On the Correct Way of Not Failing a Course at the End of the Term

Song Yu returned to the dormitory very late that night, Yan Baijing lay on the bed, and fell asleep peacefully after hearing Song Yu tiptoe to bed.

It's been a week since that happened.

Yan Baijing passed by the audition site of the campus singer contest after dinner, and heard a familiar voice.

Singing his most familiar songs.

Almost subconsciously, he turned his head and rushed into the crowd.

Pushing away the people in front of him, he squeezed to the front row by relying on his height.

He saw the brilliant Song Yu smiling on the stage.

Be presumptuous on the stage and enjoy the music.

Song Yu is indeed a die-hard fan of Adam, and his singing is unbelievably smooth.

Song Yu on the stage is completely different from the usual Song Yu.

he was long...

I didn't see Song Yu smiling like that.

Yan Baijing's head became hot, and he looked around at the registration point, and squeezed the registration point in the corner from the crowd.

He's never been this excited.

The hotness in his eyes almost frightened the applicants.

"Can you sign me up?"

Those who signed up nodded timidly.

"Here...name, class, college...you are No. 507, the fifth group. You can go to the waiting area and wait, and tell the sound controller over there the song you want to sing."

Yan Baijing accepted the number plate, "Thank you!"

Song Yu deserved to be the player with the most potential.

After he finished singing, the audience applauded thunderously, causing the applause of the next few people to be sparse.

Song Yu sat in the waiting area, waiting for all the contestants to sing before announcing the list of candidates for the audition.

Although he is confident that he can be selected, he still prefers to wait for the moment of announcement.

However, when No. 507 of the fifth group came onto the stage, Song Yu's heart couldn't help but thump.

Yan Baijing's gaze has never moved away from Song Yu since he took the stage.

The moment the prelude sounded, Song Yu almost wanted to stand up and run away.

"better than I know myself"

This is the song he sang with Yan Baijing.

Yan Baijing only had Song Yu in his eyes, as if this song was no longer the double split personality, but a narration to him wholeheartedly.

His eyes seemed to say to him:

"I really need you by my side to keep me from losing my mind.

You are the only one who understands me, understands myself better than I do.

I was ashamed and made too many irreparable mistakes.

I do hate you, but please take another look at me and my heart.

Because I need you, so please don't make me sad.

You are what I can only lose in this world. "

Seems to be begging.

Yan Baijing is really a lunatic.

Song Yu didn't stay there, turned around and left the arena.

Yan Baijing's affectionate singing can still be heard behind him.

Begging him to come back.

But Yan Baijing's so-called affection can only touch himself.

When he saw Song Yu's back leaving without hesitation, although he had been prepared for a long time, his heart still hurt a lot.

Song Yu didn't come back until the audition list was announced.

"No. 307 Song Yu."

……

"No. 507 Yan Baijing."

You see, in addition to the different groups, we even have the number seven.

"Hey, that Yan Baijing seems to be the one who said he was gay on the school forum?"

"No way, is it possible that the handsome guys are really going to have sex now?"

"...Don't talk nonsense, it will cause trouble to others."

"Last time, he seemed to be singing this song in the computer academy, isn't he the only one who can sing this song?"

"... Gay? Isn't that disgusting?"

These words did not escape Yan Baijing's ears, nor did they escape Song Yu's ears.

Song Yu was about to speak back, but he swallowed back the words of defense.

Yan Baijing had no expression on his face, he didn't care about these gossip at all.

He never deliberately hides his sexuality, what other people think has nothing to do with him.

He can't even control himself, so he can control others when he has time.

Already entered the audition, there is no need for Yan Baijing to stay here.

It was clearly the weather in May, but it was so cold that it made him shiver.

Then another week passed.

Hearing from others that Song Yu had a girlfriend, his mood was like being splashed with a basin of cold water in the cold winter.

Yan Baijing stepped forward to ask for more details.

The man just looked at Yan Baijing inexplicably.

"Aren't you roommates with him? Why don't you even know this? The most difficult senior in our school, Jiang Yang, is a couple with Song Yu!"

Jiang Yang.

Jiang Yang.

Hearing this name, Yan Baijing's fists turned white.

How could he not know that Song Yu has always had a crush on Jiang Yang since his freshman year.

"Personality, I prefer a generous and cheerful person. Occasionally, a little evil will open up a yellow accent. The queen of the royal sister type is very good, but the whole thing should be gentler and more careful. She will remember my taste and know how to cook. Washing clothes, if the bed is a little more wavy...hehehe..."

Queen of royal sister type...

At that time, Song Yu described the character of the girl he liked.

They matched up with Jiang Yang one by one.

He didn't believe it.

He didn't believe that Song Yu would really do such a great job.

If he didn't believe Song Yu, it was a coincidence that after he confessed his love to Song Yu, he caught up with Jiang Yang.

but.

Even if he didn't believe it anymore, when he saw Song Yu and Jiang Yang holding hands on the road of lovers who were sprouting green, his soul was still taken away in an instant.

The smile on Song Yu's face.

It is not deceiving.

He wanted to appear in front of Song Yu, and find even a trace of avoidance on Song Yu's face.

But Song Yu didn't.

Song Yu is just...

He greeted Yan Baijing with a smile.

"Hi, let me introduce you, my girlfriend."

Yan Baijing looked at Jiang Yang.

Jiang Yang first opened his mouth with a smile.

"Bai Jing, take a step to speak?"

Knowing what Jiang Yang wanted to say, Yan Baijing curled his lips.

"No, I know what you want to say, you don't need to worry at all."

Jiang Yang knew that Yan Baijing liked Song Yu.

Now that she is Song Yu's girlfriend, she has to say something to Yan Baijing.

But Yan Baijing is a smart person, he can understand without having to say too harshly.

Jiang Yang's meaning couldn't be simpler.

I am the rightful owner, so don't bother Song Yu in the future.

Yan Baijing looked at Song Yu with a smile.

"Congratulations, I finally caught up with my senior sister. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

If he doesn't leave, he can't guarantee whether he can still maintain his demeanor.

He will lose control.

He fled in a hurry.

He didn't know what tone or mood he should use to face Song Yu.

Song Yu was never his property.

So he is not qualified to do what he wants to do.

He wanted to drag Song Yu away from Jiang Yang, push him against the wall, and kiss him.

It turned out that without knowing it, his possessive desire for Song Yu could be so strong.

It was so strong that once he suppressed it, his lungs would be congested, and his liver and intestines would be ruptured due to internal injuries.

He fell to the ground weakly against the tree trunk.

Feeling powerless all over.

He could only watch him and everything related to him disappear one by one.

Song Yu didn't even bother to look at him any more.

Just why, the person who can accompany him is Jiang Yang.

A sense of nausea and disgust spreading from the bottom of his heart that Yan Baijing had never experienced before occupied his whole body.

This was the first time since he was born that he hated someone so deeply.

He had even the most disgusting thoughts.

Seduce Jiang Yang, let her leave Song Yu, or use more nasty, disgusting and bloody methods to have sex with her.

But the most ridiculous problem with this method is that it cannot be implemented.

He can't be hard on women.

And this dirty method can only be thought of in the mind, to appease himself.

The school is neither too small nor too big.

The two of them shared a dormitory, and Song Yu would call Jiang Yang regularly from the balcony every day.

Yan Baijing just looked at Song Yu's face.

With so little expectation, Song Yu didn't like this kind of affection for Jiang Yang.

But the gentleness on Song Yu's face is not deceiving.

During class, Song Yu no longer sat next to Yan Baijing, but sat in the last row of the classroom, side by side with Jiang Yang who was accompanying Song Yu in love.

Sometimes when they ran into them, Song Yu and Jiang Yang's hands were still clasped.

A sweet couple that people can't envy.

Luo Zifan said, "Bai Jing, you should let it go."

Why doesn't he know that he should let go, if letting go is really so easy, when he liked it back then, he wouldn't be unaware of it.

Yan Baijing said, "I know."

He knows it all.

What is the best way to do it, he knows.

How to resolve all the embarrassment, he knows.

The only thing he doesn't know.

Just how to be loved.

Luo Zifan said, "A person's relationship in this life is like a bottle of water. You give your best to the person you think is right, but in the end you are only left with an empty shell."

Yan Baijing said, "I know."

When you meet the right person, the water between the two will remain in balance.

That is everyone's best hope for the other half of the future.

Love each other and grow old together.

Luo Zifan said, "You are good enough, and you will definitely meet someone more suitable for you."

Yan Baijing said, "I know."

but.

He only wanted Song Yu.

No one else wants it.

Don't want to wait for that ethereal 'better fit' either.

All he knew was that he really didn't have the strength anymore to like someone so much.

He wanted to give everything to Song Yu.

Yes, everything.

Luo Zifan said, "So, you should let it go."

Yan Baijing said, "No."

Luo Zifan was a little annoyed.

"Why are you doing this? Deceiving yourself? Wishful thinking? Yan Baijing, why are you pretending to be affectionate?"

The Yan Baijing he knew had never been so stubborn.

Yan Baijing smiled.

"You can say whatever you want. It's my business that I like Song Yu. It has nothing to do with you, Jiang Yang, or Song Yu. How I want to spoil me has nothing to do with you."

Luo Zifan punched Yan Baijing in the face with his fist,

"Yan Baijing, you fucking wake up!"

Yan Baijing smiled.

"I'm sober. I've never been so sober."

Never realized so clearly.

How much I love him.