Confessions of a retired star

Facing Lei Ao, a scumbag who has harassed him many times, and who still clings to others with Qing Feng, Zhu Shisi did not back down, but took a step forward, and responded neatly and forcefully: "What do I have? Need to explain to you, Lei Ao?"

"You blocked me, why?"

Lei Ao's questioning was beyond Zhu Shiwan's expectation, but it was for such a trivial matter?

"Oh, I forgot to make a note. I thought the paparazzi was added, so I deleted it." Zhu Shisi lied lightly.

Wu Linkang, who was sweating profusely next to him, sighed, and laughed dryly with a wrinkled face: "I made a mistake, come on, quickly add Mr. Lei."

"Can't add it, the phone is out of battery." Zhu Shisi smiled apologetically at Wu Linkang, ignored Lei Ao who was looking at him with burning eyes, turned around and walked directly into the dressing room.

This sentence is true, his mobile phone is indeed dead, but even if it has power, he will say it is dead.

The atmosphere in the recording studio became even more stuffy. Lei Ao's gloomy eyes circled over the back of Zhu Shisi walking away. Wu Linkang scratched his head and ears, and asked Chen Quan for help with his eyes. Chen Quan didn't even look at him, and sat In front of the monitor, he chatted with Guo Xi in a low voice: "Zhu Shisi really has a personality, I like it."

As soon as he walked into the dressing room, Zhu Shisi smelled a pungent cologne, and someone must have been here before.

In front of the vanity mirror he had used last, a slimy black tie hung crumpled from the light bulb in the frame, giving off an odd smell.Zhu Shisi didn't think much, changed the seat, called the makeup artist who was resting next door, and it took only 10 minutes to complete the styling.

Zhu Shisi, dressed in an old brown suit and with sweaty hair, walked slowly and wearily towards the set area.

Chen Quan's eyes lit up, he was showing the state that He Sai should have in this scene at this moment, she did not interrupt Zhu Shisi, the lighting photographer and the sound engineer were in place tacitly, Guo Xi stood behind the monitor, changed She took an angle and started recording a video with her phone.

The scene was extremely quiet. The monotonous hum of the central air conditioner and the sound of water dripping from pipes in unknown places simulated the oppressive and humid atmosphere of the old corridor.Zhu Shisi's back was hunched wearily, his eyes were blinded by sweat, and he dragged his steps bound by formal clothes, silently, dullly, and rustyly stepped on the stairs in the set.

Zhu Shisi stiffly raised one arm and pressed it against the handrail he had imagined, one shoulder higher and the other lower, mechanically going up the stairs.His palm repeated the clinging movement, like a suction cup that lost its stickiness, opening and contracting.

Boom, boom, boom, there were dozens of dull steps, and when he stepped up the last step with a rough posture, another personality of He Sai appeared.

"OK……"

Zhu Shisi paused in the movement of striding, raised his neck, which was wrapped in a shirt and couldn't breathe, and greeted the air in front of him softly and naturally.

In the play, what He Sai sees at this moment is a man, a complete stranger, waiting at the door of his rental house.He Sai ignored the question of "who is he", and greeted the man softly as if meeting an acquaintance with an intimacy controlled by intuition.

"Okay," Zhu Shisi lowered his voice, changed to the man's position, lowered his head and smiled towards the empty stairs, "I came to you in advance, He Sai."

On this day, He Sai lost his job, and the ordinary man had some thoughts about death.When he got home, another personality decided to meet him. He called himself "K", which was the same as the code name of the pen pal He Sai had been communicating with for a long time.

……

Zhu Shisi acted until the two were entangled, why did K smooth his hair, He Sai, who was empty, lay on K's lap, and asked K in a low voice, who are you?

"Card."

At this moment, Chen Quan shouted to stop.

"Not bad, Mr. Zhu, I got goosebumps when I saw it."

The cameraman gave Zhu Shisi a thumbs up. Zhu Shisi remembered him. He was the one who heard that he was not good at acting.

"Thank you," Zhu Shisi wiped away his sweat-ridden eyes, and walked towards Chen Quan, "Director Chen, what questions do I have?"

Chen Quan sat on the director's chair, raised his head and thought for a while, and said, "You are very attentive, I can feel that the emotions are well brewed, and the solo play has made great progress, but..."

Chen Quan hissed, Zhu Shisi's palms were sweating, and he squatted down beside the chair: "Director Chen, you said, I brought a notebook and a pen, and I will write it down."

Zhu Shisi turned his back, took out the "Superstar Handbook" from his bag, and quickly turned to the blank page.

"No, it's not a problem, I always feel..." Chen Quan rolled his eyes and called Guo Xi, "Xiao Guo, go to District C and invite the screenwriter over."

Guo Xiying ran out of the recording studio, and Chen Quan continued: "You don't understand the relationship between the two of them quite right, you handled it delicately enough, but the direction was off, it was just a little bit off... well, it's very subtle You can't understand the feeling, the screenwriter will come later, the three of us will talk about it in detail."

"Did I make He Sai too urgent? After all, from his point of view, although he is in contact with K, he has never met him, and he has never expressed his love for K..."

"No, that's not right," Chen Quan pouted and shook his head, "What this scene needs is a state of craving for physical touch as soon as we meet each other. Think about it, this kind of emotion that skips logic and is dominated by primitive impulses Violation and collision are actually the best explanation for two people being one."

Zhu Shisi tried to understand Chen Quan's words, half-understood, Chen Quan liked him very much when he saw the seriousness of his thoughts, and said with relief: "It's okay, don't be nervous, if you really can't digest it, let's go to Fang to listen to it." You guide alone, he catches this scene very well, don't you mind?"

"Uh..." Hearing the big guy's name, Zhu Shisi shrank involuntarily, "Also, let's not use it, there is no other meaning, I want to try to understand it myself."

"You kid," Chen Quan asked Zhu Shisi to stand up with a smile, "It's a pity that I didn't keep the clips of his audition at that time. If there are any, I will send you a copy."

Zhu Shisi thanked him, and said that even if he kept it, he might not be able to read it.But there is one thing that he finds strange. If the actor's audition video is not saved, how did Q Bu see his performance?

Did Director Chen only upload his own?Did she already have a player in her heart?Thinking of this, Zhu Shisi felt a little happy.

However, this ecstasy didn't last long. A few minutes later, the screenwriter came to the set, looked at the playback, and pointed out Zhu Shisi's problem.

"Without showing how you love yourself, you're dealing with two completely split characters."

Chen Quan listened to the screenwriter's opinion, and echoed from the side: "Yes, although it is a split personality, but you didn't show the narcissism that fits like a soulmate."

Zhu Shisi pursed his lips and was speechless, stunned for a while, half asked half answered: "The He Sai I played didn't fall in love with me, but loved another person?"

Chen Quan clapped his hands and pointed to Zhu Shisi: "Yes, the summary is very good! Do you understand? Take a break for 10 minutes, clear your mind, and come back to try the play later."

Zhu Shisi felt his scalp tingling, and entered the lounge in a daze.Unexpectedly, as soon as the door opened, Lei Ao was inside, Zhu Shisi turned around, exited and closed the door, came to the dressing room and sat down, rubbed his sore shoulders a few times, and then slowly recovered.

"He was actually right..."

Zhu Shisi was both surprised and very frustrated. A layman who claims to be a vagrant has such a sharp vision?He actually agreed with the director's point of view, and accurately found out the crux of Zhu Shisi.

Why?Obviously he is a professional actor.

Zhu Shisi subconsciously took out his mobile phone, wanting to explain to Q Bu, but the battery was dead, and he didn't have Q Bu's number either.

Damn, can't you just contact me?Zhu Shisi grabbed his already messy hair and buried his face in his arms. Suddenly, there was a sneer behind him.

"Qing Feng performed very well today."

Zhu Shisi looked vigilantly at the mirror from the crook of his arm, in the mirror, Lei Ao sat behind him at some point.

This lingering guy is here again?

"Both Chen Quan and Wu Linkang praised him for his excellent performance." Lei Ao crossed his legs, his shiny leather shoes dangling leisurely.

Damn, it's none of my business.

Zhu Shisi was upset, he didn't give Lei Ao a good look, lowered his brows, his eyes tilted upwards like staring or angry, coupled with his disheveled hair and streaks of sweat on his shirt collar, he had a vicious and surly taste, but It's not quite the same as his usual neat and delicate image.

A gleam of interest appeared on Lei Ao's face, he walked behind Zhu Shisi, and was about to reach out to touch his neck, Zhu Shisi stood up suddenly, turned around and grabbed Lei Ao's hand.

"What?"

Lei Ao's wrist hurt from being held, he was stunned for a moment, then lightly pushed away Zhu Shisi's five fingers, pinched his chin with his backhand, and said mockingly: "It is said that you are ten centimeters taller than Qingfeng, why do you still want me to keep your head down?" Head, so I can look at you?"

Zhu Shisi did not show weakness, put his index finger horizontally on the tip of his nose, unabashedly showed his dislike for Lei Ao's perfume and himself, and returned the same teasing smile.

"Isn't that just right? Mr. Lei, you finally learned to bow your head... Also, He Sai's height is 1.8 meters. Physically, he's the least fitting."

After Youyou said these words, Zhu Shisi ignored Lei Ao's angry eyes, touched an eyebrow pencil and a piece of paper from the dressing table with his backhand, wrote down a series of numbers, and stuffed them into Lei Ao's vest pocket:

"Professional broken bones increase height, your boyfriend deserves it."

The soothing night breeze drifted into the spacious bedroom with the rolled curtains. The entertainment news was playing on the TV. The host's voice was covered by the non-stop broken dialogue in the room, and no one was watching TV.

There were several used rubber products scattered under the bed. Ten minutes later, another raincoat was pulled off by the owner and thrown on the floor.

"Let go of my hand..."

Qing Feng pinched Lei Ao's back, interrupting his movement of unpacking the new package.

His hands were tied with a shapeless black cloth strip, stained with the smell of perfume and cosmetics, mixed with his own strange smell, tightly bound Qingfeng's fair skin.

Lei Ao grabbed the knot in Qing Feng's hands, and dragged him out of the bed without mercy, Qing Feng's legs were weak, and he threw himself at Lei Ao's chest, squinting his tear-filled red eyes and said angrily, "You're not here today! So barbaric, why, are you unhappy..."

Lei Ao didn't say anything, he just grabbed Qing Feng even harder.

Qingfeng took advantage of the opportunity to stand on tiptoe, took a breath, and blew the sweat on Lei Ao's trapezius muscle, opened his eyes and smiled charmingly:

"Bai Yueguang ignores you, you are unhappy, aren't you?"