Scumbag Survival Guide

I disturbed Xu Jiancheng to look through the books one by one, and after a long time, I seemed to stuff the list to Xu Jiancheng, asking him to help keep it.

He Ru sat on the chair and stretched, "Let's go, let's have dinner."

The last evening self-study was also over, and everyone was exhausted, He Ruo lay down on the desk listlessly, "I really envy Wu You, I don't want to go to school anymore."

Wu You has already received an offer from UCLA in advance, and has long since stopped going to school.

Xu Jiancheng bent down and touched He Bi's hair, "Let's go."

Every time the evening self-study is over, there is only the last subway left. The only advantage of going to the evening self-study is that you don’t have to squeeze the subway.

"Don't stay up late tonight."

"Let's go, bye"

How could it be possible not to stay up all night? If time is money, then time is now the ranking. During the final sprint period, learning may not necessarily improve, but at least it will not be left behind.

He Wenyuan didn't know if he suddenly realized that he had asked for leave in the last more than 100 days of his third year of high school. The reason for taking the leave was to take care of his child's college entrance examination.

He seems to have returned to the room at the starting point.

Go back to where you came from, probably fate.

"Who is this?"

"Is this from our class?"

"She is so beautiful, I cried."

"Did she stand on the wrong shift?"

The girl was thin, with a small and white face, and she looked like a white egret when she raised her neck and read the notice board at the door of the hospital.

He seemed to think she looked familiar.

"What are you looking at?"

Xu Jiancheng's voice came from behind coldly.

"nothing……"

Suddenly the broadcast sounded, "On the 23rd, Li Sipei came to re-measure his height, and on the 23rd, Li Sipei came to re-measure his height."

The girl turned around and walked back with the medical examination form.

The people in class one gasped in unison.

"This is... Li Sipei?"

"Why is she so skinny?"

"She doesn't know how to get plastic surgery and liposuction."

"Be quiet for a while."

The girl turned her head and saw that it was Ji Ying, so she stopped talking embarrassingly.

It was He Xiang's turn to have the blood drawn, and was arranged to have breakfast in the empty house next to it.

I haven't drank any water since ten o'clock last night. He seems to be thirsty, biting the straw and sucking milk.

There was a commotion in the crowd for a while, and then it became quiet again.

A shadow covered the sunlight in front of He Ruo, he raised his head and squinted his eyes.

It's Li Sipei.

"have you eaten?"

Li Sipei shook his head.

The person in charge of distributing the breakfast probably didn't know that Li Sipei was coming back, so He Ru pushed the school breakfast on the table in front of her, "Have some."

Li Sipei unpacked the bread and began to eat it in small mouthfuls.

She has indeed lost a lot of weight, and it can even be said that she is a little out of shape.

Is art training so tiring?

"Let's go, He Ru, go to check your eyesight, and after the eyesight check, do a chest X-ray and you're done."

He Ru stood up and stretched, "I'll go first."

Li Sipei waved at him.

"Anyone who wears glasses takes them off."

Doctors prepare inserts for people who wear glasses to try on glasses, and add lenses one by one.

He Sian was bored and kicked the wall that was about to fall under the corner. On the way he just came, he saw a hawker selling rock candy strawberries, and he hadn't eaten them yet. Their inspection was early, and other groups might not be so fast. Wait. After finishing the last chest X-ray, I slipped out to buy rock sugar strawberries, and asked Xu Jiancheng if he wanted any.

"Next person."

He Ru walked over and sat on the chair.

"How much?"

"Five hundred on the left and three hundred on the right."

The doctor handed the eye patch to He Xiang and motioned him to put it on.

"Cover your right eye."

Under the [-]-degree lens, it seems that the eye chart is completely white, and even the biggest E can't be seen.

"this?"

The doctor points to the letters with a stick.

He Xiang shook his head.

"this?"

"Add lenses."

……

"Add lenses."

"Add lenses."

"Plus."

"Plus."

"It's already a thousand degrees. Are you unable to tell the difference between east, west and north? Change your right eye."

He Bi silently opened and closed his mouth, closed and opened again, he can tell the difference, he is not a fool.

Are you blind?

He thought half jokingly.

Cover your left eye.

"Up"

"Up"

"left"

……

"I'll write a note for you. Go out and turn left to the optometry area on the ninth floor of the outpatient department to have your eyesight tested, and give the note to Nurse Zhang."

After a few strokes, the doctor gave the note to He Xiang.

The physical examination area is separated from the outpatient department on the first floor.

The hall was full of people coming and going, patients, accompanying family members, doctors, nurses, those in wheelchairs who had just had surgery, and those waiting in line at the pharmacy window to get medicine.

He Ru entered the elevator, and saw a young man in the corner wearing a light green hospital gown, with gauze wrapped around his eyes, holding the handle tightly by himself, and didn't make a sound when the wheelchair was pushed in.

"The ninth floor is here."

"The eyes look at the little house in the middle of the optometry machine."

"Okay, let's do it again."

"Again."

……

In biology, the purpose of repeated experiments is to avoid chance of results.

He Sian measured it again and again, and his eyes felt a little astringent when the focus was right.

"Strange, the optometry machine can't measure the degree."

"Head nurse Zhang is here."

He seemed to be led into the back room again.

When the curtains are drawn, most of the light is blocked, and the room is dark.

He seems to have a blank brain and fall into a vacuum.

Nurse Zhang took the pupil penlight and skillfully peeled He Si's eyelids open like a fish.

"What major do you want to apply for the college entrance examination?"

"physics."

"Study theory? That's okay, there is no restriction on vision."

He Ru slowly remembered that when the list of restricted majors for the college entrance examination was issued, he still smiled and said to Xu Jiancheng next to him: "Why can't any one with naked eyesight be lower than 4.8 be admitted to the cooking major? Can you not see silk falling in?"

"Your cornea is deformed."

"I don't want a cornea transplant, do I?"

He just said it casually, but the head nurse was silent for a while.

He Si watched her insert the pupil penlight into the breast pocket of her white coat.

"After the college entrance examination, go to the eye hospital for a careful examination, and take a good rest after the examination."

He Si returned to the physical examination area, until the doctor marked the word amblyopia on the column of his physical examination form, he seemed to slowly wake up from a dream, regained consciousness, and felt panic.

"Where did you go? Xu Jiancheng is looking for you."

"yes"

"Why are you so hoarse? Do you want some water? I still have an unopened bottle here."

"No thanks"

"What's wrong with you? Why is your expression so..."

"I'm fine"

"Hey, Xu Jiancheng is here."

"Why?" Xu Jiancheng pushed aside the crowd and walked to him.

"Here you are", Xu Jiancheng handed the rock sugar strawberries to He Si, "Let's go out to eat, the hospital is not clean."

Am I going to be blind?

Will you go blind?

Will you not see it?

He Ruo wanted to talk to Xu Jiancheng, but didn't know how to speak.

I don't know how long the rock candy strawberries have been held, the rock sugar on top has melted a little, and the brown wrapping paper is stuck to it, Xu Jiancheng sits next to He Si, slowly grabbing the wrapper scraps stuck to the rock sugar.

"Let me do it."

Xu Jiancheng smiled at him, "You must have candy all over your hands, how sticky it is."

He Si thought for a while, and then sent a WeChat message to Shen Huan.

"What are you dazed for?"

Xu Jiancheng handed the clean rock sugar strawberry to He Xiang.

Strawberries in early spring are big and sweet, so why don't you bite them into small bites.

"what happened?"

Xu Jiancheng wanted to touch the ends of He Si's hair, but then remembered that his hands were full of sugar, so he took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped it, "Why are you so good today? You didn't say a word."

He Si hummed, still lowering his head and biting the strawberry in small bites.

Two people sat on a stone bench in the garden of the hospital, next to which clusters of pale yellow elderflowers bloomed, attracting a few bees, and a single bee was attracted by what kind of rock sugar strawberries, and refused to leave for a long time Go, Xu Jiancheng blocked it to no avail, then turned to He Si and said, "Let's eat somewhere else."

Killing a bee will attract a bunch of bees.

"It's okay, I'm done eating."

☆, blackout

He Shi didn't want to bother He Wenyuan with such a trivial matter, but Shen Huan didn't think it was a trivial matter.

I don't know what Shen Huan told He Wenyuan, but He Wenyuan was expressionless when he registered with He Si.

It was a female doctor who was attending the consultation. She glanced at the date of birth in He Li's medical record and said, "Second year in high school?"

He Xiang nodded.

"Come on," the doctor beckoned, signaling He Bi to come to the slit mirror, "Put your chin here."

He forgot the name of the disease the doctor said, but he only remembered two sentences.

"It's midterm."

"This disease has no cause and is irreversible. We can only wait for corneal transplantation."

"I'm just a doctor in the retina department. Can you make an appointment for a doctor in the cornea department next Thursday?"

"Let's take an optic nerve fundus photo, corneal topography and OCT first, yes, and then measure the intraocular pressure."

When He Si left the consulting room, He Wenyuan suddenly asked him impatiently, "Why are you crying?"

did i cry?

He seemed at a loss.

The tears fell even more fiercely.

He Wenyuan roared angrily: "There are so many people, what is there to cry about?"

The people waiting for medical treatment around were silent for a moment, looking at He Wenyuan as if they were looking at a monster.

He Xiang also felt that there was nothing to cry about, but he just couldn't help it.

The palm wind came suddenly, He Ruo couldn't dodge in time, but was pulled away by the people behind him.

It's an old grandfather, "Why can't you speak well when you have something to say, so you have to beat the child?!"

It turns out that crying children may not necessarily have sweets, and may even be beaten.

It wasn't until now that he realized that it wasn't because of He Wenyuan's indifference to the blood cognition relationship caused by the long-term separation when he was a child, but that He Wenyuan lacked the basic social attributes of a human being.

He is a monster.

On Thursday, Shen Huan asked for leave to fly and also came.

It is rare for three people to get together, but it is to hear He Xiang's diagnosis result.

"Can a cornea transplant restore vision?"

"Not necessarily, it depends on the postoperative recovery, and the possibility of viral keratitis infection after transplantation is not ruled out."

"To what extent can it be recovered?"

"It varies from person to person. According to past postoperative recovery data, it is considered a success if it can recover to 0.2."

"However, in your situation, you can do deep lamellar transplantation now, cut off the part of your cornea where the disease occurred, and only transplant a part of the cornea, so that the rejection reaction will be less."

"Also, this disease does not occur in one eye, and the other eye is only a matter of time."

Well, not only is my left eye blind, but my right eye may become blind at any time.

In the vast sea of ​​people, the one in [-] chance of getting sick fell on He Si's head just like that.

"What's wrong? Why are you always in a daze recently?"

Xu Jiancheng waved the pen in front of He Si.

"It's okay... I'm going to go to the toilet."

He Ru pulled out the chair and made a breakthrough in the quiet evening self-study.

He Bi didn't go to the bathroom, and he didn't want to go to the bathroom at all.

He went to the rooftop on the top floor.

I haven't smoked for a long time.

The spring breeze at night was very warm, why didn't I find a lighter and just pulled out a cigarette.

Someone flicked on a lighter and came up to him.

With a cigarette in his mouth, He Ru mumbled his thanks.

"Li Sipei?"

The girl in school uniform watched He Xiang in the dark.

The once tight school uniform is now empty, puffing up when the wind blows.

"when did you come?"

"It's been a while."

He Xiang exhaled smoke, "Why don't you go down to study by yourself at night?"

"You didn't go either."

……

"After studying for so many years, staying up at night for so many years, doing so many exercises, but still half a beat slower than others, and the grades are still not up or down. The art training is also the same. There is no heating in the studio in winter. Keep painting, why...why I'm still worse than others."

He Ru was silent for a while, and said, "I don't know."

He didn't know either.

"I'm ready to repeat."

"There are two months left in the third year of high school. Are you going to repeat it? It's too early to give up."

"I didn't pass the school exam of T University Academy of Fine Arts."

"It must be T?"

He seems to stamp out the cigarette with his foot.

Li Sipei replied decisively: "It must be T."

"Well then, good luck."

When the smell of cigarettes dissipated from his body, He Bi returned to class, and before writing a few questions, his vision suddenly fell into darkness.

The class was still quiet as usual.

Are you blind?

Thinking of this possibility, He Ruo couldn't help trembling, and his elbows even rubbed against the straw paper because of the excessive range of motion.

He read on the Internet that at the beginning of this disease, the vision will be significantly reduced, and later even the most basic light-sensing function will be lost. It is not until the elastic layer of the cornea ruptures and slowly absorbs the edema that it recovers, and then the light can be regained.

"how like"

"What is it like?"

Xu Jiancheng yelled in his ear several times.

"What... what's wrong?"

It seems that both the upper and lower teeth began to chatter.

He has already gone through countless times in his mind the picture of his blindness, not to mention going out, he can't even maintain the most basic life.He Wenyuan probably wouldn't care about him. When Shen Huan passed away, he would have no one to take care of him. He couldn't even pay the water, electricity and gas bills. He died slowly at home. Maybe when the body started to rot, no one would find him disappearing. in this world.

"The power went out," Xu Jiancheng said again: "Why are you afraid of this?"

It turned out that there was a power outage.

Someone in the class took out their mobile phone and turned on the flashlight to take random pictures.

Fortunately.

Fortunately.

He can still see.

"There's a power outage, ho ho ho ho!"

"There's a power outage, shall we still have self-study tonight?"

"Will you sneak away while there's no call?"

"The more you have to learn when others can't learn, the more you can surpass others."

"No way... Brother, run quickly, I will be the first person to eat crabs."

When Xia Lian pushed the door, the class had already exploded, "Everyone, please be quiet first."

"Now there is something wrong with the school's power supply system, and it won't be fixed in a while. Everyone can go home first."

"Ho Ho Ho! Go home!!! Go Duck!!!"

"Let's go!"

"Run before the call!"

Xu Jiancheng also turned on the flashlight on his mobile phone and saw He Si staying there motionless.

"Don't want to go home?"

He Xiang didn't say anything, and started to pack his schoolbag.

Xia Lian went out of the classroom to find the dean.

"The students are almost gone."

Their math teacher groaned, and pushed the switch up again, and the lights in the teaching building came on one after another, "They have been tired for so long, and it's time for them to rest for a day."

He Si became more and more tired of studying, and didn't even want to go to evening self-study, so he asked Shen Huan to help him ask for leave for Xia Lian.

"I don't want to go to school for evening self-study, I want to go home and study."

Shen Huan was silent for a while on the other end of the phone, "Alright then, I'll ask your teacher for leave."

In fact, as soon as He Xiang came home from school in the afternoon, he went back to his room and closed the curtains to start playing games.

I used to put it in the steam shopping cart and was reluctant to buy it and wanted to wait until the price was reduced on Black Friday before buying it. Now I have bought all of them.

The Witcher, Devil May Cry, Battlefield, Call of Duty, Assassin's Creed...

If you give me three days of light.

He Ruo thought to himself.

If you give me three days of light, I will definitely play until I die.

The most direct consequence of staying up late and playing games is sleepiness in class, Chinese class is okay, Xia Lian is more gentle.

Once fell asleep in Chinese class, Xia Lian saw her, Xia Lian patted He Bi lightly, He Bi buried her head in her school uniform and refused to be disturbed by the outside world.

"Why do you wake up, this is the key point."

He Ru looked up in a daze.

"Why are you crying? What did you dream about?"

"Dreaming...dreaming that I can't do reading comprehension."

The whole class burst into laughter.

Actually he didn't dream of anything.

The dream was dark.

But the math teacher was stricter and asked He Bi to stand behind and listen.

Every homework review seems to be criticized, which is already commonplace.

"The absolute value symbol is so obvious that you can't see it?"

"In the domain of definition, X is greater than or equal to zero! Greater than or equal to greater than or equal to, can't you see the equal sign?"

I don't know which word touched He Ni's sensitive point, He Ni suddenly thought in his heart what if he lost his mind while reading the questions during the college entrance examination?

With the vision of his current left eye, the words on the book are like adding Gaussian blur, a blank space dotted with black dots.

What if the right eye suddenly has an acute attack during the college entrance examination?

Han Chuang has studied hard for twelve years, passed all the way, and lost his reputation because of an eye disease. It is ridiculous and dramatic to think about it.

He seemed to laugh out of nowhere.

Covering his face with the paper, the laughter became louder and louder.

Xu Jiancheng handed the tissue to He Xiang.

"Is it too much pressure? Let me take you to skip a day of class and go for a drive."

Xu Jiancheng got two fake notes and asked the squad leader to send them to Xia Lian.

Why didn't he ask Xu Jiancheng where he was going to take him, since he didn't want to stay in school anyway.

"Can you ride a bike?"

Xu Jiancheng dragged He Si down the small stairs.

"meeting."

"Let's ride a bike and show you the alleys in the second ring road."

There are many shared bicycles, which can be seen almost everywhere, and there is a row next to the school gate.

The two of them scanned the QR code to unlock it, picked a bicycle they liked, and skipped class.

As June approaches, the trees on both sides of the road become more and more luxuriant. The cicadas have already begun to sing in the early morning, and the occasional faint sound of cicadas can be heard from the greenery.

He Ni didn't know the way, and started to ride behind Xu Jiancheng. Xu Jiancheng always turned his head, as if he was afraid of losing his son.

He simply rode in front of Xu Jiancheng.

He Si was riding aimlessly on the side road, and occasionally Xu Jiancheng's voice would come from behind, telling him whether to turn left or right.

His riding quality is not very good, in short, he can't ride in a straight line safely, and can block the crowd behind him tightly.

When the traffic light stopped, Xu Jiancheng turned his head to talk to He Ru.

The takeaway guy next to him saw that they were together, and said to Xu Jiancheng, "Student, you have to watch him and change him to a suitable car. You can't ride like this."

Xu Jiancheng smiled and nodded in agreement.

He Xiang: ...

Gradually, there are fewer and fewer pedestrians around.

He Si turned back while riding, "Xu Jiancheng, are you pointing the right way? You won't be kidnapping me, are you?"

"Look at the road and go straight ahead."

what is this?

A large area of ​​red and pink flowers, against the blue sky, looks like the morning glow with the slight dew of the morning light.

What a big pink cloud.

It was only when he rode close that he realized that it was cherry blossoms.

Both sides of the whole street are full of pink cherry blossoms, and the petals fall when the wind blows, like snow dyed with rouge.

Surrounded by low-rise bungalows mixed with courtyard houses, it feels like going back in time to the Republic of China.

☆, blue moon

Xu Jiancheng asked, "Want to come down for a walk?"

"Okay."

The two slowly pushed the cart and walked on the road, and people around would pay attention to them from time to time, which seemed strange.

Until I passed a coffee shop.

He Ru saw himself and Xu Jiancheng still wearing school uniforms through the reflection of the glass door, and suddenly laughed.

It's still school time.

"You haven't smiled lately."

"We could come here every spring if you like."

every spring.

Will I still have a future?

It's just dragging down Xu Jiancheng in vain, he deserves someone better.

"what happened?"

Xu Jiancheng looked at He Xiang and gradually smiled.

He Ru shook his head, "Let's go."

"Wait a minute."

A girl on the side of the road stopped them both.

"I'm a scout for an entertainment company, are you interested in becoming a star?"

Both shook their heads.

The girl was afraid that the two of them didn't hear clearly, so she repeated it again, "I'm a star, I'm not a liar, and I won't charge you an audition fee."

He Sixian said angrily, "I'm sorry, I'm really not interested."

"Okay then... I'll leave this to you. My contact information is on the back. Remember to keep it away from light."

Xu Jiancheng took it over and saw that it was a Polaroid photo of the two of them.

Standing under the cherry tree, in front of the coffee shop.

It is really unique to use a Polaroid without a business card.

Xu Jiancheng looked at the two photos for a while, then handed one to He Xiang, "Take it."

He Xiang asked, "Where do you want to put it?"

Xu Jiancheng said solemnly: "Put it on my chest."

The summer school uniform in R has pockets on the chest.

He Si watched Xu Jiancheng unzip his jacket, and felt a little funny putting the photo on his chest.

"I'll just put it in the phone case."

He Xiangrui had a transparent phone case, and he stuck the photo on the case, stuck it into the phone, leaving only a string of inexplicable phone numbers.

"Let's go."

Xu Jiancheng didn't even look at the navigator and led He Ruoqi into the alley.

"I went to kindergarten here when I was a child."

Xu Jiancheng suddenly turned his head to He Sidao.

I can remember things about kindergarten so clearly, maybe it’s because my childhood was relatively bleak, except for the few times when I was pushed into the water, He Ruo didn’t remember anything about my kindergarten time.

"There is a dessert shop here, and I want to share it with you."

Xu Jiancheng suddenly bent down and approached He Xiang, the young man still had some secret expectations in his eyes.

"is it okay?"

This dessert shop is not similar to the mahogany doors of the surrounding houses, but the warm-colored bamboo doors.

As soon as I entered the small courtyard, one end of the Xingzhu fell on the rock with a slam. Looking back, such a small section of Xingzhu was connected to more than a dozen water diversion bamboos back and forth.

Don't have a hole in the sky.

Probably because it was still a weekday and there was no one in the store.

Green moss grew lonely on the indoor dry landscape in the tea garden.

"What to eat?"

Xu Jiancheng handed the menu to He Xiang.

He Si flipped through the menu, "It's limited to this season, let's have green moss in early spring."

"Don't you want a drink?"

He Ruo opened the menu again, "Let's add another cup of Strawberry Covered Taotaotao Tea."

Xu Jiancheng didn't look at the menu, and ordered jasmine tea cheese and passion fruit ice chrysanthemum with ease.

After ordering the dessert, Xu Jiancheng talked to the owner, and took He Xiang up to the second floor where there was a no-passing sign.

A rare blue sky in City B.

The second floor is a semi-open balcony, with cherry blossoms like clouds and brocades under your feet, and the Lama Temple with bright yellow glazed tiles is not far away. If you look closely, you can see a few kites flying in the blue sky.

"Where do you want to go during the summer vacation after the exam?"

He Ru shook his head, "No plan."

Xu Jiancheng started to talk a lot, and he didn't stop until the dessert was served.

"At this time, you can go to Antarctica to see the Southern Lights, go to Amalfi, Italy to see the sea, and go to Verona's Vanilla Square to see Romeo and Juliet... If you don't want to go too far, you can also go to Nha Trang with clear water and white sand, and the Indian Ocean. Tears Sri Lanka..."

Without saying a word, He Si stirred up the dessert on the plate, green, green, white and white mixed into a ball, just like the dead body of a caterpillar after being trampled.

He has already made plans.

Leave Xu Jiancheng.

When Xu Jiancheng's time is long, it will be difficult to find out the details about himself, and the two will eventually become strangers.

Just like the limited dessert on his plate, it started in summer, let it end in summer, and become a once-in-a-lifetime summer limit.

When he finished his dessert and went downstairs, Xu Jiancheng swiped his phone to the news that there will be a super blue blood moon that occurs once every 150 years tonight.

On average, there will be four to six perigee full moons in a year—the super moon phenomenon; the blue moon phenomenon with four full moons in a quarter will occur on average in three years, and the total lunar eclipse red moon phenomenon will only occur once every ten years on average. The three celestial phenomena of the moon and the blue moon all meet once every 150 years.

Xu Jiancheng suddenly wanted to take He Bi to the planetarium.

Although the aerospace observatory in the suburbs will be clearer, it is too far to go back and forth.

It was still early, and the zoo was next to the planetarium.

Xu Jiancheng said: "The school organized us to go to the zoo during the spring outing in primary school."

I'm tired of it all.

But the thought of being able to come with you makes me very happy.

He Ru put his face on the glass and watched the cub for a long time.

"Want to raise?"

"Leopards are only cute when they are young, and they are not cute when they grow up."

"what about me?"

"you?"

He Si looked back at Xu Jiancheng, "How can you compare with him, you are the cutest."

At six o'clock in the evening, the penumbral eclipse begins.

The staff adjusted the telescope, and the maria and radiation patterns on the moon were clearly visible.

The late spring is getting late, and the group of haze contains Dai.

He Si was sneezed by the evening wind, Xu Jiancheng held He Si in front of his chest.

"Someone came in after a while."

He Ru turned his head and whispered to Xu Jiancheng.

"Will not."

He Ru's earlobe was soft, and Xu Jiancheng bit his teeth.

Xu Jiancheng rubbed the soft earlobe with his canine teeth.

The moon slowly moved into the shadow of the earth, forming a small gap.

"It's started, it's started."

He Ruo was so hot by Xu Jiancheng that he wanted to get up and break free.

"just began."

Xu Jiancheng pulled He Si down again.

The gap is getting bigger and bigger.

Tengu doesn't want to eat a fat man in one bite, but insists on Ling Chi Moon in one bite.

When the entire moon enters the shadow of the earth, the surface of the moon gradually turns dark red.

Xu Jiancheng glanced at his watch, it was almost nine o'clock.

"Let's go, do you want supper? Take you there for supper."

He seems not to want to leave.

Xu Jiancheng hugged him even tighter, "Let's go to the revolving restaurant and eat fried salmon fillets, French baked snails, baked mussels with tomato sauce..."

He Ru turned his head and kissed Xu Jiancheng, not letting him continue talking.

This is the last kiss.

Many people on the road are watching the century-old spectacle with binoculars, and the entire city of B appears a bit inexplicable under the infiltration of the blood-red super moon.

Xu Jiancheng took He Si's hand and walked slowly on the road.

"Start studying hard tomorrow, you know?"

"If you go to bed early at night and go to class, you won't fall asleep."

……

"The last few days, please hold on."

He Ru threw off Xu Jiancheng's hand and walked away on his own, not wanting to listen to his nagging.

Xu Jiancheng took a few steps to catch up with him, "Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore, don't put too much pressure on me. No matter what you do in the exam, I like you."

☆、Shame in R

A few days before the college entrance examination, He Wenyuan suddenly wondered whether he wanted to go abroad for surgery.

Surgery has been popularized abroad for five or six years, but it has not been introduced in China due to medical benefits. There is no need for corneal transplantation, and the success rate is quite high.

He Sipojarposhui agreed to He Wenyuan.

It couldn't be any worse.

Every year on June [-]th and [-]th, it is always sunny. It is said that God is watching the college entrance examination candidates too hard, and he is not willing to rain again and drench them into a drenched chicken.

The sun is boiling, and the trees beside the examination room road leave full silhouettes on the asphalt road.

Xia Lian clapped her hands at the school gate and brought the children of class one together, "Three years have passed in a blink of an eye, thank you all for supporting me as a class teacher. Rather than wishing you success, I hope you can become yourself. You are the most outstanding class of students I have ever taught, and I wish you all the gold list titles in advance, and the Toad Palace wins!"

The usual giggling students in the class fell silent.

"Why are you keeping your head down and not talking?"

Xia Lian hugged and high-fived the students one by one, "One model, two models and three models, usually go through so many exams, calm down, you will pass all the exams, and you will be right!"

She still wanted to say something, but other candidates had already started to enter the examination room one after another.

"I'll be waiting for you outside at the end of every subject, hurry up everyone!"

A group of people spread out like a sky full of stars, and were soon submerged in the flow of people, each pouring into different examination rooms and floors.

Xu Jiancheng held He Si's hand when there were many people, "Wait for me after answering."

The boy's eyes were clear, his eyebrows were high and three-dimensional, cutting off a ray of sunlight and leaving a shadow.

A few girls in school uniforms from other schools sneaked glances in this direction, and some were eager to add friends with their mobile phones.

He Si used to smile kindly at them, but now he just glanced at them.

"Wait for me after answering."

Xu Jiancheng repeated it again, squeezing He Ru's arm with more strength.

"Ah."

When entering Building No. [-], He Ruo saw Ji Ying still looking around outside.

"Looking for Li Sipei?"

Without waiting for Ji Ying to speak, He Bi asked and answered, "No need to wait, she won't come."

At the end of the first day of the exam, as soon as He Ruo left the exam room, he remembered that he had made a lot of naive mistakes, so many that even if he tried his best to turn the tide the next day, he couldn't get back from the mess.

Sorry teachers.

I'm also sorry for Shen Huan.

Having worked so hard to grow up alone since she was a child, and now she is about to let her down again, this is the only bubble rising in He Xiang's dying mind.

Until the end of the last subject the next day.

As soon as He Si came out of the examination room, he saw Xu Jiancheng standing beside the main stairs with a stationery bag waiting for him.

There was a rush of people, and he just stood there.

He Si was stunned for a while, until Xu Jiancheng was about to look this way, then he turned sideways and fled from the small stairs.

When I came here, the big LED screen in front of the examination building read "I wish you all candidates the gold list titles" in yellow characters on a red background, but now it has changed to "Today's students are tomorrow's national pillars".

The third year of high school is finally over.

……

Three years have passed in a blink of an eye

……

I just want to hold the fleeting time

say goodbye

Sorry, thank you, I can't go back to yesterday

I just want to remember this moment

……

The radio room tacitly began to play Lei Yuxin's "Remembrance"

In fact, when the moment of parting really came, there was no bitter crying and reluctance as imagined. Everyone held their stationery bags as usual after school, and greeted each other with smiles, but they knew that the same thing was missing. A "see you tomorrow".

Occasionally, a few boys waved their stationery bags and yelled loudly, "Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye ten thousand times..."

"How can you sing a sentence?"

"It should be our youth, take root and sprout in memory~"

"Damn you, it's still taking root in your memory."

"Goodbye Li Hua, you idiot, this is the last time I write a letter for you!"

"Goodbye Li Hua! I will never help you write replies, applications, tour guides, and diaries anymore! You should also learn to write letters yourself after all these years!"

"Li Hua! Enroll in an English class to improve your writing skills. Although there are still many grammatical mistakes, this is the last time I will do my best to reply to your letter!"

"Li Hua! Thank you! You spent three years with me..."

"Thank you for your size."

He Ruo smiled when he heard it, and saw that most of the students in the front class gathered beside Xia Lian and hugged each other. He looked at it for a while, and then quietly walked away from the path in the bushes behind.

Goodbye.

He Wenyuan drove home with He Si, silent all the way.

Originally, I had to apply for a visa on the second day after the college entrance examination, but found that He Xiang's passport had expired, and it would take five working days even if it was expedited.

In the past five days, He Ruo uninstalled all social software, unplugged the phone card, cut off contact with the outside world, and hid in the house alone to play games in the dark.

Before the college entrance examination, he still had to go to class to restrain him, but after the college entrance examination, He Ruo lost his scruples and played day and night upside down.

He didn't attend the coming-of-age ceremony.

He didn't take graduation photos either.

Even the textbooks and papers were left at school.

It doesn't matter, He Si paralyzed on the bed and thought, quietly, just let him rot here by himself.

It has been almost half a month since the passport, visa, air ticket and hotel reservations have all been processed.

The day when Shen Huan came here, she just got her college entrance examination results, and when she dragged He Bi out of the room, He Bi was so thin that she lost her appearance.

It's no wonder that He Wenyuan has completely given up on him now, and originally asked him if he wanted to eat, but later he didn't even ask.He Ruan is not hungry at all while playing games on the bed, or he doesn't feel hungry anymore, he just drinks a few sips of water occasionally to maintain his body.

After not seeing the sun for a long time and not eating well, He Xiang's skin revealed a kind of lime gray gray and pale.

"Have you checked your grades?"

why not for a long time