we didn't flirt

Guan Yan stayed in the hotel all day with nothing to do, but she didn't feel like resting at all. On the contrary, it made her feel even more irritable. She didn't adjust her schedule because she wanted to be with Ye Rong, so her scenes were very scattered. Who would have thought that It's ridiculous and sad to be disgusted by Ye Rong the next day after starting the machine.

Tired for a whole day, in the evening, I couldn't bear it any longer, so I took Xiao Lan, who is also a manager and assistant, out to go shopping and relax.

Seeing mutton skewers on the side of the road, Guan Yan bought some and packed a lot, thinking that Ye Xing would definitely want to eat it.As soon as the words of packing were said, Guan Yan felt a little regretful, she was thinking about that little bastard, but he was not sure how to get away with it right now.

After wandering around outside and returning to the hotel, looking at the mutton skewers she had packed for Ye Rong, Guan Yan sighed lightly, thinking to forget it, she was not angry, it was because she thought she was right without asking Ye Rong if she needed it. She thinks that Ye Xing needs her company, but now he doesn't need her, so she just needs to rest, and because of this, she makes herself unhappy, and maybe she will quarrel later.

In fact, Guan Yan knew very well that when the director asked her if she wanted to adjust her schedule when arranging the schedule, she should have asked Ye Xing. The reason why she didn't ask was because she subconsciously hoped to spend more time with Ye Xing. Accompany Ye Rong, and then secretly hope that Ye Rong's change of attitude is just her illusion, Ye Rong still cares about her as before.

But the facts proved that she thought too much and took it for granted. After breaking up and hurting others, why should she let others still love her like before?It's ridiculous.

After a day of melancholy, Guan Yan decided not to think about it anymore. She couldn't ask Ye Rong to maintain the enthusiasm he had at the beginning. The way of getting along will naturally change slowly, maybe Ye Xing is looking for a way to make her comfortable.

Instead of doubting Ye Rong, it is better to love her before, it is better to believe that Ye Rong's love has not changed, but the way has changed.

When Ye Rong came back at night, Guan Yan felt that this day's rest was quite useful, at least it gave her time to accept Ye Rong's change in her attitude.

When Ye Rong came back, he was obviously very tired, Guan Yan asked casually: "I bought you a mutton skewer, do you want to eat?"

"Eat." Ye Xing sat down at the table, not disliking the fact that the meat skewers were cold, and told Guan Yan what happened on the set today while eating.

Guan Yan was by the side, listening to Ye Xing's words, seeing that Ye Xing's oil was all over her face, she took a tissue and wiped it off for her.

Seeing Ye Xing smiling happily, Guan Yan thought, look, as long as I don't think too much, can't the two of us get along well?

After eating all the skewers packed by Guan Yan, Ye Xing went to wash in satisfaction.

Guan Yan took a shower before Ye Rong came back. After Ye Rong finished washing, the two of them quickly lay down on the bed, ready to rest. When Guan Yan reached out to turn off the light, he said casually: "I only have a show tomorrow afternoon. It won't pass."

Ye Xing responded lightly.

It was dark in the room, Guan Yan turned his back to Ye Xing to feel sleepy, and after a while, Ye Xing entangled her from behind, and got his hands dishonestly into her clothes, almost subconsciously, Guan Yan blocked Ye Xing and wanted to relieve her The hand in the clothes pretended to be serious and authentic: "Don't make trouble, I'm so tired today, and I have to get up early tomorrow."

However, after saying this, Guan Yan realized that she was rejecting Ye Rong, and she rejected Ye Rong without even thinking about it.

Ye Xing naturally also noticed her rejection, even though she acted very naturally, after a moment of silence, Ye Xing put his arms around her waist and responded softly: "Well, good night."

"……Good night."

That night, Guan Yan suffered from insomnia again, she knew that Ye Xing also suffered from insomnia, but she was tired after all, Ye Xing fell asleep unconsciously.

After hearing the sound of Ye Rong's heavy breathing, Guan Yan carefully turned her body to face Ye Rong, her eyes accustomed to the darkness could still clearly see the face of Ye Rong who was breathing close by in a room without lights, and her sight traced After looking around Ye Rong's facial features, Guan Yan felt a little strange.

It turned out that she was not as open-minded as she imagined, and could so easily accept the fact that Ye Xing didn't love her like before.

*****

The next day, when Ye Xing left, Guan Yan didn't notice at all, as she said the night before, she only rushed to the set in the afternoon.

When Guan Yan arrived, Ye Xing was filming a scene of riding a horse. Ye Xing on horseback was majestic and high-spirited. When he saw Guan Yan, he gave her a gentle look, then turned his head and started shooting again.

For a moment, Guan Yan had the illusion that Ye Xing was still the same Ye Xing, and after only being separated from her for a few hours, he felt a sense of peace of mind when he saw her. Ignore it.

After filming the whole afternoon, Ye Xing and Guan Yan didn't communicate much. Ye Xing devoted himself wholeheartedly to his work, but occasionally he habitually handed Guan Yan something, or water, or snacks, and then turned his head away. I went to do my own thing again.

Guan Yan was no longer as awkward as he was on the first day. He showed his previous work status, what to do, and only regarded Ye Xing as an actor in the same crew.

Back at the hotel in the evening, the two of them washed up and slept in each other's arms, but... that's all.

For several days after that, the two of them maintained a flat atmosphere. Guan Yan no longer intentionally accompanied Ye Xing to the set, and when there was no arrangement for her scenes, she rested in the hotel with peace of mind. When Ye Xing came back at night, he would meet While packing up things, I told her about some things on the set, and the atmosphere seemed relaxed and happy.

After Guan Yan rejected Ye Xing that night, the atmosphere between the two of them was obviously more delicate than before, but no one bothered to poke it out, pretending that there was nothing wrong between them.

On this day, Guan Yan didn't go to the studio. She was reading and watching TV in the hotel. When she was falling asleep after lunch, the doorbell of the room rang.

Putting down the book in his hand and opening the door, there is Xiaolan outside the door, but there are several people coming and going in the corridor, much more lively than usual.

Xiaolan lowered her voice and said, "Ye Rong broke her leg and was just brought back, do you want to go see her?"

Guan Yan was startled, before he had time to think about anything, he quickly walked to Ye Rong's room next to him.

In the room, Ye Xing was sitting on the sofa, with one trouser leg rolled up to his thigh, covered by a pillow, and his knee was patched with gauze. When he saw Guan Yan coming in, he made a guilty smile: "I broke my leg!" , but it's okay."

Guan Yan walked over quickly and looked around at Ye Rong. She was quite energetic and seemed to have no other injuries. She asked anxiously, "What's going on?"

"I didn't pay attention when I was riding a horse. I fell off the horse and hit my knee on the ground. It happened to be stuck on a small stone, and the skin was broken and twisted."

Guan Yan couldn't speak, she felt very uncomfortable, Ye Xing fell off the horse, but he didn't call her immediately to tell her, even when he got to the hospital, he didn't notify her, it was Xiaolan who told her that everyone went back to the hotel.

There were still Shao Shao and the others busy in the room, and Guan Yan sat beside Ye Xing silently, without saying a word.

Seeing that Guan Yan's mood was not right, Ye Rong found an excuse to send Shao Shao and the others away.When there were only the two of them left in the room, Ye Xing stretched out his hand to hold Guan Yan's hand: "Are you angry?"

Guan Yan avoided Ye Xing's hand and looked up at her: "Why didn't you tell me right away?"

In the past, when Ye Xing was hit by a board while running, he would rush to find her if nothing happened. Now that she was injured, she stayed in the hotel and could go to the hospital at any time, but Ye Xing didn't tell her anything.

Because of Guan Yan's dodging, Ye Xing couldn't help being stunned for a moment, then withdrew his hand in frustration, and after a moment of silence, he said: "I want to tell you after the processing is over."

"why?"

Ye Rong didn't look at Guan Yan, and said indifferently: "It was so chaotic at the time, and the situation was not clear, I thought it would be better to tell you when I go back to the hotel."

"..." The anger suppressed in my heart could no longer be held back. Guan Yan took a deep breath, controlled his tone, and finally said the words that had been held in his heart for several days, no, even longer: "Ye Xing, if you don't need me anymore, you can just tell me."

Ye Rong looked at Guan Yan, with surprise and sadness in his eyes, but he didn't waver, which made Guan Yan feel that the answer was confirmed.

For a moment, Ye Xing retracted his gaze and lowered his gaze, as if he was thinking or acquiescing.Guan Yan's heart gradually cooled down, she didn't even feel angry anymore, she just regretted that if she didn't say this earlier, she wouldn't have to act for so long.

"How could I not need you..." Ye Xing's voice was full of helplessness and self-mockery: "Do you know how much I missed you when I fell off the horse?"

"Then why didn't you call me? I only found out about it from someone else after you went back to the hotel."

"Because I think I should learn to face this kind of thing by myself. I can't rely on you all the time."

"..."

There was a hint of anger and struggle in Ye Xing's voice: "I know that my dependence on you will cause you pressure. I have learned to get along with you in a more comfortable way, but you not only don't like me more, but also treat me more. Getting colder and colder, and saying that I don't need you."

"……"what's the situation?

"I force myself not to rely on you. Every time I do something, I have to think, is this better, is that better, endure when I miss you, and don't make intimate moves when I'm outside... "The anger in Ye Xing's tone was gradually replaced by grievance: "But this really makes me very tired, and it also makes me very scared. I'm afraid that I can't restrain myself and still love you all the time..."

The more Ye Xing spoke, the more wronged she became, and the more Guan Yan listened, the more wrong she became. After seeing Ye Xing hanging her head sadly, she didn't feel distressed, but annoyed emotions slowly gushed out from the bottom of her heart. If it wasn't for Ye Xing at this moment Injured, she was really going to hit someone.

"I know I need to change, but... the way I'm doing it really wears me out."

"Of course, because that's not you."

Ye Xing looked at Guan Yan in a daze, with confusion and helplessness in his eyes.

Guan Yan took Ye Xing's hand, and because of her anger, her tone was cold: "Why do you think I want to film with you? Why do you think I want to start a company with you?"

Before asking these two questions, Guan Yan hadn't thought about her behavior carefully. At first, she just wanted to make herself pay more in her relationship to make herself feel at ease. The purpose of this approach was not pure, but she didn't Think there is a problem.But now, she discovered another meaning, a meaning far more important than her original purpose, and she couldn't help but be glad that she made such a choice.

Raising his hand to tap Ye Xing's silly head, Guan Yan said: "If I can't accept the way you love me, I won't be with you. I spent so much energy to accept that you love me way, why do you force yourself to change?"