match or not

It is always more painful to lose something you have gained, especially when it is something you cherish, desire or even your only belief.

Xie Du watched Xie Hengzhi walk past him countless times, but he didn't stop his gaze on him even for a moment. Sometimes, if he was lucky, the corner of Xie Hengzhi's clothes would lightly brush against his knuckles, which would make Xie Du feel uncomfortable. The despair in his eyes filled again.

Xie Hengzhi, who was doing this on purpose, would always grit his teeth where Xie Du couldn't see, waiting for Xie Du's "change of heart".

Xie Hengzhi doesn't want to come here every now and then if he doesn't have the heart to solve this problem once and for all.

So, even though he made up his mind, Xie Du was still on the verge of collapse after not being able to say a word to Xie Hengzhi for more than half a month.

At dusk, he received three kinds of medicine from the medicine hall: Duanmai, which is used to disperse kung fu, Jiuchongchun, which is used to entertain the servants when they serve, and Juexin, which is used to punish the most vicious servants.

At night, without waiting for Xie Hengzhi to call Shen Rui, he knelt outside Xie Hengzhi's house and begged to see him.

Usually when someone asks to see Xie Heng, it is Xie Du who informs them on his behalf, so Xie Du did not alarm other people.Xie Hengzhi was both excited and angry, so he let him in for a while until he calmed down a bit before allowing him to enter the house.

After holding the tray with those three medicines for a long time, Xie Du's arm was already sore and tired, but it was not completely numb. Therefore, after entering the room, he shook slightly before raising the tray.

Xie Hengzhi was curious about what the medicine bottles on the tray were for - of course he knew what they were, but the key was what Xie Du was going to do...well, he could probably figure it out, but he just waited for Xie Du to speak with a cold face.

"Subordinate..." Xie Du paused, his face paled quickly, his lips trembled slightly, but his tone was very calm when he spoke: "The lowly slave please abolish martial arts and become a servant."