On the Correct Way of Not Failing a Course at the End of the Term

Song's mother was discharged from the hospital, just two days before New Year's Eve, which is quite good news.

But at the same time, there is a problem that has to be faced.

Song Yu lives in Yan Baijing's house, so it doesn't matter if they live like this now, but Mother Song doesn't know about it after all.

It's not impossible to buy a suite temporarily, but coming out to Song's mother must be done sooner or later.

When Yan Baijing was helping Song's mother tidy up the bed in the hospital, he made up his mind to speak.

He took Song Yu's hand and stood in front of Song's mother with firm eyes.

"Auntie, I hope you can forgive me for something. I also hope that you will not be angry. Your body is important."

Mama Song snorted coldly with a solemn expression.

"You still know I'm a patient?"

When Mama Song became serious, her former kindness and kindness no longer existed, only a forceful coldness remained.

That's right, it's impossible for Song's mother to be able to raise Song Yu to such a big woman's family without any skills.

Song Yu had never seen her mother like this.

For a moment, she was stunned by Mama Song's knife-like eyes.

Yan Baijing was not afraid of being scolded, he was more worried that Song's mother was angry and hurt her body.

But he really couldn't think of a better time to say it all.

"Auntie, I'm sorry, I really like Song Yu, I know you'll be angry no matter what I say, and to be honest, I don't know what to say to make you accept all this, but no matter what you do to me, I will accept it, only hope……"

"What do you want? I want my son to be led astray by you to be gay?"

Mama Song frowned, staring at the tightly held hands of the two.

"I don't know how open your family is, making you think that everything can develop according to your ideas. This incident will affect my son for the rest of his life. Do you think I will let you young people mess around?"

Song Yu came back to his senses and wanted to say something, but was scolded by Song Mama.

"Get out of here."

Yan Baijing let go of Song Yu's hand and let Song Yu return to Song Ma's side, and then he knelt down straight.

Kneel in front of Song Mama.

The man is rich at his knees, Yan Baijing has never knelt down to anyone, and when he came out with his parents in junior high school, he never bowed his head to pray for a fulfillment.

But Song Yu was too important to him.

After enjoying the joy of being together, thinking about the days without him will become too difficult every minute.

He didn't know when this pain that would suffocate whenever he thought about it began.

Of course, he could use the most domineering means to take Song Yu away without paying attention to Song Ma's mood.

But Song Ma is Song Yu's only relative after all. If he doesn't even know how to respect the other party's elders, then he has no right to say that he likes Song Yu.

If you want to be respected by others, you must first respect others.

He couldn't say anything, he didn't know what to say, he didn't know what to say, it seemed that whatever he said on this matter was wrong, it was like the most pale and powerless argument.

Words can hurt sometimes, and sometimes it's as bleak as it is now.

He just looked at Song Mama with the most determined eyes, like a cow, blocking Song Mama's way, not yielding.

He understood that he was the one who caused Song Yu to lose everything, and he was the one who ruined Song Yu's life into chaos. Now he wants to get Song's mother's forgiveness, which is simply wishful thinking.

With a successful career, he hopes to have love again.

Neither side is willing to let go.

Too greedy.

But what is the solution to all this? If there is no career, what will be used to maintain love?

Do you really want to go to the side of the road to eat steamed buns and endure the loneliness that belongs to two people who are homeless?

he does not.

He wanted to give Song Yu the best life, so that others could share the suffering, he just wanted to share the joys and sorrows with Song Yu, and let him suffer.

He also didn't want Song Yu to become an unfilial son. The world owed Song's mother too much. She was just a woman who raised her son with difficulty, but met himself in college who messed up his life. people.

She was lucky that she wasn't so angry that she killed him.

Apart from being sorry, all he had left was persistence.

He will not back down, only this, he is not willing to back down.

Song Yu silently walked to Yan Baijing's side, and knelt down in front of his mother.

But for some reason, when he opened his mouth, tears rolled out of his eyes.

"Mom, I'm not filial, and I've always worried you. I haven't listened to you since I was a child, but Mom, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to pay for your medical expenses these days... Yes, I'm very incompetent and I can't do anything, but You taught me to be a clear and honest person who knows how to be grateful. Although I abandoned my studies in college because of his sudden departure, these consequences were all caused by myself. I did not handle my feelings and my emotions well. You can't blame him for the balance of life. Mom, I know this is hard for you to accept, I'm sorry. I'm too unfilial, please let me be selfish again."

Song Ma was so angry that she slammed the door and left a sentence: "Okay, the wings are hard, right? You are all right, I deserve to be a lifetime of crimes!"

When he went out, he bumped into Luo Zifan who was standing outside the door.

When Mama Song saw Luo Zifan who was holding back a smile, Lei Ting's furious face softened a lot.

"Mother Song, is this performance your true self?"

Song Ma looked inside the door through the glass and curled her lips, "That brat Yan Baijing chose the day when I was recovering from a serious illness to tell me about this, did he intend to make me angry so that the illness relapsed?"

When Luo Zifan saw inside, Yan Baijing carefully wiped away Song Yu's tears and comforted Song Yu with a pretended relaxed smile. Song Yu's expression was also firm.

The two of them were really so vicious.

Did not get up from the ground, has been kneeling.

"Auntie, you have made the atmosphere so tense, how can you go back and compromise later?"

Song's mother raised her eyebrows, "Let that brat kneel first, and Yu'er kneel for me too. This kid really has hard wings. He thought that people all over the world are as easy-talking as I am without suffering."

Luo Zifan laughed dryly.

Song's mother is very kind-hearted. Although she is not very accepting of homosexuality, she is willing to make concessions for the sake of her son's happiness. As she said, she can't bear the pain of tossing with her son. .

Not just physically, but mentally as well.

Song's mother is also observing Yan Baijing's every move these days.

Except for regularly coming to take care of Song Ma, he knew all of Song Yu's habits clearly.

Anyone with eyes could tell that those two people couldn't possibly be ordinary friends.

How can I hide it from Mama Song, who has seen countless people.

Whether Yan Baijing is sincere or not can't escape Mama Song's eyes.

Song's mother didn't want Yan Baijing to think that Song Yu was easy to get, the bad nature of men is that the easier to get, the less they don't know how to cherish it.

She was the one who suffered from it.

She recalled that man who tricked her into getting married with only a single rose. After giving birth to Song Yu, when she was in confinement, that man went to another woman's house and left work in the field. let her do it.

Later, she followed her brother to the city, and that man also wanted to come out to the city to see the world.

My elder brother graduated from college and was dispatched to the command center of the local oil field.After marrying a sister-in-law, the sister-in-law is very strict with the family's money and looks down on her, a woman who graduated from junior high school.

At that time, college students were not as full of streets as they are now.

Song's mother is young and vigorous, and she doesn't want to live a life of relying on others, so she is determined to make a career on her own.

She also naively believed that the man would take care of the family.

At least when she went out to make money, he should always remember to take Song Yu to have a meal to fill his stomach.

After Song's mother came back from a tiring day, she saw that man playing chess with others calmly in the courtyard of the bungalow.

Mother Song saw her son Song Yu staring at her with innocent eyes open, and said three words to her.

"Mom, I'm hungry..."

Mother Song was so angry that her eyes even began to darken.

He didn't understand why this man didn't even know how to feed the child.

She scolded him, even begged him.

The man was unmoved.

Quarrel again and again, get no response again and again, only cold violence.

Mama Song really couldn't take it anymore.

But Song Yu, who finished preschool, looked at her and his father with the most innocent eyes of a child and said:

"Today the teacher taught our children to know how to listen to their parents, to be a peacemaker to their parents, and not to let their parents quarrel. So stop quarreling, parents, and let's have dinner together."

Because of Song Yu's words, Song Ma endured for another two full years.

It wasn't until Song Yu was six years old that Song's mother and Song's father divorced.

At that time, Dad Song already owed a lot of gambling debts.

Song Ma sold all the valuable things in the family, and even sold her most valuable dowry, so that those chasing gambling debts would never come to Song Ma again.

In the end, those chasing gambling debts even felt sorry for Song's mother, and scolded Song's father for not being a man.

At this point, Mother Song is penniless, has no connections, and has no money.

She placed candied haws at the gate of Song Yu Primary School, and made it herself.

Selling it to those elementary school students, and not recognizing Song Yu, for fear of embarrassing Song Yu.

But Song Yu always ran to her mother as soon as school was over, and even helped her sell candied haws.

The classmates all knew that Song Yu's family sold candied haws, and the teacher also looked down on Song Yu.

Mom has no money to send money to the teacher, please take care of Song Yu more.

Song Yu grew up in such an environment, but Song Yu is completely unfamiliar with these memories.

Song's mother will remember such pain all her life.

Fortunately, she met a few noble people who were willing to help her, which made her life better.

So she hated men, to the point of paranoia.

She didn't believe any of the rhetoric that came out of the man's mouth at all.

She only sees action.

And Yan Baijing said very little, even just now he didn't come up with any pleasant words.

Yan Baijing didn't say anything like I will love him forever, didn't say that I would make him happy, and didn't say anything about begging you to help us both.

Just say sorry.

I am really sorry for making you difficult.

She could understand the struggle and guilt in the child's eyes.

This is what her experience has taught her to grow over the years.

There is nothing more precious than considerate affection.

Considerateness is not charity, it is based on respect, just the right comfort.

It's not that he treats you well on his own when you don't need it.

It's not that I'm a domineering president. I want to treat you well and you have to accept it.

It is a feeling that two people get along without feeling uncomfortable at all.

This kind of emotion needs to be mastered to a certain degree. If it is less, it will appear indifferent, and if it is too much, it will be unacceptable.

And Yan Baijing's child, mastered it just right.

Most importantly, Song Yu liked him.

It's actually useless to have any opinions. If she insists on breaking up, it will be incomplete.

Her son will have a grudge against her, and Song Yu, a stupid son with a single-mindedness, will probably turn into that scrawny look again.

As a mother, I also feel distressed.

So Mama Song decided to give them a fulfillment when she saw the scene on the day Yan Baijing came back.

It's just that this fulfillment still depends on Yan Baijing's performance.

Now it seems that his performance still satisfies her.

So after three hours, she went back to the ward and looked at Yan Baijing.

"Get up."

Yan Baijing and Song Yu's knees were numb, so they had to support each other to stand up.

Song Ma watched all this silently, "If you dare to mess around like those people in your circle, I guarantee that your legs are definitely more than just numb."

After Yan Baijing heard this sentence, the tension in his eyes gradually turned into ecstasy.

"Auntie, so..."

Mama Song glanced at her eyebrows,

"Aunt?"

Yan Baijing suppressed the excitement in his heart and calmed down for two seconds.

"Mom! Thank you! Thank you!!"

Yan Baijing sincerely thanked Mama Song.

God really treated him well, all of this was like a dream, and it went so smoothly that it was unbelievable.

Song Yu also rushed up and hugged his mother.

"Mom, thank you!!"

Mama Song smiled softly.

"Okay, I just hope you are happy every day. Since you have decided to go this way, there is no way out."

Song Yu let go of Song Ma, looked at Yan Baijing, and took Yan Baijing's hand.

"Mom, as long as we have your support, we are not afraid of anything."

Family support is more important than anything else.

It doesn't matter what others think of it.

Only family members, relatives who are related by blood, and the closest relatives in the world, are the most indifferent relationships with them.

Fortunately, years ago, everything was resolved satisfactorily.

"Mom, shall we celebrate the New Year together this year?" Yan Baijing made the request just at the right time.

Song Ma nodded and agreed.

"The last time I celebrated the New Year with your family was during your freshman winter vacation. I haven't seen your mother for a long time, and I miss her a lot."

……

Family.

Always the place to support you from behind.

Yan Baijing is very grateful to his big family. Everyone in this big family is the most supportive person in the world.

Happiness does not require others to pay you at all, as long as you feel it, it will exist.

Being forgiven for doing something wrong is a kind of happiness.

Being satisfied when you are greedy is a kind of happiness.

It is also a kind of happiness to recover from loss.

And his happiness is a name.

Song Yu.