【Sa Nan finger】

It had been a long time since Isaac had seen the Commander.

When Seth entrusted the cat to him, he said that the commander was out on a mission recently, so he should be too busy to contact him now.

It's finally a bit of a commanding look, Isaac thought.Commander and Graeme are working hard for the city.He can't bother them all the time, give them trouble.But he still can't help but think of the commander, in many moments.He would guess the taste and preference of the commander when he was baking bread, he would guess the ideal of the commander when reading the book he gave himself, and even meet that annoying guy in his dreams.

What a cunning, obviously he ran off to work, but he still wants to foster his cat here, isn't this reminding him to think about others when he sees things.What's more, the smell of this little guy is very similar to that of its owner, almost exactly the same.

Isaac also finds himself strange lately.He always falls into a state of agitation unknowingly, and will gradually calm down after seeing the commander's cat.He even specifically asked Seth to express his troubles today, and asked the "experienced" priest what kind of feeling it is to "like".

"Hmm... For example, Isaac probably likes commanders."

"..."

"It's different from the feeling of wanting to be close because of admiration and love. When you want to be closer to someone than others, and stay with someone farther than others, you should already like him. .” Seth, who has no practical experience in dating, let alone any experience in the same sex, feels that he is completely nonsense, but Isaac listens very carefully.

"Why does Mr. Seth feel that... I am to the Commander..."

"Because the puppy is so obvious," he clicked his tongue, "everyone can see it." Of course, the "everyone" here excludes Graeme.

"I... I don't know." The boy's face turned red unconsciously.

So Seth compared the frequency of content he mentioned to Commander in the past few days with the frequency of content he mentioned Commander at the beginning.And eyes, Seth said, eyes never lie.

"Really..." The young man stared blankly at one place, and slowly fell into deep thought.

He does have a special feeling for the Commander, but he has always regarded it as a pure friendship, a friendship between life and death, and the Commander seems to view it this way.Seth reminded him to think in another way, and he thought about it, and he gradually understood.He recalled the past events one by one, trying to capture every emotion he had.

The final conclusion is that...he seems to really, really like that person.

His past is chaotic.The hounds forced him into a narrow corner, surrounded by blood-red night, purple flames, and endless darkness.It forced his consciousness to evaporate as well.When he was on the verge of despair and death, a priest stretched out his hand to him in the flames, and a hole was opened in the boundless darkness. Relying on the light that symbolized the dawn, he cautiously walked towards the original world Taking a step, like a person trapped in a box, he curled up towards the side of the light-transmitting gap.

Now, the original long and narrow opening was directly torn open, and an unreasonable guy rushed in abruptly. Fearless of the unknown fog in front of him, he passed through the scalding and dangerous flames, and stretched out a hand to him. Seriously, I'll take you away, let me take you away.

The light behind that person enveloped almost every corner of his small world, such a powerful light, but as gentle as the sun in spring, penetrated into his flame gently, making him not even want to refuse.

Let him understand that it turns out that such pure light and warmth are not out of reach.

His actions began to be dominated by his subconscious mind.Isaac always instinctively wants to rely more on his commander, to understand him more, to get closer to him, to follow him through many things that he could not imagine before, and to protect him well, not only not to hurt He can't let him suffer any other harm.

This kind of feeling... so I like it?

If he likes it, what should he do now?

"Then what should we do...?" He looked at Seth seriously, as if he really wanted to find an answer.

Seth changed his previous idle style, and actually thought for a long time.His experience is indeed much richer than Isaac's, and he can also consider many realistic and real issues.But in the end, he just stretched out his hand and rubbed Isaac's soft hair, and said relaxedly: "Isaac just needs to follow his heart."

"but I……"

But... is a sin-wearer like him really qualified to get close to that ray of sunshine?

Even though the relationship is already very close, Isaac still feels that the commander is far away from him. The commander is surrounded by many outstanding people, and each of them can protect him better than himself.

Seth guessed what he was thinking.

"If you don't take the initiative to convey your heart to others, others will never know."

……

"I understand……"

He intends to go out tonight.Go to the bench in the harbor area, the place where he and the commander had been before at night, the place where the commander complained about eating seawater into his stomach.He needs to think about it seriously.

Seth was right... He should have told the guy anyway.

Isaac stood at the door, and the kitten followed hesitantly. Just as Isaac knelt down to pick him up, it nimbly grabbed Isaac's clothes and climbed up, sliding into Isaac's bed. inside the hood.

Hmm... a good place.

Isaac pulled the hood tentatively, and the kitten's tail swept across the back of Isaac's neck. It "meowed" to express its satisfaction with this position.

Forget it... so be it.

There were very few people on the street, and the quiet night showed a completely different city from the daytime.There are many families with lights on, and you can feel the warm atmosphere of the family through the windows.Warm light, being surrounded by a family... These are all futures that he never dared to dream of.

Is he homesick?

And the Commander...does he miss his home?

They all forgot the past and remembered it again.

Isaac sat down on the bench, and the cat crawled out of his hood spontaneously, and sat down beside Isaac.At such times, only street lamps and shadows are with them.

Isaac hugged the kitten to himself.He sometimes talks to it, revealing his secrets without knowing it.Isaac always felt that it could understand his own words.

"...If I like the Commander... I should really tell him..."

"..." This time is different.The kitten didn't respond to his words in time, but simply entered a state of petrification and freezing, its whole body stiffened, and its brain froze.

It turned around and turned its back to the past. If he was in human form now, his face would definitely be flushed red.

Why didn't Isaac look like a joke just now?

"Do you also think I shouldn't tell him... I really don't want to trouble him..."

"...I'm very dangerous, I can't control this power well, they won't forgive me..."

No...it's not like that.

The young man under the street lamp was lonely, and the weak and dim light created a large shadow, like the haze around him.He lowered his head, his eyes were covered in darkness.

The kitten came to Isaac's hand, and arched his palm with its head.It raised its eyes and looked directly at the other's eyes. The crystal green pupils were dyed with a circle of bright light gold. It was in the shadow of Isaac under the light, but it radiated light, and its focused gaze was full of firmness.Just like his master.Isaac looked at the cat in front of him, and suddenly felt a soft string in his heart being plucked.

"thanks……"