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Seeing that it was still early, Lin Yu called Han Jing: "Auntie, are you free today? Let's have lunch together at noon? By the way, go shopping and drink tea?"

"It's all right, but you don't have to accompany me, an old woman, to hang out with friends." Although Han Jing likes Lin Yu's courtesy and filial piety, she is embarrassed to take up his free time all the time. time.

"It's okay, I don't have an appointment today, so don't be polite to me, Auntie."

The two finalized the time and place, and Lin Yu went out with the car keys.

After dinner, Lin Yu found a teahouse and wanted to chat with Han Jing about his parents, but just after ordering, he received a call from Song Qian: "Lin Yu, I'm Song Qian, where are you now? "

Lin Yu didn't remember Song Qian's phone number. Fortunately, he reported his family name and didn't think much about answering: "On XX Road."

"Hey, I happen to be close, why don't we sit together?" Song Qian seemed to suggest casually.

Lin Yu froze for a moment, then looked at Han Jing: "It's not convenient, I'm drinking tea with my elders."

Han Jing didn't know Lin Yu's plan. Hearing what he said, she said, "it's okay. If you have a friend, let him come over. You don't have to accompany me. I'll go shopping by myself later and then go back. Young people, hang out with friends more It's right to get together, how can I always occupy your time."

As a result of the elders being too considerate, Lin Yu couldn't refuse too ruthlessly. He urged him a few more words, but in desperation he could only tell the location and wait for Song Qian to come over.

Now it's not convenient for him to talk about what he wants to talk about. Anyway, it's been so long, and he's not in a hurry. Lin Yu can only chat with Han Jing casually.

"Is it your colleague?" Han Jing asked.

"No, it's an alumni from when I was studying abroad." Lin Yu replied.

"You guys still keep in touch?" Han Jing asked purely casually.

Lin Yu replied with a little shame: "No, I just got in touch when I met a while ago."

"Oh, it's time to have a good chat. You have been back to China for several years." Han Jing nodded with a very understanding look, "Students and friends in college are also very valuable network resources, so don't break contact easily."

That is to say, Lin Yu can't refute, but can only smile.

During the conversation, from Han Jing's perspective, I saw someone coming to their table and staring at Lin Yu all the time, as if they were looking for him. Han Jing raised her head and signaled: "Is it your classmate?"

Lin Yu looked back, his polite smile immediately became expressionless.

People came very quickly, but the problem was that it wasn't Song Qian who came, but Meng Yao.

Chapter 36

Compared with when he was in school, Meng Yao's appearance has hardly changed, but he has matured a little. Lin Yu recognized him at a glance, and said coldly, "Why are you? Where's Song Qian?"

Han Jing was a little curious about Lin Yu's attitude. The clothes and handsome face of the visitor still had a bit of demeanor, but the mother's self-evaluation was not as good as my son's clear eyebrows.

A bit of sadness crept up on Meng Yao's face: "We haven't seen each other for so long, what's your attitude? I asked Song Qian to call you, and you didn't answer my calls."

If it was when Meng Yao made such an expression when he was studying abroad, Lin Yu would have hugged him in his arms and comforted him softly, but at this time he was unmoved, and his words were sarcastic: "That really bothered you, you come to get it." quick."

"I wanted to see you. I called you at the station this morning. Who knew that you would hang up right away, without thinking about the past at all." Meng Yao's eyes were steamed instantly, and he pursed his lips stubbornly. Holding back the tears from falling, I really feel pity.

As an elder, some would hate to see young people being wronged, and Meng Yao looked good, so Han Jing couldn't bear it. She believed that Lin Yu's attitude had a reason, and she didn't mean to blame. He said: "Lin Yu, let your friend sit down first, it's too eye-catching to talk standing up."

Before Lin Yu could speak, Meng Yao took the opportunity to sit beside him, with tears in his eyes, and a decent smile on his face: "Thank you, hello, auntie."

Objectively speaking, this small appearance is quite painful, Han Jing smiled politely, "Hello." But instead of getting up and leaving as planned, she looked at Lin Yu and asked with her eyes.

Lin Yu stayed away from Meng Yao calmly, "I've made it clear to you on the phone, there's nothing to say in person."

Meng Yao looked at Han Jing who hesitated to speak, and said in embarrassment: "Do you have to be so rude to me? No matter how we say it, we-"

If it weren't for Han Jing in front of him, Lin Yu might not be able to help but lose his temper. At this time, he could only interrupt him: "If you want to catch up with me, you should save yourself. If you have something to say, please hurry up." Just leave, don't disturb me chatting with the elders."

"Elder?" Meng Yao thought that Han Jing was Lin Yu's mother. Most people would not call his mother that. He wanted to make a good impression on others. Hearing this, he looked at Han Jing again. Although he looked good and had a good temperament, But there is indeed no similarity with Lin Yu, "I thought—"

"What do you think?" Lin Yu said impatiently, "This is my boyfriend's mother. Stop thinking about it and go quickly." He almost said the word "scroll".

Meng Yao was shocked: "Boyfriend's mother? Have you seen your parents?"

"Do you think I'm just talking?" Lin Yu was annoyed, but also a little proud, "You don't have to waste time with me anymore."

Han Jing recalled what Han Shaochen said about him being jealous before, she understood a little bit, and felt a little excited, this ex-boyfriend let her see her!

Because there was no ambiguity in Lin Yu's attitude, she didn't mind it very much, but it was a bit funny. She coughed and said gently, "So, Shao Chen mentioned to me a few days ago that he Is this Mr. Meng you are talking about?"

This scared Lin Yu into a cold sweat, and asked in a loud voice: "Shao Chen mentioned Meng Yao to you? Didn't he mind? Is he still angry with me? Why is he still hiding it from me? talk?"

The extremely nervous appearance made Han Jing laugh, and she waved her hand and said: "I just mentioned something, he doesn't mind, don't be nervous. Even ordinary friends can say a few words after not seeing each other for a long time, you just have a chat face to face " Han Jing began to pack her things as she spoke, glanced at Meng Yao who had a sluggish face, and couldn't help persuading, "You should let it go. It's not good for everyone to be too obsessed with the past. "

"Wait, I don't want to talk to him." Lin Yu was afraid that Han Jing would leave, and he would be even more confused in front of Han Shaochen in the future, "Auntie, wait, I have something to talk to later You discuss."

Han Jing thought for a while, smiled and picked up the phone: "Then I'll go to the bathroom, you guys talk first."

Lin Yu couldn't stop her, so he had to watch her leave.

Meng Yao never expected that Lin Yu could get along well with his "object"'s mother. This scene is unbelievable.Of the gays he met in China, which one was not sneaky?Those examples of family blessings are all unattainable dreams on the Internet.Now that he actually saw one in reality, he always felt that it was not real.

"None of your parents objected?" Meng Yao asked in a low voice, "Didn't you have a falling out with your family because of coming out?"

"Yes." Because of Han Jing's attitude, Lin Yu felt better, "There are parents who fell out with their children because they came out of the closet, and there are parents who accept their children completely. I'm lucky. I haven't been clean for so many years. "

Lin Yu's casual emotion was full of irony in Meng Yao's ears.Although he is married, he still goes out for sex in private, which has nothing to do with keeping himself clean.It's just that those people he dated are inferior to Lin Yu in terms of appearance, identity, and even body skills. Now that the old people are reunited, how can he not make him want to try hard to recover.

Looking at Lin Yu's doting look because he thought of his lover, and all this has nothing to do with him.Meng Yao scratched his heart with all his claws, and blurted out impulsive words: "I can be with you too, I will divorce when I go back, and I will only be with you from now on, okay?"

Lin Yu looked up at him, and didn't even have a surprised expression: "Can you be any more scumbag? Your wife was kept in the dark by you, married and had children with you, and now you say divorce is divorced? Have you ever thought about your children? How could I ever love a piece of trash like you? I'm so blind."

The impact of these words was too strong, and Meng Yao's eyes were red in an instant, embarrassment and anger intertwined, which made him speechless for a long time, and finally he whimpered: "Don't speak so badly, okay?"

"Leave if you don't want to hear it. Don't humiliate yourself here again, so that I won't regret the time and feelings I wasted." Lin Yu said impatiently. The good family education habits all the time made him say these words In fact, not very comfortable.

Meng Yao wiped away his tears, and argued in a low voice: "I'm already very responsible. I've taken care of their mother and son, and I haven't been short of their family. Those people in the circle—much more than I am. "

Lin Yu laughed angrily: "it's your business if you want to compare with a group of bad people. You don't need to tell me. I don't want to be a bad person at all, and my wife is not comparable to you at all. Hurry up Get the hell out of here, and stop making me say bad things."

The first time Lin Yu said "wife" was in front of his ex-boyfriend, and these two words actually made him cute, and his heart was so sweet.

Meng Yao felt sad for a while again, for those in the circle who can have fun, a one-night stand can make their husbands and wives scream non-stop.When Lin Yu was with him, because he was young and reserved, he never called him like this, but now he said it naturally and proudly, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

How could he leave such a serious lover behind?

Thinking of this, he also knew that it was irreparable, he could only cover his eyes, staggered up, couldn't even say a word of farewell, and left hastily.

Lin Yu sat there silently, and his heart could not be said to be without fluctuations.After all, Meng Yao was his first love, the one he really loved.It's just that now his tears really can't make him feel pity anymore, he just feels helpless.

There are indeed too many gays like Meng Yao.I attribute my choices to the society and my family. After cheating on the marriage, I continue to indulge in the circle and indulge in sex. If I am willing to give money to support my family, I am considered gay.He also knew what Meng Yao meant when he said that he was responsible. Compared to those scumbags who committed domestic violence, Meng Yao was not as rotten to the bone.

But this is not the relationship he wants, let alone the life he wants to live.Even in the most difficult and painful times, he never thought about bowing his head to his parents and tricking an innocent woman into marriage.

Now it is even brighter than before, allowing him to meet such a good person as Han Shaochen again, and get to know such a good elder as Han Jing.Even if he couldn't get the approval of his parents for the rest of his life, he didn't feel so difficult.

Suddenly, I really want to see Han Shaochen, and want to say "I love you" to him.

Lin Yu grabbed the phone and was about to call Han Shaochen, but saw Han Jing slowly walking over with a gentle smile on his face: "Are you finished talking?"

This is the best mother in his imagination and reality.

Lin Yu looked at Han Jing sitting in front of him, and couldn't help saying: "Auntie, thank you."

Han Jing said: "You don't need to be so polite. It's okay for young people to have some emotional experience. Auntie understands very well."

"No——" Lin Yu shook his head, "I just want to say, thank you for teaching Shao Chen so well. It makes me feel that I am not worthy of him."

"Don't say that, in a relationship, as long as they are sincere, no one is unworthy of anyone." Han Jing looked at him thoughtfully, "What did you talk about with Meng Yao that made you think so?"

"There's nothing to talk to him about. It's just that I suddenly found that the three views are too far apart. I wonder why I've been with him, and I even feel sorry for Shao Chen." Lin Yu scratched his hair in confusion, or simply explained Mentioned Meng Yao's current situation and his thoughts.

"You think too much." Han Jing laughed, "The feelings of the student days are often not as deep as the three views. It may be easily because of the more superficial reasons such as appearance and figure, or excellent grades, and sports. Tempted, but in the ivory tower like school, there are not many opportunities to contact with the society, and it is not so easy to get to know a person deeply. The campus romance is more about talking about whether the food is good, whether the homework is difficult to learn, whether the teacher is abnormal , Is the money enough to spend? Is the game fun? When you really get along with each other, you realize that you might not even be friends with this person if you put aside these superficial things.”

Lin Yu thought about it carefully and found that what Han Jing said was almost correct.

"So don't worry about your love to miss people, who hasn't met a few scumbags when they were young." Han Jing blinked.

Thinking of Han Jing's bad marriage, Lin Yu immediately thought about it, "Auntie, you really understand. I'm superficial."

Han Jing nodded: "Okay, you just said you have something to discuss with me, what is it?"

Really, although it was interrupted for a while by an unexpected visitor, it was still early enough for Lin Yu to express his thoughts.

It turned out that Lin Yu wanted to reconcile with his parents. This matter was unexpected by Han Jing today, but it was reasonable.

As a mother myself, of course I hope that mothers and children in the world can connect with each other. Han Jing agrees without saying a word, and tells Lin Yu to have a good attitude, don't be impatient, and take your time.

Lin Yu smiled bitterly: "I've been waiting for so many years, why are you so anxious?"

Han Jing wanted to appease him, but knew that she couldn't guarantee anything, so she could only do her best.After all, she has also seen examples of relatives who have no contact with each other. She doesn't know what kind of people Lin Yu's parents are, but seeing Lin Yu's hard work in life and serious face of feelings can teach such children Parents always feel that it is not irreparable.

So the two made an appointment to see if Lin Yu could persuade his parents to have a chat with Han Jing.

Lin Yu thought about it and decided to tell Han Shaochen about meeting Meng Yao today, but he didn't forget to add the situation: "Aunt was there at the time, I didn't give him a good look, I just didn't want to hide it from you, Don't think about it."

Han Shaochen didn't feel much after hearing it, "Well, it's okay, did you chat with my mother today? Thank you for being willing to accompany her."

Lin Yu smiled: "thanks? My aunt is willing to accompany me. There is always a lot to gain from chatting with her. I plan to ask her to talk to my parents. "

"My mother is definitely willing to help you, but have you got in touch with your parents?" Han Shaochen was not surprised. The attitude of Lin's father and Lin's mother is the key. If they don't want to meet at all, then there is still no change. room.

Lin Yu sighed: "I haven't contacted them in the past two years. I don't want to hear their sarcastic remarks. They don't have a good word to say about the New Year's Eve. Why feel uncomfortable?"

Han Shaochen worried: "Then will they be willing to listen to my mother?"

"I don't know." Lin Yu said helplessly, "Anyway, I'll try my best. They don't want me as a son, and I can't control other people's thoughts. It is said that parents' love is unconditional, but when I don't follow theirs If you want to kick me out of the house, this is obviously conditional."

Han Shaochen also felt that he couldn't agree with it. Han Jing was his benchmark for parenting, and Zou Lintao's kind didn't count.Lin Yu originally blamed himself more, but since he met Han Jing, he gradually stopped blaming himself.

The two chatted for a long time before saying goodnight to each other.

Lin Yu thought about it for a long time, but decided to take it easy.He has been working too much lately, and he is afraid that no matter whether the communication with his parents is smooth or not, it will affect his mood and efficiency to some extent, so he should wait to mention it first. Anyway, Han Jing still has half of his business trip, so he can talk about it when he has a little more time.

As for Han Shaochen's mobile phone project, after the bottom-level driver debugging was almost done, it was finally about to be streamed.

The previous tests were all simulation debugging on the hardware logic board. The software is dynamic, and the hardware is also dynamic, which can be modified at any time, and mainly tests the basic functions.

After the software driver function and hardware verification pass, the circuit diagram can be produced to the foundry to manufacture the entity.

Generally, only dozens of samples of this kind of entity will be made, and the shape is also very different from the final mobile phone product. It is usually a green integrated circuit board, and the screen is connected to the board through external wiring.

Then download the software again to debug the functional performance and confirm that the hardware design is ok, then a batch of final industrially designed forms will be produced, which is called the beta version.Then internal testing, and even regular use testing with volunteers within the company.

After these tests are passed and there are no problems with the software and hardware, mass production and sales begin.

Generally, it takes one to several months for tape-out according to the product scale, and software personnel have to start preparing codes for stress testing, stability testing, and performance testing.

Theoretically, this period of time is relatively free, but on the one hand, this mobile phone project is currently a key project, and the tape-out is so urgent that the sample film may be back in a month. Throw in some support missions.

When I took a breather from work and looked up, there was only one week left before the samples were shipped.And Han Shaochen's idea of ​​taking time to visit S City finally came true.Otherwise, when the samples arrive, it will be another dark test.

Lin Yu finally waited for the news that Han Shaochen was coming to S City, and waited for the whole day, and was a little absent-minded when he worked overtime and had a meeting at night.When the meeting was finally over at nine o'clock, I immediately drove to the airport to pick up people, but I arrived too early and had to sit in the car and wait for more than an hour.

After landing, Han Shaochen called Lin Yu first, "I'm here, get off the plane right away."

"Okay, I'll pick you up at the exit now." Lin Yu locked the car and walked to the passenger exit, without mentioning that he was a long time early, "Fortunately, the meeting is not too late today, otherwise I have to leave early to pick you up."

"No need to do this, you don't need to delay work because of me." Han Shaochen said sincerely, "It's also very fast to queue up for a taxi here."

Lin Yu chuckled: "I want to see you sooner, don't you?"

"think."

"That's fine."

When we met, Lin Yu held back his impulse and finished greeting him normally.After entering the parking lot, he held hands, and when he got into the car, Han Shaochen had just sat in the passenger seat, before he could take off his backpack, he leaned over and gnawed on his mouth.

The kiss at this time was no longer a shy lip contact, but a deep, fiery kiss. Han Shaochen only occasionally responded to Lin Yu's intruding tongue, but he had already hummed in a low voice.

There were vehicles passing by in the parking lot, and occasionally lights shone into the windshield. The late-night car lights were a bit dazzling. Lin Yu struggled to lick from his mouth, adjusted his sitting posture, and cursed a rare word, "If you kiss again, you will have an accident." Come on, let's go home."

Han Shaochen looked down between his legs, felt his physical condition, and suggested, "Let's talk first?"

"Tsk, it's okay, go home." Lin Yu put it aside and started the car, with a dissatisfied expression on his face, but with a smile on his face, "Do you want to eat something first?"

"No need." Han Shaochen looked ahead, calmed down and breathed a little hoarsely, "Go home quickly."

Both of them seemed to be holding their breath, and they didn't talk much.

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Chapter 37

As soon as he entered the door, Han Shaochen had just put his backpack on the cabinet at the door when he was pressed against the door and his mouth was sealed.The shirt tucked into the pants was pulled out...

Panting for breath, Han Shaochen grabbed his troubled hand and said with difficulty, "Take a bath first."

Lin Yu kissed again, "Okay, you can go wash it directly." Turn around and go to the bedroom.

Han Shaochen thought he was going to get pajamas for himself. Before coming over, Lin Yu told him that he didn't need to take toiletries, bathrobes and the like, so he put a computer charger in his backpack, changed his shoes and went into the bathroom without much thought. .

Sure enough, double sets of towels and toothbrushes were prepared in the bathroom. Han Shaochen put hot water first, and then took off his clothes. When he thought that Lin Yu should bring over his pajamas, the person who opened the door was holding something that made him Startled.

A small shiny square piece, and the familiar tubular object, it is clear at a glance what Lin Yu wants to do. Looking up, there is a tricky smile on that handsome face, "Don't worry, I just put the curtains on It’s all locked up, it’s not cold at home.”

Looking at him and looking around, the hot water has been released, and the steaming heat is scattered. Han Shaochen stretched out his hand to test the temperature of the water, and suddenly said: "Your bathroom is really big."

Lin Yu put the things on the bathroom cabinet with a sullen smile, raised his hand to take off his shirt, and grabbed Han Shaochen, regardless of his half-wet body, hugged him in his arms and kissed him. Before the kiss, he did not forget to tell: " Help me off."

...the following enters the encrypted protection area...

bathroom play

...the following leaves the encryption-protected area...

After washing again, it was already three or four o'clock when he fell asleep. Han Shaochen was so tired that he didn't even want to move his fingers, and fell into a deep sleep.

Lin Yu touched his head happily, then kissed his face, then hugged him and closed his eyes.

It was a dark sleep.The blackout curtains in Lin Yu's house blocked the sunlight tightly, and when they woke up, they didn't know what night it was.

Looking at the watch, it was almost noon.

When Han Shaochen got out of bed, he almost couldn't stand upright. He stood up straight after supporting the wall. The overused place was clamoring for someone's excessive behavior.

Looking back, the culprit was looking at him and smiling, and at the same time got up and took his hand: "You always get out of bed as soon as you open your eyes, can't you get tired of me for a while?"

Han Shaochen slowly sat down beside the bed: "Do you need it?"

"Of course." Lin Yu took it for granted, "Lovers also have to spend a while in the morning."

"Morning?" Han Shaochen held up his phone to show him the time.

"wake."

Han Shaochen ignored his words, thought about it carefully, and still couldn't accept it: "No, I didn't brush my teeth."

Then he got up and went to wash up.

This little persistence is also very cute. Lin Yu touched his chin and got out of bed.

There is no need to make breakfast, just go out for lunch.

During the meal, Han Shaochen asked Lin Yu: "You said before that you wanted my mother to talk to your parents. Why haven't you seen the following?"

Unexpectedly, this matter was still taken into consideration by his lover, Lin Yu was taken aback, "Isn't this busy all the time?"

"Didn't you say you won't be busy this week?"

"Just so you're here." Lin Yu smiled.

"You are not afraid, are you?" Always find a reason.

Lin Yu pulled his chopsticks, "Maybe a little bit. Do you know the feeling of being close to home? This is the last trick to get them to accept me. I feel like Schrödinger's cat. It might be me if I leave it alone." Mom and Dad, if I can't even get my aunt out of the way, I'll be completely hopeless."

Han Shaochen was very calm, "If you don't have my mother, what else can you do?"

Lin Yu shook his head: "no more."

Han Shaochen looked at him: "The worst time has actually passed. Without me or my mother, you have cut off contact with them, and you can't convince them, but with me and my mother, which one makes you feel more uncomfortable?"

Lin Yu was stunned. He didn't expect such a saying, but it seemed reasonable: "Of course I don't feel uncomfortable about anything."

"You have survived the worst, what are you afraid of?" Han Shaochen said calmly.

"You're right!" Lin Yu seemed to be enlightened, "I'll talk to them when you go back."

"This weekend will be over when I go back, who knows if you will be busy next week." Han Shaochen raised his eyebrows.

Lin Yu held it up with one hand, hesitated and said, "do you mean to let me find them now?"

Han Shaochen nodded: "I'll share the joy with you if you succeed, and stay by your side even if you fail. Isn't this the best time?"

"Wait, let me take it easy first." Lin Yu raised his head and closed his eyes as he spoke, stretched out his hand to rub the center of his eyebrows, and remained silent for a while.

Han Shaochen didn't rush him, and silently sent a message to his mother: "Mom, are you free these two days?"

Han Jing's message returned quickly: "I need to be on duty tomorrow, and I have nothing to do today, what's the matter?"

"Got it, I might look for you later." Han Shaochen put away the phone, scooped up a bowl of soup and drank it slowly.

Lin Yu is still silent. Some things have been avoided for too long. When he wants to face them, he needs to accumulate enough courage to take that step.He thought of the day when he was kicked out of the house, the frustration of being shut down countless times, and the sadness of hanging up the phone as soon as it was connected.

After Han Shaochen finished drinking the soup, he seemed to think it tasted good. He picked up the soup bowl in front of Lin Yu and filled it for him, and put it in front of him, and then picked up the chopsticks to eat.Everything is natural and flat. Lin Yu watched his slow movements, and his inner struggle and conflict gradually calmed down.

Isn't the worst case scenario being alone?

No matter what, it won't be the worst situation. In front of the sarcastic remarks, isn't there still Han Shaochen with him?

Lin Yu picked up his cell phone and made a call. After dialing, he realized that his parents hadn't changed their cell phone number for so many years. If they really didn't want this son, it would be easy to change the number, right?

Just like every ordinary person calls their parents, as if there were no years of estrangement, Lin Yu said naturally: "Mom, are you and my dad healthy? My dad needs to work overtime today, do you have any?" Are you free to talk to me?"

Lin Yu was ready to be hung up on the phone, but he heard the familiar voice of his mother Zhao Ran from over there, with a trace of tiredness unique to the elderly in his tone: "Your father has already retired."

Lin Yu was stunned for a while, so it turned out that so long has passed without knowing it?The conversation between the mother and the child was separated by too much time and distance, and he was a little unsustainable. He raised his eyes to look at Han Shaochen, and his lover's calm eyes seemed to comfort him, and he was able to continue: "Then——are you free this afternoon?" Can you come out and have a chat with me?"

Zhao Ran seemed to be stung by the politeness in his words, and his voice became indifferent and sharp: "What's the matter when you're free, you can change it if you go out and say it? Isn't it shameful to be heard outside? Me and your dad You are all at home, if you have anything to say, go back and say it!"

There is a busy tone on the phone.

Lin Yu's mortal womb is far from being invulnerable to all poisons. Although he had prepared for the worst, his heart was still deeply hurt.

The words of parents always have infinite magic in the hearts of children, whether it hurts or comforts.After he came out, all he heard was hurt.

Han Shaochen kept looking at him, seeing that he had put down his phone and knew the call was over, so he asked, "How is it, can we chat?"

A simple question miraculously alleviated the pain in his heart, Lin Yu nodded: "Yes, but you can't go outside, you have to go to their house."

No matter what kind of sarcasm it is, it is better than the situation where there was no progress before, at least I am willing to listen to him.Lin Yu looked at his lover and smiled slightly.

Han Jing thought a little more than the two young people. When she got in the car, she first asked, "Lin Yu, are your parents willing to talk to me as an outsider?"

Lin Yu was stunned: "my mother hung up the phone before I had time to mention it."

"What did you say?" Han Jing asked.

Lin Yu briefly talked about their conversation. Although he didn't repeat the original words, he also expressed Zhao Ran's attitude that he felt ashamed to talk outside.

"It seems that I have to be an uninvited guest." Han Jing sighed, "But my presence can also make them listen to you more. Your parents should be the kind of people who have too much face. When outsiders appear at your house, Don’t act too badly.”

Lin Yu nodded sympathetically, and said in shock: "Auntie is so amazing, I just said these few words, and you can tell how much they care about face."

"The older generation is afraid of embarrassment. This is a very simple reasoning," Han Jing smiled, and continued, "Shao Chen should not show up later. Your identity may cause conflicts. It is enough for my mother to come forward."

Han Shaochen didn't expect Han Jing to make such an arrangement. He looked back at her and then at Lin Yu, "Can't I be with you?"

Lin Yu thought about the scene for a while, and agreed with Han Jing's statement: "If you were here, their focus might be on how to make you disappear."

"That's pretty much what it means." Han Jing nodded, "Mom is on the move, so you can just wait with peace of mind."

Han Shaochen knew that in terms of soothing people's hearts and expressing words, the two of them combined could not compare with his own mother, so he could only compromise: "Then I will wait for you in the car."

"No, I remember there are quite a few places where I can sit and pass the time near my house..."

"It's in the car." Han Shaochen said firmly.

Lin Yu said helplessly, "OK."

After finding the parking space, Lin Yu left the car keys for Han Shaochen, and told him: "Turn on the air conditioner when it's hot, lock the car if you're bored waiting, and go for a walk, and buy something to drink when you're thirsty. Forget it, I'll go buy you a bottle of water first..."

Han Shaochen grabbed him, "Don't worry, my mother is still waiting."

Han Jing was not in a hurry, but watched with interest as her son was instructed in every detail.

Since confirming that her son has the ability to live alone, unless he asks for help, she seldom talks about these details. Now seeing someone talking to Han Shaochen like this, Han Jing thinks with some relief: "Love not only changed Han Shaochen, probably It also changed Lin Yu a lot."

Only then did Lin Yu come to his senses, and looked at Han Jing with some embarrassment: "Auntie, I made you laugh, let's go."

"Have you finished your order?" Han Jing smiled narrowly.

"It's over." Lin Yu rubbed the back of his head, and he still didn't forget to explain, "I don't usually do this, but I think Shao Chen might be anxious waiting for us alone."

Han Jing nodded, and said clearly: "Plus, I'm still a little nervous, so I can't help but talk too much."

Lin Yu laughed at himself: "I can't hide anything from you."

"Relax, Auntie will hold you back, even if you are kicked out, there will be Shao Chen waiting for you." Han Jing walked beside Lin Yu with her handbag in her hand. The self-awareness of the unexpected guest.

Lin Yu walked on the road of the once familiar neighborhood, and couldn't help muttering: "It would be great if you were my mother."

"Don't say such things." Han Jing said softly, not accusing him of being worthy of his parents who raised him, but finding another way, "Then Shao Chen doesn't know what he will look like."

"Then it's okay to let him be my younger brother." Lin Yu diverged his thinking, "I can still take care of him and protect him since childhood."

Han Jing smiled, "Then you can only be brothers."

Lin Yu shut up.

The author has something to say:

In the news on Weibo these days, a postgraduate graduate student committed suicide because he was discriminated against because of his homosexuality. He mentioned in his last letter that he didn’t want to deceive women. It’s really sad.

No matter how difficult the novel is, the author will leave a way out.

People are still being rescued, hope it's all right.

Well, it's purple

Chapter 38

Because Lin Yu was smart, studious and cheerful since he was a child, he has always been the pride of his parents.Both parents are intellectuals, they pay more attention to precepts and deeds, not to mention bad words, and they rarely even criticize.

The shock of his sexuality made him encounter a rough lesson for the first time.This is something he has always been difficult to accept, and he just got into the horns of his parents not really loving him, forgetting that the hurt is actually mutual.

When Lin Xiaoqiang and Zhao Ran sat down in front of him, Lin Yu found that his parents seemed to have been exhausted. Although their bodies were not so old, they were no longer as energetic as before. A sour, the huge resentment and pain in my heart dissipated a lot.

The appearance of Han Jing surprised the two of them. Even Zhao Ran thought that Lin Yu had found a girlfriend, but after a closer look, it was obvious that he was a little older, and the attitude of the two of them did not seem to be ambiguous. I want to make trouble.

Han Jing didn't say her identity straight to the point, but tactfully expressed