Rebirth of Yanlun Scenery
Chapter 1 Come,
Let him disappear in front of him forever,
But he doesn't know why?
The unspeakable anger seemed to pour out of him at that time, making him impulsive,
Let him keep crashing like an out-of-control beast,
He knew something was wrong with him, he couldn't even control his emotions,
There must be something wrong with the medicine that the person gave him before,
Before her sanity fell back, her uncontrollable body rushed towards Lei Ting and launched another offensive.
At the junction of the fire, Jing Xu's wrist hurt and he yelled loudly. The dagger on his arm fell to the ground and was held by Yan Lun. fly..
"Li Jingxu, do you know what you are doing?"
Yan Lun's deep voice mixed with unspeakable disappointment came to Jing Xu's ears.
"I know, I want to kill her, I want to kill her..."
Jing Xu stared at Lei Ting who was shivering in Yan Lun's arms with stern eyes, and roared wildly with a sinister smile.
"You have let me down too much…."
Receiving the response, Yan Lun suppressed the complicated emotions in his eyes, hugged Lei Ting, and resolutely turned and left.
Disappointed...
Ha ha….
How can I let you down?
No, I didn't mean to.....
Don't go, why did you leave me...
Yan Lun, save me...it's not like this, I'm not like this....
How could I want to kill Lei Ting?
you listen to me…
With desperation, Jing Xu stretched out his hand to the figure hidden in the light, and knelt down sadly on the ground, sobbing softly.
Why don't you care about me?
Why can't you share some of your love with me?
what…….
...it hurts, it hurts...
The headache was as if a stone ax had split his forehead abruptly,
The nerves in his head were torn apart one by one.
The severe pain made his whole face convulse, and he was so painful that he couldn't wait to beg,
Who will save him?
Yan Lun... Yan Lun...
Where are you?Why haven't you come yet?
I have been waiting for you for a long time....
Please, I beg you, help me...
what…..
A hot tear pulled his consciousness back to the chaotic environment,
The pungent smell of disinfectant came rushing towards Jing Xu's ears accompanied by messy footsteps and deliberate low-key conversations, making him panic, his hands and feet were bound by foreign objects, and he struggled hard but in vain ....
"Quick, press on him, sedative..."
He tried his best to open his eyes, but he could only see sporadic swaying images. The cold instrument kept gesticulating on his body with a hint of coolness. The emotions are slowly suppressed...
"How is he doing now?"
Not far away, a very tired and hoarse voice wafted from his ears, with an indescribable ethereal fragility..
"Well, the situation is very bad. The patient's consciousness is very weak, and he himself has no sense of survival. Just now the blood test report came out, and there was an excessive amount of hallucinogens in it. We can only see if he can survive..." on the side The man shook his head helplessly.
"No matter what method is used, he must be woken up..."
This sentence seemed to touch the man's bottom line, the man was no longer as calm and stable as before, and growled at the top of his voice.
"miles...miles..you...calm down...go out and talk...."
The voice became more and more ethereal, hovering in the depths of Jing Xu's eardrums with ethereal echoes, until it finally disappeared...
the corner outside the ward,
Mu Mili tremblingly took out the cigarette, held it in his mouth, slipped his trembling hand a few times but failed to light the cigarette, the tyrannical man was so angry that he stomped the cigarette case lighter under his feet, and grabbed his hair irritably, rarely panicking. Circling in a daze, helpless sadness filled his whole body and exploded his whole brain.
"Ah..." Mu Mili's eyes were fierce, and he punched his fist firmly into the wall. The blood continued to flow along the white wall and formed a series of bloodstains, which stained the whole place bit by bit. space…..
Lun Hua leaned on the steps of the corridor, with a trace of pity in his eyes, he tightly rubbed Mu Mili into his arms
"Don't be afraid, there must be a solution..."
As soon as the words fell, Lun Hua's chest was already wet, and a silent whine filled the entire aisle in his chest, with endless desolation...
"Li Jingxu...Li Jingxu..."
who is calling me?
Jing Xu stood hesitantly at the fork in the road and looked into the distance.
When he raised his foot and was about to walk forward, he saw a person who looked exactly like him pass by him and walked into a fork in the road, and then slowly disappeared with the distant road, followed by the second person , the third person...
Jing Xu froze where he was, not daring to do anything, he couldn't see clearly what he was going to choose?
As the roads in front of him became less and less, he knew that the time left for him was running out, he turned his head inadvertently, and found that the same him in his previous life was standing behind him, looking at him sadly,
"Li Jingxu, it's your choice..."
What should I choose?Jing Xu looked at the melancholy eyes and asked silently.
"It's time to let go, Li Jingxu... Don't you know everything?"
what do you know?
"Actually, you already know, don't you?" That he straddled his shoulder and looked into the distance with cold eyes.
Jing Xu followed his gaze and turned his head to look forward. He took a step and looked down,
Hook your mouth and smile,
Yeah, I always knew that....
The smallest self in the endless abyss,
He raised his head and looked at himself. It was a very delicate face, with a smooth and bright forehead, bright red and soft lips, and short black hair. He stood tall and straight in the abyss. Those dark eyes were the same as those in his previous life. He is exactly the same.
Standing on the edge of the abyss, he leaned down as hard as he could, and handed his hand to the him in his previous life, but the palm that was so close at hand couldn't catch it,
Jing Xu could only watch him get further and further away in bewilderment...
"Don't..." Jing Xu was terrified, couldn't help shouting, and hurriedly chased him into the abyss...
The dark abyss was filled with endless death, and it was constantly circling around him. He seemed to be able to hear its angry roaring in the depths, and he was trying his best to break free from the restraints, showing his sharp claws.
He tried his best to hug him in his previous life, but he avoided him time and time again...
Watching him in his previous life sinking to the end of the abyss...
No...I'm going out...I'm going to save him...
Jing Xu ran forward desperately, and he didn't know how long he had been running. When he felt that he was sweating profusely and was about to lose his strength, he finally saw him in front of him, and he was overjoyed. I found that my legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't move a step.
The one in the deep end turned his head and looked at him coldly, with a trace of hatred in his mouth...
Eyes full of hatred rushed towards Jing Xu's heart with overwhelming sadness, his heart ached as if being torn apart, making him suffocate.
☆, madman....
Suddenly, he opened his eyes suddenly, the white light was blinding his eyes, blurred his entire vision, and his eyes were completely white. He squinted his eyes and slowly adapted to the surrounding environment. I mean, I can't tell what it feels like...
I'm alive again...
"woke up?"
A hoarse voice came from the ear, with joy that was hard to hide...
yeah, woke up...
It's so strange...why can't I die?
Jing Xu turned his head and looked to the side, and what caught his eyes was a somewhat haggard face with stubble and bloodshot eyes, but the tired eyes couldn't hide the surprise in his eyes...
happy...
not worth it...
Not worth it for him.....
He opened his mouth, but felt a pain in his throat, and his voice was hoarse.
Mu Mili stood up, pressed the beeper on the bedside a few times, and comforted him softly:
"You just woke up and your throat hurts, don't talk too much,"
"This is where?"
Jing Xu looked around, unable to turn his head....
"This is Mujiatang..."
As soon as the words were finished, a doctor in a white coat and wearing glasses pushed the door in...
Jing Xu was taken aback, and turned his head to look at that person with a half-smile, never expecting to see him at this time in this life.
A handsome and prominent facial features, a perfect face, different from the doctor's enchanting smile, there are sharp black eyes. Although his eyes are hidden behind the gold-rimmed glasses, they still exude wisdom and determination. His slender His black hair was tied into a beautiful ponytail on the back of his head, especially the dazzling diamond earrings on his left ear, which added a touch of unruly to his sunny handsomeness...
But it looks like it's been a few years...
At least he was not so young back then....
His counselor in the previous life... Charlie...
"What? You know me?" Charlie looked at Jing Xu, who had lost his eyes, and laughed.
"I know, it should be in my previous life..." Jing Xu retracted his eyes and replied with a light smile
"Oh? Then we are really destined... We meet again..." There was a lightness in this tone...
"Yeah, Charlie..."
This reply made Charlie's eyes flash, and he glanced at Mu Mili who was also surprised beside him and shrugged.
"Are you feeling unwell now?" Charlie opened the medical record and glanced at Jing Xu who was leaning on the bed and asked,
"I am fine….."
Jing Xu glanced at the two of them lightly, then turned his head to look out the window. The sunlight outside the window was just right, shining in through the leaves, mottled and bright.
"How many days have I been lying here?"
Muli and Charlie looked at each other, and replied, "Five days..."
"Five days..." It was also five days in my previous life...
A gleam of lifelessness slipped through Jing Xu's dull eyes, he stared blankly out of the window and muttered to himself, then closed his eyes in resignation.
Autumn is bleak and desolate, that is the music of the rose before parting;
Trembling rose petals floated down in the hurricane, swirling in the middle of the road, falling one by one, to feel the dizziness of flying, and finally fell steadily to Jing Xu's feet, exuding a charming charm from beginning to end. Fragrance.
Holding the same laboratory test sheet as in the previous life,
Jing Xu's eyes were calm and calm, and he opened them with difficulty, grinding the thin paper over and over again.
....At last, he shook his head sadly and laughed out loud...
I have to say, he gave up...
The fate of these two lives has been wandering around on this piece of paper,
The stamped test sheet was like the last call left by the god of death.
Let him completely become a lunatic...
Jing Xu raised a pair of absent-minded eyes, and stared blankly at Charlie. It was this look, which seemed calm and indifferent, even ruthless and indifferent, but it was full of unnoticed despair, which made everyone present tremble. ,
Charlie avoided the black eyes that made him unable to look at each other, and his voice was hoarse...
"Your current physical function is a little disordered. Judging from the amount that guy injected you, the medicine will be released continuously through you over time. In the end, your whole body will cause changes in feelings and emotions. Space creates illusions, hallucinations, and even leads to self-distortion, delusion, and split thinking, which leads to harm to relatives and friends around."
Charlie paused, with a little pity in his expression...
"I tested this drug and found that it is different from ordinary hallucinogens. After an overdose, the drug itself also has an inhibitory effect. Not only will it not improve after stopping the drug, but it will become more and more serious over a period of time. Second, if it is not for direct detection of drug ingredients, it is impossible to diagnose people with existing technology."
"So you have to go back to Europe with me. The medical equipment and equipment here limit the treatment options. We need to go to Europe for a comprehensive examination to get a complete diagnosis. If it continues like this, I'm afraid it will be hidden in your body The medicine used to treat it slowly, and if it is serious..."
"What will happen?"
Jing Xu put down the test sheet in his hand unhurriedly, took out the cigarette in his pocket, put it in his mouth, and asked casually
Charlie looked at Jing Xu and lost his voice, sighed and said
"Your attitude is unacceptable, Jing Xu...I'm analyzing the condition with you...it's about your life..."
Jing Xu lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and the smoke rings he exhaled kept lingering around his side, forming beautiful patterns of gray and white roses.
life?Hehe, these two words are really ironic to him...
"Will you be an out-and-out lunatic? Charlie..." After saying this, everyone in the room fell into silence...
Mu Mili suppressed the emotions that were about to erupt in his heart, turned his face away, and said with a stiff mouth
"No, this situation is the worst. We can only know the final diagnosis result based on your specific situation. It is too early to make a conclusion..."
Jing Xu glanced at the face sitting beside him who dared not look directly into his eyes, and smiled bitterly
As for?Isn't it just becoming a lunatic?
Been a madman all his life,
You should have gotten used to it all your life, right?
Jing Xu closed his eyes and stared at Lun Hua calmly, but there was a creepy aura in his calm tone, overwhelming,
"Where is Zhou Hongyu now?"
Mu Mili and Lun Hua looked at each other and said
"According to the situation reported now, Zhou Hongyu seemed to have evaporated from the world since that afternoon. He has disappeared without a trace. It is impossible to grasp his current situation. Not only are we looking for it now, but I heard that the government has also obtained relevant evidence. Start arresting Zhou Hongyu, Anbu's subordinates saw him at the airport, but he may have left the country."
Lun Hua took out a photo from his suit pocket and handed it to Jing Xu. Jing Xu took the photo and looked at the tightly wrapped half profile in the photo. There was a trace of murderous intent in his cold and deep eyes, and the raging anger came from his eyes. My head keeps popping out, I feel like I'm in a state of madness
He couldn't restrain the emotions in his heart, bang——he slammed his fist on the table, and the glass of the table slowly cracked a net along his fist...
"Jing Xu, calm down..." Charlie stood up in a panic, tightly bound his hands covered with broken glass...
Emotions kept rolling in Jing Xu's mind one after another, until finally they disappeared little by little...
Jing Xu opened his eyes with difficulty. In his eyes, Mu Mili saw the despair and misery that was deeply hidden in it, suppressed, and tried hard to restrain it, which almost swallowed him.
Those sad eyes made Mu Mili's eyes red...
Jing Xu lowered his eyes, opened his eyes wide, crushed the burnt cigarette butts into the ashtray, stood up, squeezed the blood-stained photo in his hand, walked to the door, walked to the door, turned his head to look at The still wooden miles, the eyes are dull, with a trace of tiredness
"I can leave Huaguo with you." After a pause, he continued, "But I have to wait until I have settled the affairs of Huaguo. At least for now, it is impossible for me to agree to go back with you."
Charlie paused, disapproving of the persuasion, "You still have a great life to go, you don't need to sacrifice yourself for this kind of person, if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the people around you..."
"Charlie..." Mu Mili stopped Charlie from blurting out, looked at Jing Xu with a hint of compromise in his eyes, and sighed
"Now that you have made your decision, we will do things according to your ideas. I will arrange things in Europe, but my only request is that you must cooperate with Charlie's treatment during this period, including psychotherapy and drugs. treat…"
Word by word of Mu Mili's words drifted in the air, mixed with dust and fell into his ears, with an illusory and ethereal...
Jing Xu moved his eyes from the few people in front of him to the window, and looked out of the window out of focus. At some point, the sky was already gray, and the dull thunder came to the villa following the dark clouds, and the wind and rain came one after another. The rain curtain on the window poured down like a waterfall, with the smell of earth flying all over the sky, flowing with darkness and despair.
.........
He stumbled into the house that was full of laughter and laughter, and opened the door. It was pitch black inside, the empty room was silent, and his whole body was drenched. Looking at the neatly arranged furniture, he stood blankly at the door and passed by. For a long time, until a puddle of water slowly accumulated under my feet,
He lowered his head and moved his feet, afraid of disturbing the memories in the room, he walked carefully to the bedroom, changed his wet clothes, and opened the closet numbly and began to pack his luggage.
Open the closet and take out the clothes one by one,
This one was bought by Yan Lun, he said he likes the little rabbit on it the most...
This is a birthday present from Yan Lun. He said that he wants to feel the YL embroidery on his chest every time he wears it. It was sewed on for him by himself...stitch by thread....
I went to buy this sportswear with him at that time, and they both bought the same one at that time, and the clerk teased that it was a couple outfit...
this……
At some point, hot tears had flowed down his cheeks onto his clothes,
Tears blooming on the clothes floated around the room with the scent of mint... with endless nostalgia...
Jing Xu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes in surprise, looked at the tears on his fingertips,
Shaking his shoulders and giggling, at first he laughed lowly, and finally laughed wildly, pointing at the tears that hit the floor with tears in his eyes...
Why do I still have tears
It must be an illusion... How could there be tears?
A lunatic should laugh, how could there be tears...
......
Yes, he has become an out-and-out lunatic.
Is there any reason to stay by his side...
Carrying the luggage and walking to the door, he turned his head and looked at everything here, remembering that when he first moved here, his heart seemed to be pinched in an instant, and suddenly it was so painful that it was difficult to breathe, from the pain in the heart to the trembling fingertips.
He used to think that as long as he did well, as long as he took a step back and became the brother he wanted, fulfilled him and Lei Ting, without his hindrance, so that they could be lovers and get married as soon as possible, then he would be considered a success Retiring, silently erasing one's love, sacrificing oneself for the sake of others, silently atone for sins, let everything start again, let fate flow again, and get psychological comfort.
But now, he is a complete loser, still abandoned by fate.
Everything originated from his own blind self-confidence. It turned out that there was no chance to make up for all the regrets. He used to be so proud that he thought he could live his life as much as he wanted and let his whole life be fulfilled. Flip it over to get the God curtain.I don't want the happiness in this life to be so short-lived. Although I have an ambitious start, I can't have a perfect and happy end.
Exactly the same as in her previous life, she still became an out-and-out lunatic...
Maybe this is also good...for everyone...
He gripped the box so hard that it turned blue, wishing he could dig his nails into the flesh and blood.
He keeps telling himself not to hate, although this life is still not perfect, but he has not completely followed the old path of his previous life, he has not been controlled by Zhou Zhou as a pawn, and he has not done anything that really hurt Yan Lun.
You see... Yan Lun has stepped into the previous path step by step, and soon he will be so strong that he doesn't need you anymore, he can handle everything alone, and he will get the happiness he deserves in the future, so it's time to leave, With such a large number of variables, it may not be the best. Although it is a little earlier than expected, there is no difference.
That's enough....
☆、He doesn't know, he doesn't know...
He suppressed all the resentment and unwillingness, summoned up the courage to take the first step, and just held the handle, but was stopped in place by a sudden voice from inside the room
"You're back?"
Yanlun?Why is he here?
Jing Xu's complexion changed suddenly, and the familiar atmosphere pervaded the surroundings, like an invisible hand, tightly grasping his lifeline, turning his head, watching Yan Lun sitting on the sofa neatly dressed, without saying a word, the air There is a suffocating depression in it...
He almost hid the suitcase behind him in panic, took a deep breath and said, "Well...brother, are you at home?"
"Are you leaving? Where are you going?" Yan Lun's words carried the unique deterrent force of his previous life, making Jing Xu inexplicably afraid.
The lie that I just made up in my mind seemed to be overwhelmed by the sudden fear in an instant, I forced myself to calm down and said
"Hehe, I have something to go out these days..."
"Li Jingxu, do you think you can solve the problem by escaping like this?" A heavy and hoarse voice exploded in Jingxu's ears, filled with endless anger...
"No, no, brother, I don't want to escape..."
Jing Xu's eyes widened, and he froze for a moment, swallowed two or three mouthfuls of saliva, his throat was burning like fire, and he replied dryly
Putting down his luggage, he walked in front of Yan Lun, grabbed his collar tightly, and begged
"Brother, don't be angry, please forgive me..."
"Forgive you for what? Forgive you for being gay? Forgive you for having dirty thoughts about me?" Yan Lun's every word seemed to pierce into Jing Xu's heart, cutting open the scar deep in his heart, a little bit of blood The flow of a drop overflows, and the blood flow does not stop.
Jing Xu fell limply to the ground, as if a basin of cold water had been poured down, from head to toe, from the inside out, the heart felt cold.
"No... no, you listen to my explanation..."
Yan Lun stood up slowly, and the huge figure was pressing towards him, directly covering him in his impenetrable shadow, his pair of dark and deep eyes swept across Jing Xu as if a storm was brewing:
"Explain what? I'll listen to your explanation."
Deep in Jing Xu's heart was the fear and trembling of walking on thin ice, his hands and feet were cold, he couldn't help but take a step back, helplessly grabbed the only luggage beside him, and explained:
"How could I be gay, what I like is a woman, how could I have such thoughts about you... Those who say these words are wrong... How can I have feelings for brothers... You are my brother.... "
The sense of powerlessness permeating from his bones filled the whole room, every word of deception seemed to be contemptuously lashing at the dirtiest abyss in his heart, for a moment his heart seemed to be blocked A piece, was suppressed out of breath.
"Are you still lying to me?" Yan Lun squinted his eyes with deep and sharp eyes, as if he could see through his heart, and clung to his skull with bottomless sarcasm, making Jing Xu's hair stand on end in an instant, Scalp tingling.
"No, I didn't.....I didn't lie to you..." Jing Xu swallowed, subconsciously trying to escape, but his feet were as heavy as lead, he unconsciously hugged his head, tightly Covering his ears, trying to avoid Yan Lun's endless questioning,
However, that demonic and ethereal sound still exploded in his ears as expected, like an evil spirit following him... pulling him step by step into the abyss...
"I saw... which line of words on the inside of the bracelet you gave me, have you forgotten?"
"..." Jing Xu's lips parted, and he stared blankly at the bracelet that he personally put on Yan Lun's hand. The mint pendant shone with silver light, as if reminding him of the irrefutable fact. I was so choked up that I couldn't speak... I opened my mouth a few times but found that I couldn't explain it at all.
The next moment, a black shadow overwhelmed him, a pair of scorching hands pinched his neck and roughly pressed him against the wall, numb pain invaded from all around his body, with a sense of suffocating oppression coming from Passing through the throat to the chest, Jing Xu raised his eyes in a daze and saw those dark eyes, so deep that no light could shine through.
Those eyes are very similar to those in the previous life, with the look of wanting to kill him, like the hand that keeps tightening around his neck, crushing his disguise...
"Nothing to say? You said it, you can never escape the fact that you love me...you can never change the fact that you are gay...you can't escape, Li Jingxu..."
The scars that could not be concealed were revealed by Yan Lun one by one, and the blood that was continuously overflowing floated into Jing Xu's ears, and the ears couldn't stop buzzing. Those words were like the player pressing repeat The key kept hovering in the depths of his mind, and for several seconds, Jing Xu felt as if a century had passed. He couldn't even tell whether he had returned to his previous life or not.
The endless despair caused his whole world to collapse, and the heart-piercing pain spread from his heart. The pain was so painful that he hugged his head in panic, closed his eyes tightly, and almost exhausted himself. roared with all his might
"No, it's not...ah.....Why is it you? Why is it you? Why can't you leave me a way out, why do you want to force me, and make me lose so thoroughly?!"
The ethereal and helpless whispers are crying silently, as if dying in the endless abyss...
Gritting hatred burst from his bloodshot pupils, and it seemed as if blood and tears were about to overflow in an instant. The mask that had been disguised for a long time was finally broken, and the iron-green fangs and claws were exposed. Jing Xu punched the ground with his backhand. The bandaged wound was torn instantly, blood was flowing, and the canthus of the eye was completely cracked.
who is it?Who is it?
Who trampled his last bit of dignity on the ground?
who is it?
I must make him pay the price...
..........
The sudden, misty and ethereal ringtone of the mobile phone completely wiped out the sound in my ears...
His mind was blank, he opened his eyes with difficulty,
I found that the vicious person beside me had disappeared without a trace...
There is solitude all around...
He struggled to stand up against the corner of the wall, looked at the room where laughter was still maintained, and smiled softly...
Crazy..... Crazy.....
What a lunatic...
He rolled his Adam's apple, put his trembling hands in his pockets and found the cell phone that brought him back from despair, and put it numbly against his ear,
The skilled and deep voice on the phone exploded in his ears with helpless pleas, without the viciousness in the hallucination, but it turned his stomach upside down,
"San'er... Where are you?"
Jing Xu opened his mouth, but was unable to speak anymore...
"Brother, I miss you... Saner..."
Jing Xu clutched his head and groaned in pain. Panting for breath, he kept beating his head desperately, grabbed the phone and lost his mind and smashed him to pieces...
A suffocation-like feeling rushed from his abdomen, he only felt pain in his limbs as if being pricked by a needle, and the feeling of nausea intensified,
Hurry to the bathroom,
"vomit"
Jing Xu, who was lying on the edge of the toilet, groaned and laughed wildly. His voice almost lost his voice, but he could not utter a single syllable, but he kept repeating it over and over again.
"He doesn't know...he doesn't know...he doesn't know..."
It was really embarrassing, even when he left, God still refused to let him go...
.................................................. ...
The night scene of the bar is so weird that people's eyes are blurred, and the mixed air is filled with the smell of tobacco and alcohol. The crazy and obsessive dance steps, the red and green wine, and the loud and loud music are like the erratic phantom, without a square inch.
The two people sitting at the corner of the bar are lazily lying on the sofa holding goblets, ignoring the provocative eyes all around, talking with each other with eloquence....
"Hey, I said that your boy seems to have disappeared these days, and invited me to come to this place as soon as the phone call came. What's the matter?"
Holding the goblet, Lian Mu glanced at the men and women on the dance floor who were frantically twisting their waists and buttocks, and asked casually.
"What? Are you scared? Afraid that your man will take you back?"
Lian Mu raised his eyebrows and said, "Well, I'm not afraid. Going to the bar and chatting can still control me? A joke..." He looked Jing Xu up and down and asked
"Hey, why do I feel that you have lost weight these days? Where have you been? Do you need to leave without saying hello to your buddies?"
"It's not a big deal, I just lived in the red-light district for a few days. Don't you know that I have no parents since I was a child. Now that I'm fine, my old man has come to the door. I don't want to meet up now. Let's talk about family matters..." Jing Xu said As soon as the words were said, Lian Mu gasped, and he quickly leaned down and pressed close to Jing Xu's ear and asked
"You said that your heartless father came here? Then this matter is not small, have you discussed it with the old man of the Li family? Why didn't you say hello?"
Jing Xu glanced at Lian Mu when he heard the words, picked up the goblet and sipped it, and replied indifferently
"This matter is related to myself, and has nothing to do with other people. In his identity, it would not be good to put his number on me, so there is no need to make a lot of noise about this matter. I think the old man must have already I already know, I just turn a blind eye and close one eye, the main power lies with me..."
This is true. From the perspective of Jing Xu's previous life, he thought that the old man knew about this matter earlier than he knew it. Mu Li may not have visited Li's house for the next time, but this matter was not publicized. Even Jing Xu was kept in the dark, and it was not until later that Jing Xu learned about it from Mr. Li.
"Does the eldest brother know?" Jing Xu was taken aback by Lian Mu's words, and he said with a grin
"Come on, I'm not a child anymore, I can't always ask about everything, and I know in my heart that I don't need to cause trouble for everyone..."
When Lian Mu heard this, he felt something was wrong, squinted his eyes, stared at Jing Xu's side face and asked strangely
"Oh, no, why don't you talk on the same frequency as me recently, kid? Why do I think you are talking about something wrong with your brother?"
Jing Xu paused, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, but was covered by the gorgeous neon lights in the chaotic night, he put it on Lian Mu's shoulder and said with a teasing smile
"That's because you kid is getting more and more backward, you have to keep pace with the times, and I'm already in college, and I should learn to grow up, I can't always follow my brother's ass and let him do things for me, some things , After all, I need to face it alone.”
"What you said is good. I thought you two were too sticky before, and I was a little worried, but now you have suddenly changed your way, let alone, I am really not used to it. It seems strange, no matter what It’s good to say that your idea is good, and I understand the reasoning, but there is a saying, buddies will always be buddies, you just need to know anything about it... don’t take everything by yourself... brother is here ..." Lian Mu patted Jing Xu on the shoulder and said.
☆, drunk...
Jing Xu looked at Lian Mu who was full of righteousness and righteous indignation, his heart warmed up, and he hugged him tightly, making Lian Mu unable to react
"Hey, what's wrong with you guy? Why are you so hypocritical all of a sudden? Are you the one who can hug you if you say so?"
When Jing Xu heard this, a smile flashed in his eyes, but he still didn't let go, complaining pretending to be wronged.
"What? Don't give me a hug, the guy who forgets his friends when he sees sex..."
"Yes, I am magnanimous, I can hug you if you want, who told you that you are my brother? Brother, my shoulders will always be yours to rely on..."
The neon lights flickered rapidly, and the colorful rays of light shone on Lian Mu's clean and handsome face.
Jing Xu raised his eyes and stared blankly at the man with endless impassioned enthusiasm, if time went back to the day when he was most embarrassed in his previous life.
The same sentence, the same person, but Jing Xu can always find a trace of stability in the endless troubles...
Jing Xu smiled knowingly, and whispered in his heart
It seems that after two lifetimes, there is such a brother, he is not a loss.
The crisp sound of clinking glasses in his ears pulled him back to the noisy bar. He squinted and saw that Lian Mu next to him had already stopped caring about him.
But he doesn't know why?
The unspeakable anger seemed to pour out of him at that time, making him impulsive,
Let him keep crashing like an out-of-control beast,
He knew something was wrong with him, he couldn't even control his emotions,
There must be something wrong with the medicine that the person gave him before,
Before her sanity fell back, her uncontrollable body rushed towards Lei Ting and launched another offensive.
At the junction of the fire, Jing Xu's wrist hurt and he yelled loudly. The dagger on his arm fell to the ground and was held by Yan Lun. fly..
"Li Jingxu, do you know what you are doing?"
Yan Lun's deep voice mixed with unspeakable disappointment came to Jing Xu's ears.
"I know, I want to kill her, I want to kill her..."
Jing Xu stared at Lei Ting who was shivering in Yan Lun's arms with stern eyes, and roared wildly with a sinister smile.
"You have let me down too much…."
Receiving the response, Yan Lun suppressed the complicated emotions in his eyes, hugged Lei Ting, and resolutely turned and left.
Disappointed...
Ha ha….
How can I let you down?
No, I didn't mean to.....
Don't go, why did you leave me...
Yan Lun, save me...it's not like this, I'm not like this....
How could I want to kill Lei Ting?
you listen to me…
With desperation, Jing Xu stretched out his hand to the figure hidden in the light, and knelt down sadly on the ground, sobbing softly.
Why don't you care about me?
Why can't you share some of your love with me?
what…….
...it hurts, it hurts...
The headache was as if a stone ax had split his forehead abruptly,
The nerves in his head were torn apart one by one.
The severe pain made his whole face convulse, and he was so painful that he couldn't wait to beg,
Who will save him?
Yan Lun... Yan Lun...
Where are you?Why haven't you come yet?
I have been waiting for you for a long time....
Please, I beg you, help me...
what…..
A hot tear pulled his consciousness back to the chaotic environment,
The pungent smell of disinfectant came rushing towards Jing Xu's ears accompanied by messy footsteps and deliberate low-key conversations, making him panic, his hands and feet were bound by foreign objects, and he struggled hard but in vain ....
"Quick, press on him, sedative..."
He tried his best to open his eyes, but he could only see sporadic swaying images. The cold instrument kept gesticulating on his body with a hint of coolness. The emotions are slowly suppressed...
"How is he doing now?"
Not far away, a very tired and hoarse voice wafted from his ears, with an indescribable ethereal fragility..
"Well, the situation is very bad. The patient's consciousness is very weak, and he himself has no sense of survival. Just now the blood test report came out, and there was an excessive amount of hallucinogens in it. We can only see if he can survive..." on the side The man shook his head helplessly.
"No matter what method is used, he must be woken up..."
This sentence seemed to touch the man's bottom line, the man was no longer as calm and stable as before, and growled at the top of his voice.
"miles...miles..you...calm down...go out and talk...."
The voice became more and more ethereal, hovering in the depths of Jing Xu's eardrums with ethereal echoes, until it finally disappeared...
the corner outside the ward,
Mu Mili tremblingly took out the cigarette, held it in his mouth, slipped his trembling hand a few times but failed to light the cigarette, the tyrannical man was so angry that he stomped the cigarette case lighter under his feet, and grabbed his hair irritably, rarely panicking. Circling in a daze, helpless sadness filled his whole body and exploded his whole brain.
"Ah..." Mu Mili's eyes were fierce, and he punched his fist firmly into the wall. The blood continued to flow along the white wall and formed a series of bloodstains, which stained the whole place bit by bit. space…..
Lun Hua leaned on the steps of the corridor, with a trace of pity in his eyes, he tightly rubbed Mu Mili into his arms
"Don't be afraid, there must be a solution..."
As soon as the words fell, Lun Hua's chest was already wet, and a silent whine filled the entire aisle in his chest, with endless desolation...
"Li Jingxu...Li Jingxu..."
who is calling me?
Jing Xu stood hesitantly at the fork in the road and looked into the distance.
When he raised his foot and was about to walk forward, he saw a person who looked exactly like him pass by him and walked into a fork in the road, and then slowly disappeared with the distant road, followed by the second person , the third person...
Jing Xu froze where he was, not daring to do anything, he couldn't see clearly what he was going to choose?
As the roads in front of him became less and less, he knew that the time left for him was running out, he turned his head inadvertently, and found that the same him in his previous life was standing behind him, looking at him sadly,
"Li Jingxu, it's your choice..."
What should I choose?Jing Xu looked at the melancholy eyes and asked silently.
"It's time to let go, Li Jingxu... Don't you know everything?"
what do you know?
"Actually, you already know, don't you?" That he straddled his shoulder and looked into the distance with cold eyes.
Jing Xu followed his gaze and turned his head to look forward. He took a step and looked down,
Hook your mouth and smile,
Yeah, I always knew that....
The smallest self in the endless abyss,
He raised his head and looked at himself. It was a very delicate face, with a smooth and bright forehead, bright red and soft lips, and short black hair. He stood tall and straight in the abyss. Those dark eyes were the same as those in his previous life. He is exactly the same.
Standing on the edge of the abyss, he leaned down as hard as he could, and handed his hand to the him in his previous life, but the palm that was so close at hand couldn't catch it,
Jing Xu could only watch him get further and further away in bewilderment...
"Don't..." Jing Xu was terrified, couldn't help shouting, and hurriedly chased him into the abyss...
The dark abyss was filled with endless death, and it was constantly circling around him. He seemed to be able to hear its angry roaring in the depths, and he was trying his best to break free from the restraints, showing his sharp claws.
He tried his best to hug him in his previous life, but he avoided him time and time again...
Watching him in his previous life sinking to the end of the abyss...
No...I'm going out...I'm going to save him...
Jing Xu ran forward desperately, and he didn't know how long he had been running. When he felt that he was sweating profusely and was about to lose his strength, he finally saw him in front of him, and he was overjoyed. I found that my legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I couldn't move a step.
The one in the deep end turned his head and looked at him coldly, with a trace of hatred in his mouth...
Eyes full of hatred rushed towards Jing Xu's heart with overwhelming sadness, his heart ached as if being torn apart, making him suffocate.
☆, madman....
Suddenly, he opened his eyes suddenly, the white light was blinding his eyes, blurred his entire vision, and his eyes were completely white. He squinted his eyes and slowly adapted to the surrounding environment. I mean, I can't tell what it feels like...
I'm alive again...
"woke up?"
A hoarse voice came from the ear, with joy that was hard to hide...
yeah, woke up...
It's so strange...why can't I die?
Jing Xu turned his head and looked to the side, and what caught his eyes was a somewhat haggard face with stubble and bloodshot eyes, but the tired eyes couldn't hide the surprise in his eyes...
happy...
not worth it...
Not worth it for him.....
He opened his mouth, but felt a pain in his throat, and his voice was hoarse.
Mu Mili stood up, pressed the beeper on the bedside a few times, and comforted him softly:
"You just woke up and your throat hurts, don't talk too much,"
"This is where?"
Jing Xu looked around, unable to turn his head....
"This is Mujiatang..."
As soon as the words were finished, a doctor in a white coat and wearing glasses pushed the door in...
Jing Xu was taken aback, and turned his head to look at that person with a half-smile, never expecting to see him at this time in this life.
A handsome and prominent facial features, a perfect face, different from the doctor's enchanting smile, there are sharp black eyes. Although his eyes are hidden behind the gold-rimmed glasses, they still exude wisdom and determination. His slender His black hair was tied into a beautiful ponytail on the back of his head, especially the dazzling diamond earrings on his left ear, which added a touch of unruly to his sunny handsomeness...
But it looks like it's been a few years...
At least he was not so young back then....
His counselor in the previous life... Charlie...
"What? You know me?" Charlie looked at Jing Xu, who had lost his eyes, and laughed.
"I know, it should be in my previous life..." Jing Xu retracted his eyes and replied with a light smile
"Oh? Then we are really destined... We meet again..." There was a lightness in this tone...
"Yeah, Charlie..."
This reply made Charlie's eyes flash, and he glanced at Mu Mili who was also surprised beside him and shrugged.
"Are you feeling unwell now?" Charlie opened the medical record and glanced at Jing Xu who was leaning on the bed and asked,
"I am fine….."
Jing Xu glanced at the two of them lightly, then turned his head to look out the window. The sunlight outside the window was just right, shining in through the leaves, mottled and bright.
"How many days have I been lying here?"
Muli and Charlie looked at each other, and replied, "Five days..."
"Five days..." It was also five days in my previous life...
A gleam of lifelessness slipped through Jing Xu's dull eyes, he stared blankly out of the window and muttered to himself, then closed his eyes in resignation.
Autumn is bleak and desolate, that is the music of the rose before parting;
Trembling rose petals floated down in the hurricane, swirling in the middle of the road, falling one by one, to feel the dizziness of flying, and finally fell steadily to Jing Xu's feet, exuding a charming charm from beginning to end. Fragrance.
Holding the same laboratory test sheet as in the previous life,
Jing Xu's eyes were calm and calm, and he opened them with difficulty, grinding the thin paper over and over again.
....At last, he shook his head sadly and laughed out loud...
I have to say, he gave up...
The fate of these two lives has been wandering around on this piece of paper,
The stamped test sheet was like the last call left by the god of death.
Let him completely become a lunatic...
Jing Xu raised a pair of absent-minded eyes, and stared blankly at Charlie. It was this look, which seemed calm and indifferent, even ruthless and indifferent, but it was full of unnoticed despair, which made everyone present tremble. ,
Charlie avoided the black eyes that made him unable to look at each other, and his voice was hoarse...
"Your current physical function is a little disordered. Judging from the amount that guy injected you, the medicine will be released continuously through you over time. In the end, your whole body will cause changes in feelings and emotions. Space creates illusions, hallucinations, and even leads to self-distortion, delusion, and split thinking, which leads to harm to relatives and friends around."
Charlie paused, with a little pity in his expression...
"I tested this drug and found that it is different from ordinary hallucinogens. After an overdose, the drug itself also has an inhibitory effect. Not only will it not improve after stopping the drug, but it will become more and more serious over a period of time. Second, if it is not for direct detection of drug ingredients, it is impossible to diagnose people with existing technology."
"So you have to go back to Europe with me. The medical equipment and equipment here limit the treatment options. We need to go to Europe for a comprehensive examination to get a complete diagnosis. If it continues like this, I'm afraid it will be hidden in your body The medicine used to treat it slowly, and if it is serious..."
"What will happen?"
Jing Xu put down the test sheet in his hand unhurriedly, took out the cigarette in his pocket, put it in his mouth, and asked casually
Charlie looked at Jing Xu and lost his voice, sighed and said
"Your attitude is unacceptable, Jing Xu...I'm analyzing the condition with you...it's about your life..."
Jing Xu lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and the smoke rings he exhaled kept lingering around his side, forming beautiful patterns of gray and white roses.
life?Hehe, these two words are really ironic to him...
"Will you be an out-and-out lunatic? Charlie..." After saying this, everyone in the room fell into silence...
Mu Mili suppressed the emotions that were about to erupt in his heart, turned his face away, and said with a stiff mouth
"No, this situation is the worst. We can only know the final diagnosis result based on your specific situation. It is too early to make a conclusion..."
Jing Xu glanced at the face sitting beside him who dared not look directly into his eyes, and smiled bitterly
As for?Isn't it just becoming a lunatic?
Been a madman all his life,
You should have gotten used to it all your life, right?
Jing Xu closed his eyes and stared at Lun Hua calmly, but there was a creepy aura in his calm tone, overwhelming,
"Where is Zhou Hongyu now?"
Mu Mili and Lun Hua looked at each other and said
"According to the situation reported now, Zhou Hongyu seemed to have evaporated from the world since that afternoon. He has disappeared without a trace. It is impossible to grasp his current situation. Not only are we looking for it now, but I heard that the government has also obtained relevant evidence. Start arresting Zhou Hongyu, Anbu's subordinates saw him at the airport, but he may have left the country."
Lun Hua took out a photo from his suit pocket and handed it to Jing Xu. Jing Xu took the photo and looked at the tightly wrapped half profile in the photo. There was a trace of murderous intent in his cold and deep eyes, and the raging anger came from his eyes. My head keeps popping out, I feel like I'm in a state of madness
He couldn't restrain the emotions in his heart, bang——he slammed his fist on the table, and the glass of the table slowly cracked a net along his fist...
"Jing Xu, calm down..." Charlie stood up in a panic, tightly bound his hands covered with broken glass...
Emotions kept rolling in Jing Xu's mind one after another, until finally they disappeared little by little...
Jing Xu opened his eyes with difficulty. In his eyes, Mu Mili saw the despair and misery that was deeply hidden in it, suppressed, and tried hard to restrain it, which almost swallowed him.
Those sad eyes made Mu Mili's eyes red...
Jing Xu lowered his eyes, opened his eyes wide, crushed the burnt cigarette butts into the ashtray, stood up, squeezed the blood-stained photo in his hand, walked to the door, walked to the door, turned his head to look at The still wooden miles, the eyes are dull, with a trace of tiredness
"I can leave Huaguo with you." After a pause, he continued, "But I have to wait until I have settled the affairs of Huaguo. At least for now, it is impossible for me to agree to go back with you."
Charlie paused, disapproving of the persuasion, "You still have a great life to go, you don't need to sacrifice yourself for this kind of person, if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the people around you..."
"Charlie..." Mu Mili stopped Charlie from blurting out, looked at Jing Xu with a hint of compromise in his eyes, and sighed
"Now that you have made your decision, we will do things according to your ideas. I will arrange things in Europe, but my only request is that you must cooperate with Charlie's treatment during this period, including psychotherapy and drugs. treat…"
Word by word of Mu Mili's words drifted in the air, mixed with dust and fell into his ears, with an illusory and ethereal...
Jing Xu moved his eyes from the few people in front of him to the window, and looked out of the window out of focus. At some point, the sky was already gray, and the dull thunder came to the villa following the dark clouds, and the wind and rain came one after another. The rain curtain on the window poured down like a waterfall, with the smell of earth flying all over the sky, flowing with darkness and despair.
.........
He stumbled into the house that was full of laughter and laughter, and opened the door. It was pitch black inside, the empty room was silent, and his whole body was drenched. Looking at the neatly arranged furniture, he stood blankly at the door and passed by. For a long time, until a puddle of water slowly accumulated under my feet,
He lowered his head and moved his feet, afraid of disturbing the memories in the room, he walked carefully to the bedroom, changed his wet clothes, and opened the closet numbly and began to pack his luggage.
Open the closet and take out the clothes one by one,
This one was bought by Yan Lun, he said he likes the little rabbit on it the most...
This is a birthday present from Yan Lun. He said that he wants to feel the YL embroidery on his chest every time he wears it. It was sewed on for him by himself...stitch by thread....
I went to buy this sportswear with him at that time, and they both bought the same one at that time, and the clerk teased that it was a couple outfit...
this……
At some point, hot tears had flowed down his cheeks onto his clothes,
Tears blooming on the clothes floated around the room with the scent of mint... with endless nostalgia...
Jing Xu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes in surprise, looked at the tears on his fingertips,
Shaking his shoulders and giggling, at first he laughed lowly, and finally laughed wildly, pointing at the tears that hit the floor with tears in his eyes...
Why do I still have tears
It must be an illusion... How could there be tears?
A lunatic should laugh, how could there be tears...
......
Yes, he has become an out-and-out lunatic.
Is there any reason to stay by his side...
Carrying the luggage and walking to the door, he turned his head and looked at everything here, remembering that when he first moved here, his heart seemed to be pinched in an instant, and suddenly it was so painful that it was difficult to breathe, from the pain in the heart to the trembling fingertips.
He used to think that as long as he did well, as long as he took a step back and became the brother he wanted, fulfilled him and Lei Ting, without his hindrance, so that they could be lovers and get married as soon as possible, then he would be considered a success Retiring, silently erasing one's love, sacrificing oneself for the sake of others, silently atone for sins, let everything start again, let fate flow again, and get psychological comfort.
But now, he is a complete loser, still abandoned by fate.
Everything originated from his own blind self-confidence. It turned out that there was no chance to make up for all the regrets. He used to be so proud that he thought he could live his life as much as he wanted and let his whole life be fulfilled. Flip it over to get the God curtain.I don't want the happiness in this life to be so short-lived. Although I have an ambitious start, I can't have a perfect and happy end.
Exactly the same as in her previous life, she still became an out-and-out lunatic...
Maybe this is also good...for everyone...
He gripped the box so hard that it turned blue, wishing he could dig his nails into the flesh and blood.
He keeps telling himself not to hate, although this life is still not perfect, but he has not completely followed the old path of his previous life, he has not been controlled by Zhou Zhou as a pawn, and he has not done anything that really hurt Yan Lun.
You see... Yan Lun has stepped into the previous path step by step, and soon he will be so strong that he doesn't need you anymore, he can handle everything alone, and he will get the happiness he deserves in the future, so it's time to leave, With such a large number of variables, it may not be the best. Although it is a little earlier than expected, there is no difference.
That's enough....
☆、He doesn't know, he doesn't know...
He suppressed all the resentment and unwillingness, summoned up the courage to take the first step, and just held the handle, but was stopped in place by a sudden voice from inside the room
"You're back?"
Yanlun?Why is he here?
Jing Xu's complexion changed suddenly, and the familiar atmosphere pervaded the surroundings, like an invisible hand, tightly grasping his lifeline, turning his head, watching Yan Lun sitting on the sofa neatly dressed, without saying a word, the air There is a suffocating depression in it...
He almost hid the suitcase behind him in panic, took a deep breath and said, "Well...brother, are you at home?"
"Are you leaving? Where are you going?" Yan Lun's words carried the unique deterrent force of his previous life, making Jing Xu inexplicably afraid.
The lie that I just made up in my mind seemed to be overwhelmed by the sudden fear in an instant, I forced myself to calm down and said
"Hehe, I have something to go out these days..."
"Li Jingxu, do you think you can solve the problem by escaping like this?" A heavy and hoarse voice exploded in Jingxu's ears, filled with endless anger...
"No, no, brother, I don't want to escape..."
Jing Xu's eyes widened, and he froze for a moment, swallowed two or three mouthfuls of saliva, his throat was burning like fire, and he replied dryly
Putting down his luggage, he walked in front of Yan Lun, grabbed his collar tightly, and begged
"Brother, don't be angry, please forgive me..."
"Forgive you for what? Forgive you for being gay? Forgive you for having dirty thoughts about me?" Yan Lun's every word seemed to pierce into Jing Xu's heart, cutting open the scar deep in his heart, a little bit of blood The flow of a drop overflows, and the blood flow does not stop.
Jing Xu fell limply to the ground, as if a basin of cold water had been poured down, from head to toe, from the inside out, the heart felt cold.
"No... no, you listen to my explanation..."
Yan Lun stood up slowly, and the huge figure was pressing towards him, directly covering him in his impenetrable shadow, his pair of dark and deep eyes swept across Jing Xu as if a storm was brewing:
"Explain what? I'll listen to your explanation."
Deep in Jing Xu's heart was the fear and trembling of walking on thin ice, his hands and feet were cold, he couldn't help but take a step back, helplessly grabbed the only luggage beside him, and explained:
"How could I be gay, what I like is a woman, how could I have such thoughts about you... Those who say these words are wrong... How can I have feelings for brothers... You are my brother.... "
The sense of powerlessness permeating from his bones filled the whole room, every word of deception seemed to be contemptuously lashing at the dirtiest abyss in his heart, for a moment his heart seemed to be blocked A piece, was suppressed out of breath.
"Are you still lying to me?" Yan Lun squinted his eyes with deep and sharp eyes, as if he could see through his heart, and clung to his skull with bottomless sarcasm, making Jing Xu's hair stand on end in an instant, Scalp tingling.
"No, I didn't.....I didn't lie to you..." Jing Xu swallowed, subconsciously trying to escape, but his feet were as heavy as lead, he unconsciously hugged his head, tightly Covering his ears, trying to avoid Yan Lun's endless questioning,
However, that demonic and ethereal sound still exploded in his ears as expected, like an evil spirit following him... pulling him step by step into the abyss...
"I saw... which line of words on the inside of the bracelet you gave me, have you forgotten?"
"..." Jing Xu's lips parted, and he stared blankly at the bracelet that he personally put on Yan Lun's hand. The mint pendant shone with silver light, as if reminding him of the irrefutable fact. I was so choked up that I couldn't speak... I opened my mouth a few times but found that I couldn't explain it at all.
The next moment, a black shadow overwhelmed him, a pair of scorching hands pinched his neck and roughly pressed him against the wall, numb pain invaded from all around his body, with a sense of suffocating oppression coming from Passing through the throat to the chest, Jing Xu raised his eyes in a daze and saw those dark eyes, so deep that no light could shine through.
Those eyes are very similar to those in the previous life, with the look of wanting to kill him, like the hand that keeps tightening around his neck, crushing his disguise...
"Nothing to say? You said it, you can never escape the fact that you love me...you can never change the fact that you are gay...you can't escape, Li Jingxu..."
The scars that could not be concealed were revealed by Yan Lun one by one, and the blood that was continuously overflowing floated into Jing Xu's ears, and the ears couldn't stop buzzing. Those words were like the player pressing repeat The key kept hovering in the depths of his mind, and for several seconds, Jing Xu felt as if a century had passed. He couldn't even tell whether he had returned to his previous life or not.
The endless despair caused his whole world to collapse, and the heart-piercing pain spread from his heart. The pain was so painful that he hugged his head in panic, closed his eyes tightly, and almost exhausted himself. roared with all his might
"No, it's not...ah.....Why is it you? Why is it you? Why can't you leave me a way out, why do you want to force me, and make me lose so thoroughly?!"
The ethereal and helpless whispers are crying silently, as if dying in the endless abyss...
Gritting hatred burst from his bloodshot pupils, and it seemed as if blood and tears were about to overflow in an instant. The mask that had been disguised for a long time was finally broken, and the iron-green fangs and claws were exposed. Jing Xu punched the ground with his backhand. The bandaged wound was torn instantly, blood was flowing, and the canthus of the eye was completely cracked.
who is it?Who is it?
Who trampled his last bit of dignity on the ground?
who is it?
I must make him pay the price...
..........
The sudden, misty and ethereal ringtone of the mobile phone completely wiped out the sound in my ears...
His mind was blank, he opened his eyes with difficulty,
I found that the vicious person beside me had disappeared without a trace...
There is solitude all around...
He struggled to stand up against the corner of the wall, looked at the room where laughter was still maintained, and smiled softly...
Crazy..... Crazy.....
What a lunatic...
He rolled his Adam's apple, put his trembling hands in his pockets and found the cell phone that brought him back from despair, and put it numbly against his ear,
The skilled and deep voice on the phone exploded in his ears with helpless pleas, without the viciousness in the hallucination, but it turned his stomach upside down,
"San'er... Where are you?"
Jing Xu opened his mouth, but was unable to speak anymore...
"Brother, I miss you... Saner..."
Jing Xu clutched his head and groaned in pain. Panting for breath, he kept beating his head desperately, grabbed the phone and lost his mind and smashed him to pieces...
A suffocation-like feeling rushed from his abdomen, he only felt pain in his limbs as if being pricked by a needle, and the feeling of nausea intensified,
Hurry to the bathroom,
"vomit"
Jing Xu, who was lying on the edge of the toilet, groaned and laughed wildly. His voice almost lost his voice, but he could not utter a single syllable, but he kept repeating it over and over again.
"He doesn't know...he doesn't know...he doesn't know..."
It was really embarrassing, even when he left, God still refused to let him go...
.................................................. ...
The night scene of the bar is so weird that people's eyes are blurred, and the mixed air is filled with the smell of tobacco and alcohol. The crazy and obsessive dance steps, the red and green wine, and the loud and loud music are like the erratic phantom, without a square inch.
The two people sitting at the corner of the bar are lazily lying on the sofa holding goblets, ignoring the provocative eyes all around, talking with each other with eloquence....
"Hey, I said that your boy seems to have disappeared these days, and invited me to come to this place as soon as the phone call came. What's the matter?"
Holding the goblet, Lian Mu glanced at the men and women on the dance floor who were frantically twisting their waists and buttocks, and asked casually.
"What? Are you scared? Afraid that your man will take you back?"
Lian Mu raised his eyebrows and said, "Well, I'm not afraid. Going to the bar and chatting can still control me? A joke..." He looked Jing Xu up and down and asked
"Hey, why do I feel that you have lost weight these days? Where have you been? Do you need to leave without saying hello to your buddies?"
"It's not a big deal, I just lived in the red-light district for a few days. Don't you know that I have no parents since I was a child. Now that I'm fine, my old man has come to the door. I don't want to meet up now. Let's talk about family matters..." Jing Xu said As soon as the words were said, Lian Mu gasped, and he quickly leaned down and pressed close to Jing Xu's ear and asked
"You said that your heartless father came here? Then this matter is not small, have you discussed it with the old man of the Li family? Why didn't you say hello?"
Jing Xu glanced at Lian Mu when he heard the words, picked up the goblet and sipped it, and replied indifferently
"This matter is related to myself, and has nothing to do with other people. In his identity, it would not be good to put his number on me, so there is no need to make a lot of noise about this matter. I think the old man must have already I already know, I just turn a blind eye and close one eye, the main power lies with me..."
This is true. From the perspective of Jing Xu's previous life, he thought that the old man knew about this matter earlier than he knew it. Mu Li may not have visited Li's house for the next time, but this matter was not publicized. Even Jing Xu was kept in the dark, and it was not until later that Jing Xu learned about it from Mr. Li.
"Does the eldest brother know?" Jing Xu was taken aback by Lian Mu's words, and he said with a grin
"Come on, I'm not a child anymore, I can't always ask about everything, and I know in my heart that I don't need to cause trouble for everyone..."
When Lian Mu heard this, he felt something was wrong, squinted his eyes, stared at Jing Xu's side face and asked strangely
"Oh, no, why don't you talk on the same frequency as me recently, kid? Why do I think you are talking about something wrong with your brother?"
Jing Xu paused, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, but was covered by the gorgeous neon lights in the chaotic night, he put it on Lian Mu's shoulder and said with a teasing smile
"That's because you kid is getting more and more backward, you have to keep pace with the times, and I'm already in college, and I should learn to grow up, I can't always follow my brother's ass and let him do things for me, some things , After all, I need to face it alone.”
"What you said is good. I thought you two were too sticky before, and I was a little worried, but now you have suddenly changed your way, let alone, I am really not used to it. It seems strange, no matter what It’s good to say that your idea is good, and I understand the reasoning, but there is a saying, buddies will always be buddies, you just need to know anything about it... don’t take everything by yourself... brother is here ..." Lian Mu patted Jing Xu on the shoulder and said.
☆, drunk...
Jing Xu looked at Lian Mu who was full of righteousness and righteous indignation, his heart warmed up, and he hugged him tightly, making Lian Mu unable to react
"Hey, what's wrong with you guy? Why are you so hypocritical all of a sudden? Are you the one who can hug you if you say so?"
When Jing Xu heard this, a smile flashed in his eyes, but he still didn't let go, complaining pretending to be wronged.
"What? Don't give me a hug, the guy who forgets his friends when he sees sex..."
"Yes, I am magnanimous, I can hug you if you want, who told you that you are my brother? Brother, my shoulders will always be yours to rely on..."
The neon lights flickered rapidly, and the colorful rays of light shone on Lian Mu's clean and handsome face.
Jing Xu raised his eyes and stared blankly at the man with endless impassioned enthusiasm, if time went back to the day when he was most embarrassed in his previous life.
The same sentence, the same person, but Jing Xu can always find a trace of stability in the endless troubles...
Jing Xu smiled knowingly, and whispered in his heart
It seems that after two lifetimes, there is such a brother, he is not a loss.
The crisp sound of clinking glasses in his ears pulled him back to the noisy bar. He squinted and saw that Lian Mu next to him had already stopped caring about him.
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