Scumbag Survival Guide

Turning his head, he said, "Xu Jiancheng is waiting for you in the small rehearsal hall. The rehearsal hall is on the far left of the first basement floor!"

He Ru walked slowly down the stairs.

It's snowing again.

A thin layer of snow flakes accumulated on the window sill.

There are voice-activated lights in the basement, which turn on and off one by one following He Xiang's footsteps.

He Ruo took a deep breath and pushed open the door.

Xu Jiancheng sat in front of the dark green velvet curtain, and the warm yellow light reflected on the keys.

Xu Jiancheng lightly pressed the keys, and the notes flowed quietly like moonlight with bright brilliance.

There's glitter on the floor after the party

The young man's voice is clear and bright, he may have just passed the voice change period, and he is still slightly hoarse.

Girls carrying their shoes down in the lobby

Candle wax and Polaroid on the hard wood floor

You and me from the night before, but

Don't read the last page

But I stay when you'relost, and I'm cared

And you're returning away I want your midnights

But I'll be cleaning up bottles with you on New Year's Day

……

Hold on to the memories, they will hold on to you

And I will hold on to you

Please don't ever become eastranger

The author has something to say: the song is a very gentle song from taylor's Newyear'sday

☆、Shuizhidan

He Ni felt that he had sunk into the bottom of the sea, abandoned the tide and waves, and his heart settled down.

"What is it like?"

Xu Jiancheng called his name softly and closed the piano cover.

"It is said that life is born lonely, but I hope I can accompany you to the end of life."

The corners of the dark green velvet curtain behind Xu Jiancheng were not drawn properly, and a small piece of white snow was reflected, which shone slightly.

"is it okay?"

end of life.

In He Si's cognition, a lifetime is so long, and no matter how much love is like a raging fire, it will be worn down like a white cloud and a dog because of the trivial daily necessities of the world.

The velvet curtain by the window was rolled back again, and the snow was gone.

It turned out that the window was not closed.

He seemed to lower his head.

Xu Jiancheng walked over step by step, stepping on the dark brown solid wood floor making creaking sounds, and finally stopped in front of He Xiang.

Life cannot be repeated, why not indulge once.

He Ru pulled the tie of the person in front of him, then raised his head and kissed him.

After the exam and the final exam, it is the winter vacation.

He Bi returned to City Q, while Xu Jiancheng stayed in City B.

He Si originally wanted to be a little girl to pull Jiang Huanqing out to set off fireworks, but Jiang Huanqing sent him a picture.

He seems to click on it.

It's a notice banning fireworks in the urban area.

He replied dryly.

After waiting for half an hour, Jiang Huanqing didn't reply.

He Ru threw the phone on the bed, a sense of absurd delusion suddenly surged in his heart, the relationship between seven years of classmates really ended like this.

He Wenyuan came back on New Year's Eve.

He Si was nestling on the sofa in the living room downstairs at that time, making video calls with Xu Jiancheng.

"What are you doing?"

"chatting with you."

He seemed to be able to hear that Xu Jiancheng was very lively, the sound of fireworks, mahjong and noisy chatter.

"It's so lively over there."

He Ru turned his head to the other side, turned his back to the TV, and lay his pillow in another direction.

"Come and celebrate the New Year with me next year."

Xu Jiancheng walked to the side hall, and the surroundings became quiet.

He Ru saw in the video that Xu Jiancheng walked through a long verandah, next to which should be a lake, which hadn't even frozen in winter.

"After the winter vacation next year, the countdown to the college entrance examination will begin."

Going to celebrate the New Year with Xu Jiancheng is a bit too unrealistic, what should Shen Huan do?

"You are in your main house? It's so big."

He seemed to find a topic to diverge from.

"Not really, usually only my grandparents live here."

"He Bi, who are you chatting with? Can you watch the Spring Festival Gala with my mother?"

Shen Huan came over suddenly, startling He Si.

"I see Cheng."

He Ruo took off his earphones.

Xu Jiancheng on the other side of the video is very obedient, "Happy New Year, Auntie."

"Happy New Year, Jiancheng. In the new year, you will be happy, happy, healthy, and successful in your studies."

"Thank you auntie."

He Xiang took the earphones back again, "Where are your parents?"

"They're not in the country."

He Sicai remembered that Xu Jiancheng's mother was a diplomat.

"No annual leave?"

Xu Jiancheng shook his head, "Look at the arrangement."

"What about your father?"

"He follows my mother and works overseas. If my mother doesn't come back, he won't come back either."

There was a sound of opening the door from the entrance, and He Bi turned his head to see that He Wenyuan had returned.

Depend on.

"Did you eat it on the way? I ordered noodles for you. When you go out, you can make dumplings..."

Shen Huan got up and went to the kitchen to prepare noodles.

"Don't worry about it."

"Then what would you like to eat?"

Shen Huan has long been used to He Wenyuan's harsh words, but still speaks softly.

"I said you don't need to worry about it!"

He Ruo didn't know if Xu Jiancheng on the other side of the headset heard He Wenyuan's roar, turned over the sofa and ran upstairs to hide in his room.

"Your father is back?"

He Sian hummed, and curled up in bed without turning on the light in the bedroom.

"Don't you watch the Spring Festival Gala?"

He Ruo squeezed the corner of the quilt tightly, and tried to change the subject.

"Accompanying the elderly at home..."

Before Xu Jiancheng finished speaking, he heard the sound of something being smashed from He Bi's side.

He Si sat up abruptly in the dark, froze for a few seconds, and then slowly shrank back into the bed.

Like a frightened milk cat falling into the water, its pupils are full of helplessness and confusion.

Xu Jiancheng saw it clearly.

At the beginning, He Ruo continued to chat with Xu Jiancheng intermittently, but in the end the quarrel downstairs became louder and louder, accompanied by the loud noise of falling things, He Ruo huddled tightly into a ball.

"Let's stop here first, I'm a little sleepy..."

It is normal for He Si to eat chicken online with him until two or three in the morning, but it is only nine o'clock now.

Xu Jiancheng didn't poke him.

"Good night, go to bed early."

He Ruo directly hung up the video.

Embarrassed.

It was so embarrassing.

It's obviously not suitable, why do two people torture each other?

"Jiancheng, who are you on the phone with?"

Xu Jiancheng turned around and found that it was grandma.

Sooner or later, he will bring He Si to meet his parents, but he has not yet figured out how to tactfully confess to the old man.

The old man smiled gently. For the first time, she saw helplessness in her grandson's eyes.

The Xu family is one of the few great masters of the Republic of China who have been handed down so far. From the generation of the great-great-grandfather, they began to devote themselves to the diplomatic career until Xu Jiancheng's mother, Xu Jing.

Although Xu Jing is backed by a family, he is humble. He first started as a staff member of the Western Europe Department, then a counselor, a minister, and finally an ambassador to the EU Mission.

Xu's father, Bai Hua's family, has been in business for generations. Although the status of the Bai family is dwarfed by Xu's, Xu's father is sincere and affectionate to Xu's mother. They say that the divorce rate of diplomats is the highest among all professions, but ten Over the past few years, wherever Xu Jing was appointed, Bai Hua developed overseas business wherever he was appointed, and the two were still in harmony with each other.

It's just Xu Jiancheng.

Xu Jiancheng stayed in the Xu family alone since he was a child. The children in the same family circle were not of the right age for him, and they couldn't play together. For a long time, Xu Jiancheng couldn't laugh and lacked the corresponding facial expressions. He didn't talk to others, and people around him once thought Xu Jiancheng was suffering from autism. It wasn't until the appearance of Wu You, Xu's father's cousin's child, that the situation barely improved.

When a child grows up without the company of their parents, their emotional needs cannot be met, which will inevitably have a negative impact on the child's personality and psychology.

But Xu Jiancheng seemed to be well-educated on the surface, and had excellent grades, never out of line, but compared with boys of his age, he was more unreasonably calm and calm, and he couldn't find any faults.

But it is precisely because there is nothing wrong with it that this is the biggest problem.

The old man waved his hand and said to the aunt beside him, "Ah, turn on the light."

The surrounding floor-to-ceiling flower and bird cloud pattern lamps lit up together.

"sit down."

"Grandma, it's windy here, let's talk in another place."

In front of this side hall is the lake, one wall has been completely opened up, and there are antique partition doors. The embossed Yunlong and fancao patterns have a style of their own.

"Your grandma and I are old, but it's not so useless. I can catch a cold if I blow a little wind."

The old man was fiddling with the Jin Dongtian on the low case table, while Xu Jiancheng knelt down on the other side.

"Is this someone you like?"

Xu Jiancheng nodded.

"You should be at this age too. Let her come to have a meal someday, and let grandma see."

"Grandma...he is also a boy."

The old man's hands fiddled with the flower arrangement stopped for a moment, while Grandma Chu stood aside holding her breath.

"boy?"

The old man straightened the Shuizhidan plant, "Boys also need to eat."

He Ruo hung up the video, flipped the phone on the bed, nestled into a baby's position in the mother's womb, and hugged the quilt into a ball.

This year is the first year that fireworks were banned in the urban area of ​​Q City. Every family reunited to watch the Spring Festival Gala in the house. There was no sound of fireworks and firecrackers. The quarrel between He Wenyuan and Shen Huan downstairs was very clear, as if sharpened, needle needle Pricked on He Ru's eardrum, he had a splitting headache but was numb.

He felt like a bereaved dog, oh no, a bereaved dog.

The soul and body/body were split into two halves, one half was lifted into the air, the other half fell into a coma, and the other half floated wantonly watching his own flesh/body struggle, while the other half was in pain and wanted someone to pull him.

He remembered the time he had a fight with Shen Huan, and he shouted, "Why don't you get a divorce?!"

Shen Huan tugged on He Xiang's collar, and almost roared: "What do you know as a child? It's not for you! To give you a family environment with both parents! Divorced, you are a single-parent family. , Which girl will still be with you? There is also a mortgage and car loan, who will pay it? I will pay it or you will pay it?"

"Is there no one who wants single-parent families? Could it be that single-parent families can't repay the loan? I would rather not have this so-called family environment with both parents!"

He Sinu started from his heart, his eyes turned red with anger, subconsciously looking for an outlet to vent his anger, he kicked the glass wardrobe next to Shen Huan's bed and exploded.

He Xiang didn't like to wear slippers in the first place, but when he kicked like this, he didn't know which blood vessel was cut by the glass shards. In an instant, the blood vessel ruptured, and blood rushed out.

strangeness.

I can't feel any pain when I bleed.

Is it because there are no synapses in the feet that transmit pain?Or he couldn't feel the pain anymore.

Shen Huan froze there.

The blood flowed more and more. She had never seen a person shed so much blood.

The dark brown solid wood floor was almost covered with blood, and it was impossible to tell whether it was the dark color of the blood or the dark color of the floor.

Shen Huan put on slippers for He Bi in a panic, and went to find the medicine box by himself.

He Ruo wanted to hold Chen Huan back, and when he stepped on the slipper, blood overflowed instantly.

It's really weird.

And after transferring to another school in the second year of high school, the fight with He Wenyuan was full of blood.

Every quarrel ended in bloodshed.

It must be your own problem.

I don't know how long it took, but He Siankuai fell asleep amidst the fierce scolding, quarreling, and crying.

The door of the room opened suddenly, and the corridor light hit the floor along the gap.

Shen Huan cried clearly: "He Bi, Mom and Dad stop arguing, come and watch the Spring Festival Gala with Mom."

☆, end

After returning from the winter vacation, He Ruo was rushed to the closed training camp before he had time to say a word to Xu Jiancheng, and he didn't even have time to hand in the winter vacation homework.

It doesn't matter if you don't hand it in, anyway, he didn't write much.

It's just a pity that he didn't have time to meet Xu Jiancheng.

During the vernal equinox, the sun shines directly on the equator, and the northern and southern hemispheres have the same length of day and night. The training camp is located along the coast, and the air always smells of soil soaked by rain.

Teacher Contest was talking about Kirchhoff's laws on the podium, and he seemed to be leaning against the window to listen to the class, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a corner of clothes by the wall.

He Ni poked his head out and found that it was Xu Jiancheng.

He blinked, thinking he was wrong.

Shouldn't Xu Jiancheng be attending classes in City B now?

Xu Jiancheng saw He Ruo opened his mouth in surprise, revealing half of his white canine teeth, subconsciously bent his mouth, and made a gesture to ask him to listen to the class carefully.

He Ru glanced at his watch, and the get out of class was over in 4 minutes.

Physics teachers generally seldom procrastinate.

As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, He Ruo didn't sit in his seat uncharacteristically. Seeing that no one around him was paying attention to him, he pushed himself with one hand and flipped from the balcony to the corridor outside.

"How did you come?"

Xu Jiancheng handed the Mango Melaleuca in his hand to He Si, "I'm afraid you will forget me if you don't see me for a long time."

"How is it possible, am I that kind of person?"

He Ru opened the cake box, the ice pack inside hadn't melted yet.

"When are you leaving?"

He Si cut the cake into small pieces with a fork, and put it into his mouth. The sweet and sour mango and the dense cream melted on the taste buds. He Si narrowed his eyes, like a cat stealing fish.

"You want me to go when I just came here?"

Xu Jiancheng turned his head to look at He Xiang, and licked his back molars.

He Ru shook his head quickly, out of breath from choking on the cream.

Just now Xu Jiancheng's eyebrows and eyes were too cold.

Xu Jiancheng saw that he seemed to be coughing heavily, his brows and eyes eased again, and he patted his back to help him breathe.

"I, am I afraid that you will delay the class, eh", He Ruo raised his wrist and looked at the watch, and the class bell is about to ring, "Anyway, I will do the exercises in the next class, I can do it at other times, and go out with you visit?"

Xu Jiancheng took out a tissue from his pocket, and wiped the cream off the corner of He Bi's mouth for He Bi, "No need, do your homework, I'm leaving first."

"Eh……"

It will take half a day from City B to get here, so let's go?

But He Ruo quickly forgot about it, there are too many hardworking and smart people here, he can clearly feel the gap between himself and others, even though the problems that the master can solve can also be solved by himself Come out, but only I know it in my heart, I guessed it out of it.

He Si now even sleeps with "Electromagnetism" on it.

Superstitious before the exam, put the book between the head and the pillow before going to bed at night, and the knowledge will permeate from the higher concentration of the book to the lower concentration of the head, so as to achieve the effect of night review, which is called the infiltration review method.

Two months later, He Si passed six training team tests and was qualified for the provincial team selection.

This year, 2000 people participated in the provincial team selection examination, but only 35 people were admitted in the end. Among them, 300 people handed in blank papers, and more than 35 people scored less than [-] points on the [-]-point test paper. The encirclement became one of these [-].

One step closer to the national team.

After the exam, the training team gave the team members a week off, why not go back to R for class.

"Guess who I am!"

He Ru covered Xu Jiancheng's eyes lightly.

Winter went to spring, and their seats were changed to the original position against the wall.

"How like!!!"

Before Xu Jiancheng said anything, Li Sipei screamed like a groundhog.

He Bi made a shush gesture, but it was too late, and the students in the class all turned their heads to pay attention to him, making He Bi feel embarrassed.

He Ru found a biology class and pulled Xu Jiancheng out on the pretext of going to the infirmary.

"I'm in the provincial team."

Xu Jiancheng said congratulations in a flattering way.

"No, haven't you seen me for too long and forgot about me!"

Feng Shui takes turns, Xu Jiancheng was the one who said this a few months ago.

Hearing this, Xu Jiancheng turned around and pushed He Si to the corner of the wall, and kissed him hard.

In fact, he already knew that He Si entered the provincial team, even earlier than He Si, he knew it the day before the website released the points.

"do not."

He Si was out of breath after being kissed by Xu Jiancheng, and his speech was intermittent, like a milk cat whose windpipe was strangled by someone.

They are on the small staircase, which is made of fully transparent tempered glass. If someone passes by downstairs at this time, they will definitely be able to see it when they look up.

Xu Jiancheng changed from the original siege strategy to licking carefully, rubbing every inch of He Si's lip lines.

He Ni's legs were so weak after being kissed that he collapsed into a ball of soft mud. If Xu Jiancheng hadn't held He Ni's arm, he would have softened to the corner of the wall.

"Okay, okay, really okay."

He Ru's hands barely opened a little gap with Xu Jiancheng, Xu Jiancheng was like a ferocious large cat, and he was like a herbivorous cub being hunted.

Today is a rare cloudy day.

The dark blue clouds are full of water vapor, and they will not fall in the sky.

He Ru lay on the grass next to the grove with his hands on his head.

"Entering the provincial team is one step closer to the national team, but only six of the 35 candidates will be left in the next exam." He Si sighed, "But it doesn't matter, the focus is on experience."

"Have you thought about what you will do in the future?"

He Si turned his head and glanced at Xu Jiancheng, who was sitting next to him, and asked himself and answered: "I have already thought about it. The physics department of the college entrance examination, graduate students and PhDs study the direction of quantum physics. The classical mechanics system of the macroscopic world has almost been accepted by everyone. After the development is over, I might be able to pick up the rest of the quantum science."

"Hahahahaha", He Siyou suddenly laughed, "I'm too shameless, I know I'm not talented, but it's okay to talk nonsense, who doesn't dream."

"what about me?"

He Sian was still foolishly immersed in his fantasy, and didn't hear clearly what Xu Jiancheng said.

"what?"

"what about me?"

Xu Jiancheng repeated it again.

He Ruo thought about it seriously, "The three great happy events in life are the time of being named on the gold list, the wedding night in the bridal chamber, and meeting old acquaintances in a foreign land. Why don't you stay with me in the wedding night in the bridal chamber, and you will be waiting for me to come home for dinner every day!"

He Ruo thought about the appearance of Xu Jiancheng sitting on the sofa wearing an apron and waiting for him to come back.

"Hahahahahaha."

He Si laughed and rolled back and forth on the grass at the moment, and Xu Jiancheng next to him didn't say anything after laughing for a long time, He Si thought that Xu Jiancheng was angry, so he suddenly raised his head, and found that Xu Jiancheng was looking at him with a smile.

The oxygen content in the air seemed to drop suddenly, and the blood rushed to He Xiang's head under the action of the heart pump.

At this moment, he was blessed to understand the kind of laughter Fitzgerald described.

It is a very rare smile that makes you feel very comfortable in your heart. You may only meet it four or five times in your life.It is specially prepared for you, as if you are the only one who makes him feel involuntarily liked among all living beings.This smile shows that he understands you completely and believes in you absolutely.

After a week of rest, there will be another one and a half months of closed training. This exam will select six people to represent the country in the international IPhO competition.

Glory is the ultimate glory for anyone who participates in the competition, whether he really likes physics or wants to get extra points.

He seems to often have to list all the relevant formulas before he can come up with a solution to the problem, and there are frequent low-level mistakes, wrong transposition symbols, constant bright writing and writing disappear... all make him restless and often control I couldn't help but get angry for no reason.

Although Xu Jiancheng didn't say anything after visiting him a few times, he seemed embarrassed to let Xu Jiancheng bear this unwarranted anger again.

Exams until the end of May.

When He Si was leaving the examination room, he suddenly felt palpitations and dizziness, the question just flashed through his mind, and cold sweat broke out in an instant.

It’s over.

Obviously the math teacher pointed out this problem during the first monthly exam.

"Why is it so, don't write sin consecutively, you see that your s is written like an 8..."

How did I answer it at that time.

"Okay, okay, be careful next time."

No wonder I figured out such a good number for the second optical question.

everything is over.

Although I said it doesn't matter, the focus is on experience, but I still hold hope in my heart, hoping that God will take care of me again.

everything is over.

In the hot dog days, He Ru stood in the corridor of the examination room wearing a long-sleeved school uniform, sweating profusely.

He Si's life has once again returned to the morning/nine-to-five two o'clock line, lighting up the lights for the competition and fighting in the sea of ​​questions at night without sleep. The fierce battle is like a dream. Now that I wake up from the dream, it's time to return to reality.

"Where's Xu Jiancheng?"

The papers on Xu Jiancheng's desk were piled higher than those on his own.

"Go to the competition."

Wu You stood beside him and said.

"competition?"

"Mathematics competition. He won the runner-up in IMO last year. He is not reconciled, so he is going to win the championship again."

He Ru nodded blankly.

I don't even know.

Wu You looked at He Si in a daze, patted his shoulder, and said nothing.

He Si opened his seat and sat down, only to find that there was still a pile of papers in the desk box, but they were divided into subjects and stacked neatly.

He Ruo pulled the papers on Xu Jiancheng's desk and stacked them mechanically.

During class, He Xiang found that his vision of the blackboard was blurry.

His eyesight is not bad in the class where almost all the members have glasses. His left eye is 1.0 and his right eye is 300 degrees myopic. He can see the blackboard even sitting in the last row without glasses.

Could it be that he was short-sighted during the competition?

Time to get some glasses.

He Si went to a nearby optical shop after school, and He Wenyuan was not at home anyway, so he could go back whenever he wanted, although no one cared about it before.

"How old were you before?"

"Vision 1.0"

"1.0?"

The optometrist raised his head from behind the optometrist, "Your left eye has grown five hundred degrees."

"Five Baidu?!"

He Bi didn't expect that he would grow so much at once.

"How long have you been unable to see clearly?"

"Not long."

He Xiang himself is not sure, he always sits in the front row during the training sessions, maybe he is short-sighted and doesn’t know, after all, every day besides class is just doing questions.

"Get your glasses in half an hour. It's best to go to the hospital for a checkup. Your prescription is growing too fast."

☆、Green tea amber

He Xiang didn't go to the hospital in the end, he didn't know where his medical insurance card was, and it was normal for his prescription to increase if he used his eyes improperly.

As soon as Zhou Zhou arrived at the school, He Sian saw the red list posted on the bulletin board, which was very conspicuous.

The Chinese team has six gold medals and one silver medal, breaking the stalemate of ranking third for many years, and ranking first in total points.

And Xu Jiancheng is one of the hardware.

"Xu Shen's walk is stable."

"Maybe people don't want to go to the mathematics department yet, and they have to take the exam by themselves."

"Hey, if it were me, I would definitely not take the exam, no matter what department he goes to."

"People may not consider domestic universities at all..."

"I heard that Xu Jiancheng participated in a competition last year and won a silver medal, but this year he won a gold medal again. Are you not reconciled?"

"If I'm definitely scared, the silver award should be guaranteed, why go for the gold, if the gold doesn't work, I will fall off the altar..."

He Si stood by and listened for a while, then turned around and walked towards the teaching building silently.

It was rare for Xu Jiancheng to come early, and he was already sitting in his seat.

"Why are you wearing glasses?"

Xu Jiancheng turned his head to look at He Si.

He Ru's eyelashes are better than ordinary people's. The middle of his eyelashes are thick and upturned, but the tails are straight and slanted, leaving a cluster of shadows at the end of the eyes, making the corners of the eyes narrow and long, like the eyeliner drawn by girls , it is more obvious after wearing glasses.

"I'm short-sighted." He Ru put his schoolbag on the table, "I've devoted myself to my studies, and I'm almost dead."

Li Sipei turned around and said wow, "Others look like a scum with silver-rimmed glasses, but you look like a junior high school student with silver-rimmed glasses."

"You."

He Niu swung his fist at Li Sipei bluffing.

"By the way," Li Sipei said to Xu Jiancheng, "Congratulations, God Xu, get another gold, have you decided where to go to university?"

Xu Jiancheng subconsciously glanced at He Xiang, who was packing up his textbooks without knowing it.

"I haven't figured it out yet."

"That's right, you can pick whichever university you want. Unlike me, the school picks me, not me."

Li Sipei bit the cap of his pen, and continued to write questions.

"this is for you."

Xu Jiancheng handed He Ni a dark green suede box.

He Ruo opened it, and a piece of warm and clear green tea amber lay on the satin.

The amber didn't have holes to wear the rope, but a gold thread was used to tie the amber into a net and wear it into a bracelet.

"You said you didn't sleep well during the exam, amber has the effect of calming the nerves."

Xu Jiancheng put the string on He Si's left wrist.

The green is white, which is the same color as the blood vessels on the wrist.

"Where did it come from?"

He Si shook his wrist, and the green tea amber showed a purple color under the light.

"Just take it with you."

The amber was brought back from Romania by him, and the gold thread was made by an old craftsman he asked to make jewelry for Grandma Xu.

This IMO final was held in Romania. After the final results were announced, they had one day of free activities according to the itinerary.Amber is a specialty of Romania, and it also has the effect of calming the nerves. The first time Xu Jiancheng saw the brown amber, he remembered the scene when he first saw it.

In fact, on the afternoon of the first day of school, He Si saw Xu Jiancheng for the first time, but it was not the first time Xu Jiancheng saw He Si.

Throughout the first class, the two seemed to be sitting upright on the surface, but Xu Jiancheng couldn't help playing with He Li's left wrist under the desk. At the beginning, He Li wanted to break free a few times, but Xu Jiancheng held He Li's wrist tightly. Let him pull it out, He Ruo gave up after a few rounds, and let Xu Jiancheng play with it.

Xu Jiancheng loves to touch the thin tendons under the inner skin of He Si's wrist. Every time He Si tenses up, the thin skin on the wrist will protrude two tendons, and the skin between the two tendons will be soft and sunken, like It's the soft belly of some kind of herbivore.

This is my person.

Xu Jiancheng looked down at the chemical equation on the table.

In that white, moist and soft wrist, the pulse was beating shallowly.

This is my person.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, He Ruo pulled his wrist out violently, the original white wrist was covered with red marks from the green tea emerald, itchy and numb.

"Dog paws?"

Xu Jiancheng lay on the table and looked at He Bi, rubbing his wrists and said, "Yes, it's the dog's paw."

"The college entrance examination is coming soon, and it will be us on June 6 next year."

Wu You lay on the window sill, watching the seniors downstairs moving books back and forth.

"Hey, can our school tear up books?"

He Ru leaned on the window sill with both hands.

Wu You said: "What are you thinking? Old Wang will definitely not let us do this."

He Shidao: "Anyway, we have to leave at that time, how can we be beaten up the day before the college entrance examination?"

Li Sipei said quietly from the side, "What if I have to repeat the reading?"

Wu You and He Si glanced sideways at Li Sipei, and Li Sipei consciously fell silent.

"After the college entrance examination, I have to go back to school to attend the coming-of-age ceremony, unless I don't even participate in the coming-of-age ceremony, or I will tear up the book and Lao Wang will talk about it." Wu You patted He Si on the shoulder, "Let's go upstairs Go clean up."

All the boys in class [-], sophomore year, were sent to clean the classrooms in class [-], senior year. He seemed to clean up the papers of seniors and sisters one by one in the lockers. The distance from him suddenly got closer, and he seemed to be out of breath.

"what happened?"

Xu Jiancheng propped one hand on the cabinet door, keeping He Si in his own shadow.

"You scared me!"

He Si turned around, "There are still people."

"Everyone is gone, it's just the two of us."

"And there's a camera."

"I left school in the third year of high school, and the camera was turned off early."

Like teasing a milk cat, Xu Jiancheng lowered his head and rubbed the tip of his nose against He Si's.

He Ruo was tickled by Xu Jiancheng and wanted to sneeze.

"Is there any future?"

"Ok?"

Xu Jiancheng became addicted to rubbing, He Ruan felt that the tip of his nose was about to rub against to generate heat, sparks came out of rubbing.

"Do we have a future?"

When the Chinese get out of class was over today, Xia Lian said, "If you want to break up now, hurry up, don't procrastinate and wait until the college entrance examination is about to be divided, it will affect your mood and performance. If it doesn't affect your performance, that's fundamental. If you don’t take the other person seriously, you don’t need to talk about the relationship. Don’t talk about what you want to talk about now, most of them won’t survive the freshman year after high school, so it’s better to spend more time on study.”

Hearing this, Xu Jiancheng suddenly distanced himself from He Si, and looked down at He Si.

The light hit Xu Jiancheng's heart, reflecting his brown pupils into a light color, which seemed to inexplicably produce a sense of being under scrutiny.

"Did I not express clearly that day?"

Xu Jiancheng conceived a future for himself and He Xiang early on.

"You still regret it."

Xu Jiancheng closed his eyes, and if he seemed to regret it, Xu Jiancheng opened his eyes again.

He seemed to be physically weak because of the fierce shock that flashed in Xu Jiancheng's eyes.

Xu Jiancheng's heart immediately softened when he saw He Ruan flinched in shock.

He lowered his head and kissed He Si's lips.

"We'll be together forever."

until the end of time.

Before going to bed, He Ru wrapped himself in a quilt and tossed and turned on the bed.

Whenever he closed his eyes, the fierceness in Xu Jiancheng's eyes flashed in his mind, and he was so shocked that his heart trembled, and he didn't fall asleep until three o'clock in the morning.

The consequence is...

The consequence was that when he got up, he saw Xu Jiancheng sitting beside his bed.

Why didn't I wake up?

He Rubin rubbed his eyes.

"Are you awake? Wake up and have lunch."

have lunch? ?

He Ruo grabbed the phone next to the bed as if sleepwalking.

106 missed calls from Xu Jiancheng.

He Ru reached out and pinched Xu Jiancheng who was beside the bed.

it is true.

11:25 a.m.

It's eleven o'clock? !

He Ruo shuddered, feeling the cold air from the air conditioner go straight into his skin.

"I... am I late?"

He Xiang's voice was still hoarse after waking up.

"No one called you?"

Xu Jiancheng turned up the temperature of the air conditioner.

"My dad has been transferred...he won't be back for a year or two."

He Ru sat on the bed blankly, unable to react to the fact that he was absent from class for a while.

"Why did you come here?"

"I made so many calls and you didn't answer them, for fear that something might happen to you."

Xu Jiancheng smoothed the messy hair that was pressed by He Si, "I've already asked for leave for you."

"Oh……"

"Otherwise," Xu Jiancheng held onto He Si's wrist, and Green Tea Po pressed a red mark on He Si's wrist. If you look carefully, you can still see blood spots, "You can move to my house."

"Although you have to take the subway more, but someone will cook for you, and someone will wash your clothes for you..."

Xu Jiancheng got closer and closer, and finally almost kissed He Si's ear.

He Siji wanted to be burned, so he raised his head suddenly.

Xu Jiancheng hummed with an upward sound at the end, hooking He Si's heart like a knife.

"Anyway, I'm the only one in my family. If you don't want Aunt Shen to know that I can never let her come."

Seeing that Xu Jiancheng stood there in a daze without saying a word, he used his canine teeth to grind the corner of his neck flamboyantly, "Okay, okay?"

Like a sticky black back,