we didn't flirt

Ever since they got back together, Ye Xing could feel that Guan Yan looked at her differently, and they felt different when they were together. Guan Yan wanted to pretend that nothing happened, and she tried too, but no matter what Pretend, two people can feel something completely different from before just by looking at each other, they have all changed.

Perhaps this change was inevitable, but it caught them off guard when none of them were prepared for it.Or, no matter when this kind of change comes, it will definitely catch them by surprise.

Ye Rong clenched Guan Yan's hand, trying to tell Guan Yan how much she cared about Guan Yan. She knew that her current state was different from the one Guan Yan liked at first, and she also wanted to get back to her former self, but Things that could be done naturally in the past, but now they cannot be done, and things that were confident in the past, but now she hesitates, and she can't control it.

Looking at the affectionate Ye Rong, the restlessness in Guan Yan's heart calmed down a lot. It turns out that Ye Rong has always been brooding about this matter, no wonder they couldn't take it calmly.

Guan Yan held Ye Xing's hand instead, and said softly, "I don't blame you, that's my choice."

"No, I forced you to choose." Ye Xing regretted so much, why didn't she try harder and persevere at that time. "If I don't back down, you don't have to choose, you don't have to force yourself to change... and you don't have to face the results that don't match your expectations after the change."

Guan Yan raised his hand to caress Ye Rong's face, and said softly, "Do you think I regret it?"

"Isn't it?"

Guan Yan shook her head lightly: "I never regret any of the choices I made."

"Then why..." Ye Xing always thought that Guan Yan had regrets for choosing to get back together. Want to pretend nothing happened.

"I can't tell. It's just..." A layer of loneliness appeared in Guan Yan's eyes, and the faint sense of irritability surged up again in her heart. She couldn't help lowering her gaze, and after sorting out her emotions a little, she looked at Ye Xing again. Line of sight: "I look at you now, and I always feel very uneasy. Probably this kind of uneasiness makes me want to escape."

In fact, this kind of uneasiness existed when she chose to get back together with Ye Xing. She once thought it was just about Mu Yao's uneasiness, but recently she found that it was not the case.

With the number of contacts and the passage of time, she gradually didn't care so much about Mu Yao's matter. Ye Xing was also very measured in getting along with Mu Yao, which accelerated her attitude of acceptance.

But just because she knew that she was slowly accepting it, the feeling of being unreliable in her heart became more and more obvious, reminding her all the time that her restlessness and irritability had nothing to do with Mu Yao's affairs. Just an excuse.

She couldn't manage her emotions clearly, and Ye Xing's state kept adding fuel to her fire, and the strange atmosphere between the two of them made her more and more irritable.If Ye Xing hadn't stimulated her today, she might not even have a way to vent.

Ye Xing knew that Guan Yan was uneasy, she had always felt it, but she always thought it was because of Mu Yao's matter, so she tentatively asked, "Is it because I am different from before?"

"No." Guan Yan shook his head: "It has nothing to do with your attitude, it's probably my own problem."

Ye Xing was impatient and distressed, he squeezed Guan Yan's hand and asked, "What's the problem?"

Looking at Ye Xing's eager but patient eyes, Guan Yan felt a little warmth in her heart, but it didn't dispel her uneasiness.

Although she didn't know if she could express herself clearly, Guan Yan wanted to try to explain that she urgently needed someone to confide in, and at this moment, Ye Rong gave her a kind of tolerance and tolerance that she could confide in with confidence.

"I obviously don't regret choosing to get back together, but I can't accept the current state. This feeling has always been faintly pierced in my heart, which makes me very upset."

Ye Xing was puzzled and said: "This is normal, I know that the current state makes us very uncomfortable."

"No." Guan Yan shook his head: "In the past, no matter what the result of the choice was, I would not feel unacceptable, but this time, the disgust was so strong that I was at a loss."

Ye Xing was startled, and couldn't help asking: "No matter what the result of the choice is, can you accept it?"

"Ah."

"...That's probably because you didn't expect it." Ye Xing had some thoughts in his heart, and even many things could be matched, so he felt a little sad for himself, but soon, his heart was overwhelmed by various emotions. Filled up, so full that she wanted to do something.

"What to expect?"

"When I like you, I expect you to like me too; when I confess to you, I expect you to respond to me; when I am rejected by you, I expect another chance." Ye Xing looked down at the cigarette in his hand. Grinding Guan Yan's palm with her thumb, she whispered her emotional devotion to Guan Yan. The more she talked, the more she felt that she was a bit pitiful before. Yan said earnestly: "The involuntary emotion after being invested in the relationship is the anticipation."

"..."

"You've never been so helpless, have you?"

In fact, Ye Xing has always felt this way. Guan Yan's love for her is so weak that she can withdraw at any time, and she has always realized that she is a dispensable person to Guan Yan.But now it seems that not only her, any lover is dispensable to Guan Yan.It's just that, at one point, it seems to be unaware of turning off the cigarette.

Guan Yan stared blankly at Ye Xing, as if she was understanding what Ye Xing said. After a while, she hesitated and asked: "So...you mean that I had certain expectations when I chose to get back together, and this expectation Missed?"

"Yeah." Ye Xing couldn't help but smile a little: "When you chose to get back together, what were you thinking?"

"I don't remember." Guan Yan didn't even know that he had expectations, how could he remember.

Ye Xing pretended to sigh deeply: "No matter what you expect, it is far from our current state, that's for sure."

Ye Rong, who had been squatting all this time, supported Guan Yan's legs and stood up, ignoring his numb legs, and pushed Guan Yan down on the sofa regardless, and vented his feelings that he couldn't express in words at the moment with a passionate kiss.

The people below were struggling, dissatisfied with her sudden madness, and kept pushing her, but Ye Xing ignored her, pressed Guan Yan's hand on the armrest of the sofa above his head with one hand, held Guan Yan's face in the other hand, and pushed her hard. kiss her.

Ye Xing hadn't felt this feeling for a long time. He wanted to eat Guan Yan, wanted to bully Guan Yan, and wanted to do whatever he wanted.

Being pinned down by Ye Xing, Guan Yandekong's other hand kept pulling the clothes on Ye Xing's back, signaling her to stop, but Ye Xing ignored her at all, and kissed her domineeringly until she was suffocated.

Ye Xing, who had vented enough, raised her head, and saw her shadow in Guan Yan's angry eyes. She had seen herself in these eyes countless times, but she never felt that she was really engraved in these eyes. It wasn't until recently that she felt that she had a clear reflection in these eyes, and now, she confirmed that this was not her illusion, the extra emotion that Guan Yan felt when looking at her... was devotion and anxiety.

Guan Yan, who has always been reluctant to invest in his feelings, really showed affection to her for the first time when he chose to get back together, probably because of this investment that made Guan Yan uneasy?

Although she didn't know what Guan Yan expected when she proposed to get back together, Ye Xing knew that the current self could not meet Guan Yan's expectations, which made her feel annoyed with herself.

But no matter what Guan Yan is looking forward to, it must be related to her. The only thing she has to do is to make Guan Yan feel at ease.

"Let go!" Guan Yan shook her hand that was being held down, she was talking to Ye Xing about something serious, but Ye Xing treated her with this attitude, did he take her seriously? !

Ye Xing pulled out a naughty smile, bit Guan Yan's lips lightly, and said, "No, I will never let you go in my life."

"..." Guan Yan was a little embarrassed by the explicit and vulgar love words, avoiding Ye Rong's eyes, and pretending to be calm: "I haven't finished talking yet."

"It's over, anyway, I understand." Ye Xing played tricks on purpose, still pressing Guan Yan.At this moment, it seemed that the dark emotions that had lasted for a century were finally released.

"What do you understand?"

"I won't tell you." Ye Xing lowered his head and kissed Guan Yan's lips, greedily kissing again and again.

The suppressed Guan Yan was anxious and angry, and couldn't do the childish move of biting Ye Xing, so he could only stare at Ye Xing with a straight face to show his anger.

After all, Ye Rong was reluctant to bully Guan Yan too much. After gently kissing Guan Yan's eyes, he let go of Guan Yan's hand, smiled slightly, and said softly: "I will respond to all your expectations, and I will respond to all your sacrifices. It will make you feel worth it. If you like me sticking to you, I will always stick to you. I will do whatever you want me to do. I am yours and will always be yours."

Guan Yan was stunned by Ye Xing's sudden confession, and Ye Xing's gentle and direct gaze even made her face a little hot.She didn't understand why Ye Xing suddenly wanted to say these things to her, but these words were like a spell, which relieved her faintly restless emotions.

"Sister Guan." Ye Rong approached Guan Yan's lips again, and his breath hit Guan Yan's face ambiguously.

"Ok?"

"say you Love Me."

Guan Yan, who was still in a daze, was startled by these words, and the enthusiasm on her face became even stronger. She pretended to be calm, and refused solemnly, "No."

The expected answer, Ye Xing evoked a smirk, kissed Guan Yan, put away his smile, looked deeply into Guan Yan's eyes, and spit out the most gentle words with the deepest tenderness: "I love you .”

Guan Yan was swallowed by Ye Xing's deep affection, the affection in those eyes penetrated into her heart so thickly, filling her heart to the brim, the emotions in her heart were forced to her mouth, she couldn't help opening her mouth, All the emotions turned into one sentence, and when the words were almost blurted out, she suddenly came back to her senses, and at the same time she closed her mouth and turned the words into a shallow response: "En."

Ye Xing, who was full of expectations, was made to bite by this unemotional word. She rolled her eyes, turned her head to the side and gave a soft click. She was so angry that she turned her head and bit Guan Yan's lips lightly, thinking angrily. One day she will let Guan Yan say that sentence!