The normal life of a programmer

Yu asked intuitively.

"This is the community." Han Jing was a little confused, "How do you know?"

Han Shaochen sighed helplessly, "I'm just passing by."

"Why are you passing by?" Han Jing asked curiously, "I went back the other day and asked where you were during the day, and you said the provincial map. But the provincial map is in another direction, so I knew you didn't want to tell me, and you didn't pursue it. It’s just that you don’t get heatstroke in summer, and you don’t get cold in winter by wearing more clothes. Mom respects you and knows that you have a sense of proportion in everything you do, and you won’t ask the bottom line. But this matter has always been a mystery in my heart. Since I talked about it today That's it, now I want to ask you, what did you do there? Why do you go there every time you have a holiday? How does Lin Yu know that community? "

Han Shaochen lowered his head and said nothing, Han Jing sighed when he saw this, knowing that he couldn't ask any more questions.

Suddenly Lin Yu said: "That's the community where I used to live, Shao Chen, do you want to find me?"

Lin Yu remembered that he once left Han Shaochen his home mailbox address, but that community is too old, and the mailboxes are all managed with a unified number. Outsiders don't know who each mailbox corresponds to. He looked at The black hair on top of Han Shaochen's head was drooping, and his heart was pounding. His mixed mood made him a little hard to control himself, guilt, sadness, and a little expectation.

Hearing this, Han Jing took a silent breath.

Han Shaochen raised his head and glanced at Lin Yu, but he never said anything.

On the contrary, Lin Yu saw a little prayer from the seemingly emotionless gaze, and stopped asking.

It was Han Jing who broke the silence, looked at her watch, clapped her hands and said, "Okay, it's so late, you guys go wash up, you're tired, have a good night's rest, and we can talk tomorrow if you have anything to say."

Both of them acted obediently, Han Jing took out the spare pillow and bedding and tidied up the sofa, and let Lin Yu sleep in Han Shaochen's room without refusing: "You are a guest, let Shaochen make do on the sofa ,it does not matter."

Lin Yu looked at the widened single bed in Han Shaochen's room, and wanted to say that it's okay for two people to squeeze together, but when he thought about his own sexuality and looked at Han Jing's firm eyes, he silently accepted it.

Chapter 13

The bed is very comfortable, and the bedding has been dried in the sun. However, Lin Yu, who has never recognized the bed, still tossed and turned for most of the night.

Details that he thought he had long forgotten invaded his mind, and Han Shaochen, who was a taciturn boy in his youth, kept appearing in front of his mind.I always listened attentively to his speech, looked at him with confusion when he was laughing, and what I recalled most was the way the boy looked at him with bright black eyes and seriously said that he wanted to write to him.

Lin Yu sat up and listened attentively. It was quiet outside the bedroom. Han Shaochen might have fallen asleep. He really wanted to ask Han Shaochen if he went to look for him at that time, but he didn't dare to speak.

However, deep down in his heart, he already had the answer. Besides Han Shaochen, who had no other friends, who else could he go to?He disappeared quietly, and Han Shaochen, who only had the email address of his community, how could he find him?

Thinking of the sunburn and frostbite Han Jing mentioned, how many times and how long has this idiot waited for him?There are some indescribably complex emotions in his chest, guilt is not enough to describe.

It hurts so much, even when he mentioned breaking up before, and when he saw his ex-boyfriend's tears, it couldn't compare to the pain he felt.But he didn't dare to think too much about the meaning behind Han Shaochen's actions. After all, for him, the only friend might be worth doing, not because of any other feelings.

Even though he didn't dare to think about it, there was a vortex in Han Shaochen's eyes that looked at him at night, which made him sink into it unknowingly.

Lin Yu couldn't remember when he fell asleep. When he woke up, his head was a little dizzy. He heard the faint sound of talking and cooking outside, and quickly got up.

After rubbing his face hard, Lin Yu went out and said in a vigorous voice, "Morning, Auntie, when did Shao Chen wake up? Why didn't you call me?"

"On weekends, it's good to sleep until you wake up naturally, and there's nothing to do." Han Jing walked to the dining table with a plate, and asked with a smile, "Did Xiao Lin sleep well?"

The roar of the range hood came from the kitchen, the unique smell of fried eggs floated in the air, the warm atmosphere, and the thoughtful question made Lin Yu stunned for a moment, and then he replied: "Very good, the bedding is very comfortable, is it right, auntie?" Sunburned?"

"Well, it's good to be comfortable." Han Jing greeted, "Hurry up and wash up and have breakfast."

"Okay, where's Shao Chen?" Lin Yu asked casually.

"He fried the last egg for me in the kitchen, it will be ready soon." Han Jing said as she turned around and entered the kitchen.

Lin Yu looked at the sofa that had been cleaned up. He didn't know how early Han Shaochen woke up. He was a little ashamed of his performance, and hurried into the bathroom to wash up quickly.

The embarrassing atmosphere of last night seemed to evaporate overnight. Han Jing's gentle and enthusiastic attitude made Lin Yu relax a bit. Han Shaochen's usual expressionless face could not tell what he was thinking. Lin Yu tried his best to finish breakfast naturally , and chatted for a while, Han Jing suggested: "Go out and have a look, Xiao Lin hasn't come back for so long and want to see what's changed? I'm going to the orphanage to help in the afternoon, and you can come back at night after playing, let's go out Have a meal."

Han Shaochen nodded, got up and went to get the car keys.

Lin Yu asked curiously, "the orphanage?"

Han Jing replied: "I do psychological counseling, and I also work part-time in some children's psychological counseling work. Many children in the orphanage have suffered psychological trauma. I will volunteer on weekends to help these children."

Lin Yu said with emotion: "Auntie is really amazing, you are studying psychology?"

"I study art." Han Jing shook her head, "University is an art student."

Lin Yu was surprised: "Then how did you learn psychology?"

Han Jing smiled: "I'm self-taught, I have studied for a long time before I have time to do professional psychological counseling."

"It's even more remarkable to become a talent across borders. Why do you want to study psychology?" Lin Yu couldn't help being curious.

Han Jing looked at Han Shaochen who came over with the car keys, "Well, if Shaochen is free, let him tell you why I study psychology, but if he doesn't want to tell you, then don't ask."

Lin Yu followed her gaze to look at Han Shaochen, a little puzzled, but still agreed seriously. Han Shaochen seemed to have heard Han Jing's last words, but he didn't say anything.

After saying goodbye to Han Jing, the two tacitly confirmed the first destination, their high school alma mater.Lin Yu hasn't been back for ten years. There are buildings he has never seen before. He leans on the back of his chair and looks at the front in a daze. When he gets near the school, he suddenly straightens up: "Is that Starbucks still there?"

"Yes. There are three stores near the school that have not changed, and there is Starbucks." Han Shaochen affirmed.

"You are so clear, do you often pass by here?"

"Occasionally."

Han Shaochen found a parking space on the side of the road and pulled over skillfully, "Do you want to go to the school first, or go to Starbucks for a while?"

"Go to school first."

Han Shaochen nodded, and the two walked towards the school side by side.

"Why do I feel so familiar?" Lin Yu looked at the new and old shops on the side of the road, "I always feel like I have seen this scene in a dream."

"We have walked this road many times." Han Shaochen didn't quite understand Lin Yu's feeling.

"Yes." Lin Yu sighed, seeing the approach to the campus, he suddenly pointed out, "Is that the observatory? We have proposed to the school many times before, but failed. When was this built?"

"The second year after I graduated." Han Shaochen answered without hesitation.

Lin Yu couldn't help but glanced at him, but didn't say anything more.

"Another building has been built." Lin Yu stood outside the railing and looked in. The familiar campus was a little strange. The original teaching building was renovated, and a new building appeared next to it. "It used to be a basketball court there."

"Yeah." Han Shaochen stood beside him and looked in together.

"Where do the students go to play basketball?" Lin Yu asked.

"A part of the playground at the back has been widened, which can be seen from the outside."

"If you can't get in, then slip around." Lin Yu tugged Han Shaochen's wrist and motioned him to go this way.

Han Shaochen looked down at his slender fingers that were clenched tightly, and quietly walked in the direction of his force, and Lin Yu let go after a few steps. He saw his teacher in high school.

"Teacher Wang?" Lin Yu stepped forward and greeted him loudly.

Han Shaochen also saw it. After observing it, it seemed that it was the teacher Wang who had been on duty in the library. He had never taught him, so he didn't know what he was responsible for.

"Hey?" The female teacher with slightly white temples stopped, looked carefully at the young man in front of her, and remembered it after a few glances. After all, the student with this appearance is still very impressive, "Is it Lin Yu? "

"It's me, Teacher Wang. It's been a long time. You're—" Lin Yu asked hesitantly.

"I came to work overtime to prepare lessons, and I didn't expect to meet you again." Teacher Wang was full of surprise, and looked next to him, "Is this--a bit familiar?"

"Oh, this is my junior in high school. You have met him several times in the library." Lin Yu patted Han Shaochen on the shoulder, "It's just that this kid is not very talkative, so you may not be impressed."

"I still have an impression. When I was on duty, I often saw him coming to the library, but I didn't know his name. Do you want to go back to your alma mater?" Teacher Wang asked.

"Yeah, but it's closed on weekends, so we can't get in, so we just want to walk around."

"That's it, come on, I'll take you in, you are all good kids, what's the problem if you want to go back to your alma mater." Teacher Wang greeted the concierge, and took the two of them directly into the high school campus, "It's a bit different from before. It’s different, but traces of the past can still be seen, and the scope of the school has not changed, except that the inside has been renovated. Please go around first, my current office is in 204 of the new building, come and have a chat if you have time.”

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Wang." Lin Yu said gratefully, "We will visit you before we leave."

Han Shaochen also said thank you, and Teacher Wang left with a smile and waved his hands.

Lin Yu looked at Han Shaochen, "Do you still remember this teacher?"

Han Shaochen nodded, "Have you taught me?"

"Taught me mathematics for three years." Lin Yu said as he walked, "Very serious and responsible, I'm so lucky to meet a teacher I know who can come in."

The two walked around the campus slowly, and their memories are everywhere. Although they only spent half a year together, they still remember every corner ten years later.

"After that game, when we were resting next to the playground, Gao Jie told a joke, and everyone laughed so hard that their stomachs hurt, but you looked at me inexplicably, and I couldn't stop laughing when I saw you like that .You have had a great smile since you were a child. I don't even remember when you laughed, but I still see you smile now and then." Lin Yu recalled with some confusion.

Han Shaochen said calmly: "It's not that I have a good laugh, I just don't understand what you are laughing at."

"Probably because you are too serious and don't like to think about it." Lin Yu thought for a while, "Some jokes require divergent thinking and a big brain hole. You really are not like that. But you have made a lot of progress now, let's talk A lot more than in high school, and a great job."

"Not outstanding, I just try my best to do my job well." Han Shaochen shook his head, "There are many problems in the work that need to be explained clearly. I have to say more, and I learned it slowly."

"As for daily conversations, I'm still not very good at it." Han Shaochen always speaks slowly, and almost never speaks fast. He always seems to be talking while thinking. Most people can say a lot of nonsense without any effort, but He seemed to have carefully thought out every word.

Lin Yu has accepted Han Shaochen's way of speaking since he met him, thinking that he is such a slow person, but after getting in touch with him recently at work, he found that his speed of analyzing problems or typing and writing emails is not slow at all.

Walking in the quiet campus at this time, the two chatted while walking. Lin Yuan calmed down and recalled these details slowly, and then felt that Han Shaochen's behavior was a bit strange, but maybe it was because he was more confident in things that he was sure of. And work happens to be something he can handle well, so he can do it smoothly.On the contrary, daily conversations are a bit difficult for him. Thinking of this, Lin Yu laughed: "You are really suitable to be a programmer, but in this case, it is not easy for you to climb to the management level. I think you are probably If you want to follow the technical line and strive for the level of a technical master, that’s not bad.”

Han Shaochen glanced at him, "I just want to do a good job and live a normal life. I haven't thought about these things."

"Normal life?" Lin Yu was a little surprised, "Is this your life goal?"

Han Shaochen froze for a moment, "Is it not possible?"

Once the first grade, the goal of life is to live a normal life. Anyone can do this, right?I always felt that something was wrong, Lin Yu thought about it, and asked carefully: "Is there something abnormal in your previous life?"

Han Shaochen stopped, and Lin Yu stopped when he saw this. Seeing his hesitation, he quickly said: "It's okay if you don't want to say it. It's no big deal. The dream of many American children is to be a farmer. Normal life It sounds a little strange, but it’s actually quite good when you think about it.”

Lin Yu's tense expression made Han Shaochen's suddenly tense nerves relax. In fact, he had no intention of hiding his situation, but he never had the chance to say so.It happened that Lin Yu was curious about how Han Jing could learn psychology by himself in the morning, so let's just talk about it. Didn't Lin Yu let him know his sexual orientation?

"It's quite abnormal, but it's a long story." Han Shaochen looked at his watch, "It's almost noon, let's go to Teacher Wang first, and then we can talk about it after dinner."

Lin Yu's curiosity was greatly aroused. On the way to find Mr. Wang, he desperately recalled Han Shaochen's performance in high school, but there was nothing abnormal except that he was reticent and didn't like to laugh.

Although I was in a hurry, I still couldn't deal with the respected teachers in high school casually. I answered Teacher Wang's questions seriously and talked about my experience after going abroad. The company I work for now does not mention specific positions. It's just reminiscing about the old days. Detailed.

Before Lin Yu left, he politely invited Mr. Wang to have lunch with them, but Mr. Wang politely refused because he wanted to get home as soon as possible after preparing lessons.

Afterwards, the two had a meal at a nearby small restaurant. After the meal, Lin Yu asked, "Where do we go for a chat? How about Starbucks?"

Han Shaochen did not object.

The two ordered two drinks casually, and found a familiar corner to sit down. Han Shaochen slowly removed the straw, his eyes were a little dignified, and he seemed to be trying to organize the language to speak out.

Lin Yu saw his hesitation, smiled and comforted: "Chen'er, what can't you say to brother, as long as you dare to say it, I will listen, but if you really don't want to say it, it doesn't matter, I won't force you Say it, don't worry about it."

Han Shaochen looked up at Lin Yu, this person who is always tolerant to him, shouldn't be disgusted with his illness, right?Facing Lin Yu's gentle gaze, Han Shaochen blurted out: "Have you noticed that I rarely make eye contact with people?"

"Ah? No." Lin Yu was very familiar with Han Shaochen's eyes that often looked directly at him, and for a moment he didn't feel the situation he said at all.

Han Shaochen shook his head, "Since I was a child, I only dared to make eye contact with two people, my mother and you."

Lin Yu thought about it carefully. During high school, Han Shaochen really had no impression of his contact with other people. When he occasionally saw it at work recently, Han Shaochen was either pointing at the computer screen or talking to the device. At first glance, there is nothing unusual, but when communicating with Tan Mingming in private, it seems that they have never looked at each other.

Tan Mingming often looked at Han Shaochen squarely, but Han Shaochen never looked back.Lin Yu rubbed his chin, feeling a little uncoordinated, "It seems that very introverted people will do the same?"

Han Shaochen seemed to smile, "Then when you were a child, because someone stood in front of you and blocked the elevator door when you were waiting for the elevator, did you go crazy and scream and punch and kick?"

"What?" Lin Yu was really stunned this time. It would take a bad boy to do this, but seeing Han Jing's amiable appearance, he couldn't raise such a bad boy.And Han Shaochen is expressionless, how can he look crazy?

"I was like this until I was seven. I couldn't walk until I was three, and I only ate potatoes, tofu, and yams that could be cut into small white cubes until I was four. I didn't have any sense of humor, and I didn't appreciate the ridiculousness of dialogue or things. I can only know when to laugh from the accumulated contact and learning, but when I can’t grasp the time to laugh, I just stop laughing. I can’t handle many daily conversations, and I need my mother to teach me how to deal with it. Gradually, you can get in touch with people like a normal person, but you can only be like a normal person, not a real normal person." Han Shaochen said these things that surprised Lin Yu at his usual speed, and finally vomited In one breath, "And these are just some of my abnormalities. I want to live a normal life. This is the goal I have been pursuing."

"You are—" Lin Yu frowned and didn't know what to say.

"Autism." Han Shaochen said slowly, "Fortunately, my IQ is still normal, and my mother never gave up on me. She guided me step by step and made my symptoms less and less severe until I am old enough and rational enough to control my anomalies so that no one will discover them."

"I really didn't see it." Lin Yu suddenly felt sore in his heart. This young man who looked directly at him with clear eyes, in a place where others can't see, has worked so hard to sit here and say so many words, "You It's amazing, and your mother is also amazing." This is really an admiration that cannot be expressed in words, how difficult it has been for the mother and son all the time, that family is so warm now, behind Han Jing's gentle smile, I don't know how much I have experienced uphill struggle.

"My mother is really amazing. When I grew up and read a lot of books, I realized how much my mother has done for me, so that I can go to school and work like a natural thing." Han Shaochen asked suddenly He said, "You don't hate me, I've actually been sick all the time."

"How could I hate you? It's too late for me to like you," Lin Yu said in a hurry, and quickly added, "I admire you so much. I'm glad I can know you, mother and son."

"Thank you." Han Shaochen lowered his head and stirred his drink, then continued, "Actually, in high school, if you hadn't appeared in time, I might have gone crazy again. I'm very grateful to you. I haven't lost my mind since then At the time, in order to keep my emotions from fluctuating, I tried to avoid contact with people. During the college entrance examination, I wanted to choose some very unpopular majors without talking too much, but when I searched for information, I found that these majors are not easy to make money , I don’t want to make my mother work so hard when I’m an adult, so I finally chose the computer. Although I’m sick, I can pretend to study and work like a normal person.”

"Very good, you've chosen the right one. It's okay for people in this industry to be weird. It's not normal to not like to talk or look at others seriously." Lin Yu nodded in agreement, but regretted that he lost contact when he went abroad. Behavior and these things could have been discussed with him.

Chapter 14

"You have no problem at all now. Don't say I can't see it. Tan Mingming and the others have never seen it. Don't always say you are sick." Lin Yu found that his words were a little inappropriate, and explained again, "I It’s not about running away from the problem of your illness, but you’ve done a good job, so don’t worry.”

Han Shaochen smiled, this time the smile was obvious, "Thank you."

"Chen'er, why do I feel that you are always quite natural in front of me? You can also look at me and laugh." Lin Yu could see clearly, his heart moved, and he couldn't help asking.

"Even if you are autistic, you can tell the difference between familiar and close people," Han Shaochen replied frankly, "My mother is the person I know best, and I don't dislike contact with her. You are my only one." Of course, my friends are different from others.”

only friend.This sentence made Lin Yu sober up like never before, because Han Shaochen has autism, and he is his only friend, which made him have all kinds of unusual behaviors before. If he is passionate, he will be stupid .Moreover, Han Shaochen's mother worked so hard to bring him up. Of course, she hoped that he could marry a wife and have children like a normal person. She must not be like him who has abnormal sexual orientation and loves secretly.His mother wanted to see him because she was afraid that she would "spoil" Han Shaochen.

Thinking of this, Lin Yu's heart was obscure, but on the surface he was happy: "So that's the case, then I must be your friend forever."

"En." Han Shaochen nodded seriously.

After being recognized, Lin Yu was even more frustrated.

No matter how frustrated you are, you can't alienate Han Shaochen, and if you want to care about him more, it's his punishment for losing contact for many years.Lin Yu secretly made up his mind, but he didn't realize that his thoughts were almost all on Han Shaochen, which is not what ordinary friends would do.

In the evening, Han Jing chose a delicious home-cooked restaurant, and the three of them walked home after dinner.

During the conversation, the admiration in Lin Yu's eyes could almost shine. Han Jing was amused and surprised, "Did Shao Chen tell you?"

Lin Yu nodded again and again, "Auntie, you are so great."

"It's nothing, don't say that." Han Jing shook her head, "It is my responsibility to give birth to Shao Chen. No matter what he is, smart or stupid, healthy or disabled, I love him unconditionally. I am obliged to do my best to let him grow up well. This is what I should do, and there is nothing to be proud of. On the contrary, this child has given me too many surprises, and I am proud of him."

Han Jing did not avoid Han Shaochen at all, and the latter listened carefully, Lin Yu answered: "Auntie, even if you are right, there are too many irresponsible parents in this world, and you are more than It is responsible, you have given everything, and most people can’t do it.”

Han Jing smiled and said: "Okay, don't praise me, you kid is just talking politely."

"I'm really not being polite." Lin Yu scratched his head, "Don't worry, Auntie, I will always be Shao Chen's good friend, and I will never lose contact again, lest Shao Chen bother to find me."

Han Jing heard Lin Yu's seriousness and also heard what he meant.She looked at Han Shaochen's unaware expression, and suddenly sighed: "People's hearts are very difficult to control rationally. Shaochen almost tried his best to be an ordinary person, and his reason was used to let him go." He has learned how to be like a normal person. I never urged him to find a girlfriend, because falling in love is a new topic, and it is difficult for me to teach him how to get along with lovers."

Lin Yu didn't quite understand the meaning of what Han Jing said, so he couldn't answer the words and could only listen.

"What about the future, I can only say, ask for more blessings, son, as long as you feel happy. Sometimes Xiaolin may need to help him, like work, I really can't help much. You are all Young people have similarities in their industries, so it’s better to communicate with each other.” Han Jing smiled again, “This child may not understand what happiness is, so just be comfortable and happy.”

"I know." Han Shaochen interrupted suddenly.

"Oh, really? When did you know?" Han Jing was curious.

"Recently, after seeing Lin Yu, sometimes I feel a little joy in my heart, and occasionally I smile." Han Shaochen recalled the explanation of happiness in the book, and said bluntly.

Han Jing was a little speechless, she looked at Lin Yu silently, and Lin Yu smiled back at her: "I'm Shao Chen's only friend."

Han Jing sighed softly again, but said nothing more.Han Shaochen seldom hides it from her, especially when it comes to his illness, he always talks about it. The rare lie is to find Lin Yu, but at this time, he feels happy, and it is also for Lin Yu .I really don't know whether to be happy or scared.

But she couldn't stop the communication between the two of them because of this. Han Jing felt dizzy while thinking, and unconsciously slowed down. The two young people walked side by side in front, and when they realized that she was lagging behind, they turned their heads together.

Under the street lamp, two outstanding young men watched Han Jing quietly, waiting for her to follow.

Han Jing's heavy heart was strangely relaxed, what was he thinking so much about?Her son, she should trust him more and believe that he can live a good life, otherwise, wouldn't her efforts for so many years be in vain?

Because the weekend is Han Shaochen's cleaning day, if he rushes home on Friday, he needs to go back early on Sunday to take care of it.That night, Han Jing sorted out some things for Han Shaochen to take away the next day. While packing up, she said: "This is given to me by the little girl in the studio today. She is obsessed with baking and baked a lot of biscuits. I can't do it by myself." You can't finish it, it's not too sweet, and you can fill your stomach when you're hungry. And this is the pickle I made a few days ago. It tastes very good. You can eat a little when you want to change the taste, but don't eat it all day, after all Not very healthy. I also fried a lot of vegetable and meatballs, and put them in the refrigerator. I get up in the morning and add an ice pack to take them home. When I get home, I put them in the refrigerator. When I’m too lazy to cook, steam rice and heat the balls I can eat it. And that..."

Lin Yu was sitting on the sofa watching the tablet, but he was quietly observing the mother and son. From the side of Han Shaochen's face, he could see a much gentler and softer feeling than usual. He didn't look impatient at all. He listened quietly to his mother. exhortation.

The more I looked at it, the more I was reluctant to look away, and suddenly I heard Han Jing say: "Remember to share some of these with Xiao Lin, let him try something new, if Xiao Lin can't carry too much luggage, then go to your place to eat more tomorrow."

Lin Yu recovered and smiled: "Thank you, Auntie, don't bother, just bring enough for Shao Chen."

Han Shaochen didn't look at him, but just nodded: "Yes."

Lin Yu didn't dare to look any more, and tried to focus on the tablet computer in his hand.

When Han Jing finished saying good night and went to rest, Lin Yu hadn't finished processing the email.Han Shaochen sat on the other side of the sofa and flicked his cell phone, wondering what he was looking for.

The two of them were busy in their own way in the living room. They were obviously used to living alone. At this time, they didn't feel that there was one more person in the space beside them, but they both felt a little down-to-earth.

Lin Yu stretched his waist after answering the last email, and put one hand on Han Shaochen's shoulder. He could feel the muscles on the other's shoulder tense. He looked up at him, but he didn't move. Slowly relaxed.

Lin Yu withdrew his hand and asked curiously, "Will you resist others touching you?"

Han Shaochen nodded: "When I was a child, I was very resistant, and I basically went crazy when I touched it. I can gradually restrain myself from going crazy, but I will try my best to avoid it. Originally, I could only accept my mother touching me."

"Originally?" Lin Yu grabbed a word.

"Now there is another you." Han Shaochen looked at Lin Yu's hand.

Lin Yu pulled him and put his shoulders, but he didn't resist.

"Oh——" Lin Yu also felt a little overwhelmed by Han Shaochen's straightforwardness.

"It's late, it's almost time to go to bed." Han Shaochen stood up.

Lin Yu raised a hand to signal, Han Shaochen reacted for two seconds, and then stretched out his hand to lift him up, "I've never pulled anyone up like this before."

Lin Yu held Han Shaochen backhand again, pulled him closer to him, put his arms around Han Shaochen and patted him on the back, "I'm glad I'm the first, old man."

After finishing speaking, Lin Yu let go of his hands to wash up. On the contrary, Han Shaochen stood in front of the sofa in a daze for a while. Seeing Lin Yu's tablet computer casually thrown on the sofa, he subconsciously put it away for him and put it on the coffee table. After being stunned again, I got up to get the bedding and prepared to sleep on the sofa at night.

The next day, after breakfast, the two returned directly to the journey.Lin Yu looked out of the car window, Han Jing was still standing on the side of the road watching them leave, and couldn't help feeling again: "Shao Chen, your mother is so kind, I want to come back to see her more often when I have time, I want to be filial with you she."

"That's what I think, but my mother still refuses to give me this opportunity." Han Shaochen nodded, "My mother said that she took the trouble to raise me not so that I could be filial to her when I grow up, but to help me when she is not around." Then, I can live my life well.”

"Seeing your mother, I really doubt how many parents in the world can be like her, strong in heart, rational and gentle. I used to be born in a happy family, but compared with your mother, I feel that it is far behind." Lin Yu sighed. His parents used to love their son very much, and he respected them too.But a few years ago, when they met and called, they urged him to get married, and they accused him of being unfilial if they didn't find a girlfriend, and he was a homosexual through and through, and he didn't want to find a random girl to marry and harm others. Tortured, he finally blurted out his sexual orientation.

After that, there was an earth-shattering quarrel, and his father even beat him so hard that he could hardly get up, and finally kicked him out of the house to sever the relationship unless he changed his mind and found a girl to marry.

If they don't agree with their parents' wishes, they will sever the relationship. Is the love in the past just a superficial thing?

Lin Yu felt sour when he thought of his own experience.

"Different parents love their children in different ways." Seeing Lin Yu's distressed look, Han Shaochen racked his brains to explain a sentence, but couldn't say more.

"Yes—ah!" Seeing Han Shaochen's attitude towards him, Lin Yu seemed a little annoyed, and couldn't help but want to tease him, "Oh, I hope they love me in another way."

Han Shaochen pursed his lips, tried to think back, and said: "My mother sometimes sighs with me that there are many parents who turn the pressure of society or life on them and put it on their children, or just for the sake of face. Forcing their children to do this and that. Many young or middle-aged people have some psychological problems because of this, and only a part of them are willing to come for consultation, and there are more people who suffer silently."

"Huh? Then?" Lin Yu listened very seriously, "Then what should these people who come to consult me ​​do?"

Han Shaochen shrugged, "I don't know, and I don't care. One of the symptoms of autism is lack of curiosity, don't you know?"

"I don't know, please don't talk about your autism all the time, okay?" Lin Yu gritted his teeth, "Do you mean that I should consult your mother?"

"It's okay." Han Shaochen nodded, "I may not be able to help, because my mother told me what she should do, not how I should deal with such parents. She also said that because of this There are too many inquiries, so I can't help but say a few words to me, and she won't say more if I'm not interested."

"I think I should ask for your mother's phone number."

"It's in my phone book." Han Shaochen took out the phone with one hand and threw it to him.

Lin Yu took the phone, "Where's the password?"

Han Shaochen reported a series of numbers.

Lin Yu swiped open his phone, clicked on the phone book, and was about to ask what keyword to use for the search, when he was shocked to find that there were only two people in the phone book, Han Jing and Lin Yu, their names with no tricks fit Han Shaochen's Style, but the number of people is too small, right?

"Why are there only two contacts in your phone book?" Lin Yu couldn't help asking, "Don't you call anything about work?"

"There is a contact book in the company's internal communication software, so there is no need to record it in the phone book." Han Shaochen answered as a matter of course.

"Isn't it troublesome to open the contact book every time you make a call?" Lin Yu asked.

"Fortunately, I haven't played a few in total."

Lin Yu looked at his undefended mobile phone, couldn't help but click on the WeChat on the desktop, and said, "then there must be a lot of people in your WeChat, right?"

"No." Han Shaochen didn't stop him, "I said before that I don't have WeChat."

Lin Yu was even more shocked when he opened it. There was only one person in the address book in WeChat, and he felt lonely looking at it. He really didn't know what to say, "Does your mother not have WeChat?"

"like