I once saw Chu Yixiao

Chu Yixiao walked downstairs, and it was snowing one after another. There were few pedestrians in the block, and most of them looked in a hurry.

Tears froze on his face, and he stretched out his hands to faint, only to see that his hands were flushed with traces of being pinched, even after a night, there was still a clear red mark on his fair hands.

I don't know what went wrong, Gu Chen was also lost by him.

Just like a joke made by God, when he was in love with Qi Yiyang, God drove Qi Yiyang away and gave him Gu Chen; Qi Shaozhi, who had been dusty in his memory for a long time, got out and replaced Gu Chen with him.

As the wind and snow got heavier, Chu Yi let out a smile and wanted to warm his hands, but after a short period of warmth, his hands became even colder.

He remembered that Qi Shaozhi held his hand and said: "Yi Xiao, your hands are so cold", but he remembered more that Gu Chen lifted up a coat, hugged him in his arms, and the two of them sat together on the balcony in the dark Blow cool air.

When Chu Yixiao went out yesterday, she didn't bring a satchel. She must have dropped her mobile phone at home... Gu Chen's house, and Gu Chen took the house key back from him.

He still remembered the joy and excitement when he got the key, as if Gu Chen promised to give him a new home.It was taken back after all.

Chu Yixiao took a deep breath of air-conditioning, and suddenly choked.

When a person is frustrated, breathing is not smooth.

After not eating for a day, Chu Yixiao felt hungry.He fumbled in his pocket, wanting to take out money to drink a bowl of hot porridge, but he didn't have any money in his pocket, so he only took out an ID card.

He had a sore nose and tried not to cry, his face was about to freeze again when he cried, he didn't wear much, the wind and snow had come in from every corner, and he was shivering from the cold.

It takes one and a half hours to walk from here to that hotel; cross a bridge in the middle, and walk for half an hour to the bar.He smiled, now he has no money, so what else is he going to do?

But there was always a villain in his heart, croaking in his mind, urging him to go that way.

A layer of snow fell on Chu Yixiao's head and shoulders. The snow melted into a layer of water and froze on his clothes.

In such weather, the further we go, the deserted the streets become.

He couldn't feel his hands and feet anymore, Chu Yixiao didn't close his eyes for two days and one night, he was a little sleepy, he wanted to sleep for a while.He couldn't walk anymore, so he curled up and slept for a while leaning against the lee of a bus station.

After an unknown period of time, his body felt warm. He opened his eyes and saw an old beggar with ragged clothes and a haggard face who was covering him with the same tattered padded jacket.The old beggar curled up beside him, looked at him with cloudy eyes, and said in a low voice: "Young man, it's not easy for you to dress brightly. Don't dislike my tattered clothes. You can make do with it to keep you warm."

Chu Yixiao felt sore in his heart, tears flowed line by line, lowered his head and sobbed and said: "Thank you, thank you, it's very warm"

He got up to go, but the old beggar asked, "Where are you going?"

Chu Yi smiled and paused: "I have a place I want to go, I want to spend the night there"

"Where are you going? It's snowing tonight." The old beggar's voice sounded from behind, "Why don't you just stay here?"

If you stay, it will be like a world of ice and snow.

Chu Yixiao felt that the journey of one hour seemed as long as a lifetime.There is no way to be nostalgic, and there is little hope of where to go.

The first floor of the hotel was empty, with only a few lights on all night. He stopped outside the hotel and looked up. After six or seven years, he still remembered which hotel room Gu Chen booked was on which side. The room was pitch black. One piece, it should be covered with dust.

Chu Yi smiled and watched for a long time, his neck was sore.

Headache, I didn't pay attention at first, but now it hurts like a bug has got in.

It was cold, so cold that he couldn't feel it even if he squeezed it with his hands and bit it with his mouth, so he gave up struggling.

After shrinking for a while, Chu Yixiao continued to get up and walk forward.

He stood by the bridge for a while, the night wind was very strong, like a hundred ghosts howling.

Chu Yixiao ran out of the bar at that time, and ran here to pant with his hands on his knees. After thinking for a while, he made up his mind to find Gu Chen.

Gu Chen once said, "If you want to see me at night, just follow the address and find me."

Chu Yixiao walked down the stairs, got down the stairs, and walked across the grass.

The surface of the river shimmered, reflecting the feasting lights on the other side.He squatted in the wind and cried tremblingly, stood up and shouted to the river: "Gu—Chen—"

No one responded in the darkness, just like the door Gu Chen closed at night.

Stretched out one foot into the water, unconscious, but crying hard.My head hurts too.

He regretted a little, regretted that he resolutely broke up with the family and broke up with it, regretted staying by Gu Chen's side like a fool for six or seven years, and clearly knew in his heart that Gu Chen had no trust from the first day After passing him, he still dreamed of waiting for Gu Chen to turn around, and also regretted everyone he had hurt, whether it was childhood sweethearts or classmates, relatives and friends.

……

All that's left in my heart is regret.

Chu Yixiao was shaking from crying, and shouted again against the wind: "See you again"

He lifted the other foot up and didn't put it down.

"You fucking Chu Yixiao, you can go one step further and try?"

Chu Yixiao was taken aback, but he didn't turn his head. Gu Chen was on the stairs with the light behind him, so he couldn't see his face clearly in the dark.

"Chu Yixiao, get the hell out of here." Gu Chen yelled at him again, and rushed down quickly, crossing the grass that didn't reach his calf, the sound of plants rubbing against the cloth rustled.

Chu Yixiao stretched his feet back, grabbed the hem of his clothes, and turned his face away not wanting to see him.

Gu Chen looked at the shabby cotton coat on his body, feeling sore in his heart, stretched out his hand to tear it off, put on his windbreaker, hugged him tightly for a while, and whispered in his ear, "Can you go back with me?" good"

Chu Yixiao let go of his hand, pushed Gu Chen away, his eyes were empty and confused: "Go back, where to go?" He held his head in both hands, his face was in extreme pain, "Where to go back?"

Gu Chen stared at him blankly, suddenly a little at a loss, the words were in his throat but he couldn't say them, his eyes turned red, and he turned his head away: "You know, I, I can't live without you all these years. To tear you two apart, I..." He choked up for a while, but didn't continue.

A sound of objects falling to the ground came from behind, Gu Chen looked back and saw that Chu Yixiao was already lying on the ground unconscious.