On the Correct Way of Not Failing a Course at the End of the Term

Song Yu's dinner seemed to be quite delicious, so Yan Baijing could probably guess that Song Yu's mood should be much better.

"The basketball game will start tomorrow. I feel that the schedule is very tight."

Yan Baijing found a topic to chat with Song Yu.

Song Yu put the rice in his mouth, swallowed it and said, "That's right, tomorrow we will face the Electrical Engineering Institute, which is as big as the Electrical Engineering Institute, so it's a bit difficult to fight."

Yan Baijing felt that winning or losing didn't matter, he really didn't care about it.

Song Yu's words to describe him are really correct, he is indeed a very boring person.

This is also the type of person that people who love basketball look down on the most.

If you don't even want to win, then what qualifications do you have to say that you love basketball.

He used to love playing basketball.

Want to win like Song Yu.

Like every boy who has a goddess in his heart, he likes to express himself in front of the goddess.

At that time, the person Yan Baijing wanted to express was his deskmate.

He said that he is very envious of boys who are particularly handsome on the court, because he can't play.

At that time, Yan Baijing, who could only study, could not play basketball, but because of his words, he secretly practiced basketball on the basketball court in the community behind his back.

From the very beginning, he even dribbled like he was slapping a football. He was ridiculed by the adults passing by in the neighborhood and ridiculed by his peers.

But Yan Baijing is a very smart person.

In fact, everyone is very smart, and the gap between geniuses and mediocrities lies in the degree of hard work.

Yan Baijing had a crazy experience of playing basketball.

Compared to scoring, he seems to prefer being the one who strategizes.

Later, the group of people who laughed at him never laughed at him again.

Yan Baijing also fell in love with basketball from then on.

He likes the challenge and excitement brought by basketball, as well as the desire to win.

During the grade basketball game, to everyone's surprise, Yan Baijing signed up.

Of course, no one would think that Yan Baijing was very good at fighting, he was probably just trying to fill in the crowd.

It wasn't until Yan Baijing performed well in the moraleless game where he was beaten in the last quarter of the class to turn things around that everyone realized that he was not joking.

No one at that age can resist being admired and praised.

He is also included.

He was praised happily.

Especially when he saw the excited and adoring expression of his deskmate, his inner satisfaction became even stronger.

"Yan Baijing is a god!"

"Thank you Yan Baijing today!"

"I can't tell, Bai Jing!"

……

But later on, when those so-called brothers who said that there should be difficulties with each other, when they learned that he was gay, they couldn't hide the disgust and discrimination in their eyes no matter what.

The only person who was still willing to contact him in class was Luo Zifan.

Even the person he trusted and liked the most had disgust written on his face.

It seems that if he looks at it for a second longer, there will be so many unclean things on his body.

He had everything, friends, brothers, people he liked.

Just because of his sexuality, everyone looked at him like a plague god.

"It's disgusting..."

"stupid gay……"

"I can't see...it's so perverted..."

When he discovered that the so-called tolerance is a virtue is just the best lie, his heart is dead.

There are almost daily quarrels in the family because of his sexual orientation.

His mother persuaded him earnestly, but his father looked at him with hatred.

The most exciting thing about playing basketball is the brotherhood that unites everyone on the court.

And this brotherhood that he trusted the most easily betrayed him.

Everyone is pushing him, his family, his classmates.

This environment cannot accommodate him.

When he was most broken and helpless, Zifan packed their schoolbags and took him to skip class.

After going out for a whole day to relax, Zifan finally said, "Is it necessary?"

Is it worth it to feel sorry for the guys who don't care about you?

"Yan Baijing, you don't live for them. You live for yourself."

Luo Zifan is a child of a single-parent family.

Later his father brought another woman home.

His stepmother treated him badly.

His biological father hardly cared about him either.

The family environment is not bad.

He used to be sad because of these things, but the reality told him that being sad couldn't solve any problems.

In order not to be hurt, you don't need to have expectations from the beginning.

Luo Zifan rented a house next to Yan Baijing's house.

Before the news that Yan Baijing was gay was exposed, the two only knew that they were nodding acquaintances of neighbors.

When Yan Baijing needed a hand the most, Luo Zifan stretched out his hand without hesitation.

"Transfer, I'll be with you."

From then on, he was alone in everything, and Luo Zifan didn't forcefully intervene in his life,

Even in the same class, the two of them are still the same as before, the relationship is neither bad nor bad, they just show up when they need help.

Luo Zifan also likes to be alone.

Yan Baijing also enjoys his own tranquility.

In a sense, two people are the same type of person, so they don't need too many words to understand.

Sometimes when two people met at school, they would chat.

The boring high school life doesn't have any friends, so there is nothing to make me feel the pain.

This is good, keep a distance from this world, only you know the secret, so you don't have to worry about leaking it.

When you grow up, you won't even be so afraid of being leaked.

My own life, my own life, why should I listen to other people's pointers.

To live on the approval of others is no different from parasites.

Since junior high school, Yan Baijing has never touched basketball again.

On the day of the military training, I saw Song Yu rushing to the basketball court excitedly as soon as his team disbanded. In Song Yu's eyes, he really loved basketball.

How long has he not felt the blood boiling all over his body.

By accident, he also signed up.

Even if you haven't played basketball for a long time, the moment you pick up the basketball, the familiar feeling will come back.

How to play, with what method to bring the rhythm.

All the information was pulled out from the deepest part of the memory at that moment, and flowed to the nerves of the whole body.

What moved him was Song Yu's sincerity.

It was Song Yu's sincerity that infected him.

Like is like, hate is hate, direct and simple.

At this moment, he looked at Song Yu's face while eating, and suddenly changed his mind.

He wants to win.

I want to win with Song Yu.

I want to work hard and fight with Song Yu on the basketball court.

Want to make him the MVP.

Compared with the judges who secretly manipulated the scores, the basketball game, which was played in full view, had much less shady scenes.

Therefore, he is willing to fight.

He smiled, "Don't think too much about your opponent. If you put pressure on yourself, you will not perform well. Besides, don't you still have me?"

Song Yu felt helpless towards Yan Baijing, "You are really crazy..."

Yan Baijing declined to comment.

Song Yu chuckled, "But it suits my taste too!"

Yan Baijing seemed to have known about his urination, smiled, and pressed his head, "Let's eat your meal."

The two returned to the dormitory after eating amidst the daily bickering and fighting.

Yan Baijing was lying on the bed, listening to Song Yu's steady breathing, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

The way he thinks about things at night is always terrifyingly calm.

He's been doing all kinds of things these days that he'd never do.

He is also just the most inconspicuous dust on the earth.

To be honest, facing Jiang Yang's words, he didn't feel anything.

If one day Jiang Yang really has some nerve wrong and wants to take revenge on him, he will fight to the death.

He doesn't care what other people think of him.

But he cared what Song Yu would think of him.

After all, he was still afraid.

He is also a normal person, he will have handles and threats.

But he had been prepared for a long time. As long as he was used as a handle for his homosexuality, he would be threatened.

It is the same in study, in life, and in society in the future.

He doesn't care what others think of him, but if he is exposed and stained, his life will be affected by it.

Walking in society, after all, depends on interpersonal relationships.

Not so many people will accept homosexuality, most people have discriminatory eyes.

If it won't help him, then his career will suffer.

Everything about him will be denied because he is gay.

He really wanted to hide it quietly, and at worst would never come out, but what happened in junior high school can be known to anyone who cares about it.

But after a long time, no one would specifically check his past.

University is different.

If you don't know, you can do nothing.

If you ask anyone casually, you will know what kind of person this person is.

There is no impenetrable wall in this world, and he does not have a background strong enough to ignore all of this.

Facing these very real problems, he needs courage.

For Song Yu, could he really be desperate?

It might be possible to start all over again in a different environment, but...

He doesn't want to lose any more.

I don't want to experience the pain that penetrates into the bone marrow again, and I don't want to see the harsh eyes in the eyes of the person I like.

Who can guarantee that he won't be the one who hinders Song Yu?

If the stigma spread, Song Yu's life might be ruined.

It's never a good reputation to have a reputation for being gay.

All you can do is to hold yourself back and don't leak any handles that can be caught by others.

In this way, he will not be threatened, and Song Yu will not be smeared with him.

After all, Jiang Yang has nothing to prove that he is gay.

But in fact, from another angle, he can also understand Jiang Yang's approach.

After all, he was the one who didn't give Jiang Yang enough face as a senior in the first place.

She rejected the warm invitation straightforwardly, and later meddled in her own business because she assigned tasks to the members.

Anyone would hate such a person.

Yan Baijing didn't doubt at all how terrible the sophomore's definition of him would be.

Freshman freshman is very arrogant, talking back to the seniors for a while, meddling in the assignment of tasks, and hurting the judges and leaders on the stage without shame, is this dishonest and scolding our academy?

He was relieved for a while, and it was not him who was scolded by the leader, but the sophomore ministers who had problems with discipline.

The equivalent of a sophomore is taking the blame for his behavior today.

No one is willing to clean up the mess for others.

After all, this is a world that relies on people to communicate and communicate with each other.

To gain something is always to lose something equivalent.

He wanted Song Yu to be happy, so he would lose the favor of his sophomores.

It seems... the four years of university really won't be a simple one.

Yan Baijing raised his head to look at Song Yu, and smiled slightly in the dark.

It was all worth it, to see his smile, to see that he was as easy as ever.

It doesn't matter who he is hated or used or threatened by.

As long as Song Yu is not involved, he can bear it alone.

and so……

He sent Jiang Yang a text message.

"Senior sister, can I join the etiquette department now? After getting along for a while, I really like the atmosphere of the etiquette department. I can also help at the New Year's Eve party."