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The coffee shop was filled with a warm aroma, and the man sitting across from him was sitting comfortably and relaxed.

Xu Yuan smiled: "Brother, have you been doing well these few years?"

Li Shao extinguished his cigarette in the ashtray, sat back and said, "I've been to a lot of places, it's good." He picked up the camera on the side of the sofa, and smiled at Xu Yuan, "There's everything inside. It's my baby."

Xu Yuan looked at the wrinkles under his eyes, especially when he smiled.This is his senior brother in high school. The two used to live together in a club and had a very close relationship.After a few years of separation, the senior brother who always had the most handsome hair dyed back then has started to grow mild black hair, and his temperament seems to have changed a lot.

Xu Yuan took a sip of coffee and asked, "Is it comfortable to be a freelance photographer?"

Li Shao touched the body of the camera, his knuckles lingering on it, as if he couldn't put it down.He said: "Comfortable. I've never been so comfortable. It's like the bones are falling apart."

Xu Yuan was extremely sensitive, and joked: "People have always said that they fall apart with their bones when they are tired. Brother, now we should take a different route."

Li Shao lowered his eyes and smiled quietly for a while.He stretched out his slender fingers and tapped lightly on the table: "I met a lot of people while taking pictures."

"The sunset in Santorini is as beautiful as fake. I took pictures of old couples over seventy years old. The old man was dressed in a neat suit and his white hair was well-groomed. His wife was captured by him. Hold it in your arms - freeze it in the picture."

Xu Yuan was startled, and then said clearly: "Because this kind of beautiful love is both comfortable and embarrassing?"

Li Shao rubbed the corner of the table, raised his eyes to look at him, and asked, "Junior brother, I'll test you. What's the next sentence of 'Ten Years of Life and Death'?"

Xu Yuan smiled: "Senior Brother looks down on me too much, let me use this sentence to test me. In the essay we wrote together back then, we even quoted this poem. The next sentence is 'If you don't think about it, you will never forget it'."

Li Shao's eyes were fixed, and he smiled at first, and he smiled a little desolately: "If you don't think about it, you will never forget it."

He picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip, as if drinking alcohol, he almost became drunk after taking a sip: "The memory of my dead wife is naturally not intentional. Wherever you go, what scenery you see I wanted to share it with her. Naturally, before I had time to take a picture, I thought about patting the shoulders of the people around me and telling her to take a look."

Xu Yuan lowered her head while covering up.Brother's wife passed away three years ago.

Li Shao pointed at him with his finger: "You kid, you are always the same as before, you haven't made any progress at all. Is there anything to avoid? How old am I?"

Xu Yuan looked up at him, and called out in a low voice: "Brother..."

Li Shao laughed, as if his bones were falling apart, and he almost staggered from side to side: "The old man is holding the photo, and he is affectionate and triumphant, so let no one ask him how many years his wife has been away."

He stretched out his finger, made a big two, and smiled even harder at Xu Yuan: "20 years."

Having laughed enough, Li Shao raised his eyebrows and said coldly: "Twenty years have passed, but he deceived himself with self-righteous affection. The photo was cold and pale, and the woman in the photo had a sad expression on her face." , not at all like living happily with her husband."

Li Shao unconsciously picked up the camera again, and said: "There are always people who think that loving someone for a lifetime is a moral quality worthy of boasting." He sneered, "How is it different from the chastity archway erected by women in ancient times? "

Xu Yuan smiled wryly: "Brother, you are being sharp."

Li Shao shook his head: "Psychology advocates a positive and healthy view of feelings. Who stipulates that you can only love one person in your life, and who stipulates that you can only love one person in your life to prove that this person is loyal? Some people obviously don't love each other. But still carefully support and boast about that poor emotion, as if this is such an incredible thing."

Xu Yuan hesitated, and asked, "Is that so? I don't think such a thing will happen."

Li Shao glanced at him, then shook his head: "It's been said that you are innocent, and you haven't made any progress at all."

He said: "I have seen too many people who are moved by themselves. In fact, some people don't love each other anymore, but they are persistent in being good to each other, doing a bunch of things that seem to be extremely affectionate. What is he planning? If he really loves someone, doesn't he know how to take care of the other person's mood and understand the other person's feelings?"

Li Shao concluded calmly: "No. They just entered into an illusion of 'I love someone deeply'. They thought they were moving. In this world, we can meet too many people. I love After one person, she left me, and I fell in love with another person. This is healthy. Feelings cannot be judged by morality. A widower, why not find another marriage?"

Xu Yuan thought about it for a long time, and finally nodded and said: "I agree with your point of view. There is no need to force yourself to indulge in a relationship, make yourself painful, and make yourself unable to get out. If you can meet the next one naturally A person who loves, and it is right to love that person with a healthy mind."

Li Shao nodded with satisfaction: "There are still many people who can't understand this. Doesn't Professor Li Yinhe love Mr. Wang? Yes. Few people understand the pain of losing a lover. A calm and courageous woman is stubborn from that pain. She walked out with the love of her deceased husband, and she worked hard to live her future life. What an awe-inspiring thing. But there are so many moral guards who think they are invincible, which is ridiculous."

Xu Yuan looked at him in surprise: "Senior brother, when I saw you when I entered the store just now, I felt that you were frustrated and old. Unexpectedly, you are still very energetic."

Li Shao laughed loudly: "Xu Yuan, you are still learning badly! The little boy from the past, I dare not say such things."

Xu Yuan took a sip of coffee embarrassingly: "I'm getting old too."

After speaking, he held the cup and smiled again: "Brother, have you found a new lover?"

There was no answer for a long while.

Xu Yuan gave him a strange look, but saw the red-rimmed eyes of the man who was almost 33 on the opposite side.

Xu Yuan's breath was stagnant, and she called out in a low voice: "Brother..."

Li Shao lowered his head abruptly, and put his head between his knees, his voice trembling, as if he was out of breath, crying: "Xiaoyuan, I miss her so much!"

Xu Yuan frowned impatiently.The man who was laughing and chatting just now, why is he like this all of a sudden?

Li Shao gasped for breath.It took dozens of seconds to calm down before he raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, full of unforgettable love, he tried his best to maintain the calmness of his voice: "I know, if I meet a girl I like, I should go after her. Yunyun hopes that I can live happily in the future. I hope that when I grow old, my wife will be by my side."

Li Shao smiled at this time, and smiled happily: "I really love her." He was excited again, almost gnashing his teeth and said, "So I hate those who confuse emotion with morality! Love, if you don’t love, you don’t love! If you love someone, can you still love someone else?”

His eyes were burning with flames: "I hate everyone who defiles love! I don't want their ridiculous and despicable morals to kidnap my emotions. Is my love for Yunyun a moral bondage?"

He paused every word: "I love her, love her from my life. I turned into ashes, my ashes are floating in the air, and I want to hug her."

Xu Yuan was almost trembling from the shock.

Brother, I taught him a big lesson.Love should be so pure.

Li Shao looked at him, his eyes were full of sadness, and his voice was low: "Xiaoyuan. I'm not afraid at all that I will fall in love with another woman. I know it's healthy. But..."

He looked out of the window tenderly and sentimentally, leaving Xu Yuan with a thin profile: "Other people, I would like to let her in. But my beloved Yunyun has already been enshrined in the shrine of love, and I think I will love her." She's going to die."

The author has something to say:

Sorry, I have too many private goods.The love in my mind is strong, pure and desperate.In this article, I also want to write that Xu Yuan and Fang Mo have such a love,

But this article is actually an article I decompressed, so... everyone has different ideas, and I don’t force readers~

This chapter is not fat enough, I will try to write more in these two days, the next chapter will definitely have Fang Mo's role!