Peaceful journey

Since returning drunk that night, Qiutong's mood has gradually improved, but she has not returned to her original state.However, she behaved as usual, and these subtle changes were only felt by An Ning.

An Ning secretly contacted Xu Jiasi, wanting to ask her if she knew the reason.

Xu Jiasi was still puzzled after receiving the news, Qiu Tong was in a bad mood?Isn't she always in a bad mood?With that volatile personality, she might get angry and want to beat someone up at any moment. She was smiling and flirting with someone one second, and then she could flirt with someone with a stinky face the next second. She has seen this kind of situation a lot.

She was about to go back, don't worry, Sister Tong is such a dog, just let her go.

When she turned her head and saw the old-fashioned desk calendar her mother hung on the wall, her heart skipped a beat.Yesterday seemed to be August eighteenth?

August [-] is Qiutong's birthday!Damn, it's over, she patronized Chu Lin'an, and even forgot Sister Tong's birthday, let alone gave her a gift!Sister Tong is not upset because of this, is she?

Xu Jiasi was coerced, and tremblingly replied: Little An Ning, yesterday was Sister Tong's birthday, I forgot... She may be upset because of this, please beg me, my sister will treat you to dinner next time!

Then she pissed and hid, turned off her phone, and ran to Chu Lin'an's house confidently to ask for protection and comfort.

An Ning was silent while holding the phone, would Sister Qiutong be so depressed because Sister Xu couldn't remember her birthday?impossible.Xu Jiasi didn't know what had happened to her. She thought that Qiu Tong's bad mood was just a little bit, but she shed tears in her sleep late at night. Although Xu Jiasi's words were not credible, it might have something to do with her birthday.It's a pity that she didn't tell her anything, not even about her birthday.

Her clear pupils dimmed, she put down her phone casually, and started to boil water to make hangover soup.

Drinking some hangover soup after waking up from a hangover can help sober up the appetite and increase appetite. She is afraid that Qiutong will have a headache when she wakes up.

There were footsteps behind her, An Ning turned her head with a bowl in her hand, and saw Qiu Tong standing at the door of the bedroom with disheveled hair, frowning, squinting with one hand on her forehead.

An Ning hurriedly put down the bowl, stepped forward to help her, and pointed in the direction of the bathroom.

Qiutong regained her sanity in a daze, focused her eyes on her face, subconsciously raised her lips and smiled, and said in a hoarse voice: "No need to help, I will go by myself, you can eat first."

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she froze for a moment. Her voice was hoarse and hoarse, like an old smoky voice that could only be cultivated after more than ten years of smoking. Her original voice was very clear and mellow Yu Jie's voice. It turned into a hoarse and seductive magnetic smoke voice, which was so strange that it couldn't be said all at once.

It just so happens that I have a headache, and when I speak, it feels like a needle has been scratched in my throat. I thought it was a hangover after drinking, but now it seems to be a cold.

Seeing the little girl's worried eyes in a blink of an eye, Qiutong raised her hand to caress her cheek, her brows still smiling: "It's okay, don't worry, I'll take a bath."

She went into the bathroom, and soon there was the sound of water in the bathroom. An Ning rummaged through the drawer and found the medicine box, which contained commonly used medicines, such as cold medicine, antipyretics, anti-inflammatory medicines, and so on.She saw this box by accident once, and the medicines in it were all expired, so she took Qiutong to the pharmacy to change a batch, which happened to be used now.

Qiu Tong came out wearing a bathrobe, her hair was dripping wet, An Ning ran over to pick up the towel in her hand, pushed her to sit on the dining table, there was a bowl of soup on the table, and a few peeled Capsules, a glass of water, a bowl of boiled millet porridge, and a few dishes of side dishes.

Feeling the gentle wiping by the little girl behind her, without pulling the scalp at all, Qiutong stared blankly at the dazzling array of dining tables, and suddenly smiled in relief.

When she was stuck in a dream last night and couldn't wake up, she could vaguely feel that someone was gently stroking her back with such gentle force, silently, but they hadn't left for a long time.

These days, she knew that An Ning had noticed her strangeness, and also saw the little girl's worried eyes, but she couldn't break free. Xia Shuyun died in front of her, leaving her with a lingering shadow, this negative emotion Wrapped around her, she knew she was going to come out, but there was nothing she could do.She has seen a psychiatrist and had treatment. She has such a reckless temperament that she can't bear it even if she is restrained by her mother. Can be repaired by itself.

Less than a month after her birthday, it was Xia Shuyun's death day.No matter how cold her heart is, Qiutong couldn't help feeling self-loathing. When she was young, she always thought in her heart, if she hadn't been born, wouldn't Xia Shuyun suffer from postpartum depression and commit suicide?

After she grew up, she matured a lot, but the scar that had been burned since she was a child did not disappear after scabbing, but was deeply hidden in the bottom of her heart, and it hurts when she accidentally touched it.

She thought her whole life was like this, constantly torturing herself, giving up on herself, unable to accept others, and unable to extricate herself, walking alone in the dark swamp, Yuyu walking alone.

Maybe God was merciful to her after all, and sent a pure white and flawless little girl, like sending a beam of bright and dazzling light to those who fumbled in the dark.

She resisted immediately, the light was so dazzling that she didn't dare to reach out to touch it, lest it would tarnish her and blind her eyes.But which person who has been lonely for a long time can refuse that clean and pure little girl?She tried her best to restrain herself, but still succumbed to the indescribable great attraction.

Approaching her calmly, the extremely cold heart slowly awakened in the warmth of the light, she experienced the feeling of love for the first time, she likes that child, wants to be close to her, wants to protect her, wants to care about her and love her , want to treat her well.

It was as if a person had lived in the empty chest, the fullness was heavy, and the erratic soul suddenly settled down.

She suddenly felt that she had lived in vain for so many years. She was unrestrained, free and easy, didn't care about anyone, didn't care about anything, and pretended to be chic, but in fact she was just a walking corpse, supported by hatred, walking in this world.

Someone behind her brushed her hair, and her soft fingertips passed through her scalp, which was soft and cool.Qiu Tong regained consciousness in a trance, picked up the soup bowl and took a sip, An Ning reached over her shoulder and picked up a capsule.

Qiutong took it, and asked compromisingly: "Is it okay if I finish the soup and then take the medicine?" The tone was very gentle, with a friendly and flattering touch.

A soft "hmm" sounded in the back of his head.

After drying her hair until it was half dry, An Ning went to the cabinet to get a hair dryer.Qiu Tong reached out to pick it up and said, "I'll do it myself." But An Ning avoided her and turned behind her to blow dry her hair.

Qiu Tong secretly smiled bitterly, the little girl seemed a little angry.Turning around this thought, her mood became inexplicably dull.Putting down the chopsticks casually, she turned around. An Ning was still holding the hair dryer in her hand, and unexpectedly blew it on her face, then hastily turned it off.

Now Qiutong is sitting on a wooden round chair, the chair is neither too high nor too low, she is sitting on An Ning and standing, the two are facing each other, An Ning is gently embraced by her, and stands between her legs.

She seemed a little puzzled, and looked at her quietly, waiting for her to speak.

Qiu Tong closed her eyes, then smiled lightly, and after thinking about the words in her mind, she slowly said to An Ning's clear eyes: "Yesterday was my birthday."

An Ning's long eyelashes trembled, and she pressed her lips together. As soon as she pressed hard, her pale pink lips lost their color and became pale.

Qiutong felt that the pale color was a bit dazzling, she lowered her eyes unconsciously, paying attention to the small lips, and said: "My mother suffered from postpartum depression after giving birth to me. When I was seven years old, she Depressed and committed suicide."

The content of this passage was extremely high, and she had done some psychological preparation before she said it, but she seemed a little careless when she said it, and half of her mind was pulled away by An Ning's pale lips biting.

She didn't feel sad herself, but the little girl seemed to have heard a tragedy in the world, her little face was pale, and there was water in her big eyes like the clear sky after the rain, which were moist and glowing.

Qiutong felt strangely satisfied, the little girl was feeling sorry for her.Behind her satisfaction was her distress for An Ning. She raised her hand and rubbed her soft hair, then slid her fingertips down, and pressed her lips bitten by her neat white teeth.

At this moment, she vaguely recalled that time when she came home late at night, she stood by the bed full of alcohol and looked at the girl who was sleeping peacefully, and the hand that was outstretched in the air stopped abruptly, that time she wanted to try that flower petal How soft her lips were, until she really touched them, she sighed silently, softer than she imagined, and slightly cold.

"Don't bite." As soon as she finished speaking, An Ning's lips loosened, and the bitten lips turned slightly rosy, and a blush appeared on her snow-white cheeks.

By some coincidence, she didn't take back her hand, and pressed her fingertips gently on the little girl's lips, with her face resting on her palm, looking at the obviously shy girl, she smiled slightly, and said slowly: "I'm very glad to see you Worry about me." An Ning's cheeks turned red again, her big eyes watered with embarrassment.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm just missing my mother, I'm sorry for making you worry these days." Maybe it's because the atmosphere is too good, or maybe it's because the girl in front of her is too beautiful, Qiu Tong lowered her tone , with a gentle and doting tone, almost like a lover's babble.

However, she had a hoarse voice due to a cold, so she lowered her voice and slowed down her speech speed. Ci Mi's voice is soft, like small hooks that catch people's hearts. Just after taking a bath, her face is still delicate and gorgeous without makeup, and her peach blossom eyes are slightly soft. Squinting, the tails of the eyes were red and curved upwards, and the dark pupils were deep and gentle.

Her black hair was curled and draped over her shoulders, and she stared deeply at An Ning, her eyes were tender and affectionate, as if she was looking at the person she loved in this life.

Under such a focused gaze, An Ning suddenly felt a little wronged.These days of worry, anxiety, inability to do anything, powerlessness of not knowing anything, all these complicated emotions came to my heart under the doting gaze of the person in front of me.

She blinked, and then saw the woman with stunning eyebrows frowning lightly, with a look of pity across her face, her fingertips moved from her lips to her eyes, and gently wiped away the overflowing tears.

"Don't cry, my sister is wrong." Qiutong really can't coax people, and she has never coaxed a little girl, so she can only do another thing that she has never done but is relatively easy: apologize.

She embraced An Ning and said softly several times, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, and I won't do it next time." The little girl immediately laughed out of her tears in a good-tempered manner, and blushed to stop her tears.Then he took the capsule for her and stared at her to eat it. It seems that taking medicine can't be avoided no matter what.

Ugh.

Really like a little housekeeper.

The author has something to say:

An Ning's diary: I feel so distressed. If possible, I would like to share half of my parents with Sister Qiutong, so that she won't be sad anymore.

Qiu Tong: Well, I will share half of the future.

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