xiang An lying straight under the quilt, breathing peacefully and softly like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

This scene was like drugging him!

That is the person he has loved for so many years from high school to university, as long as he lies on the bed and fantasizes about [here omitted], he can be satisfied, even in a dream [] will reach []!

How could they be together so legitimately?

How could he lie on his bed so defenseless and fall asleep?

How dare you say that you like him?

The object he had imagined countless times, actually became his object?

For so many years, from watching from a distance to being able to stand shoulder to shoulder with each other, from facing the back of the head to hooking shoulders and shoulders close to the skin, his long-term endurance is like building a dam to store floodwater, tumbling and whirling in his heart, and he is so suppressed that he is about to scream!

But this time was different from before, not only turning off the lights and opening eyes to take a peek, not pretending to be normal and having no distracting thoughts, not changing sleeping positions to get close to him.

This time, it's different...

Qu Li stopped at the edge of the bed, bent down, and gently kissed Xiang An's eyes, his fine eyelashes were soft, and his steady breath sprayed on his neck, like a brush was swept across his heart.

[The word XX is omitted here]

Qu Li was also affected at the moment when he was enjoying himself, and he was fully charged, and now he was lying on Xiang An's body.

He has been thinking about Xiang An for so many years, and although today is not considered to be incisive and incisive, it is also a big leap that was difficult to achieve before, and wishing has already produced substantial products.

After all, it wasn't anything else that was holding him just now, but Xiang An's hand, Xiang An's!The moment he just touched it, he was already so excited that he almost got carried away, what else could he ask for?

Therefore, after doing this, he can be regarded as full of desire and contentment.

As for a deeper understanding, Xiang An is already lying by his side, the days will be long, and there will be many opportunities, so what's the rush...

Hey.

☆、2007 Hening

After a lot of tossing, Xiang An, who was already physically weak, suddenly let go of everything, and really felt refreshed for a while. He had no strength for a long time, and soon fell asleep. When he woke up the next morning, he felt refreshed and relaxed.

He turned his head to look at Qu Li, and was in the position of hugging him again, with his head resting on the crest of his neck.

Knowing that Qu Li only had class in the afternoon, Xiang An didn't make a sound, but let him hug him, turned around carefully to face him, and stretched out a fingertip to lightly brush his eyebrows and slide across his nose end, to trace his eyelashes.

He felt like a young daughter-in-law who was newly married and consummated the house with her husband for the first time. She woke up early without sleepiness, and her heart was full of excitement, anticipation, and emotion. There were all kinds of feelings, but she didn't feel disgusted. Instead, she felt happy and sweet.

Since last night, his relationship with Qu Li has been different.

It is no longer about fighting and joking with each other to take advantage of each other's mouths, but to face future challenges hand in hand and fight for each other side by side.This journey is difficult and difficult, he doesn't know where he will go, what he will meet, and he doesn't even know if Qu Li will get tired of it halfway.

However, he finally made up his mind and mustered up the courage. This was the first path he had to choose after deliberation and careful consideration. No matter what, he was already standing on the path.If Qu Li wants to hold hands, he will never let go.

Thinking of this, the corners of his lips evoked a smile unconsciously, the warmth and softness was very nice, but it was a pity that Qu Li was still in a dream, so he couldn't see it.But it doesn't matter, the days will be so long in the future, love and joy will be shown in action, and he will often see such a smile.

Thinking of this, he leaned over to An, and gently pressed a kiss on Qu Li's lips.Then tiptoe up and get dressed, go out to class.

Quli didn't wake up until [-]:[-], and went to touch his side mistyly, and the bed was empty!

Woke up immediately, turned over and got up.

For him, gaining and losing again is probably more unbearable than never gaining it.

In a panic, he searched around the kitchen, bathroom, and guest room, but he didn't see Xiang An. He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, held his mobile phone and hesitated, and dialed Xiang An.

As soon as the bell rang, it was hung up, followed by a female voice prompting emotionally: Sorry, the number you dialed is busy, please dial later...

He returned to the interface, clicked on replay but was hung up again, and when he wanted to dial again, his fingers slowly stopped, silent for a few seconds, he slammed his phone against the corner of the door, swept away the litter on the bedside table, squatted down in frustration grabbing a handful of hair.

really!How could Xiang An accept him?

What he likes and what he is willing to do, it's just talk, it's just his wishful thinking!You should understand that the kiss was pushed away last night, what is too fast?What is not ready?It's just an excuse for rejection!

Why bother!Why bother!

Just playing with him?Pity him condescendingly, making him think he has the whole world and then easily pull away?

Why bother……

Just when he was complaining about himself and hating Xiang An Wude for being unfair to the heavens, the cell phone that was thrown on the corner of the door and was about to be ashes suddenly rang happily without warning, which happened to be the exclusive ringtone he set for Xiang An.

His heart skipped a beat, like a train that had been turned on, and rushed towards the corner.

"Hello." Xiang An's voice sounded from the opposite side, "Are you awake?"

Qu Li was a little stunned, and then he heard Xiang An explain: "I couldn't answer the phone in class just now, are you hungry? I don't have class in the next session, so I'll wait for you at the intersection of the third teaching, let's go have brunch together?"

The rain cleared in an instant, and after a few seconds of stunned, Qu Li answered in a daze: "Okay."

It wasn't until he hung up the phone that he realized that Xiang An had said that he had a morning class last night, and he looked back at the mess and began to giggle.

Ha, so they are really together?

There were 10 minutes between classes, and the third teacher was coming and going, Xiang An hid at the corner, put his hands in his jacket pocket, and lowered his head, trying to take the song away to eat somewhere.

In fact, he didn't quite know that he had hardly been out of the cafeteria for a year and a half since he came to Hening. The few dinners in the dormitory were ordered by the secretary or Xie Wenjun. Besides, isn't Hening just so delicious?He eats the same food at this one and that one, even if Qu Li dislikes him, what can he do?

Just thinking about it, he felt someone leaning on him, Xiang An raised his head and saw Qu Lichong smiling innocently and harmlessly.

"Wait