Rebirth of Yanlun Scenery

We had a lively chat just now? "Yan Lun frowned and gently rubbed Jing Xu's hair and said.

"Well, this kid is quite funny. He just talked about something." Jing Xu raised his mouth.

"Well, the Hualian scene was quite flustered last time. San'er, are you not injured?" Yan Xuan squinted Jing Xu up and down, lingered on him for a week, and was relieved when he didn't find any wounds.

"No, what's the matter, but you, are you okay? I hung up the phone in a hurry before I could say hello. I seem to have seen soldiers in the army. It looks like you should be in there too. Are you injured?" Jing Xu asked worriedly, frowning slightly.

"Well, it's good, brother is fine, it's just that San'er was surprised." Yan Lun raised his mouth and smiled slightly.

"There are a lot of things going on recently, and I don't have time to spare. Today is just the end of the day so I have time to visit San'er. It's just that I'm not used to not seeing San'er's messages recently..."

When Yan Lun said this, there was a hint of complaint in his tone...

"That's okay. I just started school recently, and I've been involved in clubs and other things, but I forgot about it for a while. When I'm free, I'll definitely post it..."

Jing Xu choked up in his heart, avoided Yan Lun's sight, and changed the subject with a guilty conscience and asked,

"By the way, it should be your birthday, right?"

"Yeah." Yan Lun paused and replied.

"Is there any change this time?" Jing Xu's heart tightened, he lowered his head, and casually kicked the stone beside his feet and asked

"San'er, this year may not be the same as previous years, I have to stay in the army during that time..."

Yan Lun's tone was deeply apologetic, and his eyes kept moving following Jing Xu's movements.

"That's it, I get it, it's okay, there are many brothers in the army, and it's also lively..." Jing Xu forced a smile, and echoed pretendingly relaxed

Before Jing Xu could finish speaking, he felt a pain in his chin, and his chin was roughly raised by a wide hand. What caught his eyes was a face with a cold and resolute face, deep eyes mixed with blurred vision. His emotions stunned him...

"You weren't like this before..."

These few words were like a stone being thrown into a quiet lake, causing ripples, and Jing Xu's heart felt like a needle prick, and the pain continued to spread from the inside out...

how come?Jing Xu forced himself to suppress the unknown emotions surging in his heart, some words slipped to his lips, but he forcibly swallowed them back.

It’s just that I looked at the big banyan tree in the distance through Yan Lun in a daze….

Staring deeply at Jing Xu, Yan Lun suppressed the soreness in his heart, criticizing and complaining word by word

"I thought you would refute, but you didn't... Didn't you say that we will spend every birthday together in the future? This is our agreement, isn't it?..."

After speaking, Yan Lun lost his voice...

He wanted to know what Jing Xu was thinking at the moment, whether he cared about him, whether he had the same emotions as him, whether he lost control of his emotions when he learned that he did not keep Chen promise to spend every birthday with him?But he failed....

The eyes of Jing Xu in front of him were hazy, and some of them didn't seem to be happy, there was no so-called grievance and sadness, but it seemed that Qian Fan returned to a peaceful death after the death,

At some point, the gap between the two is no longer a piece of window paper, but an insurmountable gap. He tried hard to close the distance between them, but was locked in the gap by Jing Xusheng's cold back. Trapped in it, unable to extricate themselves.

"Yeah, we made an agreement before, but we've grown up. It's common to have to be forced sometimes. I don't blame you. On days like birthdays, there are many opportunities to make him up. It's not too late..." Jing Xu Avoiding Yan Lun's eyes, he took it all in one stroke.

"Hehe. San'er, have you learned to be considerate?" Yan Lun's inexplicable teasing between the lines made Jing Xu pause, and the key in his hand fell to the door, making a crisp sound... Not to mention the bitterness of the Analects...

My heart throbbed unconsciously, and the almost suffocating pain slowly spread from the bottom of my heart. The faces of this person in the two lifetimes appeared alternately in front of my eyes, and finally this cold and cold face was fixed in front of me. picture,

He raised his head in a daze, looking at the figure he had painted thousands of times,

Be considerate...maybe...

☆、What did you say wrong?

Suddenly, he realized that he had not known when he had been able to practice perfectly, standing in front of this person whom he was least good at hiding, and playing the role of a competent younger brother perfectly.

He chuckled, lowered his head, and with a hint of annoyance in his sentence, he shrugged his shoulders pretending to be calm and complained

"It's because you underestimate me, how can I be so fragile?"

He opened the door and entered the entrance, and put the key in the shoe cabinet. After changing the shoes, he realized that another figure was still leaning on the door frame and watching him quietly...

"Why don't you come in and sit down?" This is really strange. When did the conversation between the two become like this?Jing Xu smiled bitterly in his heart.

When the door was finally closed, Jing Xu's heart fell from mid-air to the ground...

"Have you got a girlfriend?"

Yan Lun took off his shoes, squinted at the slippers that were obviously one size smaller beside the shoe cabinet, his gaze sank, and he stood by the marble table in the living room, looking at Jing Xu's back who was busy tidying up, and asked inadvertently.

Jing Xu was taken aback, "No..." How could it be...

Before he could react, Yan Lun passed him and entered the bathroom.

He glanced at the teacups on the table in the living room and the untied slippers next to the shoe cabinet, suddenly realized, exclaimed that he was careless,

Since I brought Tianyu to Jingyuan last time, I haven't come back again.

The things in the room and bathroom were still intact and scattered around.

Thinking back to what Yan Lun asked before, Jing Xu's heart tightened, and he rushed into the bathroom recklessly.

"Brother, I..." As soon as he opened the door, he bumped into Yan Lun who was taking off his pants to pee.

Jing Xu froze all over, subconsciously glanced at Yan Lun, took a deep breath, and quickly shrank away. Before he could get out of the toilet, he heard the bathroom door click and lock behind him.

In the blink of an eye, a slender hand passed over his shoulder and lightly rested on the door frame. He turned his head and saw Yan Lun looking at him playfully,

"That... I just saw the outside..." Jing Xu pointed at the door incoherently... At this moment, his brain was messed up like a mess...

"What's the matter outside? Huh?" Yan Lun raised his eyebrows, looking at Jing Xu's cute, dumb-headed look, he couldn't help being in a good mood, a glimmer of light flashed in his eyes, and his whole body was tightly attached to Jing Xu's body, Pretend to open the door and look outside...

Jing Xu felt like his whole body was in a stalemate like an electric shock, and the strong mint fragrance came to his nostrils, hitting his face like steam scalding...

He pursed his lips and leaned his body back as hard as possible to reduce the force-bearing area of ​​contact with Yan Lun's body, but instead of what he wanted, the body of this extortionate person followed all the way like a radar, making him invisible …

"San'er..." Yan Lun gently scratched Jing Xu's neck with his face, buried his head into his neck, and murmured softly as if he was a child

"Hmm..." Jing Xu paused, and replied submissively

"San'er..."

"I'm here…"

Jing Xu received and answered the alarm bell that sounded like salvation again and again, and it didn't end until night fell...

In the middle of the night, Yan Lun watched Jing Xu walk into the bathroom, then came to the study, and made a call with ease.

"Hey, who is it, it's late at night, I have a good dream." A hoarse voice came from over there.

"It's me." Yan Lun's indifferent voice came to Lian Mu's ears from inside, and even Mu's drowsiness that was frightened by him disappeared immediately, and he sat up quickly, put on a flattering face and spoke slowly. speaking

"Hey, so it's the eldest brother, why do you have something to do with me?"

"I heard that you and San'er went to the school together today?" Yan Lun asked unhurriedly, as if he was conducting an impartial investigation.

"Yeah, what's the matter?" Lian Mu relaxed his tense body when he heard him ask Jing Xu, rubbed his hair and said in doubt

"Did something happen to San'er recently?"

Hearing Yan Lun's question, Lian Mu thought that something important had happened to Jing Xu, so he quickly rolled his eyes and muttered:

"...It's not a big deal. When we met, I talked about the recent big case and chatted about the family affairs. Later, you all know, oh. By the way, he has gotten closer to a girl recently. A few days ago Going to Hualian is to be with him. Why is Jing Xu being bullied?"

"Female? Really?"

"Yeah, but brother, don't talk about me and you, San'er is so old, you should give him some freedom. After all...beep beep...hey hey..." Lian Mu looked at the guy who suddenly hung up The cell phone, the complexion is like a palette, so wonderful.

"Hey, who is this, asking me this in the middle of the night? He cut off the phone before I finished speaking. This... doesn't look like a big brother... Did I offend him?"

After thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't figure out what was going on. I scratched my hair, yawned and looked at the clock.

"Damn it, it's already 12 o'clock the fuck, I'm so fucking annoying."

Yan Lun walked out of the study, looking at Jing Xu who was sitting on the sofa in a daze, feeling a little uncomfortable,

Ever since she knew her feelings for San'er,

He feels that he has been living between suffering and loss.

From the excitement of awakening at the beginning, to the heart of constant struggle, to the panic of being helpless.

He still remembers the ups and downs here.

He asked himself that he was not a draggled person,

After all, he understands that some things cannot be limited to waiting forever, and sometimes the word waiting is always unknown...

But that phone call made him understand that there are too many problems in front of him...

These unpredictable deviations by him can become an important factor for them to make a clean break in the future.

This is a territory he dare not touch lightly...

Once you get involved with him, you may have to pay the price of breaking with him...

With San'er's disposition,

He was afraid that he would not be able to even simply accompany him by his side...

"Brother, don't you want to sit down?" Jing Xu came back to his senses and looked at Yan Lun who was leaning against the door of the study and thinking, and patted the empty seat on the sofa beside him and said

"Did San'er meet any friends at school recently?" Yan Lun unbuttoned his jacket and sat beside Jing Xu.

"Huh? There's nothing to know, what about you? Brother?" Jing Xu fiddled with the remote control at random and kept switching channels and replied lazily

Yan Lun leaned over and wrapped Jing Xu's head leaning on the sofa into his lap, gently stroking Jing Xu's head with his hand and asked casually

"Did you know some girls at school?"

"Huh? Oh, there is indeed one, she is an interesting girl." Jing Xu closed his eyes and enjoyed the mint fragrance surrounding him, and smiled slightly.

After a while, I heard a faint sigh from above my head.

"Really? Is it the girl San'er likes?"

Jing Xu was taken aback for a moment, opened his eyes subconsciously, and collided with Yan Lun's eyes, feeling sour in his heart

Yes, he is a boy after all...

"Probably. But I don't know if she will like me?" Jing Xu replied with his throat choked.

"How come... San'er is so good, everyone likes it..."

But you don't like it...

"That's right, maybe by virtue of my brother's auspicious words, they are waiting for me to strike up a conversation..." Jing Xu responded casually, then glanced at Yan Lun's face, and asked after a pause

"Brother, what about you? I'm afraid there are many girls chasing you?"

Yan Lun paused for a long time with his hands lying on Jing Xu's body, hummed softly, and said, "How many..."

"Yo, it seems that my brother's charm is not small. By the way, I was chatting with Lian Mu a few days ago, and Lei Ting is so hot after him...It seems that becoming a sister-in-law is just around the corner...Brother, don't you think so? ..."

Jing Xu sat up straight, leaned on the sofa, pursed his lips and said with a smile, when he raised his eyes and saw Yan Lun's face that had been pulled down at some point, he lost his voice...

I just felt that the whole person seemed to have come to the ice cellar, shrouded in icy cold air.

"I——" Jing Xu was stunned to the side, frightened to the extreme, and subconsciously wanted to catch Yan Lun to explain, but he was still speechless and unable to utter a word.

"Brother, I was wrong..." Jing Xu hurriedly raised his hands in surrender.

"Where is wrong?"

Jing Xu opened his mouth, speechless.

In fact, he didn't know what provoked Yan Lun, but he subconsciously attributed the fault to him, after all, most of the faults will always be him.

"I was wrong about everything."

Yan Lun took a deep breath, turned his back to him, the dim light hit him, and his whole body seemed to be enveloped by a disappointing atmosphere. After a while, a faint voice came from Jing Xu's ear .

"...Hey...Since you don't know what's wrong, why do you have to apologize? San'er is right...it's just that I'm a little tired."

"It's getting late. Go to bed early..."

Yan Lun passed by Jing Xu's side, a clear scent of mint dissipated on the tip of his nose with his receding back, carrying endless sadness...

Unable to release the endless grievances, Jing Xu kept spinning around in place as if he had lost his direction...

What did you say wrong?

Standing under the shower, I kept thinking about the previous words in my mind,

Even though he racked his brains to sort out every word and sentence before, he couldn't find the answer...

Burying his head in the bathtub filled with water, the suffocation brought by being underwater made his head clearer

Opening his eyes, he saw the misty bathroom stone bricks dancing in the direction of the water flow in the waves, like a wall about to collapse, which made him dazed.

This scene made him involuntarily relax his body and immerse himself in the water light together,

Slowly, he seemed to see the black shadows passing by him, unable to see their faces, one after another, they kept disappearing before his eyes,

He desperately followed the footsteps of the last person, smiling as if he had been redeemed,

It's like the night he cut his wrist in Washington, star-studded....

When he couldn't wait to step forward and grab the corner of the man's clothes,

A distant voice seems to be constantly hindering his progress... with the mint fragrance that he is fascinated by...

Saner...

Saner...

When he woke up again, he realized that what he was clutching in his hands was all a dream,

He stared blankly at the extremely enlarged face in front of his eyes, dumbfounded.

what happened to him?

Yan Lun's anxious eyes were full of worry, as if he understood his emotions, he replied:

"You fell asleep while taking a bath in the bathroom. I called you outside for a long time and you didn't answer. What's wrong with you? San'er..."

Oh, it turned out to be asleep...

Jing Xu looked at the bathrobe on his body, feeling the touch of the bathrobe caressing his skin,

☆、You still don't understand...

Looking around, all the scenes in his eyes seemed to slow down the tempo, playing frame by frame, and his whole body was weak.

After being dazed for a long while, he raised his eyes to meet Yan Lun's worried eyes, and then he forced himself to respond reluctantly.

"I'm fine, brother, maybe I fell asleep after soaking in the bath for a long time. I just woke up a little dazed, and I'll be fine later."

Yan Lun looked at the pale Jing Xu, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes, he held him tightly in his arms,

Thinking back to the scene when San'er was quietly lying in the bathtub when he broke into the bathroom before, his heart ached like being cut by a knife.

He even kept thanking his subconscious sixth sense in his mind,

If he came in later, he couldn't imagine what he would face next...

"San'er, you scared my brother... Do you know that you almost..."

Yan Lun didn't say anything later, but the pain in his eyes let Jing Xu know that he had done something wrong again.

"Brother, I was wrong..."

"Do you know what you did wrong this time?"

"Well, I shouldn't have soaked in the bath for so long, and I shouldn't have worried you..." When the rules and the mistakes made in the living room were presented before him, he glanced at Yan Lun's face cautiously, and found that he No longer with a gloomy face, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"You just fell asleep thinking about the previous things?" Yan Lun asked with a sigh grasping the key points he was concerned about in the words

"No..." Jing Xu subconsciously wanted to refute, but met Yan Lun's eyes and replied submissively. "Just a little..."

Yan Lun's heart shrank, his throat was dry, and he couldn't utter a word for a long time. He and Jing Xu just looked at each other. The whole bedroom was filled with the smell of body wash on both of them, and the strong mint smell wafted between each other's noses. ,

After a while, Yan Lun withdrew his gaze, hugged Jing Xu's body and leaned against his chest tightly, regretfully saying

"I'm sorry, brother was wrong. Brother shouldn't have lost his temper with you and left you alone in the living room, making you think wildly for so long."

The sudden apology made Jing Xu extremely nervous, and he stammered and retorted: "It's not your fault, it's because I shouldn't have been nagging you by your side, besides, I have nothing to do with my brother falling asleep in the bathroom. No way, bro, you don’t have to apologize.”

Yan Lun hugged Jing Xu even tighter when he heard it, he took a deep breath, and said hoarsely

"I'm sorry, but I've already regretted it a long time ago. I'm just annoyed at myself. Why did I lose my composure? When I think of you... I'm sorry for making you suffer so much."

This kind of apology, that kind of subtle emotion, the gentleness that belonged to Yan Lun slowly penetrated into his heart, and the sourness rising in his heart could not be restrained, with strong feelings coming from all parts of his body wave after wave .

Jing Xu pursed his lips and forcibly held back the tears that were about to flow, stretched out his hands and hugged him back, but there were tears in his eyes when he wanted to smile: "Brother, I am not wronged, I am not wronged at all."

"How could it be possible not to be wronged? Brother shouldn't be angry with you. I shouldn't be angry with you. I'm sorry—" Yan Lun stroked Jing Xu's head, and there was a trace of remorse in his deep magnetic voice.

"Brother once promised San'er that he would never let San'er get angry or be wronged again. From now on, San'er will take care of him, but Brother made a slip of the tongue. It's all Brother's fault. Brother shouldn't be angry."

Hearing the tears that Jing Xu's eyes had been spinning incessantly, at this moment, they finally poured out uncontrollably, and the sadness on his face welled up in his heart,

gaffe....

The word made him panic...

He couldn't tell whether it was the previous life or the current life, so he tightly grabbed the corner of Yan Lun's bathrobe with trembling hands, as if grabbing a life-saving straw...

"How could I be wrong? It's all my fault. It's all my fault that San'er is too self-willed. She constantly challenges your bottom line, which angers you. If I'm not so self-willed, how could it be possible to make you so angry? Make you so angry. You don't want me. I'm sorry....I'm sorry...."

During the speech, Jing Xu felt that his voice almost lost his voice at the end of his words. After a while, he heard Yan Lun's voice in a slightly hoarse voice saying: "San'er, why are you so stupid? In my brother's eyes, you will never They are all the best, no one can compare to you. How could brother not want you?"

Jing Xu put the tip of his nose on Yan Lun's shoulder, shaking his head constantly, thousands of words seemed to be choked in his throat, unable to refute.

Yeah, I used to think so too.

I don't think you would want me no matter how annoying I am.

But later,

I realized that this was just wishful thinking on my part.

Yan Lun, it turns out that you still abandoned me after all.

You are the only one who can throw me into hell after all...

.........

Jing Xu took a heavy breath, calmed down, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and said with a dry smile

"Yeah, why don't you want me?"

After a pause, recalling the previous scene in the living room, he said, "Brother, can you tell me why you were angry before?"

Yan Lun didn't say a word, and stared straight at Jing Xu with deep and dark eyes, and there seemed to be a glimmer of light in his eyes,

Jing Xu could see his pale and embarrassed face through his eyes, and that bitter and cold smile was still clearly hanging on his face, clearly exposed in the air.

"San'er, you still don't understand..." These words hovered in the air with a sense of helplessness.

The moonlight was thick, the surroundings were silent, and the faint light shone on the head of the bed, reflecting on Yan Lun's face, his whole body seemed to be shrouded in a faint light, turning into a hazy haze, the air There is a delicate fragrance in it.

A subtle feeling flashed across Jing Xu's heart, the force on his shoulders seemed to be slowly intensifying,

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the bathrobe that Ben Ji was wearing on Yan Lun's body, and it had slipped down a certain distance from his shoulders at some point, exposing a large section of skin, with an inexplicable temptation,

Jing Xu's heart skipped a beat, his whole body tensed up, holding his breath, watching Yan Lun's body slowly leaning towards him.

Suddenly, the text message in the phone rang from the bedside, Jing Xu panicked and hurriedly backed away, Yan Lun also let go, with a trace of panic and disappointment in his expression.

"It's getting late, let's go to bed early!"

The expression on Yan Lun's face has returned to the original one at this time, he nodded and said:

"Well, I'll go to the bathroom to tidy up first, San'er, you go to bed first."

After speaking, he walked towards the bathroom.

Seeing Yan Lun's receding back, Jing Xu's tense heart finally fell to the ground. He looked at the message Lei Ting sent to himself, and smiled.

This text message came just in time...

Lying on the bed, looking at the figure constantly dangling on the glass door of the bathroom, he couldn't help being fascinated, recalling the skin floating in the corner of his eye before, his Adam's apple rolled, and the unspeakable desire came out,

Damn it… he cursed.

In a panic, he walked to the living room and poured a large glass of water, which suppressed the overflowing emotions...

"San'er? Where can I put the things on your clothes?" Yan Lun took out a USB flash drive from his jacket pocket and shook it in front of Jing Xu's eyes.

When Jing Xu heard it, he almost sprayed the water he just drank on Yan Lun's face... Cough, cough, coughed a few times before he stopped, feeling Yan Lun's hot palm attached to his back, and his face twitched. Red, with a hint of embarrassment,

"Cough, I'll take the coat, and you can put it away." Jing Xu hurriedly grabbed the coat and the USB flash drive from Yan Lun's hand and replied awkwardly

Yan Lun raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's the matter? Seeing that you are so excited, is there some ulterior secret in this USB flash drive? Can't you tell me about it?"

"Where is it? This is the courseware that Lian Mu gave me. He said it was an assignment for the teacher to hand in. I accidentally forgot it."

Jing Xu waved his hands and replied falteringly, turning around and not daring to look directly at Yan Lun.

Yan Lun looked at San'er, who was obviously guilty, and was too embarrassed to expose it, but just stopped on the USB flash drive for a few seconds, took the water glass in San'er's hand, felt the temperature, frowned slightly and said, "You, How do you drink cold water? Well, my brother will heat you up, drinking cold water is not good for your health."

Jing Xu looked at Yan Lun who was walking towards the kitchen with a kettle, he held his forehead helplessly, glanced under him, and muttered, "This thing can drink hot water? Pull it..."

The two of them had been busy for a long time before going to bed. Jing Xu moved his body slowly in the dark, and stopped at the distance between Yan Lun and Yan Lun with a punch. The separation was clear and orderly.

Feeling the slow and powerful breathing beside him, Jing Xu's restless heart seemed to be calmed down in an instant. In the cloud and fog when he was about to fall asleep, he seemed to hear someone whispering in his ear:

"Because I love you..."

love me

......

"Because I love him..."

"What qualifications does a person like you have to talk about love, Li Jingxu, you can only become Yan Lun's burden..."

cumbersome...

Jing Xu looked at the back leaning on the railing and lost his voice.

Yan Lun turned around slowly, looking at him, it was the same as he remembered,

He is still tall and straight, with a serious face,

The eyes are so deep that they look like an ocean, bottomless....

Unexpectedly, Yan Lun smiled at him.

"Then why not? After all, I love him."

The voice was far and loud, entering his mind one by one,

Who is he?

....

"Do you know what you are doing? If you want to protect him, it will affect your entire career, Yan Lun, Yan Lun, you are so confused..." Master Ouyang pointed at Yan Lun and scolded

....

"Dad, please."

"Is it worth it?"

The old man looked at the figure who was about to step out of the room and asked...

"It's worth it, because he's San'er..."

Jing Xu tried his best to open his eyes wide, staring straight at this strange high wall with a calendar hanging on it, the more he wanted to see clearly, the sight

But it's getting more and more blurred...

It turns out... the him at that time was not that he didn't want to come to pick him up.

But it can't come at all...

"Li Jingxu, you are not worthy at all..." One sentence seemed to form a sky in his mind, constantly circling and reverberating.

not worthy...not worthy...

"San'er, wake up...Wake up..." Yan Lun's anxious voice pulled him out of the nightmare. He was already sweating profusely, and his whole body was exhausted. He looked up at the anxious Yan Lun,

He hesitated to speak several times, and finally had to give up. It took a long time to calm down.

Yan Lun helped him wipe off the sweat from his forehead, hugged Jing Xu tightly and asked softly, "What did you dream about? You kept shouting!"

He froze for a moment, sat up slowly, and asked a little tiredly, "What did I call?"

Yan Lun stared at San'er for a moment, then sighed: "You keep saying sorry and calling my name, San'er, do you often have nightmares recently?"

"Why would you ask such a question?" Jing Xu was dumbfounded.

☆, so good....

"San'er, recently at night I always hear you raving in your dreams, and sometimes you are sweating profusely. Not long ago, you were in a trance and broke the mirror for no reason. Did something happen recently, San'er, that made you Are you so bothered? It was the same last time, and it is also this time. Recently, your condition is not normal, which makes my brother worry, why don't we go to the hospital sometime?"

"It's not that serious. I usually sleep well. It's not such an exaggeration. I don't need to go to the hospital to see a doctor..." Jing Xu became anxious when he heard that he was going to the hospital, and quickly retorted

Yan Lun noticed San'er's rejection of the hospital, his eyes darkened and said, "San'er, be obedient, I will go to the hospital with you tomorrow, you can't delay in this situation, you..."

"I said it's okay...I don't want to go to the hospital..."

Jing Xu could no longer suppress his restless heart, frowned and retorted loudly, then he knew he was wrong, pursed his lips and grabbed the corner of Yan Lun's clothes in apology, tugged gently, and begged bitterly:

"Brother, I beg you, I don't like hospitals, I'm really fine, you see I'm just a nightmare, I'll be fine after a while..."

"It's okay if you don't go to the hospital..."

Looking at the restless person in his arms, Yan Lun felt a little sour in his heart, and sighed helplessly.

"But you have to tell brother, why are you always dreaming lately..."

As soon as Jing Xu refused to go to the hospital, the panic in his heart dissipated a lot... After wandering for a long time, looking up at Yan Lun who was close at hand, he fell into deep thought.

Yan Lun looked at San'er who was hesitant, with a trace of sadness in his eyes, and whispered plaintively

"Could it be that brother doesn't have the right to share your secrets in your eyes, San'er... If so, then don't say anything..."

Jing Xu hurriedly shook his head and retorted, "It's nothing, how could it be possible?"

Raising his eyes, under the urging of Yan Lun's deep eyes, he helplessly spit out the words that had already been put in his throat

"Recently, I've been having some weird dreams. There are some differences between the dream and the reality... I can't even express it, I..."

Yan Lun was taken aback, the dream of that day flashed through his mind, he suppressed the complicated emotions, and encouraged Jing Xu to continue

Jing Xu raised his head, looked at the sky that was about to flood, and spoke slowly

"I dreamed that I participated in the dinner party of my cousin Li Ningyuan, but the self in the dream was not as smart as in reality. On the contrary, I was so drunk in the dream that day, until I woke up the next day, Only then did I realize that I had been framed by someone and became a drug addict that the major media scrambled to report on..."

Speaking of this, Jing Xu's trembling hand was warmed up, and Yan Lun's wide and warm hand wrapped it in the palm, and strands of warmth were transmitted from the tip of the hand to the brain.

A deep and hoarse voice with a hint of bewitchment slid past his ears.

"Is there me in the dream?"

"Yes, why not..." Jing Xu paused and replied bitterly.

Yan Lun carefully figured out the expression on Jing Xu's face, his heart tightened, and he said with a helpless smile

"It seems that in your dream, brother is a person who never commits any evil, so worry us three."

"How come, you are always the best. Even in dreams, I have always been the only one who is wrong."

"I knew San'er would think so..."

"Huh?" Jing Xu was surprised, "Why do you say that?"

Yan Lun rubbed Jing Xu's hair, put his chin on his hair and sighed softly.

"Brother always thinks that San'er is the cleanest piece of pure land in this circle, a truly selfish person will not put all the faults on himself.

If the reality is as it was in the dream, I think the person who suffers the most is myself.

As for you in the dream, San'er... If you are wrong about yourself, then you are wrong. I think it is mostly because the me in the dream is not so painful. Qiangqiang can protect San'er by himself. "

how come?

Jing Xu froze in place, the words he was going to say were choked in his throat, the softest point in his heart was poked, tears poured down uncontrollably...

"Why do you think so?" This sentence almost lost my voice...

"Fool, that's because you never know how good you are..." So good that it hurts...

Okay?

If he heard it in his previous life, he would definitely scoff.

Can a person whose whole body is covered with other people's blood and who is vicious and vicious be called a good person?

Can a person who is despised and reduced to a chess piece be considered a good person?

If he is a good person, why don't you even want him, Yan Lun?

But it has become an unsolvable puzzle... everything cannot be studied.

"Brother, if one day I become such a person that you hate, will you always be by my side?"

"Yes, San'er, no matter what you do, brother will always be by your side."

Jing Xu hugged Yan Lun tightly back, with a sigh in his heart,

After all, it is still a promise that cannot be kept...

This sentence is like Yan Lun made thousands of promises to him in his previous life,

It seemed so pale and weak at this moment.

But for me right now, that's enough...

Dressed in a nightmare, his whole body was like being pulled out of water, so he had to go to the bathroom to take a simple shower. When he came back, Yan Lun had already changed the sheets. He turned his head and smiled softly when he heard the voice, which warmed Jing Xu's heart. My heart, which had been terrified all the time, calmed down a lot.

Yan Lun picked up the milk placed on the bedside table and handed it to him, saying

"Drinking before going to sleep will help you sleep. I called Lian Mu and asked about your class schedule. You have no class today. I was tormented by dreams last night to see that you didn't take much rest. After drinking milk, lie down and go to sleep. "

The warm touch from his hand seemed to warm up to his heart along with the nerve center, and he couldn't help smiling brightly at Yan Lun:

"Brother is the best for me because he is so caring. But if I change to a hot drink, I think I will be happier..."

Yan Lun rubbed Jing Xu's hair that had been blown just now, "Don't make trouble, this condition is not negotiable, drink the milk obediently, and I will check later..."

From the corner of his eye, San'er's red and swollen eye circles were brushed aside, he lowered his voice, and said distressedly, "Drink it quickly, don't get cold, look at the dark circles under your eyes, my heart hurts."

Jing Xu looked at Yan Lun who was close at hand, felt his unique tenderness, and felt that the milk that he hated the most at this time had become less annoying.

When he was lying on the bed again, for some reason, his eyes followed Yan Lun's back as he turned and left, and his heart became inexplicably uneasy again, suppressing the panic in his heart, he turned his head and stared out the window blankly.

When Yan Lun entered the room again, Jing Xu was still sitting on the head of the bed, maintaining that posture,

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