The normal life of a programmer

, don't always think about pushing wealth out, you may not be able to earn so much money in your lifetime. "

"This is the information on the assets of the head office and the branch. In order to save time, you can first look at the current month's balance sheet of the branch where Mr. Zou is located. This can reflect our latest financial situation. You can see that the company has been The operation is good. And this is the latest income statement, and it can be seen that the company's profits have always been very good." Huang Jinwei spread out the documents on the table and explained.

Han Jingsao didn't even glance at it, "Okay, okay, show us what these are for, to show how big your company is, with a market value of 3000 billion?"

Zou Lintao gasped: "3000 billion? You speak very loudly."

Huang Jinwei smiled slightly: "Ms. Han's vision is very far-sighted. Most people think that a company with a few hundred million is great. A market value of 3000 billion is indeed the size of a large company. However, Gold Atom has not yet been listed, so the market value cannot be calculated. .”

Zou Lintao snorted: "Don't talk nonsense if you don't understand."

Han Jing did not show any weakness: "That is, of course I don't understand. After the listing, there is no way to become the leader of your Zou family. You have to be responsible to the shareholders, and the throne is not easy to inherit. Now the boss of your Zou family still wants After all, how dare you go public.”

This is true, Zou Lintao was speechless to refute for a while, and glared at Huang Jinwei, "Hurry up, take out some documents and take a long time."

"Don't worry about it," Han Jing stopped, "Zou Lintao, you said you had to see your son, and this happened today, but we never planned to let Shao Chen go to your company. You don't need to show us these."

"I let you talk, my son hasn't spoken yet!" Zou Lintao gave her a disapproving look, then looked at Han Shaochen hopefully, "Shaochen, I know I have neglected you all these years, but now Now that Dad has found you, he can no longer let you wander out, give me a chance and let me make up for you."

This conversation is a bit difficult.

Lin Yu, who was watching silently, and Han Jing, who was sitting there, had the same thought in their hearts. Can Han Shaochen answer this time without asking Han Jing?

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Chapter 24

Han Shaochen raised his head slightly, and his eyes shifted from his own cup to the cup of the person opposite him.

Han Jing actually felt nervous before he spoke.

"As long as I can remember, there has been no father. It was my mother who worked hard alone, took me to treatment, and raised me. You can check it out, children with autism grow up to work independently What is the probability of life? This is a miracle, and this miracle has nothing to do with you. Now we can finally live a normal life without difficulty. This is all thanks to my mother. When did you come to us? No Take the accidental meeting as your hard work. Although I am sick, I am not stupid." Han Shaochen said calmly, "Now that I am sitting here, I can't work overtime. I have to ask the leader for leave, and I need to pay extra for it Air ticket, normal life has been disrupted by you, it’s not good for me at all, I don’t need your compensation, I just want you not to bother us in the future.”

Zou Lintao was stunned. He didn't expect Han Shaochen to put his autism on the table, and couldn't help but retort: ​​"You are not sick! Don't talk nonsense, you can go to work in a big company if you are sick? Besides, wait Once you enter the Gold Atom, you are the leader, and buying air tickets is not a problem, and it is not too expensive to fly first class every day."

"I feel uncomfortable when I go to a strange environment. I have to fly unless I have to go on a business trip. I fly first class every day and experience the uncomfortable feeling every day. Is it sick? Oh, yes, I am sick. But although I am sick , but it’s not that sick.” Han Shaochen was completely unmoved, “When I was young, I went to the rehabilitation center for autistic children almost every day. After I went to school, I also read a lot of materials about it. The doctor and my mother pulled me out of the pit of autism bit by bit. It was my mother who taught me not to laugh when others were crying, and how to answer others' questions. It was me who tried hard to restrain myself and be a normal person , what qualifications do you have to judge whether I am sick or not?"

Hearing this from the side, Lin Yu couldn't help feeling sorry for this young man who had grown up hard. He clenched his fists to resist his urge to go over and hug Han Shaochen, and listened to their conversation silently.

Han Jing couldn't help the tears in her eyes, she turned her head and wiped her eyes indiscriminately.

Zou Lintao couldn't refute, so he could only point to Han Shaochen and said, "How can you talk to your father like this, you have no manners at all! How did your mother teach you?"

Han Shaochen, who had been treating him calmly, frowned when he heard the words: "I didn't have a father since I was a child, so I don't know how to talk to him. And my mother gave me the best education. You are not allowed to criticize her. You are right We have been ignoring it for so many years, how dare we say that my mother is not? How dare we pretend to be a father?"

Zou Lintao was speechless after being questioned, and turned his head to seek help from his assistant, "Why are you just standing here and saying a few words?"

Huang Jinwei pushed his glasses, a cold light flashed on the lenses, and he said slowly: "Mr. Zou, this situation does not match what you said."

Zou Lintao remembered what he had said in front of his assistant before, and his old face was a little bit uncomfortable, but he still bit the bullet and said angrily: "What's the point of saying this now, I asked you to help, and I didn't ask you to turn over the old score."

Huang Jinwei still looked unhurried: "No, Mr. Zou, in this case, it will be difficult for me to achieve the original purpose of the preparations I made before. I heard you said that you and your ex-wife had some misunderstandings, and Ms. Han was furious You ran away from home with your son. You and their mother and son were separated for many years, and there was no news of them. My son joined the company to help you. But after all, I haven’t seen you for so many years. I want them to know what you have done these years, and to let them understand the company better, so I came here with materials. But, I just listened to It doesn’t seem like that’s the case at all.”

Unexpectedly, this assistant shook out all his explanations. Zou Lintao stopped him again and again, but Han Jing kept stopping him. After listening to it with great interest, he burst into laughter: "Speaking of this, Zou Lintao is quite affectionate. Well, it doesn’t sound outrageous to me, it’s a reprocessing of literary creation.”

Huang Jinwei smiled slightly: "Thank you, I just polished Zou Zou's words a little bit."

"Okay." Han Jing spread her hands, "You also know how to show face, and you also know how to hide the matter of abandoning your wife and son to find a new love. I'm too lazy to bother with you about these details, you just need to figure out one thing , I am sitting here today not to let my son inherit the throne of your family, but just to let him recognize what this father who thinks he is sick looks like."

Zou Lintao glared at his assistant angrily: "Whose person are you, don't you know what to say and what not to say? Do you know who pays you?"

Huang Jinwei looked calm, "Mr. Zou, I give my knowledge and physical strength, and you pay me my salary. This is an equivalent exchange, and there is no such thing as who is who."

Zou Lintao slapped the table angrily: "Do you believe that I will fire you now?"

"Cough," Huang Jinwei pushed his glasses again, "Mr. Zou, of course it is your freedom to hire me. Before that, pay me N+1 times the monthly salary as compensation."

Zou Lintao was choked speechless, turned his head to look at Han Jing who was watching the show, and the feeling of isolation and helplessness in the company these days instantly came to mind.

Ever since his second son went to prison, he hasn't been given a good face by his uncle, and it's not uncommon for him to be scolded face-to-face for being incompetent.After Zou Linhuai's little lover who was raised outside finally became pregnant, his sense of existence dropped to the lowest level.On the contrary, Zou Linhuai always walks with wind, and once he even talked proudly, patting his brother on the shoulder and saying: "Brother will not treat you badly in the future."

He shudders when he thinks about it. These years, the two brothers have fought openly and secretly. The eldest has always been suppressed by him because he has no children for many years. Now he can be said to be proud of himself. If he doesn't bring his eldest son back, the days to come...

The more Zou Lintao thought about it, the more unwilling he became. Suddenly his attitude became tough, and he gritted his teeth and said, "You don't want to toast or eat fine wine. I'll talk to you well. Don't blame me for being tough with your attitude."

Han Jing was a little flustered by his bluff. She was chased by Zou Lintao's people, and she knew how difficult this person was: "What do you want?"

"Don't worry, I'm sure I won't hurt you. I just want to invite you to enjoy the blessings. By the way, let Shao Chen enter the company to help me." Seeing Han Jing getting nervous, Zou Lintao was a little proud, "Do you agree with me today?" It doesn't matter, just follow me."

"You want to threaten Shao Chen with me, you're dreaming!" Han Jing got up and wanted to leave, but saw a lot of people gathered outside the glass door of the coffee shop, similar in appearance to the person who chased her that day, her expression changed, "Zou Lintao, are you tearing your face apart completely?"

Zou Lintao said, "I wanted to have a good discussion with you, but you have not cooperated, and I can't help it. As long as you go out of this door today, you have to follow me."

"Do you think I won't call the police?" Han Jing said angrily.

Zou Lintao smiled: "I sat here and didn't touch a hair of your hair. Even if you call the police, you won't do anything to me. And even if the police do come, you can hide from the first day of the new year, but you can't hide from the fifteenth day. It’s not an option to call the police every day, is it?”

Seeing that Zou Lintao was completely shameless, Han Jing had no other choice. If he really blocked people every day, he would succeed sooner or later. Han Jing turned pale with anger: "You are dreaming! I tell you Zou Lintao, even if I go If I die, I won't let you threaten Shao Chen with me!"

"Are you willing to die?" Zou Lintao sneered, "Are you willing to leave your son alone? Han Jing, it's not like letting your son go up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of ​​fire, but just taking him to meet my uncle. Does the assistant look like parting from death?"

This was piercing Han Jing's heart. She was not afraid of death, but she was afraid that her son would have to face all this alone. In a panic, Han Jing saw Lin Yu get up and walk over. Lin Yu, can she rest assured?But now that Lin Yu came here, he was the only one. How can he help?Will it cause him trouble?Just as he was thinking wildly, Lin Yu had already said, "Hello, Mr. Zou."

"Who are you? It's none of your business, just stay aside!" Zou Lintao said angrily.

"My name is Lin Yu, and I'm Han Shaochen's friend." Lin Yu introduced himself.

Zou Lintao looked him up and down. Although he didn't know the origin of the other party, Lin Yu's appearance and bearing were there, so he couldn't ignore it. "Friend? That's an outsider, so don't let outsiders get involved in our own affairs."

Lin Yu was unmoved: "I also have an uncle."

Zou Lintao frowned: "Who cares if you have an uncle? Go away!"

"My uncle is Lin Xiaoyong, maybe Mr. Zou has heard of it." Lin Yu continued.

"Why are you so inexplicable?" Zou Lintao was impatient.

Instead, Huang Jinwei leaned over: "Mr. Zou, that's the name of the executive deputy mayor of City S."

"What?" Zou Lintao was taken aback.

Huang Jinwei looked at Lin Yu carefully: "It's really similar."

Zou Lintao also remembered that the name was very familiar, so he couldn't help but stood up, and felt that he was too condescending, so he pretended to be calm and said: "Mr. Lin, even if your uncle is in charge of the economy, he can't control our own family. It's our family business."

"You are right, but my friend is troubled by your actions. Within the legal scope, your company may also be troubled." Lin Yu has a good attitude, "Of course it will not exceed the company law and The scope of relevant laws and regulations is only slightly troublesome."

"You want to threaten me? Don't you know how much tax our company pays every year?" Zou Lintao said angrily.

"Then thank you for paying taxes in accordance with the law." Lin Yu smiled slightly, "I hope that your company will do the same in other aspects and comply with relevant laws and policies."

Zou Lintao looked at Huang Jinwei with some hesitation, "We operate according to the law, so we are not afraid of anything?"

Huang Jinwei nodded: "Don't be afraid, it may be a bit annoying to be inspected every day. For example, storage and transportation of hardware, inspection room and seed drying equipment, and other related machines, technical personnel inspection personnel qualification inspection of software There are also quarantine certificates or supplier qualifications of seed production sites, which may be subject to spot checks."

Zou Lintao twitched, "Have you checked these before?"

"Enterprises are sustainable development." Huang Jinwei said with a look of nothing to do with himself.

That would be really big, and in order to expand rapidly, many people have insufficient qualifications, and many of the equipment in the warehouse have been in disrepair for a long time, and can only guarantee the most basic use. If this is checked one by one...

Zou Lintao thought and thought, one is the inheritance rights, the other is whether the company can continue to run safely, both of which are painful, but if the Buddha is really messed with, even if the gold atom is not unsustainable, it will still have a lot of bleeding. Uncle can't eat him raw?

Zou Lintao asked in a low voice: "But the deputy mayor of his family has all kinds of opportunities, and he will listen to his nephew. Is it difficult for our company?"

Huang Jinwei shrugged: "Young Master Lin, you just need to say, Uncle, there seems to be a problem with the operation of Jinatom in City S? The deputy mayor's assistant can just call the Bureau of Industry and Commerce of the Agriculture Bureau. Why do you need the deputy mayor to handle it yourself?"

Looking at Lin Yu in front of him again, he really looks a bit like the deputy mayor. Zou Lintao gritted his teeth and forced a smile: "Mr. Lin, it's convenient for others and convenient for myself. I just miss my son too much, and my way is a bit impatient." , I still have something to do later, so I will leave first, and we will talk slowly later."

"Go slowly, then I won't send it off." Lin Yu stood there with his hands in his trouser pockets, looking leisurely.

Seeing the two of them leaving the coffee shop and taking away a large group of people standing outside the door, Han Jing breathed a sigh of relief, only to realize that her entire back was wet, but she was still in the mood to gossip: "What about the big boss?" , not to mention helping us settle the bill."

Lin Yu laughed and sat down relaxedly: "I'm actually quite nervous. This is the first time I've been pretending to be a tiger."

Han Jing was actually a little surprised, but her good upbringing prevented her from asking too many questions. After hearing what Lin Yu said, she asked curiously: "Don't people around you know your family background?"

Lin Yu scratched his head, "I probably don't know, I never said it."

"However, you have achieved today's achievement by yourself, which is already remarkable." Han Jing praised.

"You and Shao Chen are truly remarkable." Lin Yu said sincerely.

"Why are you nervous?" Han Shaochen asked suddenly, "You just introduced your uncle."

Lin Yu was taken aback, he didn't expect Han Shaochen to be so sensitive, and he would ask him the reason for what he said casually.

However, a scar hidden deep in his heart seemed to reveal ferocious flesh and blood, which made it difficult for him to answer, "I..." He opened his mouth, looked at the calm friend and gentle elder in front of him, and said the unspeakable words naturally He came out, "I severed ties with my family a few years ago, and I only greeted my relatives on the phone during the New Year and holidays, and I felt really guilty when I suddenly said it." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "But this is not nonsense. , It’s indeed true, and it’s okay to bluff outsiders who don’t know the inside story.”

It was the first time he spoke out about his bad family relationship to outsiders, and the reactions of the two people on the other side didn't make him feel uncomfortable.One has little idea of ​​what it means to sever ties with the family, and it is more normal for him not to associate with relatives; Not uncommon.The two of them couldn't even put on a shocked expression.

It's just that Han Shaochen still doesn't understand the connection between these things Lin Yu said, let alone how to continue this topic.Han Jing sighed: "Did you have conflicts with your family because of your sexual orientation?"

Lin Yu smiled bitterly: "Auntie really deserves to be an expert in psychology, she guessed it right away."

Han Jing shook her head: "You are such an excellent child, what can make your parents sever ties with you? Killing and arson may be worse than not being able to pass on the family."

Lin Yu felt sore, "My dad really said that he would rather me kill and set fire than be gay. I like men and he feels ashamed."

"That's because he knows deep down in his heart that you won't kill and set fire." Han Jing looked at him tenderly, "What people say when they are angry is irrational."

Han Shaochen, who had been staring at the cup in front of his biological father, was now looking at him seriously.

Facing such two people, Lin Yu couldn't help saying what he had buried in his heart all these years: "I used to think that my parents loved me very much and were very open-minded, and most of them would support me in whatever I wanted to do. Me. Before I couldn't stand the pressure of their marriage urging and said it out, I actually had a lot of hope that they would accept me, but why..."

"There's not even a little room for change?" Han Jing went on, "You mentioned urging marriage just now, which just shows the importance in their hearts of you getting married and having children. If you really support you in everything, so what Will you urge the marriage?"

Lin Yu opened his mouth slightly, and smiled bitterly again: "I should consult you first before I come out."

No matter how well-informed and knowledgeable, seeing Lin Yu's bitter smile at this time, Han Jing was still sad for a while: "you have been working hard all the time, what a good boy, I would like to talk to your parents if I have a chance. "

Lin Yu's eyes lit up: "can you? Can you persuade them to accept me? "

Han Jing thought for a while, and gave an objective answer: "It's hard to say. In the hearts of parents with strong traditional concepts, the idea of ​​inheriting the family and the problem of face are deeply ingrained. Before your sexuality is exposed, you are In their eyes, they are all excellent sons who save face for them, but once this superficial peace is broken, it will be a bolt from the blue for them. Maybe they will not lose their emotions so easily in front of outsiders, but it is very difficult to persuade them hard."

"Ah——" Lin Yu was a little disappointed, and then sighed again, "I have lost contact with them for a long time, and I may not have a chance for you to meet and talk with them."

Although Han Jing is not very optimistic, she is not as pessimistic as he: "It's not necessarily true. You see, I thought I would never meet Zou Lintao again in my life, but it turned out that I did. No one can experience accidents in life." Unpredictable, many painful blows, most people can recover slowly, time is a good medicine for healing trauma. Maybe they are not so extreme anymore, but they just can’t hold back their face.”

Lin Yu rubbed his face, "At the beginning, I was trying to persuade them. When the phone was blacked out, I would come to the door every week, and I was basically rejected. Occasionally, my mother asked me if I had changed it. I replied, how could it be possible to change it? They thought I was stubborn, and they felt ashamed if they didn’t quarrel with me, so they closed the door directly. Later, I became disheartened and cut off contact.”

Han Jing also sighed, but still smiled: "You are a very good child. You have not been slumped since then, but you still work hard and work hard. This is rare and deserves great praise."

It's been a long time since Lin Yu heard such gentle words like a loving mother. His eyes were wet instantly, and he hurriedly lowered his head and reached out to take a drink to cover it up, but found that there was no his cup on the table, so he could only raise his hand and rub his eyes, revealing with difficulty A smile: "Thank you, Auntie."

Han Shaochen was silent for a long time. Originally, he couldn't understand the emotions in other people's words, but he felt miraculously how sad Lin Yu was. For the first time, he was a little annoyed that he didn't know how to comfort others. He could only be thankful that the mother beside him could Say these words.

Chapter 25

In the evening, the three of them had dinner together again, discussing the future countermeasures by the way.Although Zou Lintao was scared away for a while, Han Jing thought of his persistence to the "emperor" and always felt that he would not give up so easily.

Lin Yu has never encountered such a rogue person in his life, and he also finds it difficult. It will not work if the fox pretends to be the tiger too many times. He took out his mobile phone and looked in the phone book, "If it doesn't work, I'll call my uncle multiple times. Let’s be close. When I called for New Year’s greetings in recent years, my uncles were also very concerned about me. They always asked me why I didn’t go home. I always said that I was busy with business trips. My parents probably didn’t tell them that I came out of the closet. It should be normal to contact once in a while."

Han Jing shook her head firmly: "I can't trouble you anymore, you have helped a lot today. Don't force yourself because of our affairs. Relatives should be contacted more, but not just to ask them for help."

Lin Yu froze for a moment, nodded silently, but secretly decided to call first.

"Okay, it's almost time. Where does Shao Chen plan to stay at night? There are also vacancies in my hotel. It's not good for you to disturb Lin Yu. You can't move to the hotel for a day." Han Jing looked at his watch, it was almost nine o'clock .

Lin Yu didn't dare to say loudly: "I don't bother you much..."

Han Shaochen replied without hesitation: "The luggage is still with him. If you don't move it, you will have to spend more money to stay in the hotel."

Han Jing secretly sighed in her heart, and didn't even dare to let the two children find out, so she could only look at Lin Yu with a smile: "this child is too close to you."

Lin Yu smiled with relief: "it's okay, auntie, we should take care of our classmates for so many years. I cleaned the guest room very well, and it's a waste to leave it for nothing."

As if she didn't notice that Lin Yu specifically mentioned the word guest room, Han Jing said to Han Shaochen, "Then you can be conscious and help with housework."

Han Shaochen nodded.

"Okay, then let's spread the stall." Han Jing was helpless, but she still didn't forget to tell Lin Yu, "Don't go head-to-head with your family, but don't give up completely. If you have anything, you can call me to discuss it. From the beginning of the week, I will also go to Gewei’s psychological consultation room on duty every Tuesday and Thursday, and you can come to talk to me after work.”

"That's really great." Lin Yu expressed his happiness sincerely.

Then Lin Yu insisted on sending Han Jing back to the hotel, waved goodbye and then checked the time, it was almost ten o'clock, "Chen'er, are you tired, where do you want to sit or go home?"

"Go home." Although Han Shaochen didn't feel tired, he still wanted to go back first.

Lin Yu smiled sincerely this time, "Go home."

From afternoon to night, Han Shaochen rarely spoke.Most of the time he listened silently to the conversation between Han Jing and Lin Yu, but he kept thinking about how to comfort Lin Yu.

Han Shaochen is very clear that he can't feel the emotions shown in other people's expressions or words.However, under Han Jing's long-term education, he still understands how much people attach importance to family members, and has also worked hard to learn the attitudes expressed by people's different facial expressions. Although he rarely looks at people's faces, this skill is hardly used. when.

But today, because he kept staring at Lin Yu's face, listened to his words carefully, and mobilized all the methods Han Jing taught him on how to understand other people's moods, he judged that Lin Yu was actually very sad.

Although Lin Yu had almost adjusted himself because of Han Jing's enlightenment, Han Shaochen hadn't realized this yet, and he always felt that Lin Yu was very sad. He had been thinking for a long time to find a way to make him happy.

When the two returned home, took a shower and changed their clothes, and finally sat down on the sofa, Lin Yu discovered Han Shaochen's abnormality.While reticence is the norm for this person, this type of distressed silence is rare.

"What's the matter, Chen'er, you seem to have something on your mind. Tell me, brother, I can enlighten you." Lin Yu stroked his hair, "Are you still thinking about your biological father?"

"Ah? What's the matter with my biological father?" Han Shaochen was still thinking about how to comfort Lin Yu, but he couldn't react for a while.

Lin Yu was silent for a while, and was a little speechless by Han Shaochen's rhetorical question, "Will your own father bother you and your mother? No, let me tell you, what are you thinking? What else are you thinking besides him?" What bothers you so much?"

"It's your business." Han Shaochen replied naturally.

Lin Yu was stunned again: "my business? What's my business? "

"I heard what you said in the afternoon, and I think you should be sad. I was thinking about how to comfort you, but I haven't done it. I have never learned how to comfort others. My mother doesn't know how to teach, because I have never I know when others need comfort. I thought about what I read in books and heard about many methods, and I don’t know if it’s suitable or not, so I’m a little distressed.” Han Shaochen answered sternly, frowning seriously It looks like you can't take your eyes off it.

Lin Yu stopped touching his hair for a long time. Hearing what he said, he was shocked deep in his heart.He has also read a lot of materials about autism. Han Shaochen's situation can be said to be unique. His hand slipped down involuntarily, and he held one side of the other's cheek, a little surprised and a little moved: "There are both. What method, let me help you see which one is suitable."

Han Shaochen actually stretched out his fingers and broke them one by one: "You can cry when you are sad, I will accompany you, I can do this, but you don't seem to want to cry; the most important thing in life is to be happy, I will serve you a bowl of noodles Eat, but we’ve eaten a lot outside, I don’t know if you’d like to eat it; hold your waist, put your head on my shoulders, but you’re a little taller than me, forcefully come over to you Possibly uncomfortable neck;"

Lin Yu heard some black lines: "where did you hear the method?"

Han Shaochen was still talking seriously: "If there is something sad, tell me to help you find a solution, I may not be very good at thinking of a solution; and hold your face and kiss you..."

"Well, this is a good way." Lin Yu's eyes lit up.

"Which way, kiss you?" Han Shaochen accurately grasped the point where Lin Yu interrupted.

"What to do, you are so nice, I really want to kiss you, can I?" Lin Yu murmured in a daze, "Why are you so cute?"

"Huh? Can this comfort you? Then kiss me." Han Shaochen nodded of course.

"Then I'm really kissing you," Lin Yu still had a thread in his heart, but he still didn't dare to move as he said it.

Han Shaochen didn't understand what Lin Yu was thinking at all. Although his eyes were looking at him, they seemed to be looking at other places without focus. He thought that he didn't know where to kiss, so he stretched out his head to kiss him His cheek twitched, "Can't you? Let me teach you, my mother often kissed me like this when I was young."

Lin Yu was completely stunned.

Han Shaochen looked at him seriously without noticing it: "Does this comfort you? Are you happier?"

Seeing that the other party didn't respond, Han Shaochen gently pushed him again: "Lin Yu? Do you want to kiss again?"

"To..." Lin Yu, who obviously didn't drink alcohol while driving today, felt that he was a little drunk. He stared at Han Shaochen's bright black eyes, and felt that there was a black hole-like vortex there, sucking his whole body and mind She entered, lowered her head slightly irresistibly, and accurately covered his lips with her lips.

Han Shaochen was taken aback by the unexpected place, and Han Jing's previous teachings instantly appeared in his mind: "The way people express their friendship and love for children is often to kiss their little faces. If you don't like it, you can refuse it." , but don't cry, others will not know what's going on. But if someone wants to kiss your mouth, you still have to refuse now, because you are young and your resistance is still very low. Adults can easily get sick if they eat the bacteria in their mouths and eat them in their stomachs."

I'm not young now, so I won't get sick, right?So there should be no rejection.

"When you grow up, if you have someone you like, you can kiss with your mouth, but it may take a long time." Han Jing said with some melancholy, "When the time comes, if someone else kisses you like this If you don't like her, it should be because you like her, and you must like her very much, if you don't like her, you have to reject her."

Do you like him?If you don't want to refuse, then you like it... Actually, I like it very much, since a long time ago.

"Close your eyes when kissing, or you will become cross-eyed, which is ugly." Han Jing felt that considering the child's illness, he might not be able to see this scene for the rest of his life, but he still spoke very enthusiastically. "Then do as you like, and learn things by yourself when you grow up."

Well, close your eyes... I remember it all.

Lin Yu touched the other party's lips cautiously, and found that he neither resisted nor reciprocated, and felt uneasy. When he saw Han Shaochen closing his eyes slowly, ecstasy welled up in his heart, and he couldn't help it. Reaching out to press the back of his head, deepening the kiss.

In fact, the feeling of kissing with the mouth is similar to kissing the face... huh?Why does it still feel wet, what is this, tongue?How did it get into your mouth?This mother didn't teach it, is she going to learn it by herself?Han Shaochen became seriously distressed, frowning together.

Lin Yu, who has never dared to close his eyes, saw it and shut up quickly.

Holding his forehead and looking at Han Shaochen, he felt a little guilty, did he take advantage of this opportunity?Obviously they just wanted to comfort him, "Well, Chen'er..."

"Do you like me?" Han Shaochen asked suddenly.

Lin Yu was taken aback, and slowly sat up straight, rubbed his face, and smiled bitterly. He had no intention of hiding anything in front of Han Shaochen, because he didn't understand the hidden meaning of other people's words. I can only dig out the most true words in my heart: "I like it, I like it so much, but I can't do this, I can't spoil you just because you don't know the world, I'm sorry Chen'er, I couldn't help it just now, I won't be like this in the future. "

"Why do you want to apologize? You didn't do anything wrong." Han Shaochen was puzzled when he heard that he was sorry, "Why do you say you have spoiled me? I am an adult and have my own judgment."

"But..." Lin Yu looked at Han Shaochen with some hesitation, "I'm a man... Aunt must hope that you are with a gentle and kind girl."

Han Shaochen didn't quite understand, so he raised a palm to indicate that he needed to speak, "Wait a minute, I'll ask you." Trying to figure out what Lin Yu meant: "You are gay, and you like men, so you kiss me That means you like me, right?"

"Yes." If it was someone else, Lin Yu might say a lot of miscellaneous things, but facing Han Shaochen, he could only express it in the most straightforward and concise way.

"I didn't reject you, which means I like you very much."

"Ah?" Harvest confessed unexpectedly, but Lin Yu still couldn't believe it, "But you..."

"Do you think I have autism, so I don't understand what a relationship is?"

"Ah, no, no, that's not what I meant." Lin Yu was in a hurry to explain.

"My mother has always guided me to understand people's emotions since I was a child, and I am also trying to learn how to be a normal person. Including liking and hating these emotions, I have learned, maybe learned It’s not very good, but I understand.” Han Shaochen said slowly, “In my heart, you have always been the most special person, starting from high school.”

"That's because I'm your only friend?" Lin Yu said cautiously.

"Maybe." Han Shaochen's eyes were clear, "Who ever said that friends can't become lovers?"

This sentence hit Lin Yu's heart directly, but he still hesitated: "but if we break up, we can't even be friends."

"Why did you break up?" Han Shaochen asked back.

There are many reasons for this. He once thought that he had met the true love of his life. Even when he came out to his parents, it was more or less to be able to be with the other party in a fair way.