The normal life of a programmer

interest.There was no reaction at first, but gradually a faint smile would be responded.

Autistic patients are not as closed-minded as most people imagine. It's not that they can't laugh, but their laughs are very strange, and their emotional ups and downs are very exaggerated.For example, sometimes looking at the person in the mirror, a drop of water slipping from the nose can make myself laugh out loud.But at the same time, when eating, if a grain of rice is dropped on the ground, it can also make them lose their temper and smash the bowl on the table.

Moreover, Han Shaochen's autistic symptoms mainly come from the quarrels between his parents and the depressive atmosphere in the family. When Han Jing took him away and accompanied him wholeheartedly, he gradually walked out of his own world.

Han Jing understands that he tolerates him and will not accuse him of various abnormal behaviors, but such an attitude can calm down the chaos in his mind earlier.The skill of keeping an expressionless face was slowly trained by Han Shaochen, who was a little bit sensible in reading and writing, and learned about his illness.

Even if the mind is in a mess, I force myself not to show it. Of course, I often fail at the beginning, but as time goes by, it develops into the current calm and indifferent appearance.The heart is becoming more and more peaceful, and it is difficult to fluctuate.

Although this will not cause strange eyes from others, it is difficult to truly blend into the crowd.Han Jing knew that the emotional ups and downs of ordinary autistic teenagers attracted attention. Although Han Shaochen's situation was not the best, it was much better than other patients.So it was more about guiding him to talk and work normally, and not treating his expression as a serious problem.

Lin Yu didn't know this very well, he just thought that he couldn't express his emotions and didn't understand empathy.He will teach him in daily chats, so that he can gradually learn to understand his inner emotions and express them on his face appropriately. At the same time, he will also observe the environment and understand the psychological state of others.For Han Shaochen, who is already an adult and has a mature mind, this kind of guidance is just right.Although it is still difficult to make eye contact with people, if you avoid looking directly, you can also see other people's facial expressions.

Therefore, he will also respond to his lover with a warm smile at the right time.Lin Yu felt like he was digging for treasure, and the treasure was revealed bit by bit according to his digging movements, and every point was so in line with his wishes.

After arriving home, the two packed up a lot of food and supplies they bought, and Han Shaochen also tidied up the guest bedroom early.Han Jing occasionally comes to live for a few days, all the things are ready-made, he washes and lays them up in advance, and waits for Lin Yu to come and live.Didn't even consider the second option.

However, Lin Yu had some evil intentions. While Han Shaochen was putting things in the refrigerator, he poked his head to look at the tidy bed in the guest bedroom and the big bed in the master bedroom, scratching his cheeks, thinking that he should teach his lover again, by the way Diverged a bit thinking.

"Go take a shower first." Han Shaochen's voice sounded, "Have you got your change of clothes?"

"Oh, I took it." Lin Yu came back to his senses, "Is there anyone who needs my help?"

"No more, go wash it, if you want a bathrobe, I'll get it for you."

"No, I've brought pajamas."

Standing under the shower and turning on the hot water, Lin Yu felt a little dreamy. This was the first time he spent the night at someone else's house after work, and he was a lover who had just confirmed his relationship.

There are not many bottles and cans in the bathroom, but there are everything that should be there, which is in line with the owner's concise and clear style. Lin Yu's mind is full of various reveries, and he washes his hands very seriously.

By the time Han Shaochen took a shower and came out in his bathrobe, it was already late, and Lin Yu was still sitting on the sofa in the living room and swiping his phone, "Why don't you go to rest?"

"Chen'er, I think the bed in your room is quite big." Lin Yu looked up at him.

Han Shaochen's short hair was wiped dry, there was no drama of water dripping down the hair, and the bathrobe was tightly wrapped and meticulous.But just after coming out of the steamy bathroom, the scent of the body wash hits my face, I obviously didn't feel any better when I used it just now, why do I feel like my heart is about to move now?

"?" Han Shaochen didn't understand again, trying to guess Lin Yu's meaning, "Because the guest bedroom is small, there is no room for a 1.8-meter bed. If you are not used to it, we can change it."

"No." Lin Yu said helplessly, "I mean, I want to sleep with you. I sleep very honestly. I don't snore or kick the quilt."

Han Shaochen was stunned for a moment, then intuitively turned to look at the master bedroom, then at Lin Yu, without saying a word.

Lin Yu tried hard to find a reason to explain: "we don't have much time to meet, I want to stay by your side as much as possible, and I don't want to let go of sleep."

Well, that's it, Lin Yu nodded purely.

Han Shaochen looked at him silently, his eyes flickered a little, and some uncomfortable look appeared on his originally calm face, and the usually calm person was actually a little embarrassed at this time.

Lin Yu stared at this scene dumbfounded. Isn't this man not shy?This look is too foul!

"It's okay if you don't want to." Lin Yu didn't want him to be embarrassed, so he waved his hands quickly, "I just said that, then I'm going to sleep." Then he got up and went to the guest bedroom.

"No—" Han Shaochen stepped forward and took his arm, lowered his head and said, "I just thought of something suddenly, and I didn't prepare for it."

"What's the matter?" Lin Yu was curious.

Han Shaochen looked up at him, and said frankly that Lin Yu was almost overwhelmed: "I have also taken time to look at the way gay people get along with each other these days, including sexual behavior, but I only looked at the theory. Haven't bought lube condoms or anything, although I'm pretty sure I'm fine..."

"I'm not sick either. I've been vacant for many years, and I've never messed around." This time it was Lin Yu's turn to blush, and he clarified quickly when he heard this.

"Well, I believe you, but the rectum does not have the function of secreting lubrication, and small wounds are easy to appear during the friction process. Both of them may be infected by bacteria, and they still need tools to assist." Han Shaochen used the project pre-research The attitude made Lin Yu dumbfounded, "So not today."

"No, I mean - how could you think of doing this kind of thing when you sleep together, you have to work overtime tomorrow, I'm not so hungry." Lin Yu was a little incoherent, "And where are you from? It seems that these things are too—correct.”

"The popular science link sent by my mother." Lin Yu thought that his lover was enough to surprise him, but he didn't expect that the more exciting one was still waiting for him here. Han Shaochen also added, "It's paid, my mother said it was very reliable. It was written by the sexologist of Spectrum, let me study it first, and I bought a one-year reading permission."

Lin Yu's jaw could hardly close, "No, Auntie is too—"

"Too?" Han Shaochen looked sideways at him.

"It's so thoughtful and enlightened! Our mother is the best mother in the world!" Lin Yu immediately asked for more dog legs, even if Han Jing was not in front of her, she would boast to death.

"Well, my mother said that I may mislead me by asking me to search by myself. Although she can't teach me directly, it's okay to help me find reliable information, and it won't waste my extra time." Han Shaochen said a little I don't think Lin Yu is wrong in boasting.

Lin Yu held Han Shaochen's shoulders weakly, and half-lyed on him: "Okay, I am very grateful to our mother. But let's not mention this in the future, otherwise we will always feel that our mother is standing next to the two of us." Do on-the-spot guidance."

"Well." Although Han Shaochen didn't understand why Lin Yu had such an association, he was obedient and explained, "You asked me where I saw it."

"Okay," Lin Yu bravely took the blame and continued the topic just now, "So you don't resist sleeping with me?"

Han Shaochen shook his head, "I have slept with you in the hotel, although it is not the same bed, but you sleep well."

"Then let's go." Lin Yu grabbed his lover's waist, "I'm sleepy, go to sleep."

Han Shaochen didn't resist, and was pushed into his bedroom by Lin Yu casually.

Originally, Lin Yu had decided to cover the quilt for pure chatting, but when his lover unshielded the belt of the bathrobe without any shyness, he couldn't move his eyes away.

The sleeping habits of the two are a little different. Lin Yu will change into pajamas before going to sleep.Han Shaochen didn't have pajamas, so he put on a bathrobe immediately after taking a shower, and only wore underwear when he went to bed.

At this time, Han Shaochen didn't think much about it. After slipping off the bathrobe, he put it on the bedside table. When he looked up, he saw Lin Yu's straight eyes.

The thin body of the lover appeared in front of his eyes again, and he had just glanced at it in a hurry before, but now he was finally famous and worthy, and he could look at it openly.

The code farmer who stays in the air-conditioned room all day has no chance to tan. The face and body are almost the same color, but the skin covered by the clothes is less damaged by the sun after all. It is dazzlingly white, and the two collarbones are clearly visible. It's not as exaggerated as the ribs, but covered with a thin layer of muscles. Han Shaochen didn't train his abdominal muscles, but there was no fat around his waist, which was white and flat.Because of the fair skin, even the two points on the chest are not as dull as ordinary people, but pink and tender. Suddenly exposed to the cold air, they became a little hard, just like two plump pomegranate seeds, Lin Yu felt a little prickly. Itches, and my throat starts to dry out.

No matter how insensitive Han Shaochen is to expressions, he doesn't feel that Lin Yu's behavior at this time is that he wants to chat: "What's wrong?"

"Let's do something." Lin Yu stretched out his hand to grab him and kissed him directly.

The last time Han Shaochen was interrupted because of retrieving old accounts, what Han Shaochen originally planned to learn from others was finally put into practice this time, and he was highly praised by Lin Yu, and he also got a chance to be guided to review again.

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Chapter 32

Even on weekends, Han Shaochen didn't have the habit of waking up late, but he was a little more tired than usual, which was different from the sleepiness caused by working overtime and staying up late, but an indescribable feeling that made him sleepy in bed. Get to know God.

There was a slow breathing sound next to his ears, and then he belatedly remembered that there were more people around him, and what happened last night.

When he sat up, Lin Yu also opened his eyes, and his voice was vague: "so early?"

"Go early, the possibility of getting off work on time at night is higher." Han Shaochen can't guarantee it, but can only say from the probability, "I will put the spare key and the magnetic card of the door on the living room table in a while, and you want to go out for a walk when you get up. Also convenient."

Lin Yu got up annoyed, "I still want to make you breakfast or something."

"The company cafeteria is also open on Saturdays, so there's still time to have breakfast." Han Shaochen didn't understand Lin Yu's thoughts, "Go to sleep a little longer."

Lin Yu shook his head, "Get up, I'll take you out."

Before going to work, kissing your lover goodbye at the door of the house is another brand new experience.

During the overtime work on Saturday, all the developers of the project team were present, everyone was there, and there was no feeling of "I'm working overtime".

Only the news he just received on his phone made him feel different today.

Lin Yu: Don't buy food in the cafeteria at noon, I will deliver it to you.

To accept the lover's kindness frankly, Han Shaochen said to himself, and replied: Yes.

The busy time passed quickly, and before I knew it, it was noon.

"Master, let's go to dinner?" Tan Mingming passed by Han Shaochen's work station and casually invited him, and then saw his clothes sharply, "Isn't this the new Kenneth Cole coat I saw last time? Master, you are too Treacherous?"

"Is it very expensive?" Han Shaochen was a little surprised, "It was a gift from someone else."

"Wow, it's almost a month's salary on me. Is it a gift from my girlfriend?" Tan Mingming waited for Han Shaochen to get up and walked out together.

"It's from Lin Yu." Han Shaochen said as he walked, "Go and eat by yourself. I'll pick someone up at the door."

"Wow, I can give away coats that are thousands of dollars in size. Those who are in sales are much smarter than those who are in technology." Tan Mingming didn't think much at first, and sighed casually, and felt something was wrong when he said it.

Do old classmates have to be so polite to give valuables?

When she saw the person Han Shaochen received in the corner of the cafeteria, and a few lunch boxes on the table that were clearly not from the cafeteria, and only two bowls of rice were from the cafeteria, she once again felt that her three views had been refreshed.

Why is everything that the master surprised her recently related to Mr. Lin?An old classmate still working part-time as a delivery man?Seeing the two people eating and talking in a harmonious atmosphere, Tan Mingming couldn't help but think too much no matter how pure his heart was.

This... is not right.

"I'm an outsider, wouldn't it be too strange to eat in your cafeteria?" Lin Yu picked up a rib and put it in Han Shaochen's bowl. rusty."

"Family members can come in on weekend visit days. And the cafeteria is even better. Once there was a water and power outage in a nearby community, and there were a lot of family members living there to eat in the cafeteria. You don't have to worry." Han Shaochen He motioned him to look at a family of three a little far away. A four or five-year-old girl sat between her parents and ate with a plate. After a pause, she continued, "It's delicious."

"That's good." Lin Yu smiled, "Eat more."

Han Shaochen smiled back at him, "Thank you for your hard work."

"Just as long as you're happy," Lin Yu blinked, and asked redundantly, "Are you happy?"

Han Shaochen nodded, "You still have to cook when you study abroad?"

When Lin Yu mentioned this, he had a lot of complaints: "Do it, I really can't get used to it, even if there is a Chinese takeaway, I can't get used to it. I can only do it myself, and I'm afraid that if I don't do it, the ingredients will be wasted, and the meat there will be too much." It’s cheap, if you can’t afford it, you can put some salt in the pot and cook it. At the beginning, I cooked a lot of meat to practice my hands, but I ended up gaining ten catties in two months. I was so scared that I hurried to exercise more and eat more vegetables.”

Han Shaochen slightly raised his eyes to look at Lin Yu, recalled the chest and lower abdomen that were pressing on him last night, and commented pertinently, "You are fine now. Are you a lot fatter?"

"It's not very obvious, but I can feel that there is a lot of fat on my body. Fortunately, I came back from training in the end and kept it okay." Lin Yu suddenly smiled meaningfully, "Probably gays care more about appearance Well, is it okay for you to touch it?"

Han Shaochen paused, and then replied nonchalantly: "I have muscles, much stronger than me."

Lin Yu touched his chin, "It's very good for you, I like it."

Han Shaochen couldn't continue the conversation, not because he was shy, but because he couldn't answer the conversation, so he could only concentrate on eating.

Seeing this, Lin Yu stopped flirting with him, and began to look around again. Suddenly, he saw Tan Mingming secretly looking here.Lin Yu smiled at her generously. The other party seemed to be taken aback. He wanted to look away but felt impolite, so he could only smile back.

Tan Mingming silently watched and felt that there was something really wrong with these two people. When delivering the plate, he deliberately walked towards the tableware recycling port passing by them, and then stopped naturally: "Master, you just said to pick up people at the door Just pick up Mr. Lin? Hello, Mr. Lin."

"Hello, Xiao Tan." Lin Yu looked at her with a funny face. There was no jealousy in the girl's eyes, but a strong sense of gossip.

"Wow, the food is so good, where is the takeaway?" Tan Mingming looked at the table, stewed pork ribs with potatoes, grilled chicken wings, stir-fried broccoli and seaweed egg drop soup, and felt that his mouth was about to water.

"I did it. I happened to have nothing to do to make some delicious food and send it over. Shao Chen has been working too hard recently, so I'll make up for him." Lin Yu was as calm as talking about business.

Why do some people cook and deliver meals to friends who work hard overtime?

But because Lin Yu's attitude and tone were too calm, Tan Mingming didn't have time to think about such details, but nodded with deep sympathy: "Yes, yes, master is really busy recently, working overtime all day long, a few days ago Solve the problem overnight."

Han Shaochen glanced at the empty dinner plate in Tan Mingming's hand, and reminded her: "Do you want to return the tableware?"

"Oh, then I'll go first, eat and drink well." Tan Mingming quickly disappeared.

"This girl is very interesting." Lin Yu lost his mind for a while, and suddenly smiled, "I might have made a closet for you just now. If you don't mind, I can come back if you insist."

"What do you mind?" Han Shaochen didn't understand, didn't what Lin Yu said just now were all normal truths?

Lin Yu was taken aback for a moment, and was discovered by people who both sides knew too closely with his comrades. The scene just now was so familiar that he was stunned for a moment.

Almost on purpose, he said that kind of answer that was not explicitly stated, but not concealed at all.

Women who are a little more sensitive will generally notice abnormalities.And he was even waiting in the bottom of his heart, Han Shaochen's attitude towards exposing the relationship between the two in front of outsiders.

It was only at this moment that I realized how ridiculous his reaction was.

Sitting in front of him was Han Shaochen, the one who had already met his parents and passed through Ming Road. What else did he want to test?

Lin Yu sincerely apologized: "My fault, you don't know the difference between friends and lovers, and you don't care about other people's opinions. But as your lover, I should think clearly for you. In the workplace , You are in a relatively simple technology research and development group, I did not do well just now, and I will teach you how to get back later."

Although Han Shaochen didn't understand, he could hear the inconsistency in his reaction, and asked straightforwardly: "What were you thinking just now, what happened? I don't understand, you have to explain it clearly to me. I think There was something wrong with your performance just now, and you need to explain."

Lin Yu took a deep breath. Although this lover has poor intuition, he has learned behavior and speech analysis. Some words can't be suppressed, but the occasion is really wrong. "It's my problem. I will return home to you at night." Tell me, even if you get angry, I won't hide it."

Han Shaochen took a sip of the soup and said slowly, "As long as you don't hide it, I won't be angry."

"Okay, if Tan Mingming asks later..."

"It's okay, you don't need to help me with anything." Han Shaochen interrupted him, "Besides, Mr. Tan has always been tight-lipped. He knows what to say and what not to say, at least better than me."

"That's fine." Lin Yu nodded, "Go and rest for a while after eating, I remember the way, just go out and take a taxi by yourself."

In the end, it was Han Shaochen who took Lin Yu to the door and accompanied him into a taxi before leaving.

In the afternoon in the laboratory, Tan Mingming peeked at Han Shaochen several times, and finally asked tentatively when there was no one around: "Master, you and Mr. Lin have a good relationship?"

"Hmm." Han Shaochen admitted directly without any ambiguity.

"I remember you once said a word before, he is your light, can you tell me why now?" Tan Mingming was really curious, "Of course it doesn't matter if it's inconvenient to say."

This is a long story, and it involves his illness. Han Shaochen is not interested in letting others know these details. After thinking about it, he summed it up simply: "I was lonely in high school. helped a lot.”

The dry statement, but it gives people unlimited room for reverie. Tan Mingming is already satisfied when he can get this sentence out of Han Shaochen's mouth, and he gives a reasonable association without a teacher: "Boss Lin is so good, no wonder I also want to bring you food, so the friendship is really different, just like my big brother."

What seems wrong?Han Shaochen thought silently, but didn't explain much.

Tan Mingming, your brain power is really top-notch.

"Speaking of which, why is Boss Lin here again? Did he happen to be on a business trip?" Tan Mingming said to himself, "Sure enough, sales people fly around all day long."

Marketing manager = someone engaged in sales, Tan Mingming's cognition seems to be a little problematic, but Han Shaochen will not correct her, anyway, it will not affect the project development.

He got off work a little late at night, and when Han Shaochen got home, Lin Yu had already put the food on the table.

This scene would only happen when Han Jing came to stay temporarily. Han Shaochen stood at the door and looked at the smile of his lover who greeted him, a little dazed.

It doesn't feel the same as when mom cooks and waits for him to get off work.

"It's time to get off work, and I just finished the meal. See if I have a good grasp of time?" Lin Yu put on his chopsticks proudly, "Hurry up and eat."

In Han Shaochen's real cognition since he was a child, there is no such homely and warm scene where his father or mother leaves work and the other party prepares the food and waits for the meal to be served, but he has seen it on TV occasionally, and he has this concept to some extent.

At this moment, this scene seemed to have appeared in a dream, as if the table of food was broken as soon as he stretched out his hand, he hardly dared to move.

Lin Yu came over and pecked his mouth with his probe, "Why are you in a daze? Are you too tired? Go wash your hands."

Seeing that he still didn't move, Lin Yu looked like he had nothing to do with you, and took his hand to the bathroom, "I'm so tired, I can't even turn my mind."

After turning on the faucet for him in the bathroom, Han Shaochen looked at him as if he had realized it, and tears fell down before he could speak.

Lin Yu was shocked, "what's the matter with you, what's wrong with you? Are you wronged at work?"

"Huh?" Han Shaochen didn't know that he was crying, he didn't realize until the teardrops rolled across his cheeks, and raised his hand to wipe it off.

"Wait!" Lin Yu quickly stopped him, wet the towel and handed it over, "I haven't washed my hands, rubbing my eyes is not clean."

Han Shaochen silently covered his face with the towel, and Lin Yu asked gently: "What's the matter, can you tell me?"

"I don't know." Han Shaochen shook his head, his voice muffled, "I don't understand what's wrong. Nothing happened to make me sad, just seeing that table of food, and seeing you again, my eyes watered .”

!(_; Eyes are watering? What's wrong with this?

Lin Yu looked back at his table of home-cooked dishes, and suddenly Fuzhi thought of Han Shaochen's terrible father. Only their mother and son lived together, and the process of falling in love was itself a spiritual stress. It's normal to be emotionally unstable.

It's just that I didn't expect that this point is also applicable to Han Shaochen, and the reaction is so big, even though he hasn't figured it out yet.

Lin Yu sighed secretly, hugged Han Shaochen who was still wiping his tears, and comforted him clumsily, "Be good, don't cry, it won't taste good when it gets cold later, I'll give it to you later." You tell a nasty story, and you don't have the strength to lose your temper when you're full."

"I won't lose my temper. I can already restrain my emotions well." Han Shaochen raised his head and argued with red eyes, "Even if the emotional control area in my brain is imperfect, my logical thinking Not bad, still able to reason, much better than when I was a child."

"No, no, you are much stronger than when you were a child. You are much stronger than many people." Lin Yu kissed him again.

"I didn't cry, my eyes suddenly watered, and now it's gone." Han Shaochen put down the towel and carefully felt his emotions, "Nothing sad happened, I shouldn't cry."

Lin Yu was a little helpless, with mixed feelings, Han Shaochen probably couldn't understand, "Okay, I understand. Then wash your hands?"

"Well." Han Shaochen washed his hands and face with a towel, and Lin Yu was watching him from the side, his reddish eyes drooping, and he looked serious in everything he did, even when he just defended.

Why is it so painful, Lin Yu sighed, thinking of the tears that seemed to hit his heart just now, and made up his mind to treat him better.

The dinner was very rich, and both of them were a little full. Lin Yu suggested going for a walk, and Han Shaochen naturally would not object.

It was already dark, the community where Han Shaochen lived was very large, the roads were criss-crossed and complicated, and there were not many people on the road. Lin Yu took his lover's hand and walked slowly, the old things hidden in his heart for many years were turned up little by little, and he left Turn over as long as you want.

Han Shaochen listened silently all the way, and sure enough, he didn't lose his temper at all.

Lin Yu only became aware of his sexual orientation when he was studying abroad. Before that, he had never considered dating at all, and paid more attention to learning and the improvement of personal abilities.

Even the spring dreams are vague, there are men and women, and he has never taken it to heart.

Until one year at a gathering of Chinese students from the same school, he met someone.

That was his first love, Meng Yao.

Meng Yao was a year younger than him, and he showed an extraordinary liking for him when they first met, and chatted non-stop every day after exchanging contact information.

In a foreign country where he is not familiar with life, even Lin Yu will feel lonely under the pressure of heavy studies.The handsome and enthusiastic Meng Yao appeared by his side and quickly occupied his emotional world. After he realized that he would be attracted to the same sex, the two fell in love with almost no struggle.

The love born of loneliness will also become sincere and have unlimited expectations for the future.Lin Yu is a child who grew up in a harmonious family. He has quite simple ideas about the people who will be with him all his life. After the two have a relationship, he starts to plan how to live a good life in the future. He has never thought about talking about it first. this kind of thing.

He was so naive back then.

Lin Yu didn't expect that for most gays, going to bed is as easy as eating, and physical fidelity is not a big deal at all.

After Meng Yao took him into the gay circle familiarly, he realized how chaotic the relationship was.I'm also glad that I have a stable lover, and I don't live as badly as these people.

It's just that Meng Yao always interacted with him secretly, no matter how passionate he was in private, he didn't even dare to hold hands outside.

Occasionally, an international student whom he met in the restaurant bumped into eating with Lin Yu, and introduced him secretly as a senior.Lin Yu felt a little uncomfortable, but Meng Yao comforted him with a helpless face: "Our relationship is destined not to be aboveboard. If it is passed back to China and my parents find out, I won't even have the money to go to school."

I want to say that money is not a problem, but Lin Yu can't make decisions for him, he can only compromise.

It's just that after being in love for a year, my lover began to be a little half-hearted.When he happened to meet Meng Yao sitting and eating with a tall white man flirting with each other, he was so confused that he only wanted to save the relationship.

"I love you, but can we last long? After returning to China, which one is not forced to marry and have children? When I think of this kind of future, I despair." Meng Yao had tears in his eyes, "I dare not tell you, I am afraid you will have children Pressure, but I was too uncomfortable to make a mistake, but I did not betray you, I did not have a relationship with him."

Lin Yu believed what Meng Yao said, and took him into his arms to comfort him: "Believe me, we won't do that."

After that, Meng Yao'an seemed to be more at ease, and Lin Yu really planned to come out.

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Well, gong is unclean ╮(￣▽￣"")╭

Chapter 33

After Lin Yu was promoted to junior year, his parents were a little panicked when they found out that the child had never had a girlfriend. They were afraid that he would be a bachelor for the rest of his life, and they would give him a blind date as soon as he returned to China.

It made Lin Yu very annoyed, and it was counterproductive to tell his parents not to worry.

"Look at people who brought their girlfriends home in freshman year, and those who didn't go to college are all married and have children. What if you delay the major events in life by studying? Don't worry, if you don't worry, you will be leftover!" Mother Lin stared and asked him to go on a blind date.

Lin Yu has always resisted passively.

When Meng Yao did something like that, he couldn't even resist passively.At that time, he really wanted to be with Meng Yao.

During the winter vacation of his senior year, when Lin's mother urged him to go on a blind date again, Lin Yu came out.

He thought that his parents, who had always been enlightened and loved him, would accept his own sexuality even if he would be sad for a while.

As it turned out, he was overly optimistic.

Lin Yu didn't finish the years, so he left with a lot of pain.What made him more painful than the pain on his body was the crazy insults from his parents.

Never set foot in the house again.It's not that he doesn't want to go home, it's that his parents don't let him in.

His parents were much more heartless than he imagined, as if the previous love and pride were all fake.

After breaking up with Meng Yao, he also considered whether to simply admit that he was wrong, and go back obediently to go on a blind date and get married, but he always couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, why did he want to harm other people's girls?It turns out that his son is not important, but the succession of the family is important. Why did he compromise?

And Meng Yao was the one who stabbed him the last time.

"You came out of the closet?" Meng Yao's family conditions are not as good as his, and he didn't return to China during the Chinese New Year. He stayed in school all the time. When he came, he was surprised and happy, but he didn't expect that Lin Yu came back early because he came out of the closet and cut off his family. relation.

Lin Yu endured the pain and hugged him: "It's okay, anyway, I'm graduating soon, and I'm not afraid of their economic sanctions. Let's take it easy after I get to work, as long as we can be together."

Meng Yao pushed him away: "Are you stupid?"

"Yaoyao?" Lin Yu was puzzled, "Aren't you afraid that we won't be able to last long? I'm also annoyed by being forced to go on blind dates all the time. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. Don't worry, I'm not forcing you to come out now, We can take our time."

"I won't come out! If I ask you to go on a blind date, go there! Just sleep with a woman and have a baby, and we can still be together after it's over!" Meng Yao shouted, "If you say come out, come out, Do you think everyone has an easy life like you?"

"What are you talking about?" Lin Yu's chest, back, arms, and legs all hurt, but the pain was not in his body. "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Meng Yao cried as soon as he said, as if he was the one who was hurt: "Do you know how difficult it is for me to study abroad? My parents are counting on me to honor my ancestors. How can I embarrass them? Can you Can't it be so simple?"

"No, why is it embarrassing?" Lin Yu was distressed and puzzled, "It's better for you to live a good life, make money and honor your parents than those who give birth to children and still eat old people? You have to treat other girls when you get married and have children. Responsible, how can you think like this?"

"That's what your parents want! You still want to honor your parents, you idiot! Your parents have severed ties with you!" Meng Yao was furious, "You don't care what I think, I will be responsible if I give her money , do you still expect me, a gay, to defend myself like a jade against a woman?"

It turns out that words can hurt like a knife.

Lin Yu didn't want to recall any more quarrels after that.

After saying this, Lin Yu was afraid to look at Han Shaochen, but couldn't help but want to know what he thought.Although it has been a long time, it was after all a relationship he had paid seriously.

Han Shaochen held Lin Yu's hand and didn't let go. When Lin Yu's voice stopped and became quiet for a while, he said, "Are you still sad?"

"Huh?" Unexpectedly, Han Shaochen would ask such a question, Lin Yu was a little surprised.

"Even if you have emotional flaws, I can understand that you have put in all your efforts for a relationship, but you have not received the corresponding return. This may be a devastating blow to ordinary people." Han Shaochen struggled to understand Lin Yu Yu's feelings, and sort out his own thoughts, "But you are still alone, without indulgence, I think you should be very remarkable."

Lin Yu wanted to say something, but found that his throat was blocked and he couldn't make a sound.

Han Shaochen stopped and looked at him, "It would be nice if I was by your side at that time, and I could comfort you. Even if I can't speak, it would be nice to be with you."

Under the street lamp, Han Shaochen's eyes were as bright as stars, a person who can't say nice and polite words, what he said was definitely true.

Lin Yu embraced him with tears in his eyes: "if you were by my side, why would I waste time with others."

Compared with him, Han Shaochen's journey to study alone will only be more difficult and difficult, and this man who is obviously already dilapidated and so poor that he only has half a candy in his pocket has suffered a little emotional blow in front of a famous brand The person said: "I will give you all my candy, don't be sad."

this moment, that