Confessions of a retired star

Zhu Shisi still went to Q Bu's house that night.

Zhu Shisi was wearing muddy jeans, and Q Bu was wearing a dusty white sweater. The two well-dressed people finally sat down and had their first meal together in a disheveled image.

The atmosphere at the beginning was a little stiff. After all, Zhu Shisi declined Q Bu’s confession politely, and he was not easy to speak and do things. It was not until Q Bu heated the dishes and served them that the low-pressure atmosphere was overwhelmed by the steaming aroma and the upwelling. Diluted appetite.

Zhu Shisi has to admit that the dishes made by Q Bu are very suitable for his taste. The ingredients are fresh, the seasonings are carefully used, and each dish has its own flavor, especially the main tuna steak, which is very fragrant.

He usually eats work meals, which are a set of boxed lunches. Everyone is the same, and it is not easy to be picky, or he eats outside, and usually has to talk to the team while eating, and there are only a handful of opportunities to enjoy delicious food quietly.

It's been a long time since Zhu Shisi tasted home-cooked food in a relaxed way. He remembered that the last time he ate at home was when his mother made it when he returned to his hometown last fall.

"Are you a chef?"

Zhu Shisi drank the last sip of soup in the bowl, wiped the corners of his mouth with a paper towel, and Q Bu filled another bowl full for him.

"No," Q Bu put down the white porcelain spoon, propped his elbows on the table, and stared at Zhu Shisi with his chin on his hands.

"Really? Your cooking skills are much better than ordinary people."

Zhushisi starts to drink a new bowl. There are kelp, tofu cubes and a few sections of crab legs in the soup. The seaweed is salty and fresh, the tofu is soft and tender, and the crab legs are sweet. The bgm of "The Little Master of China" began to play again and gorgeous glittering roses bloomed.

"Are you really not a cook?"

Q Bu tilted his head, and said with a smile, "If you definitely need an answer right now, the only thing I can tell you right now is... I am a jobless vagrant who likes to cook by myself."

"..." Zhu Shisi put down the bowl, and cast a supercilious look at Q Bu, "Please don't imitate me."

Q Bu giggled and shook his shoulders, and while Zhu Shisi was carrying a bowl of soup, he put another piece of curry beef on his plate.

"Don't bring me food all the time, you should eat your own."

"I'm stuffed."

"I don't believe it. I've counted. You only ate three slices of beef, two fish steaks, and one bowl of soup."

Zhu Shisi spoke earnestly, and after he finished speaking, he regretted a little. He shouldn't have told about his secret observation of Q Bu eating.

"Really, watching you eat is very satisfying, and I feel full before I know it."

Q Bu put his face on his hands, and his fingers deformed his cheeks. He squinted his eyes, and looked loose and gentle like a big lazy dog ​​basking in the sun. Zhu Shisi felt that this description was wonderful, and laughed secretly.

"Xuefu also said before that as long as she watched my dad eat, she would feel very satisfied. It really is this feeling..."

"Who is Xue Fu?"

"It's my mother, a very interesting person."

Q Bu sat up and stretched, accidentally overturned a few game disks on the display rack behind him, patted his head, bent down to pick them up with a smile.Zhu Shisi is very curious, what kind of family would someone like him, who is so unconstrained and carefree, at least looks carefree, have?

"Then," Zhu Shisi put down his chopsticks, "Should I ask her to come over for dinner? I can also cook, so I can prepare a few more dishes... Well, it's already 09:30, isn't it too late?"

"She passed away 12 years ago."

"...?" Zhu Shisi froze for a moment, "Sorry, I, I, I'm sorry."

Qbu placed the game disk, dragged a chair and sat next to Zhu Shisi: "It's okay, don't be nervous, although she is gone, she left me with many good memories, which is also a happy thing from another perspective. "

Zhu Shisi nodded silently, looked up at Q Bu's gentle and tolerant smiling face, and looked away hesitantly: "Actually..."

"Actually mine..." Zhu Shisi swallowed, lowered his eyes, and his light brown eyes were covered with mist. "Actually, my father passed away 11 years ago. I understand how you feel."

"I know," Q Bu gently responded to Zhu Shisi, before he had any doubts about his answer, he added, "I mean we can understand each other's feelings, so you don't have to feel sorry."

Zhu Shisi seemed to be immersed in a sad mood, and it took a while to recover. He nodded and pulled Q Bu's sleeve: "When my audition is over on the 25th, I will tell you about me. You and I Tell me about yourself, okay?"

"Well," Q Bu's left hand was held by Zhu Shisi, he really wanted to touch the dull hair on Zhu Shisi's head, so he could only lift his clumsy right arm, rubbing the cast against Zhu Shisi's face to touch him Head, "Then you have to work hard, the audition is successful, and this matter can be fulfilled."

Zhu Shisi didn't avoid Q Bu's clumsy hand and let him drag the plaster around.

There is a firm voice in his heart: I must, must, absolutely, succeed.

The next audition is scheduled for May 25th. The location is not in the production center, but in the suburban film and television city.

This scene is crucial, it is the penultimate scene of the whole movie, He Sai discovers that K is his own split personality, accompanied by extreme confusion and pain, he and K merge into one, reaching the peak at the same time At that time, K controlled He Sai's hand and cut their shared throat with a knife.

Zhu Shisi couldn't understand this paranoid and crazy approach at the time, but since the last time he played with Q Bu, the evil fire buried in his heart has not been extinguished, and he has a strange feeling of being possessed by He Sai and K Feeling, with this feeling to figure out the characters, Zhu Shisi gradually understood their psychology.

In addition to working and studying scripts, Zhu Shisi would go to Q Bu's place whenever he was free.

Of course, he didn't take the initiative to post it, but Q Bu pestered him to meet each other every day, so Zhu Shisi pretended to be reluctant, but in fact passed with joy in his heart.

He found some of Q Bu's living habits quite strange.

He doesn't use any mobile app.There is no QQ, WeChat, Weibo, or any payment tool. A mobile phone worth tens of thousands of yuan only uses SMS and email functions. You say you only use these three functions, why buy a 512G smartphone?

His schedule is a mystery.How many times did Zhu Shisi finish the "Superstar Handbook" at two o'clock in the middle of the night, and when he opened the window for air, he saw Q Bu wandering downstairs with an ice cream in his mouth, two o'clock in the middle of the night?Hanging out on the street?You are too free and unrestrained.

Sometimes his home is neat and sometimes it's a mess.When I went to his house several times, comics, game discs, coke, and junk food were thrown all over the sofa, clothes were littered, and the power strips for game consoles and TVs were also a mess. Playing games, watching animations and eating snacks on the floor seems to be enjoying itself.

Zhu Shisi was obsessed with cleanliness, and while helping him tidy up, he complained: He said he likes to cook by himself and doesn't even clean the house, he is really a liar and sloppy.

At this time, Q Bu would usually pull Zhu Shisi to the ground, give him the handle, and let him fight monsters with him.Since childhood, Zhu Shisi went to cram school except for visiting the planetarium, so he didn’t know how to play any games. He clicked randomly and killed Q Bu several times.

Zhu Shisi burst into tears: Please let me throw away the package of potato chips on the ground first, I was so shocked when I saw it.

Apart from being forcibly captured by Q Bu to play games and watch cartoons, most of the time he would take the initiative to ask Zhu Shisi to rehearse "Personality". It's not easy to say it directly, after all, both parties had that kind of reaction last time, and He Sai and K had a lot of intimate scenes, so it's really easy to rub off and get angry.

Fortunately, Q Bu is a smart man. He proposed to rehearse, and Zhu Shisi was right in his arms. He pretended to agree to Q Bu coldly, but in fact his heart exploded.

The two tacitly skipped the kiss scene and the bed|scene, skipped it, but Zhu Shisi felt it several times, and what was even more embarrassing was that every time after he hurried home to take a shower, Q Bu will call and ask if he can "offend" with his hands, Zhu Shisi said: "I really don't need to ask for my consent for such things!"

In the past few days with Q Bu, Zhu Shisi feels that time passes both fast and slow. The time spent together always feels very short. Slowly, the rhythm of life becomes more regular, and there is a lot less anxiety about kicking the back of the head. .

These days, Qing Feng and Lei Ao have been on the hot searches. One day, they suspected that their relationship had changed. The next day, they got back together to buy a car. On the third day, they separated again.

Zhu Shisi scoffed at their gossip: Qingfeng, if you don't put your mind on acting, you will be crushed miserably by me on the 25th.

In a blink of an eye, it was the day of the audition, and the time was adjusted from morning to afternoon. Chen Quan personally called to inform Zhu Shisi.

"There's something wrong with one of the sets, and it's being repaired. You should come here around three o'clock."

"Alright Director Chen, I will be there on time."

"By the way, Shisi, honestly, did you find Fang Ting for guidance in private? I watched a few scenes you sent, and the kind of traits that lead the viewer to forget the present and empathize with him are so charming. .”

Zhu Shisi controlled his slight displeasure, and replied: "No, Director Chen, I met a very talented kid. He was very talented. Show him the script once, and he memorized all the lines."

"What kind of genius is there? There are too many people in the circle who have a photographic memory, let alone young people who have a good memory."

"No, he is much more than that," Zhu Shisi argued for Q Bu, "His passion and tension in acting are unmatched. It is really amazing that he can get me into the play with just one look. In fact... I am with He only found the feeling he has now after watching the show.”

"...So powerful?" Chen Quan's tone became serious, and then he teased, "Then next time you must bring this little genius to know each other, maybe he will be the next one to listen to."

Zhu Shisi smiled and agreed with Chen Quan, complaining in his heart: Fang Ting, cut, Fang Ting can be as good-looking as Q cloth? Q Cloth is both good-looking and talented, just a little bit of polishing can definitely turn Fang Ting into scum.

Although I have never seen Fang Ting wash his face, Zhu Shisi concluded that Q Bu can definitely beat Fang Ting by seven or eight blocks.

It’s not that he protects his shortcomings. Although Q Bu has strange living habits, he is really cute. He is like a leisurely dog ​​when he is not in the right scene, and he is full of domineering when he is in the right scene. Especially his eyes, how can he be pure and lustful? Switch so naturally?It's really impossible not to be partial to him, and his appearance is also the one I like... Cough, it seems to be far away.

In short, Zhu Shisi understands that if Q Bu is interested in acting, then he will be his strongest and most cherished opponent.

Fang listen?Don't know, please step aside and thank you.

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