Sugar

When Cheng Che was in the bathtub, he did wake up once in a daze.

Body aches.

Fortunately, the whole body is soaked in warm water, so it is not uncomfortable.

The body was severely hollowed out, so although the person woke up, his mind was still muddy.

I just remember that under the dim light in the bathroom, Zhao Qingling hugged him, and he couldn't even realize who he was, where he came from, and where he was going.

Then, Zhao Qingling seemed to whisper something softly in his ear.

Cheng Che only felt the hot and humid breath, but heard no sound.

Then when I closed my eyes, it passed again.

The next time I woke up more clearly was at around five o'clock in the morning.

Vilnius has a high latitude, so the dawn is early, and it is already twilight after five o'clock.

Cheng Che opened his eyes and found that he was pillowed in Zhao Qingling's arms, his sore waist was tightly hugged, and Zhao Qingling's thigh was still pressing on him full of possessiveness.

It seems that since they got together, he always loves to hug him like this.

Hugging like an octopus, domineering like a child.

but……

Cheng Che's heart ached.

Isn't it already tired of talking, don't want him, and everything is over?

Why, why are you still holding him so tightly?

It's as if nothing happened.

just like……

what.

etc.Could it be, could it be that.

Is it a dream?

All that, all the sad things just now, were all just a scary dream.

And the reason why his eyes hurt so much is because he couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality, so he started to cry stupidly in the dream?

Is that the case?

Cheng Che moved slightly, and immediately his whole body was so sore that he collapsed - such a serious after-effects should not be a dream.

But he's crazy to hope that it's all just a nightmare, not real.

He was in a hurry, he couldn't do it, he grabbed Zhao Qingling, but he didn't wake up, so he kicked him.

Zhao Qingling was confused: "Well, baby, are you awake?"

He was so sleepy that he looked very stupid. He opened one eye and closed the other like an owl and held Cheng Che's face for a few seconds to look at it. His expression was serious but his eyes were out of focus: "Woo, your complexion is not good, sleep more. Get up in a while."

"Sleep well, I'll hold you and never let go. MUA."

After finishing the MUA, he tilted his head and started snoring again.

Cheng Che's mind went blank.

I pinched my thigh and it was definitely painful.

So, is it really just a dream?

Qing Ling did not say those cruel words.

No parting, no...just a dream?

The feeling in my heart was bittersweet, ecstatic, and terribly uncomfortable.His thigh was still aching, but Cheng Che didn't dare to move, for fear of accidentally waking up.

He doesn't want to wake up.

The nightmare of breaking up and the sweet dream of being hugged tightly, if you can choose, of course I hope...the sweet dream will never wake up.

……

At nine o'clock in the morning, Zhao Qingling woke up completely.

His baby was still awake, so he called the room service and asked them to leave bread and seafood porridge.

The bright sunlight shone on Cheng Che through the window.

Countless strawberries, small tooth marks, all kinds of bruises and mottled mottled, nowhere to hide.

Thinking of his beastly behavior, Zhao Qingling broke into a cold sweat, and wandered around for a while, self-conscious and cowardly.

Finally, I ran to the balcony to take a breath and smoked a cigarette to suppress my shock.

But he saw Xu Bo wandering downstairs.

Hey, but shouldn't he live in the hotel next door?

What are you doing here?Wouldn't it be so dishonest to spy on their enemies?

Just as he was thinking, a woman dragged a suitcase over from the side of the hotel's boulevard.

She has a good figure, not Li Xiaoli.

But slightly familiar.

Perhaps it was the physiological induction of repelling aura, when Zhao Qingling looked down from the balcony on the second floor, the woman also raised her head.

The four eyes met, and the thunder hit the ground.The derogatory kind.

……

Ever since they broke up unhappy that year, Zhao Qingling has never seen Xu Bo's younger sister Xu Xi again for so many years.

But at this moment, at least in Xu Xi's bright eyes, the new and old hatreds are the same as before.

You, she gestured to him.

Zhao, come down for me!

……

Zhao Qingling originally thought that Xu Xi was here to send warmth to his bitter elder brother Xu Bo who had no money and no certificates.

By the way, find fault with him.

But no.

Xu Xi bitterly said: "No, I'm here to find you."

N years have passed since the incident, and she has already found her true destiny and married her.Ordinarily, you shouldn't be entangled with the short-term blind date you used to be.

Xu Xi also knew, but there was nothing he could do.

She couldn't be more angry.

In the past few days, she was supposed to be traveling in France.

Her husband was on a business trip to discuss the project, and she traveled with him to Paris at public expense, shopping at Galeries Lafayette every day, and having a great time making big and small bags.

Life was good.

Die died on that day with his brother video, listening to Xu Bo retell those words that Zhao Qingling said at the middle of the night station.

Xu Xi exploded.

He bought a plane ticket from France on the spot and flew over to ask for an explanation.

Of course it's not about feelings.

The relationship is over long ago, and she made a special trip to argue with Zhao Qingling about right and wrong.

She was very wronged by the breakup back then, and she couldn't get over it after all.

... She was hard to appease, and Zhao Qingling didn't feel much better than her.

"You really want to talk about this? In front of your brother, Xu Bo, you must not leave!"

Don't go.

Otherwise, I won't be able to tell you clearly at that time, and I will spread rumors that I bullied you!

……

Xu Xi admitted that in the short one-month relationship, she was not all reasonable.

She is doing.

For example, it is customary to put on beautiful makeup before a date, and ask people to wait for her downstairs for an hour or two.

For example, if you have to wear high heels to go shopping, you won’t be unhappy if you don’t look good in them, or you’ll have a bad temper and curse when you walk two steps.

For example, all spices are not eaten, and others are not allowed to order them.There are dishes with scallions, and others have to pick out the scallions from every bite of the dish for her.

For example, to date her, you have to buy her bags, clothes, shoes, and cosmetics.Her family is rich, she can afford it by herself, but she is so beautiful, others should buy these for her!

It's more willful, she admits.

But who told her to come here since she was a child?Her father and her brother spoiled her so much without hesitation!

It wasn't until later that she started making boyfriends that Xu Xi realized that there were so few "good men" in the world.

There are too few men who can meet the standards of her father and her brother.

Tall, rich and handsome enough to be too lazy to serve her and pick green onions for her.

She was willing to pick onions for her, but she also felt that his words were not sweet and his looks were not pleasing to the eye.

Until she met Zhao Qingling, she couldn't find any faults——Zhao Qingling's conditions were nothing to say, he was handsome and humorous, he took the trouble to accompany her to get her nails and hair done, and she was willing to pick green onions for her!

...the perfect man, she wants to marry.

It was the first time in her life that she really fell in love with someone. To her, this was her first love.Originally wanted to get along well, how could he have expected to be ruthless by this person without any warning?

Although what she did was wrong.

But after all, I gave my sincerity, and I was super hurt!

……

She was injured, but Zhao Qingling's experience in that month was no better than hers.

Not because of emotional frustration.

It's only been a short month for him to date at the order of his parents, which is not enough for him to rise to the level of "feeling" - at least on his side, he is completely unmoved by Xu Xi.

It's not because Xu Xi did it, Zhao Qingling didn't mind others doing it.

He doesn't mind waiting, buying, buying, or picking green onions.

He felt depressed, mainly because in just one month, he clearly and desperately saw many unspoken rules in the emotional world that were particularly "real"——

Xu Xi is very simple.

Protected very well by his father and brother, he is a delicate princess, but straightforward and innocent.

It is because of simplicity that I don't know how to hide anything.

She will tell Zhao Qingling plainly: [Me~ the person who will be together for the rest of his life in the future, he must like me much, much more than I like him! 】

【I don't want to be the one who likes more. 】

[Because, if I like more, I will feel super wronged and unfair. When I think about it this way, I will suddenly stop liking that person. 】

These words made Zhao Qingling very puzzled, he asked her:

[However, when two people are together, there is always one who likes the other more.If everyone thinks like you...]

【I do not care!Whoever likes to be stupid is stupid, anyway, I am not the one who is stupid. 】

[And feelings are essentially an exchange, to put it bluntly—both parties pay each other, and then receive what they want~]

【Then if I don't get anything out of my efforts, I will definitely stop the loss in time and get out of here immediately! 】

Later, Xu Xi did exactly what she said.

After being "scumbag" once by Zhao Qingling, he immediately "stopped the loss in time".

During that time, all the mutual friends knew that although they had only been together for a month, Xu Xi made lunch for Zhao Qingling.

She never made bento for any man, he was the only one.She also cut her hand.

It's just too miserable, she paid too much for this relationship.

Zhao Qingling didn't do anything for her, it was too much to be such a scum in the end.

……

Zhao Qingling didn't want to worry about it. In that month, the days of repeatedly doing N colors of hair with her, changing nails of a different shape in three days, picking green onions for her, and buying her all kinds of things, is it considered "paying"? .

But after many years, she, who is already a married woman, can still "pay" for that mere box of bento, so she flew more than half of Europe to find him to argue.

It's true, I've taken it.

It forced him to tell the truth after many years.

"To be honest, your bento is really not good."

"I had to hold back to finish eating!"

This is a fact, and Zhao Qingling regrets it now.

If I had known earlier, he shouldn't have eaten her raw bento!

"It doesn't taste good, don't eat it if you have it, spit it out now," Xu Xi stomped, "spit it out and give it back to me! I have a whole month of youth, and you will pay me for it!"

Zhao Qingling: "..."

A month of youth.She wasted it, didn't he waste it?

He also hopes to give him back a month of his youth!

"You're a man, it's different!"

Zhao Qingling was helpless, so he could only look at Xu Bo: "Okay, how much does your sister lose her youth for a day?"

Xu Bo blushed: "Xiaoxi, forget it."

"I can't just leave it like this, I want him to apologize to me, he must apologize!" Xu Xin bit her lip, so wronged that Xing's eyes filled with tears.

The loss of youth and bento sounds very vexatious.

But what can be done?

Whoever really wants to say those words can never be said - what she cares about, of course, is not these messes.

What can't be let go is always the wounded self-esteem.

She used to be so lofty, so beautiful and so delicate, she was beyond human.

For the first time in my life, I was moved and liked, but was severely hurt by others.

Falling into the mortal world, face to the ground.

Yes, in this world, it is true that not everyone should pamper and pamper her unconditionally.She understands this truth now, but she would rather someone gently remind her.

Instead of being defenseless, being taught a lesson directly by reality!

At that time, she was so angry that she cried for a long time, calling Zhao Qingling a scumbag and a big bastard every day.At that time, a boy beside her who had been chasing her for many years accompanied her for a long time without complaint or regret. Later, she gradually discovered that he seemed to be not bad.

Later, she married him.

Lived well, but also restrained some pampering.

It's just that there is a thorn in my heart that I can't get rid of until now - no injustice, no enmity, why did the surname Zhao treat her like that?

……

After breaking up, under Xu Xi's publicity, Zhao Qingling's "scumbag" name became even more golden.

By the way, Xu Xi's mother, Aunt Wen, was offended, and the old sister who had been with her for many years turned her face away and stopped playing with his mother, and Zhao Qingling was scolded bloody by his mother every day.

This incident left a certain psychological shadow on Zhao Qingling.

For a long time, when I met Xu Xi's class, beautiful, intelligent, and well-off men and women, I subconsciously avoided them automatically.

Can't afford to offend.

Many good-looking people are used to being surrounded by stars.

Even if you get used to it, you can love it even if you don't care about it.

Coupled with being smart, he is naturally good at calculating gains and losses-in a relationship, "paying" will immediately see "reward". Think otherwise.

normal.Anyway, the world is so big, and there are so many pleasing people, and they are so beautiful and sought-after.

... "Stop the loss in time", heh!

If Zhao Qingling remembers correctly, her mother is a stock market term, right?

Investment, return, equivalent exchange, stop loss... Are these people treating their relationship as a business, or as a financial transaction?

Although Zhao Qingling has a bad reputation, he also has his bottom line.

In his view, this is defilement.Defile others, also defile yourself, utilitarian, absurd, hateful and ridiculous.

Yes, in this world, he has been "scumbag" to many people.

But if it is among them, any one, anyone is fine.When he suddenly changed from "ideal type" to "scum", at least ask him a question.

Put down your reserve, put down your self-esteem, and go to him.At the risk of being hurt, losing face, and crying, ask him for a reasonable explanation.

Instead of immediately deciding that "you are not the person I imagined at all", immediately rush to "stop the loss".

He thought, maybe he could fall in love with someone among them.

……

Happily not.

However, all the people he met before were fucking better than Xu Xi's.

After the loss was stopped, he kept announcing to the world, describing himself as an innocent and miserable victim of scum, and then quickly listed again, opened the market, and attracted investment as a single.

I'm afraid of wasting a little time cost of being young and beautiful in my life, and I'm afraid of missing a chance to "exchange" to a better partner.

Roaring anxiously towards a "good home".

And on the road, you won't stop for a second.

Don't say ten years.

Not even ten months.

Ten days, to be honest, ten days is considered very polite.Many people may feel that ten hours are wasted.

Yes, who makes the days pass so fast and everyone is so busy.There are so many smart, beautiful, and interchangeable people in this world.

...Really, if there were no idiots like Cheng Che.

If it weren't for him to love him, how fucked up would this world be?

……

However, Zhao Qingling would never say these words to Xu Xi.

He felt that she was beautiful on the outside, but calculating, selfish, and spoiled on the inside, so she was unworthy.He was too lazy to talk to her.

On the other side, Xu Xi also felt that he was as scumbag, cold-blooded, and conceited as before, and it was not worth her thinking about him at all.

Both look at each other and hate each other.

The princess is beautiful but arrogant, and wants a handsome and considerate prince charming.

It's a pity that the prince is also a proud little prince, and he doesn't like to serve the proud princess.Just want to find a goofy, warm dork to keep him company.

Whose fault is it?

Finally, Xu Xi wiped away her tears.

If you don't have an apology, forget it, anyway, the scumbag will have his own day.She raised her head and glared at Zhao Qingling with almond eyes: "At least I'm married now, someone wants me, good people get good rewards."

"You scum, no one wants you! No one will ever want you!"

Zhao Qingling: "Damn!"

Xu Bo hurriedly comforted him: "Heh, heh, that little Xi, forget it, you have someone who wants it, and someone else wants it. It's just that you two have different personalities. Now everyone wants someone. Isn't that good?"

Xu Xi: "Pull it down! Which one of his so-called 'partners' will last long? It will be divided in two days, bet?"

"No way." Zhao Qingling interrupted her.

"..."

"The ones before, I'm not young and sensible, so it doesn't count."

"None of them count."

"But this time, it's different. This time I was lucky, and I met someone who was really nice, stubborn, stupid, and loved me so much."

"He's the best, he won't just break up with me just because I'm a scumbag!"

"..."

Xu Xi's beautiful face twitched.

What, what did she hear?Did you hear me right?

"You won't just break up with me just because I'm scum"? !

Are you serious? ! ? !

Fuck, shit, I haven't seen you for a few years, has Zhao's level of scum improved by leaps and bounds again?What a fucking mouthless thing this is!She must write it down quickly, and go back and have a crazy time with the little sister!

In front of him, Zhao Qingling's hair is longer than it was a few years ago.

There was a silly little bun tied at the end of her brown hair, and a fucking red string, but other than that, it didn't change much.

His face is still so handsome, and his personality is still so indescribable.

At this moment, the scumbag had a solemn expression on his face, and his amber eyes were full of brilliance.

"He's very nice, he's different from you."

"Don't worry, I will never break up with him in my life. I won't break up with him when you get divorced! For sure. "

Xu Xi: "..."

She was helpless, laughed angrily, and simply raised her forehead and said nothing.

Really, why bother?Why are you angry with this kind of cosmic invincible scum boy?Waste of life.

Yes, you lover, do it!

If you don't break up within a month, my little sister and I have the last name!

……

When Zhao Qingling went upstairs and returned to his room that day, Cheng Che had already got up and was sitting on the bed.

Someone was nervous for a second, and his voice was super soft: "Have you slept well?"

"Ah."

Not only did I sleep well, but I also took a shower again.

After wiping, there are still a few drops of water that slipped through the net from the tip of the hair, falling on the body covered with mottled hickeys, very sexy.

"Well, when did you wake up?" Xiao Xiao whispered, continuing to be cautious.

"Just now," Cheng Che's voice was a little hoarse, "the sound below you was too loud, you woke me up."

Zhao Qingling: "..."

"Did you hear?"

"Hear a little bit."

"Which bit?"

Cheng Che didn't speak.

He vaguely heard Zhao Qingling say that someone was stubborn and stupid.

Also, I heard him say who is particularly good.

If you love whoever you love to death, you will never break up for the rest of your life.

It's just that I'm not sure, who he said... is it him?