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After receiving the medicine in the hospital, Xu Yuan helped Fang Mo go home.

At the door of Fang Mo's house, when Xu Yuan pressed the password, her hands trembled slightly.

He didn't expect that after a few months, he would come here again.

Fang Mo's head was originally pressing on his shoulder, but at this moment Xu Yuan felt the weight was lighter, and heard him say: "The password has not changed."

Xu Yuan said "hmm".

As soon as he entered the door, Fang Mo slammed him against the wall.

Xu Yuan was startled: "Fang Mo!"

The man clasped his waist with both hands, buried his head on his neck, sniffed hard, like a hooligan: "Give me a hug."

Xu Yuan trembled when she heard the words, and struggled a little: "Does it hurt you? Use such a strong force."

Fang Mo didn't make a sound.

The room hadn't had time to turn on the lights yet, it was pitch black, and there was a special sense of tranquility.

There was another rustling sound.Xu Yuan froze... Fang Mo was taking off his clothes.

Xu Yuan asked hoarsely, "What are you doing?"

The coat was taken off.

Fang Mo hugged him tightly through his shirt, his body was astonishingly hot, and his voice was so low that it made people's heart tense: "When you left, you were so straightforward, you didn't leave me a single thing."

Xu Yuan was a little flustered, and fumbled to turn on the lamp on the wall, her eyes were even shaken.

As soon as the light came on, Fang Mo took his hand and led him to stride inside.

Being dragged all the way into the bedroom, Xu Yuan didn't say a word.

Taking out a gray-black coat from the cabinet, Fang Mo handed it to Xu Yuan's arms: "You wear this."

He folded Xu Yuan's coat that he took off, put it in again, and said, "Leave this one to me."

Xu Yuan was startled.

Fang Mo turned his back to him, closed the closet door, and said softly, "Xiaoyuan, I want your clothes to fill this place again."

Xu Yuan looked at his back for a long time, then moved her lips: "You don't think..."

"No." Fang Mo turned his head, "I didn't think that you came to pick me up today to make up with me."

The lights cast a dark shadow on his face: "I'm just so happy I can't help it."

Xu Yuan lowered her eyes.

"Want to eat something?" Fang Mo smiled.

Xu Yuan subconsciously refused: "No need."

"I do it by myself."

Only then did Xu Yuan look at him, and the other person's eyes were so clear that they didn't seem to be fake at all.

Fang Mo took his hand and said softly, "Try it."

Terrible.Xu Yuan couldn't stand him like this the most, and this was Fang Mo's most common appearance in the past year.Affectionate and gentle.

Fang Mo took out the tiramisu from the freezer, brought it to Xu Yuan, and put the silver spoon into his hand.

Fang Mo had never cooked before.Xu Yuan never expected that he could make such an exquisite dessert.

Sitting across the table, Fang Mo couldn't express how he felt.Xiaoyuan's obviously happy expression made him feel sore and bitter.

Why hadn't he done this before?

He made the tiramisu before going out. He tried to make it a few times before, but this time he did a good job, and the appearance was very attractive.

Xu Yuan moved very slowly, and tasted a little carefully.

Fang Mo looked at him, and still couldn't help asking like an impetuous boy: "How is it?"

Xu Yuan licked the spoon, nodded and said, "It's delicious."

In fact, the taste is too bitter.

Fang Mo stared at him, his eyes darkened: "Give me a taste."

Xu Yuan raised the spoon, but Fang Mo stood up and kissed him across the table.

This time he didn't say "kiss the bird" poetically like before, he opened Xu Yuan's teeth without hesitation, licking lingeringly and longingly, looking for a little sweetness on the tip of his tongue from the bitter coffee taste.

Xu Yuan wanted to resist at first, but he grabbed the back of her head firmly. When the familiar feeling came over, he had no way to escape, let alone escape.

Xu Yuan's eyes were blurred by the kiss, and just as he was able to breathe, his lips felt heavy again——Fang Mo wiped the water stains on his mouth with his fingers.

Before he could make a sound, Fang Mo held his cheeks like he was holding his heart, without hiding the deep love in his eyes:

"Honey, let's talk seriously."

Xu Yuan pressed her forehead, concealing her emotion: "What are you talking about?"

Fang Mo sat back and looked at Xu Yuan with extremely distressed eyes: "That place, those photos. I went to clean up that day. I was drunk not because I was sad, but because I was so happy, because I finally know what love is. gone."

Xu Yuan raised her eyes.

Fang Mo continued, annoyed and regretful: "I shouldn't have hidden it from you. I really didn't know anything about my own mind before. At that age, I didn't have a girl I liked, and grandpa always urged me. confused."

"Yu Qi and I are brothers who grew up. I used to be withdrawn, and he was the only friend I had."

Xu Yuan smiled, meaning unclear: "Misunderstanding friendship for love?"

Fang Mo nodded in embarrassment.

"Then you," Xu Yuan asked softly, "what kind of feelings do you have for me?"

He spoke lightly, but he knew the panic in his heart.Afraid of Fang Mo, give a too perfunctory and casual answer.

At first he was furious, trying to maintain his dignity.Up to now, Xu Yuan found helplessly that he could not harden his heart towards Fang Mo no matter what.

"There is a passage in "Sandalwood Punishment", where Meiniang is begging the bird to pass on her love to the county magistrate under the parasol tree."

Fang Mo looked at him obsessively: "Little Yuan, my divine bird, can you also tell that fish swimming in the water my love?"

"Tell him that I have long admired him."

"Tell him I miss him day and night whether I see him or not."

"Tell him that he's across from me and all I want to do is hug him and kiss him wildly and passionately."

His eyes were burning: "Tell him, I am willing to accompany him to old age, to live with him according to the teachings of God's will, to be one with him before God, to love him, to comfort him, to respect him, to protect him, like me Love yourself the same way. Whether he is sick or healthy, rich or poor, always be true to him till the end of this world."

Fang Mo went around the table and knelt in front of him on one knee: "Xu Yuan, this is how I feel about you."

Xu Yuan moved her fingers on her thighs, her throat was dry: "You are messing around." But her eyes turned red uncontrollably, "Don't pretend to be a priest yourself."

"I..." Xu Yuan choked up a little.He knew that he was soft-hearted, but he didn't expect that he could become so soft-hearted because of Fang Mo.

Fang Mo got up and hugged him into his arms, distressed and uncomfortable: "At that time, I wanted to beat myself to death."

"Why am I such an asshole?"

"Substitute or something, is it a human thing? I am an adult, but I used immature excuses to hurt others and hurt myself. I regret it to death. I wish I could rush back to that room and smash it to death with a wine bottle. Own."

"Xu Yuan," Fang Mo kept kissing the ends of his hair, and murmured, "I fucking hurt you so much."

"After living for so many years, it's the first time I've been so unpromising, and I only fucking want to be with you."

Xu Yuan grabbed his clothes tightly.

Fang Mo laughed helplessly again, wishing he could rub him into his pocket and carry him with him: "I'm just so promising, I'm thinking of you, please have mercy on me, tell me to cuddle, and don't leave me again."

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry Xiaoyuan, he was too soft-hearted by me.The original setting was clearly a chasing wife crematorium!